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On the nature and utility of 'goal posts' in meditative and energetic practice
freeform replied to Wilhelm's topic in General Discussion
So my teacher has explained most of theseā¦ and youāre not quite right about all of themā¦ but thatās because Iāve explained in more depth to my teacher and he can āseeā whatās going on anyway. The original reason I started talking about light is because @Taoist Texts said something like āwhite light is white lightā - but actually there are many white lights. oh and the third light - no there are no radiating lines. I also donāt practice Vipassanaā¦ but I do practice meditation. -
On the nature and utility of 'goal posts' in meditative and energetic practice
freeform replied to Wilhelm's topic in General Discussion
Essentially using your mind in a focused, contrived or restricted way is ātransfer methodāā¦ so focusing on points along the line would count as that. Iām not sure whatās meant by opening and closing the Dantiens means specifically, but that could certainly be contrived if it uses the mind to do it. I think thereās a time and a place for that actually - but with the more subtle stuff like MCO, itās better to ādig the channelāā¦ Qi is sensitive and will rebel as soon as you try to contrive its movementā¦ and contrivance also blocks access to various deeper aspects of qi (such as ācultivated qiā or āpreheaven qiāā¦ or āLing qiā etc)ā¦ the wrong aspect of consciousness is driving the bus! For instance many internal methods will have various standing and moving formsā¦ your awareness is simply allowed to absorb into the body - and itās the maintenance of correct mental and physical principles when standing that does the work (such as allowing the crown to be suspended as the rest of the body sort of hangs off itā¦ and releasing the sternumā¦ setting the shoulders, sinking into the kwaā¦ stable, relaxed, attentive awareness etc)ā¦ all of these physical principles set up lines of internal tension (as long as muscles can relax) that correspond to various channelsā¦ like a taught guitar string that can carry a vibration in just the right toneā¦ and along with the mental principles together they also allow the qi to sink while increasing the generation of Yang qiā¦ (qi sinks - downward movementā¦ yang qi is generated - upward movement) this sets up the initial āchannelā for the microcosmic orbit and the initial movement of qiā¦ (though this isnāt the ārealā alchemical MCO yetā¦ itās just qi movementā¦) There are also methods that use the hands to shape the qiā¦ We never give the qi direction with the mind - with the mind we only ālistenā (absorbed, stable, relaxed awareness) and āreleaseā (Sung) while holding the correct posture (or doing the correct movements) - and this ādigs the channelsā by reshaping the body - which in turn reshapes the channels for the āwaterā to run down. In fact the hardest and most crucial thing is training the mind not to interfereā¦ constantly releasing even the tiniest level of contrivance (for example wanting to feel some effect is a sort of contrivance at the back of the mind)ā¦ itās a never ending, almost impossible task Awaken wouldnāt agree with this methodology I imagine - sheās more keen on zifagong (spontaneous movement) - but in my tradition we use both ādigging the channelsā and allowing the qi to refine and self-organise through spontaneous movement. One is better for ābuildingā and ordering - the other is better for mobilising, releasing and refining. -
On the nature and utility of 'goal posts' in meditative and energetic practice
freeform replied to Wilhelm's topic in General Discussion
1 - white light like snow envelops the inner vision from around the sidesā¦ fills the vision. After, when I open my eyes all I can see is white for several hours. Slowly the white receded and it was like looking through fog. 2 - I absorb into the body, it starts to disappear, all that is left is a field of qiā¦ over time as I absorb into the qi field, it disappears and various colour lights startā¦ depending what Iāve been working on. 3 - very bright flashing light at the centre of inner vision that stabilises into a pure white light that over time condensed into a disk. 4 - a light that only appears outside of practice like a lightning flash - usually flashes 3 times. Now thinking about it there are a few others - but doesnāt matter too much -
On the nature and utility of 'goal posts' in meditative and energetic practice
freeform replied to Wilhelm's topic in General Discussion
Im not sure I completely get what youāre askingā¦ But prayer and service to others is one of the best cultivation methods if youāre not able to cultivate at the level of the qi or use the mind to reach meditative absorption. -
On the nature and utility of 'goal posts' in meditative and energetic practice
freeform replied to Wilhelm's topic in General Discussion
Could you try to explain a little more about it then? Youāve mentioned the coloured lights that then form into a round shapeā¦ thatās the experience of the black liverā¦ but what is the black liver actually?? Itās not Yuan Shen, right? From what I understand it is the light of your Original Self (or your Soulā¦ or the deeper aspect of Hun-Po) If you could explain Black Liver from your point of view, I think people would be able to understand you a little better. -
On the nature and utility of 'goal posts' in meditative and energetic practice
freeform replied to Wilhelm's topic in General Discussion
Oh Iām sure I fall in that category from time to time š Honestly I think itās just a case of semanticsā¦ Daoists tend to differentiate the mind that arises out of sense-based cognition and the one that was there prior to thisā¦ of course they arise from the same source. But they differentiate not for the purpose of explaining the truth of the matter, but for helping to give context to the process of internal alchemyā¦ Thatās why it might seem a bit arbitrary to āseal the sensesā (which is not quite what it appears to mean in reality) - but itās important for the alchemical transformation process. And as we know the views of internal alchemy and your views diverge significantly after the process of recognition of oneās true nature. -
On the nature and utility of 'goal posts' in meditative and energetic practice
freeform replied to Wilhelm's topic in General Discussion
Great We agree on both of these points then. -
On the nature and utility of 'goal posts' in meditative and energetic practice
freeform replied to Wilhelm's topic in General Discussion
Youāre starting to sound like Awaken yourself! š The only way I can understand others is to let go of my own views for a short while to understand their views from my (admittedly faulty) interpretation of their POV. I think that sometimes itās worth giving people the benefit of the doubt and being gentle with the imposition of your own views before fully understanding. By Acquired consciousness, I mean the consciousness of the acquired mind. āSense-based consciousnessāā¦ the self that dies when āyouā die. The consciousness revealed when you āseal the sensesā is the consciousness of the Original Self - Soul (or black liver (from what I figure of her writing)) or whatever you want to call it. -
On the nature and utility of 'goal posts' in meditative and energetic practice
freeform replied to Wilhelm's topic in General Discussion
In Awakenās terminology ācarrying methodā and ātransfer methodā are one and the same thing. It simply means using the mind to cause changeā¦ she correctly (imo) points out that using acquired consciousness to move qi (or enter āmeditativeā states) is incorrectā¦ -
On the nature and utility of 'goal posts' in meditative and energetic practice
freeform replied to Wilhelm's topic in General Discussion
Oh I always understood what she meant I donāt agree with her on all points - but guiding the qi with intention - whether visualised or directed with focused mind or with some other sensation is indeed incorrect. Itās something that is taught very often but as Awaken says it blocks of access to deeper layers of the process (as well as severely limiting the amount of qi that can be generated/regulated). -
On the nature and utility of 'goal posts' in meditative and energetic practice
freeform replied to Wilhelm's topic in General Discussion
Yes - and that all bodily processes apparently slow down/stop - not just the breathingā¦ Between the 4th and 5th Jhannas thereās a bit of a paradigm shift from functioning in the physical realm to functioning purely in the spiritual realm. -
On the nature and utility of 'goal posts' in meditative and energetic practice
freeform replied to Wilhelm's topic in General Discussion
Yup - exactly right Pretty much every important method is done this wayā¦ Dig the channel and the water will flow of its own accordā¦ Instead of ācarryingā the water in your hands like a low-level schmo I think before we can set up our school sheād have to unblock me first (I predict a sitcom style love-hate relationship for this one) -
On the nature and utility of 'goal posts' in meditative and energetic practice
freeform replied to Wilhelm's topic in General Discussion
I side with the Theravadan interpretation - that itās not one of the conditions for determining Jhannaā¦ Only because for me, my breath stops at various lesser samadhi absorptionsā¦ However Iāve been taught that both breathing - and all other metabolic processes pause during 4th Jhannaā¦ things like heartbeat, pulse etc - and this absorption can last from days to months at a timeā¦ The place I go to in Burma they have these tiny caves that have been lined with smooth clay - once youāre in they seal the entrance with clay tooā¦ apparently to stop insects and vermin messing with the body during extended meditationā¦ it struck me that once the entrance was sealed closed, there wouldnāt be any air exchangeā¦ not a problem if youāre not gonna be breathing I guess š Ive heard stories of having to plug the various orifices of the body to stop insects and rats making their way in aswell -
I agree. Iām suggesting that turning your attention to something else would be the best way to disconnect from the immediate influenceā¦ Talking and analysing the situation is like stirring up the mud at the bottom of the lake. Just give it some time, let it settleā¦ once the water is clear, releasing that trauma will be far easier - and will avoid re-anchoring it in your mind and body.
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On the nature and utility of 'goal posts' in meditative and energetic practice
freeform replied to Wilhelm's topic in General Discussion
Yes you speak - but you never listen. Take time to listen and youāll find that the world is not as black and white as you imagine. You may discover that people agree with you far more than you realiseā¦ And if youāre able to listen, many more people will be interested when you do speak. -
On the nature and utility of 'goal posts' in meditative and energetic practice
freeform replied to Wilhelm's topic in General Discussion
Sorry but I think you absolutely misunderstood my intention. I never said that Christians are political. Or that theyāre bad or not valid. I said Christianity is more often political than spiritual. Thatās very different. I try to be reasonably precise with what I say - Letās loose the broad brush indeed. I actually believe that Christianity as a religion - and prayer as a form of spiritual cultivation are both very much as valid as Asian ones. As an institution however - it has, over the centuries, done exactly what you mentioned is āevilā - which is manipulate peoples innate spiritual calling for power and control. -
On the nature and utility of 'goal posts' in meditative and energetic practice
freeform replied to Wilhelm's topic in General Discussion
I know that when I have a disproportionate reaction like this, it suggests to me that thereās an inner disharmony or contraction around some unresolved inner conflictā¦ -
On the nature and utility of 'goal posts' in meditative and energetic practice
freeform replied to Wilhelm's topic in General Discussion
I think it can be - but more often than not itās political more than spiritualā¦ Interestingly - many of the pastors flying on their private jets and sailing around on their private yachts donāt charge - but encourage donations insteadā¦ (sorry @Wilhelm - I can never stay on topic for long!!) -
On the nature and utility of 'goal posts' in meditative and energetic practice
freeform replied to Wilhelm's topic in General Discussion
Well, heās no Buddha, but Iām friends with a gifted and attained monk who was meditating to a high level from a very young age - he tried thisā¦ He came to Switzerland with a group of monks, was asked to stay and teach - so he did, all on a donation basis (thatās all he knew). Even though he got plenty of donations, after paying various costs and fees he was saddled with extreme debt within 3 months and had to ask his friends to pay for his ticket back to Burma. Western life is not suited to spiritual cultivationā¦ you either adapt skilfully or you fall through the cracks (or you escape back to a country that has spiritual tradition baked into the culture ) -
On the nature and utility of 'goal posts' in meditative and energetic practice
freeform replied to Wilhelm's topic in General Discussion
I should add - if the main aim of teaching is to manipulate people for the satisfaction of oneās base desires (in whatever form) - then yes thatās probably as close to āevilā as anything. However if the main aim is a genuine attempt to pass on teachings and do what one can to help the person achieve these things - then asking for money (whether donations or a set price) is absolutely beside the point. -
On the nature and utility of 'goal posts' in meditative and energetic practice
freeform replied to Wilhelm's topic in General Discussion
I think thatās probably one of the worst things, yeah. Itās not just material gain eitherā¦ there are plenty that give teachings for free but exploit the spiritual yearning for: a sense of power or control (like the lady that tells her followers to commit suicide - Teal Swan is her name, just remembered)ā¦ or sex and adoration (like that āBuddhafieldā guy) or many other such base instincts. -
On the nature and utility of 'goal posts' in meditative and energetic practice
freeform replied to Wilhelm's topic in General Discussion
We donāt know whether he did or notā¦ Iād imagine he didnāt. But I suspect in that day and age people would bring what they could as gifts and donationsā¦ I wonder how such things would work nowadays in the western world. I imagine if he, or his entourage didnāt ask for payment or donations, his message wouldnāt get farā¦ -
On the nature and utility of 'goal posts' in meditative and energetic practice
freeform replied to Wilhelm's topic in General Discussion
People go to concerts, operas, burlesque shows, standup comedy etc etc. Is it good or evil? I mean why even care? -
On the nature and utility of 'goal posts' in meditative and energetic practice
freeform replied to Wilhelm's topic in General Discussion
How did I not work that out ahead of time! -
On the nature and utility of 'goal posts' in meditative and energetic practice
freeform replied to Wilhelm's topic in General Discussion
Yeah - Iām personally not anti seminars in person or on zoom. I mean itās not exactly how I would suggest to go about learning cultivation - but so what. It can still be helpful for some. Iām just curious why in TTās view seminar peddlers are on the same level as Trungpa - (who was, by all accounts an abusive alcoholic and a rapist - having ruined many lives and caused a number suicidesā¦) I could imagine high level Yogis and Brahmins during the historical Buddhaās lifetime calling him a seminar peddler as he gave his Dharma talks...