One taste of the well my friend, and you and it's deepest reservoirs are now you and it as one.
It's the gift that God gave us all, the sacrifice for us to become his "Sons, " His all in gambit that united us and Him as One.
Again "only the Infinite can know the Infinite" and that well within us, within our 'souls' is God's Word and the Light that will guide us on the Way.
Responsibility is a choice, a mantle and I understand not wanting it and to enjoy the steak with Cypher after having taken the blue pill
(but of course 'We are not our body' and this physical shell, though a very lucky gift and so fortunate, is limited and causes quite a few problems for us and is a bit like a pretty annoying room mate you have to learn to live with lol but I love it now and accept him for who He is too and we laugh now...most of the time...)