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your experiences sound exactly like mine..and that is perhaps not a good sign I've been messin with the idea that its karmic but I do like the breaking out of dampness and sweat. maybe excess dampness..and what happens to this m(o)ist? as for the gift..why don't you get a beautiful colored jar and fill it with little pieces of paper with your handwriting on..containing 26 ideas about what you are gong to do to ahem with her this coming year?....

yes. it's noisy. haha. jst joking

Hey ShaktiMama I believe I read that you also had a harrowing fast kundalini experience. I'm curious to know in realation to the previous posts how the energetic movements were felt in your case. Nevermind Taoist views or any other views than your personal. I have naturlly no Idea about how a *real* or *correct* kundaliniopening should be since I only have my own experience but I would love to learn about as many others as possible to add light to this phenomenon. And yes I've already read some online versions. I have described my own xpof the directions of the energyflows.. Could you describe your experience in detail?

Great ! sh im gonna score on the post poll

DeciBelle We both know I did not do justice to your post with what I wrote I am not as mentally crisp as you and this is not my language either I feel restricted that is perhaps very good When that is said Also today I visited the park with the tall birches that made me ponder the saying -calling in the woods- and briefly let it dance paralell with the line - calling from a mountain- So I looked up at those enormous trees, almost intimidating in their silhouettes and age beautiful beyond words the wind was blowing sounds increasing sometimes the volume just rises and I cannot dechiffer what is traffic, wind or human voices in this symphony that follows watching skies split moving out in all directions away from core awareness shaken from this insight into this intense pleasure from receiving movements whispering my senses into ecstasy and on my way home an idiot perhaps skipping almost

Superficially pondering a possible relation between calling in the woods.. and calling at the mountain... I noticed your post better be ware I am Lol nice post thank you

yeh but thrs more cause its not jst visual its mental n emotional and physical and possibly spiritual as well it just refuses to be ordered around but if beckoned to lead it will dis appear so I agree with Susan it has definit alpha traits but stupid is who thinks itis a garment of a teacher of others than the self

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Great post. I don't practise tantra with a partner but long for it so I go for something I find just wnderful - celibacy. I read some of your posts where you talk about your own path, thank you for sharing. Ive been having the most wonderful warmth spreading through my upper back around my shoulderblades and lower neck..thank you! from logging on to your image and message on the board. You so remind me of a wonderful female friend I have who actually is the only one I know who can cuddle sensually without being neurotic about or logging onto sexuality. Utmost eqsuisite energy. Love. Incarnated. Also deeply conected to Mother Earth. Great energy.

my breath is like steam quietened by hearts silence I move in stillness

Your firs pick would be my second guess, if one may have a second. And yes! this is so much fun

funny you should say this. the only real smile I saw was when he posed with the royal family.

I used to think you would look chinese but ..I believe you are the beautiful well behaved lady in the front row sitting relaxed with your knees bent and arms folded around knees, wearing light colored jeans, tshirt and and an open shirt...?

he's cute all right. I believe I've admitted to that before. and don't get this wrong. your not a pussy, better think I'm a fool. and I am quite certain you are capable of teaching..I was just a little bewildered about what I read. thank you for being so overbearing.

..yieah..sure.. like thats how we circulate energy. you lost yours and will refind it while you instruct the ladies? Max was a boy to me. Veery good at protecting his boundaries. But still a kid. Why? Because he is well versed in the texts and the mechanisms of the teachings, but he still seems to be drowned in a paticular enegetic choice I'm not sure of why I am not convined of his story. I remember someone mentioning the lack of a father figure but I believe I read someting enlightening by you about how some scorpio males also embody this really hot lesbian anima? cough cough cough. so there you have your master Wizard teacher. checkin ones own barometer is always revealing. My mirror isn't all too flattering at times.

beware. whenever wtch says "you scare me" she's making a pass. flirtng. its sparring man. you oughta know. as a matter of fact you do already. shame on you. oi. check what accounts are available for brownie points in this yinynang game of chess Witch you are strong and unique I saw your ladies tread. and your comments n Santiago and Max. I crtnainly like and admire your force and wit. I'm afraid i'm nothing like a tao wiz but I'm able to recognize mondollyo performed in a bellydance outfit.

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yes. no doubt. it is both spiritual and physical. I get to meet a lot of people and they open up, the downside is that I 've had to change muscletherapists several times now because they cant resist opening up and sem to loose control over boundaries, hitting on me and I don't think it's good ethics , my son is slighty frustrated becuse his teenage classmates are fixated on his mom. I am old I tell you. haha. I have to do something about this more qigong possibly

weird horrible day ended well restless nervous energy and the painting changed 4 times not for the better frustration got the best of me mindgarble intruding scnes and voices disturbing me thought for certain I'm not sane fruitless creative effort led to full body pulsing pain with pangs of grief fell asleep wnt to a qigong meetup dstined to let go of whatever expectation foresaw one who showed up with an adress I've been looking for. day not a waste just had to let go we discussed how it is all there always Ive been loking for that connection we'll see

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I don't quite understand. What people? What kind of ultimate? Mirroring implies some thing or some one to mirror. Are you and Xuansha referring to the ultimate relationship ?

see todays blog.. about sungazing. perfect conditions up north these days later in the middle of the day I encountered the moon she was huge and airy, almost virginlike very seldom I see her like this. no change in energy. qigog practise training and sleep patterns are regular.

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