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Ok. has she been scanned? Has she been put on medication? You'll need a network. my mom had some strokes we found out after scanning her brain, she slowly developed dementia. it took a while before they named it dementia and she got mediciation to slow down the deterioration..but in the end the doctor took her off most medication, and she miraculously turned out a happy old elf. We felt lucky for this gift and never took it for granted. Many dement people can get develop quite a demonic temperament I've heard. It is also very tough fro a kid to have to take the role of the "parent"..because thats what happens. It was frightening for her in the beginning because she understood that something was severely wrong. I can only ditto Karens emotional reactions, "mom" .. really made me feel bad in the beginning, because she would act very irrational, like leave my son in the woods, or hit the dog with her can, or act like a little girl, wich really freaked me out. it was an exhausting and terrifying period. Me and my father had to adapt to something new and very unstable and only; "when we stopped expecting her to behave and speak in the way that we wanted her to, it was a big relief" to quote karen. Till the end she loved to recite poems and could play the piano. It was quite fascinating and very touching. The most profound fact was that I lost my mother while she changed into someone different. It took everybody years of hard work and silent grief before the situation stabilized and for us to adapt to her new "makeup" and focus on the core spirit that remained unbroken.. She changed much of her personality and finally got totally dependant on her surroundings. But now after her passing away I am incredibly grateful to have had the privilege of sharing this part of reality with her to be with her through these transitions. Mind you I could never have made this transition on my own. Strangely it seemed like she shook off some bad karma during the process too. I sincerely hope so. As I see it it is not a part time task and you will need help, prefereably professional. I will PM you the medication she got.

ok little big brother. Consider me family. I'll be in the shadows two steps behind.

beautiful. ditto that and; to worship the river inbetween.

The video says what I've always felt. when looking at the symbol in the end it draws my attention to these thouhts by Nassim Haramein (thanks) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_1pdhdMR5p8 When I stand in my lohan feeling the energy float through the 8 extraordinary meridians just feeling how I connect energetically and exchange qi with nature I think about the twelve ordinary I already worked on to prepare myself to be strong enough to work this spiral energy..on my way to things I yet don't know..just said something in my PM too didn't I. 12 - 8 - 64 strange numbers im no good with numbers all i see is shapes and colors trying to bring it down. I'll be damned if I understand? Still I keep on asking the questions. and so do alot of others ; http://images.google.no/imgres?imgurl=http...ficial%26sa%3DG Michelangelo was cool...

since this is about unveiling the subconscious..perhaps it can be used together with a chinese dream dictionary..look up on the images that reveal themselves...? http://wenhousecrafts.com/dreams/dreamingofdukezhou.htm#bear that is to say being pregnant in a dream is something also men can be..indicating something less literal..finding the root of the word. btw I see a big fat babybuddha doing yoga moving in anf d out of endless complicated postures..havent looked up the trnslation yet..not sure I want to listen..

Yeah well since we're at this thorough and scientific thread about norwegian girl sexuality and mr reich and I assume the SYNCHRONICITY of it all I can only share.. This very neurotic norwegian girl was riding a taxi in london this weekend passing a bar named The Mad Hatter, turning my head straight again I stared into a BIG sign saying "sexual gratification 100% guaranteed" AHH.. I was thinking..thats something I've suspected for a long time, there are others who deliver guarantees besides that gorgeous athletic sweede. HA! It is perhaps a matter of thinking inside or outside of the closet/box? and someone please tell me whats this got to do with oregon?

Yes. Done. Forever and Ever. Amen.

Enjoyed. Immensely. Beautiful! Terrific. Inspiring. I need to learn more Hair on end. Me too has been doing a lot of spontaneous qigong and embryonic breathing kicked in naturally. Too tough on my knees though, I have tried to hold my stance (not walk) and naturally this has been heavy on the knees.. it is fantastic workout where the body seems to seek alignment while the energies rush through my body. It is like deep meditation combined with ultimate entertainment..that is..if you like what happens when you are being led by your deep desire to align. That said none of those "symptoms" aforementioned have bothered me. Makes me want to find a teacher and learn to do forms.

u probably have a best tooth also.

This is by far the strangest and best thing that happened to me in a long time Winpro07, I have to thank you from my heart. I read that piece downunder, and found it first strange then amusing, sweet, then profound, touching in a weird, still very understandeable way.. THEN I went to meditate..and MY God. If I haven't had a release during kunlun till now, I sure did this day. The impact emotionally downloading all female ancestors was overwhelming..I got to adress loads of sorrow, pain and anger and RELEASE it and forgive it all and exchange it with MOTHER, I had another enormous release in the car (thank god for cars) (thank god no son had to hear those shouts). Way cleansing powerful and cool when those shouts lets themsevles loose and rise through you all the way from the root).

I think the question about how deep is interesting..I gave a massage yesterday and its been a while since last time and I've been working daily with lohan exchanging qi through joints, cleansing, that is pulling in and expelling bad qi. So I was curious as to see if it would affect the massage. I didnt try burning palm, I wanted to try, but working up alongside the spine my fingers found a certain point, it was enough to lightly press the fingertips onto these points to shoot energy right through his body right through torso to his chest. Probably some nerves connecting through muscular tissue. But it was too much. So then barely touching him letting him breath normally I worked my way around and into it before I repeated the procedure and when that went well I could proceed & go deep down, also adding pressure by using underarms and elbows working on extension in circling motions, keeping an ear on his breath. Ending touching the lower back and the neck very lightly rolling the spine in spiralling movements. Then he was fine. He's fine today. So I guess I wouldnt just smack someone without them really asking for it, wanting it. But I would like to test it. Guess what Im saying is I would like to learn the method and to use it with the right amount of force..as he said there are levels..and since we're not practising on dolls.. haha. that's all.

Agree, Chia is nice... and he's alive. LOL.

I think it must be more than ten years at least I cant remember the last time.

Santiago James mentioned earlier about electicity in your fingers..and you talk about the currents running in your teacher which you both use for healing...this energy that he carries reminds me of another man we have been talking a lot about earlier. Your teacher, - when looking at him I wonder if this was a capability he was born with? And what about you, have you gradually learned through qigong to send this current of energy through your body and out your fingertips? My attention is always magnetically drawn towards this. Forgive me if my questions seem plain.

this made much sense. hair on end. but then again being so far from realizing anything how can it be that I make sense of this? thank you anyway. long time since I read anything so fresh. "clear as mud".

medicine

"what paper?"

Shon you're marvellous come take a look at face, I have the man he's a weightlifter, blond, blue eyes, mischiveous smile, wise, crazy, knows the deep ends, martial artist and professional bobseleigh, handsome &sweet and a lot of fun and single..! - but he's no cook, but then there is the creative awarded chef! and ...he is into taoism..and travelling. ;-) they're both good looking, in their mid thirties and looking for a good woman! Or are we talking of gods.?.well they could very quickly become such for you if its right, yes?

Thanks for the question and the scenario. These days I seem to be very aware of when my heart is stirring. Even when I look at my master and feel how it vibrates and activates I notice a feeling that very closely resembles pity, but it is passionate compassion and includes also myself and life in it's whole in the same moment. So when this is activated..there is no either or, good or bad..you see the ultimate spirit alongside with the vulnerable withering appearance and your insight overflowes..and will be received where needed, not necessarily for you to harvest any particular outcome. Be a cat, yourself, the master, a beggar or a friend.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EPnm55uAk0k http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pDc7X_IEuj8...feature=related

Soo... Mak _Tin_Si..since I've been progressively communicating with partners in love since the age of 4, now being 48: I have good Fu then? Bought in no temple, worn by no neck. How come? I do agree that love is best adressed open to many possibilities, but then again best found being impossibly true to your own specific particularities no compromises. A target. Open to all possibilities? Perhaps?..I dont think so. But Tango tango. What's the difference btw the sought and the found? The dancing. SHE; the sun