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my sincere apologies for any earlier impertinence..and thanks to whoever put me on the mailing list of Vajrasattva et co., that lead me to read G. Morris book about martial arts madness. I have been standing in a meteorshower! & will most certainly read more. "Ca c'est moi et ca c'est moi"....("Quel Homme merveilleux"!) ..............

FireDragons answer really touched me. you got to change perspective. Look at how the people around you move. there is ALWAYS someone in your environment who move in a particuar way to show you the key to your next level. it may be so simple as to NOT move like they do, but do the opposite. Sometimes it is about slowing down.... we tend to think we need more to get more..haha..but it is the other way around. you bounced offf somehere due to personal translation and fear. I bet you started to compare. I get stuck in it. the blindspot. soo dense. haha. but money, gee...if you are not afraid to be a materalist..haha..if you laugh of it all..and truly understand the essential meaning of creating, not only clinging to the aspiration of ascending spiritually..you will be blessed with the material means to choose.

hi Vortex this is actually very interesting. I have encountered two versions of tantra. the original and ultimate one seemed to be the one you are describing as dual cultivation without desire/lust. got me puzzled but then again not. buddhism.

yes I co edited a book on e 11 yrs ago

you have and do your life Xi just dont tell me that common sensus and I am NOT saying common sense like sensible is that there is a difference between bread, LSD and sex. yet. but listen I am not there yet.

so true that everything can trigger desire..but not everything is more than average addicitve.. most hallucinogens are not regarded as addictive but they are still on the "drug-list" why? because they may alter brainpatterns and hence alter your personality forever...ever.. ever.

-------------------------- thanks steam, really!, for posting those videos w/ideograms btw I errored, the mandala I mentioned was from ancient Troy in Greece. Hissarlik. not sweden. in the second video she speaks of the "fulfot" symbol in england. In my book "tanketekn" by Carl G Liungman this "fulfot" ideogram/symbol/mandala is presented with the circle around it, and is dated 2000 BC. But mirrored. (that is clockwise). It is interpreted as a sun symbol. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hisarlik yes a huge digression. since Troy is not Dragons Gate.

yes! SMILES. I will post the sentence i didnt post yesterday now. "you continue to insist on putting me off at the last station while I keep telling you; - I insist on seing every little town on the way".

if you want my report you have to wait until I finish it. in the meantime read this; http://www.amazon.com/review/product/18833...howViewpoints=1

............ Raga Puria-Kalyan. Pandit Ravi Shankar? or at least we are close

and I actually thought the man didnt mean literally, but rather was searching for something more mandala-like to meditate upon. but he did simply say pictures of the dragon gate.

thank you Vajrasattva. To think the man is at your place while I am reading makes it much nmore enjoyable read. Is the Tenaga Dalam related to TETADAkalimasada? http://www.scribd.com/doc/2343036/TETADA-kalimasada

drivel... maybe? i dont know havent read it. ...............

what are the historic dates of all these findings? I found a geometric figure from Sweden in one of my books that is both yinyang and a suncross/swastika dated approx 2000 BC. geometric doesnt necessarily mean edgy. sorry still no dragon gate pic. but your initial pic gets me going.

nice post thank you. I just wanna add on tiny bitty thing. androgony (or should I say andragony?) or whatyasay. Knowing your female and male energy is not necessarily equivalent with androgony? it is the parts in yerself embracing and loving. to become whole as a person perhaps? may be I am hair splitting? if so forgive me.

so youre basically stating that you send out "male"/yang upstairs and suck in "female"/yin energy downthere then drew? whys it like that? maybe since I am a female I do the opposite then? send out yin energy and suck up the yang ?? hehe. cleveridiotme. well I dont believe this is so simple..yin and yang are relative in an infinite? I think maybe that the currents go both ways in both males and females and that the true match we are all carping to jump is true match in time splace. and the ridlle in g cule is figuring how to get there.

yes karen i am truly grateful. i admire him. he is able to do the walk.

..very nice xeno. look at a man and discover how he treats his own woman. and this time with that i mean how does his inner woman look to you? how does she interact with you and your inner masculinity? can be tricky tricky to see. compatible?

*cough" "please feel free to attend"? ok i have the book. i guess i asked a dumb question.

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