So...my name is Lynsey and I'm 29 years old. My spiritual experience is extensive in the mainstream sense as I grew up partly Pentecostal due to my grandpa being a famous minister, and partly non-denominational since my mom preferred those sorts of churches. I had my first mystical experience as a teen, had prophetic dreams, and somehow ended up atheist by the time I neared 18. A friend of mine got into life coaching in 2021 and roped me into the New Age scene (I was tentative and it didn't feel right for some reason). She started a "school" for a group of 8 women and myself, but as the lessons progressed, I found the shallowness of each subject matter boring, felt I wasn't learning anything, and decided to do my own research. Long story short, I developed my own form of meditation about a year ago. In that time frame I had a kundalini awakening not knowing what it was, which led me to get checked out by doctors numerous times (from pain and swelling, chaotic mood swings, hot and cold sensations, fevers, chills, visions, etc.). During that period I also felt amrita flow from what I believed to be the part in my hair--and it flowed into my throat-- but whenever I tried to wipe it off, I couldn't. About two months later I developed telekinesis, which looking back was a super funny incident. I've long since quit using my powers in pursuit of full liberation, but some of them are spontaneous and occur without my permision. Now I'm getting into thodgal but wanted to ask for recommendations on available reading materials, and also connect with others as we progress on our paths. My grandma's a Pentecostal minister, so it's not like I can turn to her for advice.
I said all that to say: hi!
