tianzhang

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  1. Help with Kidney issues

    I don't expect to heal myself immediately but I feel like the more I am training, the more stagnation I am making. I am soemwhat afraid I have a yin deficiency but I trust my Dr's diagnosis and my tongue pattern doesn't match. I just don't want to quit or give up training otherwise I am okay with my progress needing some time to train.
  2. Help with Kidney issues

    1. Sure, would love to get it for future reference. 2. How do you get such a reading? I got a natal chart reading once but it didn't say anything too accurate and said my life intention is to 'regain my health and not focus on frivolous things."
  3. Help with Kidney issues

    1. I try to be relaxed, as possible the tenseness usually comes from feeling like theres a wave traveling down my spine then shooting up. 2. I am practicing with a teacher, so I hope so! He saids it's mostly correct only differences are basically when my body is at it's limit and can't go as wide as he'd like it. 3. My style of Baguazhang doesn't have too much foundation work, but I do the stretches and strengthening exercise my teacher prescribes. 4. Pretty active as my job involves physical labor, alot of depression and suicidal tendencies though. 5. Mostly meats but frequent amount of sugars through the week like two- three times. 6. None, I am not very good looking lol. 7. I am a Metal snake.
  4. Help with Kidney issues

    That's the issue is that whenever I practice my Baguazhang forms, sometimes they are okay but other time it causes extreme tightness.
  5. Help with Kidney issues

    Huh, no I wasn't offended by your post at all! I was just saying, I was familiar with death. You didn't offend anyone, and have no need to apologize but thank you for considering my feelings! Trust me since I was born many people have told me this and some have even threatened me so I'm not too scared or adverse to the idea lol.
  6. Help with Kidney issues

    I mean I'd have to quit the internal arts in general then wouldn't I?
  7. Help with Kidney issues

    Doesn't neigong in general build heat due to it circulating qi?
  8. Help with Kidney issues

    I was actually very suicidal, I WANTED to die. I was angry that I wasn't dying fast enough. I am less so now, but I am very indifferent to life, life was very rough and might still be to an extent.
  9. Help with Kidney issues

    Very unfortunate, I just don't understand how sickly people who practice the internal arts in the past improved but I am still sick from it. Only the grounding palm from the Eight mother palms seem to help me.
  10. Help with Kidney issues

    It decreased with my stress if that helps, the more neutral and indifferent I became towards life the less the heat got. Only problem is I am still pretty indifferent to life and it seems the heat stays in some form.
  11. Help with Kidney issues

    I did get all of those and they found nothing strange about me.
  12. Help with Kidney issues

    Yeah the heat got so bad I'd wake up and find it hard to breath alot of the time, sometimes I thought I was dying.
  13. Help with Kidney issues

    Yeah I have really bad heat issues since I was in middle school, it isn't a natural condition and was acquired due to stress.
  14. Help with Kidney issues

    He did! I am taking them, the problem is whenever I train it seems like my pelvic floor is constantly tightening up for some reason, maybe it's because he had me stop doing zhan zhuang.
  15. Help with Kidney issues

    He prescribed me some herbs to help, and the grounding palm from Cheng Style seems to help.