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thank you sean for your reflections esp this section: "I found having my sense gates fully open becomes ever so pleasant as I cultivated equanimity, which I found is a consequence of relinquishing grasping and aversion. In fact I found the unpleasantness (suffering) I experienced was proportional to the amount of grasping, or aversion, that I was engaged in. I have thus found relinquishing grasping and aversion at every moment is now the core of my practice, and consequently I have found equanimity emerging, increasing and pervading my life." SO very DIFFICULT! i second hagar on humourous sense, but my pers exp is, the deeper, the higher..i laugh best with those who ive seen really dark "stille vann er grunt".

sorry to me a whole page of words does not equal "substantial" communication. .zzzzzzzzzzzzzz

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me too. cried a little watcing this brave independent soul standing there sharing herself with no guarantee of receiving half the amount of that unconditioned love she just demonstrated. but i have unanswered unuttered questions about the whole thing still..processing. hug.

drew thanks!!! though i have to literally crunch your intellectual work to be able to stuff it in and digest it, it's alway so FUN!. i can literally hear my brain creaking trying ...and it often matches my intuitive insights. i believe i do in fact sense syncopation take place when changing between the hemispheres, that goes for both visual and auditive input. i was trying to describe syncopation to a musician friend once i forgot the word for it, and i described that it looks like "when wheels spin really fast and suddenly start moving backwards"...

wu dragons do what kind of practise? Qigong? MA? just king gong and meditation?

ive learned to shoot with luger, indoors, and have a certificate. dont have a pistol though, no need, and wouldn't have it in the house even in a safe. i loved the almost ritual-like orderly routines to secure safety, as well as the deep consentration and the way to measure your efforts afterwards. the aiming, the moment of action and the conscious use of breath...is nice. we shot at blinks. only, never anything closely resemble to humans or animals. i've turned down offers to learn how to use a rifle for hunting.

thank you Lin food for thought and thoughts for laughter. *bows* i suspect i have a fondness for little details these days..

this was very useful for me to reflect upon. esp. the last sequence with the korean shaman and the responses to her method. thank you.

tank you. it is good to know that it is far to go.

i've had problems with small talk earlier in life because i've been prone to see stuff in peoples surroundings which i instinctively know is on their minds. like i can detect if a persons consentration is divided between the actual moment and somewhere in the mind where there is a personal issue of concern going on. sometimes caught as pictures and sometimes as what i would call "speedguessing". so i either went quiet or jumped right in. i was keen on straightening out the frizz, but no more. people love their dramas of course, just as much as they hate them. i for one should know.. these days i small talk and once in a while jump sideways assosiatively, drop a suggestion in the pool of consciousness while smalltalking if i decide it's a compassionate thing to do. what know i. anyway. figure it's better to smalltalk than to be the grenade. i can wait for 25 years to "bring up a certain subject" timing seems to be everything.

downloaded : "Gotaikaji (Cleanse the Body) by Hoei Sato (album Heart of perfect Wisdom) (world music) i chant with him. rough tough and i think it works, but then again..., thats maybe what makes it work i am now listning to: Jane Winther's "Tibetan Templedrum, Wind Bell" from album Bardo....[/u](world music) for meditative use.

yes! i stopped and listened to a blackbird today. the beauty lifted my heart and brought out a big grateful smile. i felt so lucky. steps were bouncy and light afterwards.

so have i it seems (checked your link) but i didnt know it was AYP just RYP)(regularyogapractice) or NMB(normalmeditationbreathing) hehe

Rain wich kind of crystals is the one you found where wind seemed to be comming out ? intresting ! we call it berg-crystal i dont know your name for it see picture http://www.ninashop.no/contents/media/slip...kry-staende.jpg

i have found crystals and felt wind emanate from the tip, like the windy feeling i have on my crown from time to time esp during medit. but the only stone i use is amethyst.

>>>bows<<<

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nesting? mirrornesting, superconductors, collaps and expansion..supersonic.. http://www.sciencedirect.com/science?_ob=A...a0c97421bf84f13

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unavailable at amazon right now. sniff sniff.

agree. but sometimes these chances come diguised as nuisances..like "the bus that's too late". instead of spending the time in agony, it may be a chance to contemplate the surroundings. i mean, it's not a perfect world..or? by the way, yor avatarname anything to do with twyla tharps, cathryn wheels/philip glass?