gossamer

Dear Stig, You have my e-mail address, tell Mak Tin Si that I will try (however) to send what he needs. If you figure it out, let me know. Look, you can call me COLLECT, block your telephone number (in America you dial *67, and then listen for the second dial tone), if you feel like you need to, and tell me just HOW to get what Mak Tin Si needs to him there in Canada. Look at the sickening statement from you know who, about my "healing". The patronizing tone is enough to make you almost throw up! UGHHHH As if he CARES , oh God, it's just SICKENING!! My take on ALL of this is this: Real paper Libraries need to continue to exist. A library CANNOT be hacked. Information cannot taken down that shows the past misdeeds of someone, as has been done in this case. He's done the exact SAME THING to "Sunfell" (a lady pagan in Arkansas) that he's done to ME. This TOO, of course, he's removed from all of the major internet search engines. In a paper library THIS COULD NOT BE DONE. Yeah, I know a lot of you think that I'm crazy, but I'm telling you the TRUTH, and have been all of the way. It HURTS literally to hear words like "despicable", people saying that what I've seen happen right in front of my eyes (and my wife's eyes---who I DON'T NEED to fight MY BATTLES is NOT REALLY HAPPENING, but is only "in my mind"). I will not be talking to either of these people (David and "Kestrel"), any further. That said, I'm doing this because I read your PM, and I really care for you like a Brother. That's about it, I'll check back in a day or two.............Your friend, gossamer Go and try THIS WEB ADDRESS: http://ajdrew.blogs.pagannation.com/ And THEN TYPE IN: "Death Threats From Arkansas Pagan Pride". He's hacked this blogs server, but somebody with good computer skills MIGHT be able to still get through.

I want to first tell a story, this just happened. Wednesday, I went to see my internist, as I believe that you know, I've had TEN operations on my left tibia plateau (where the knee and leg join together). If this gets infected (again) it would be very, VERY bad. OK, onward through the fog.......... Everytime I go to a medical clinic David knows, and he can read the dictation of the folks like my wife (she cannot type on me, as we are married) as he has keylogged her entire section. Keyloggers transmit EVERY KEYSTROKE to a waiting computer to be read. So, I needed a certain order to go from here in Northern Iowa (from my Internist' office), to Mayo Clinic in Rochester, Minnesota. Which is about 120 miles North of here. Now, you don't have to believe ANYTHING that I believe, but David had the smarts to simply block this very pertinent piece of information from going to the world famous Mayo Clinic (where I had my last two operations). Everybody on both sides of this was astonished that this would NOT go through as it was sent. But I'm not astonished by anything to do with this SOB, as I learned long ago how brilliant he is on a computer. So, we had to get in our car, my wife miss a day of work, and drive a 120 miles to Mayo Clinic's Emergency Room. And hand deliver the order that would NOT go through via computers. On the other hand, we got a day together that was totally unscheduled (I Love spending time with my wife! ), and we got to listen to some great tunes on the car stereo, and on the return journey, the moon was 3 quarters full shining on the snow, illuminating all of the surrounding landscape, it was really beautiful. This was this past Thursday night. But you see, this is what we're dealing with, that even my very private medical results are instantly available to him, he can simply STOP the flow of medical information between one clinic to another, just as easily as he can keep me from writing a review at Amazon.com. This is the kind of stuff that seems totally insane, that sociopaths DO. They also appeal to the people in charge of any given situation, and say "Oh poor me, my "rights" are being violated and trampled upon by gossamer". Immediately, David wants ALL of my insults removed. Fuck him. He's got "control" of our lives to the point of making us drive 120 miles into Minnesota, because he's hacking computers, I have absolutely NO REMORSE over ANY, no not even ONE of his so-called "rights", being lost.. What of MY RIGHT to have a form go to Minnesota unimpeded?? You DON'T believe ANY of this, only because you haven't LIVED IT LIKE WE HAVE. I'll agree that you (Stigwerd) are the man in trying to fix a very messy and near impossible situation. But I'm telling you, the sociopathic personality will "play you" as long as it's in his BEST INTEREST. I've seen this on another forum back in October/November. And this was a forum where he literally hacked it and took it off the internet, in October/November 2007. The forum LOST over 2 and a half YEARS of archives, when this happened, that were totally irreplaceable! But because David had a long term "plan" for Paul Younan (the forum owner), and Paul is so stupid that he knows absolutely NOTHING about magic , and David and his associates used spell work to pull off what they did there. Paul all the while saying "Christians cannot be harmed by evil"..............RIGHT.................keep telling yourself that, as the band on the H.M.S. Titanic plays on. Mal asked the WRONG question. The RIGHT question is: "Have ANY of your magical associates ever cursed Albion or his family members?" But because Mal is a Virtuous man, he expects THE TRUTH to be told to him in return, because he (Mal) is asking for THE TRUTH..........but a sociopath *IS UNABLE TO TELL THE TRUTH* in return , even if he's asked directly. David's "teacher", a former Gardnerian "wiccan", from what I hear, has cursed me, back when I still lived in Arkansas. Ask him WHY HE GOT FIRED, go join the Original Arkansas Witches Yahoo list, as I suggested last night, and THEN LISTEN to what Arkansas pagans are saying about all of his bullshit. Yeah, Stig, I'll go along with this process, but I WON'T believe a word that either Kestrel or David say. If David denies hacking computers and spamming pornography for a living, he's LYING to you, and your stupid to trust him. gossamer

David Screeton and his wife (magical name "Kestrel"), are only here to cause trouble. David does NOT believe in free speech, and everyone from Arkansas already KNOWS THIS (and has known it for YEARS). If David or Kestrel calls the shots, I'M DONE COMPLETELY, FOR GOOD. ALL of the hacking and destroying computers MUST BE IN THE EQUATION to solve ANY resolution, or WHY TRY FOR ANY RESOLUTION? Why did he come here and dredge up what happened at another forum unrelated to this one last November? To blacken the case against ME. I mean DUHHHHHHHHHH. You'll please note that he WILL NOT admit as to WHY he was fired from St. Vincent's Infirmary, in Little Rock, Arkansas, where he used to work. He'll play you like a fish on the line, you give this sociopath an inch, and he'll take ten MILES. What he DOESN'T WANT is Mak Tin Si kicking his ass magically. THIS IS THE ONLY REASON that he's REALLY here, hiding behind another woman, just as he has always done..........HOW "objective" can she be in all of this??? If David calls the shots, I'm DONE. If Kestrel calls the shots, I'm DONE. Now, why don't you ask him just WHY he got fired from his job? g. P.S. So, those are my terms. I personally believe that it's completely foolish to trust this man with ANYTHING. Let Mak Tin Si fix the situation, I'm NOT agreeing to anything where people plotted and maneuvered to have me kicked off a forum where I had been since 2001. A forum that David hacked and took off the internet, and then played Paul Younan (the forum owner) as a fool because he (David) wanted ME GONE, and off that list, by his (David's) hand. It's not my fault that Christians are completely stupid as to anything magical. So, I'm NOT trusting David or Kestrel. End of story.

Your so full of shit, it's sickening. Really. Get the KEYLOGGER OFF MY WIFE'S WORK COMPUTER, you wanna START CHANGING THINGS, THERE'S a change you can effect. g.

Dear Stig, I got NO reply from you as to my last post. Another thought, I have NO patience for a man who hides behind his woman . Yeah, they're (so-called) "wiccans", where women are the absolute leaders (what did Ray Buckland say: "that men are nothing more then Glorified altar boys, in Gardnerian wicca".) in everything spiritual. Why is David here Stig..........you tell ME. And I'd still like an answer to my last post please. thanks, gossamer

"Will each of you join with me here and now in this passage of healing and resolution?" I'm IN. gossamer

Dear Stigwerd, Just one question for you, OK? Do you think that David is here by "accident"? Just like he has absolutely NOTHING that would bring him to an Aramaic/Syriac studies e-list, there is absolutely NOTHING, or no reason to be HERE, on a Daoist forum, *except* that I AM HERE. I know in your own mind you may believe that this person can be TRUSTED, I have obviously seen the opposite of that, that I have EVERY REASON to distrust him (and his wife). Oh yeah, he can make me look "crazy" by putting up some fight that I had about the subject of plagiarism, on an obscure list about Aramaic and Syriac studies within early Eastern (Nestorian) Christianity. David is "a wiccan", and he has NO interest in being here, anymore then he had to be at Peshitta.org, I'M HIS "interest" for being here, that's it, and that's all. You trust this man at your own peril. As I told you privately.............IF I stay OFF THE INTERNET (which of course he WANTS) I have real peace, if not, then peace is fleeting. Not to mention that every computer in the hospital system where my wife is employed, is currently being hacked, and is being used as a spam bot for selling porn. This happened because of this extremely talented hacker, he COULD have been another Bill Gates, IF he had NOT chosen the Dark Side of The Force. gossamer

You need to go HERE: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/The_Original...roup&slk=10 And join the their list to hear about "Argentum Corvus", "Corvus Argentum", "Silver Crow", "White Crow", etc., etc. The truth about WHO he REALLY IS is there, from Arkansas Pagans all over the state. Joining is free, of course. If you wanna see the long history of this man's criminal/sociopathic mind, you NEED to go and join this list.

Yes, I want this ALL to end. But Kestrel ("Snakecharmer") is his wife, what's she gonna say?? You think that she's seen the probably 45 pages of single spaced porn sites that I found hidden in our last computer that this sick man put there? I doubt it. He's literally stalked me all around the net, it's not surprising that he's here. He's joined groups that he has absolutely NO interest in, just because I'M THERE. I know this, because it's ME he's stalked. Ask him WHY did St. Vincent's Infirmary fire him? For hacking patient's PRIVATE medical records (MINE, which he then published here on the net), and spamming PORN on hundreds of their computers. He REMOVED the story that told this from ALL of the major search engines on the internet. Which the North Little Rock Police Dept. CONFIRMED that he was fired from St. Vincent's for exactly what I said he was doing there. While another Arkansas pagan called him "the problem child of the Arkansas pagan community". Yeah, I see exactly WHY you removed that article. He confessed publically that his desire is "to lock Albion off the internet", and for 6 YEARS he's tried to do that. He has my wife's hospital computers HACKED, a felony. HE KNOWS THAT ALL OF THIS IS TRUE. And now of course, he's here to tried to get me kicked off this list too. This man is a sociopath, and he absolutely CANNOT be believed. But if you wanna try to trust him..............be my guest. gossamer

Do you remember the scene in the movie "Ghost" where the pane of glass falls on 'Karl' and Patrick Swayze see's the dark one's come for his spirit..............and he says (out of pity for Karl's final fate)........."Oh Karl..........." That's your dilema David. And NO AMOUNT of money (or anything else) is gonna get you out of this now. Albion quote name='Stigweard' date='Feb 4 2009, 01:36 PM' post='102909'] Heya Gossamer, I did get your pm and I have been contemplating how to get around our last couple of hurdles. I will be in contact with Mak Tin Si again over the next few days to see what we can arrange. We are fairly much on the home straight now so you might want to start preparing yourself with the practices I suggested earlier. Cheers Gossamer ... This is so exciting yes?

Dear Sean, I borrowed another computer from a friend. And I tried re-joining under other ID's: 1. Yin Hsi 2. Yin Hsi Yi 3. yin hsi yi 4. Cloudy Mountain, a name that I used write amazon.com reviews with. All FOUR of these accounts were hacked either HERE, or at hushmail.com. If I was you, I'd check my server(s) for any signs of intrusion. I really, really NEED to change my user password, but if I do it, it'll just get hacked again. Is there ANY way that YOU could assign me another user password? I would have put this in the technical forum, but it's very important, and I thought that you might miss seeing it there. The person doing this is very adept at these sorts of practices. Could you help me in any way here? I really appreciate any help that you might be able to give me. Thanks a lot, gossamer

I'm NOT gonna let you steal my peace again. I've never had ANY account closed for "terms of service violations". PERIOD. Your finally gonna get back what you've done for SIX YEARS now. And THAT'S WHY your here. You've NEVER told the truth, the whole six years, why start NOW? I don't have to worry, because you WON'T. lol If I was you, I might be worried too. gossamer P.S. I see that you've removed the "Death Threats From Arkansas Pagan Pride" article that told the TRUTH about you from all of the major internet search engines. Smart move. But it still won't help.

Dear Stig, Did you get my PM yesterday? I too wanna say Thank You! for taking the lead in this, I can't say how strongly that I feel that you are an all around good guy (full of Virtue)! Please let me know about what to do with the question that I asked yesterday, and we can move on to the next step. I miss you all, I may write again after all of this is over. Peace be upon you all, gossamer

Dear Tao Bums Friends, Here's a post that I did a couple of months ago over at 'Dao is Open Forums'. I personally think that it's funny, although no one at DiO seemed to think that! See what YOU think...........gossamer Dear Dao Friends, In the Summer of 1987, I lived on a neo-pagan/"new age" (mostly) commune called 'Cerren Ered' (which supposedly in Welsh, means "Red Dragon"). I was then in my mid 30's, and still in pretty good shape, the illness from being sprayed by a crop duster was already in my body, but had not manifested YET. To give understanding to this story, I must explain a little bit about the Eastern Band of Cherokees. When the U.S. Cavalry (or more like early U.S. Army troops) came to take the Cherokee people of Eastern Tennessee and North Carolina captive, and began to lead them on the Trail of Tears to what is now Oklahoma, some of the Cherokee people escaped to the high parts of the Great Smoky Mountains and were protected (according to their legends) by a huge dragon called Uktena (pronounced "ook-te-nah"). In Eastern Tennessee folklore and Cherokee historial legends, the last time that Uktena was actually seen was in the mid-1800s. So this sort of tells you that these people who operated this commune venerated reptilian beings, including snakes, and this mostly had to do with the dragon, Uktena. Now one bright sunny day when I was off of work, I was using an outdoor shower (these people had a double-stall outdoor shower for use by their members and visitors) and I walked into the shower stall and there was one of the hugest Cottonmouth's (or Water Moccasin's) that I had ever seen, and it opened its mouth and hissed at me with its head sort of standing off the ground, kind of like a small Cobra. It then darts back under the visqueen that surrounded the shower. So I get out of the shower buck-naked and wander around looking for a big stick, and I pull more visqueen off the water heater for the shower, and there is a whole nest of Water Moccasins!! I took the stick, killed one more big one (not the same one that hissed at me though) and probably 4 smaller Water Moccasins. The big one that was in the shower stall got away, even though I chased after it. I went to find fellow commune member who was also off work that day to tell him what I had done. He immediately came to the shower stall and we went around to the water heater, and he is completely freaking out that I killed the snakes. Not only is he freaking out, and in hyerstics, but he's near to crying. Now I should stop and say here that I don't even kill insects if I can avoid it. I might kill a Black Widow or Brown Recluse spider if they're inside a house where I live, but that's really about it. I never step on an insect if I can avoid it, and I consciously TRY to avoid it. Now, this is the same reason I killed these snakes. Multiple numbers of people per day used these shower stalls with a nest of Water Moccasins within a couple of feet from where they were showering, and sometimes people showered there at night even. So, my friend and fellow commune member is freaking out over me killing the snakes and talking about how I am going to destroy the dragon power of the place, and on and on and on and on. OK, so fast forward to the commune owners coming home later in the afternoon after work. By then, the whole commune is buzzing about me killing the snakes and what a wicked person I was for killing the snakes, and how the gods are going to be upset with me for doing so, etc., etc. The lady who owned the land had a chat with her spirit guides, who informed her that I had done the right thing by killing the snakes, and I wasn't going to offend the spirits of the land, etc. But I might add that during this lecture that she also informed us that the lady next door who lived perhaps a mile away, had been bitten the previous summer by a Copperhead, and had spent 6 MONTHS in the hospital. The owner said if someone who was living in our commune got bitten by a poisonous snake, that they could possibly have a lawsuit filed against them for it. To any snake-lovers on this list, I would have never killed these snakes were they not poisonous, and in close proximity to where people showered daily, nor have I ever killed any other snakes except poisonous ones who were also in very close proximity to my family or me. I don't know if this shows you the kind of crazy comedy that went on with new age or neo-pagan people or not, but I think this is a good example of people basically doing crazy shit and trying to support their madness because of their new age beliefs. In closing, I would like to say that I personally believe the stories about Uktena and how he helped the Cherokees hide high in the Great Smoky Mountains, which is where the descendants of the Eastern Band of Cherokee Indians came from. So not to negate history, but just to point out how zany the new age could be, here's a story from long ago that shows the zaniness of some people's beliefs. If I was in the same situation tomorrow, I would do the same thing all over again. To let poisonous snakes be within a foot or two of people who where showering is nutty, and I think anybody who is in their right mind would understand this. Peace, gossamer

Dear Ya Mu, He is (I believe) commonly reading the private (PM's) here at 'Tao Bums'. While I have NO "proof", because you did a kindness for/to me, YOU PAID the price for doing it. I'm very sorry that this happened to you, and I strongly suspect that this happened to you because of ME. Bummer. Your friend in Dao, gossamer/Albion

Someone who was Wise once told me.........."Secrets are only things that you have not learned YET". Most of the myriad "secrets" are right in front of us, but our consciousness is not developed enough to see them (YET). I'll tell you the most profound secret that I ever learned: "Thoughts are THINGS". Peace & Supreme Virtue to you all. gossamer

I'll tell you how to actually SEE what the Dao de Jing describes as "Heaven". Go to an airport, to where you can watch the arrivals, and simply watch the exchanges between people who obviously care for and Love each other. This is especially true when military folks come home from Iraq and Afghanistan, the beauty of the Love displayed is absolutely "Heaven". I've actually DONE this, and it's overwhelmingly beautiful, and I encourage YOU to do it too. Another place to see the "Heaven" described in the DDJ/TTC: Go to your local hospital's birthing floor, and watch new parents exchange with their new arrivals, through the glass. This is touching down to your toes! "Heaven" on earth! It doesn't get any BETTER! Peace, gossamer/Albion

From Gossamer, Friends, first I had borrowed a MacIntosh Computer from a friend. It will now not even turn on. VERY SAD. I type on my wife's work computer, which does not belong to us. My friend is working on the Mac, it might even need a new mother board to fix it. I reset the PRAM (MacIntosh's answer to a BIOS battery) battery and reset the switch.......no go. So, I'm off line except when I can borrow my wife's work computer (which is maybe every third day or so). The Mac may, or may not, get fixed. One last thing. 'The Nine Nights With The Taoist Master' was MY one and only Christmas present from my wife, TO ME, not the other way around, for whatever that's worth. The saddest thing of all, if you want my opinion, is that David (the hacker/cracker) COULD be providing GREAT HELP with all of his computer expertise, but instead he pisses it away by stalking me. Very, very, very SAD. If you all want to help me, I'm still willing to accept the help. If not, please use the monies to help Sean with the website, as already suggested. Just an update from yours truly. I must be off, I hope that you are all well,and Blessed with Great Virtue. Your friend, gossamer/Albion

I've made a decision based on my own mental health, to disconnect the computer within a week or so. I know that I've been a pain in the ass, so thanks for putting up with me. I will miss you all, and I learned a lot by being here on your list. Thanks again for having me. My Peace & Best Wishes to you all! gossamer

"Teopekees", I've got an idea. Why don'y YOU tell us exactly what the Hebrew words mean on your avatar section. And I don't mean looking in a Hebrew grammar either, but you just tell us what they mean in ARKANSAN. Your on.......let's hear your wisdom. g

Dear Mal, Yes, you guys have helped me come to a sort of common sense decision. It's been a 6 year war, and I'm tired. I fought the good fight, with TWO major victories (his firing from his job, and his dismissal from "the ministry" LOL). But I'm tired of fighting. I'll take some time off, get the latest computer cleaned up, and when I feel rested and stronger, I'll return. But essentially, your right, I'm leaving because of "the hacking problems". I don't know what it's like any longer, to just simply read an artricle, or a post, without watching anti-spywear, and making sure that it's NOT been turned off, again. I can't remember my first year or so on the internet, where all I had to do was to have FUN. Those are very long ago and now rather vague memories. Your a very nice man Mr. Mal, and I will TRULY miss you! Thanks for being kind to me. I'll probably see you sometime next Summer. Till then, be blessed in all regards! Your friend, gossamer

Mal, I sign with my e-mail account, AND with a password (and it's NOT 'gossamer'). Make sense? Peace, g.

Listen brother. First I got one account, then he deleted THAT one. Then I got ANOTHER account, and he deleted THAT ONE. Then I got another account deleted, and then yet another deleted. This was inside about 45 minutes, to an hour. I just wanted a NEW account because he has the PASSWORD to my old one. Do you understand now? And then I find out just tonight that he deleted my Amazon.com account and I have books out coming to me on a (NOW) non-existent account. What if a seller wants to contact ME, what happens THEN? Peace be upon you, Gossamer