Thanks for all the reponses so far. I understand what you're saying, i'll just be patient.
Regarding style, it's Wudang.
Orb - my teacher is a very practical person who isn't interested in spirituality or Taoism. Since beginning Taiji, I've become very interested in Taoism and Buddhism, more so than the martial aspects of Taiji, and am hoping to get a better understanding of my practice.
Thanks.