gossamer

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  1. Our Story

    Look, he's got this blocked on my computer, but you need to do a search on Ask.com for: 'The Yeti's Cyber Smithy, Death Threats From Arkansas Pagan Pride' This will tell you what I've been TRYING to say, is TRUE. And your better do your search FAST before he removes it like he did from Google.com!
  2. Our Story

    It feels bad , not being believed, but your still a good man Mal! And I DO wanna be healed! Albion
  3. Passing the hat around for Gossamer

    Well then my brother, I have the faith that you apparently do not. "If it sounds wonderfully GOOD, you CAN do it!"
  4. Passing the hat around for Gossamer

    Your a good man Mal. Peace surround you. gossamer
  5. Our Story

    Mal said: "I'm sure he would answer honestly in person blink.gif Looked at the photo's and I think he just needs some love to make him a happy chappy. Most people are just lonely. Socio-paths do NOT really know the difference between "telling the truth", or "lying". He was just newly married 3 years ago, this coming February. So much for "love" and "happiness". Read the diagnosis below for socio-pathy. They have NO CONSCIENCE. Diagnostic criteria Three or more of the following are required:[1] 1. Failure to conform to social norms with respect to lawful behaviors as indicated by repeatedly performing acts that are grounds for arrest; 2. Deceitfulness, as indicated by repeatedly lying, use of aliases, or conning others for personal profit or pleasure; 3. Impulsivity or failure to plan ahead; 4. Irritability and aggressiveness, as indicated by repeated physical fights or assaults; 5. Reckless disregard for safety of self or others; 6. Consistent irresponsibility, as indicated by repeated failure to sustain consistent work behavior or honor financial obligations; 7. Lack of remorse, as indicated by being indifferent to or rationalizing having hurt, mistreated, or stolen from another. The antisocial behavior must not occur exclusively during an episode of schizophrenia or a manic episode.[3] Sex differences: According to DSM-IV (in a 1994 publication by the APA), Antisocial Personality disorder is diagnosed in approximately three percent of all males and one percent of all females.[1] [edit] Symptoms Characteristics of people with antisocial personality disorder may include:[citation needed] * Persistent lying or stealing * Superficial charm * Apparent lack of remorse or empathy; inability to understand having hurt others * Inability to keep jobs or stay in school * Impulsivity and/or recklessness[4][5] * Lack of realistic, long-term goals -- an inability or persistent failure to develop and execute long-term plans and goals * Inability to make or keep friends, or maintain relationships such as marriage * Poor behavioral controls -- expressions of irritability, annoyance, impatience, threats, aggression, and verbal abuse; inadequate control of anger and temper * Narcissism, elevated self-appraisal or a sense of extreme entitlement * A persistent agitated or depressed feeling (dysphoria) * A history of childhood conduct disorders * Recurring difficulties with the law * Tendency to violate the rights and boundaries of others * Substance abuse * Aggressive, often violent behavior; prone to getting involved in fights * Inability to tolerate boredom * Disregard for the safety of self or others * People with a diagnosis of antisocial personality disorder often experience difficulties with authority figures. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Antisocial_personality_disorder
  6. Passing the hat around for Gossamer

    Regardless of how ANY of this turns out, I want to say thank you! to everyone who has given funds, or even energy from themselves, and no funds. You have restored my faith in human kind, and if I had not seen all of this myself, I probably would not have ever believed it. Thank you very, very much to everyone! Peace, gossamer
  7. Passing the hat around for Gossamer

    Dear Dao Friends, Tonight, I'll be getting a copy of 'Nine Nights With The Taoist Master' from my wife as a Christmas gift. I'll do the exercise that Stigwerd suggested, if you all determine that is the course that I should take. My real name is Albion, and Stigwerd knows my real last name (I believe) and so does YaMu (for sure). I did NOT get David fired, David got David fired. He had been spamming pornography on the hospital's computers since his early years there, long before he met ME. Not to mention, he was running (literally) his own "telephone company" out of the hospital as well, this too, had gone on for a very long time. Now, hacking private medical records which his job allowed him NO access to, is a violation of the HIPPA Act, and is a felony. Him using *my* Social Security number came directly from that. However, I'd consider some sort of real "Peace Treaty", but the hacking of my computer MUST STOP, and the hacking of my wife's work computer also MUST STOP. As well as the hacking and spamming porn on the literally hundreds of other hospital computers, at the hospital where my wife works. And my personal social security number MUST not EVER be used again, by David. David's "ministry" job was a VOLUNTEER job, so he lost not one dime there. Now, just HOW are any of you gonna verify that this hacking will STOP? This must be addressed before I consider ANY sort of peace treaty. I might add that David's helpers on this forum are agging all of this on as well. One of them from Baton Rouge, Louisiana, especially. Now, that all said, I will do virtually anything to get all of this war to stop. HOW are you going to get David and friend's TO TELL THE TRUTH? They have lied about me, all over the internet, and got me thrown off at least one other forum where I had been since 2001, ALL of this must STOP. There is no way that I know how to get pathological liars to tell the truth. Do any of YOU know how to do so? I may be hurt in my spirit and soul, but I'm NOT stupid. Now there are my conditions for any sort of VERIFIABLE peace treaty. But all of the stuff that I've written about above, must stop forever. And I'm telling you, there is no way to "cure" a socio-path. All of you believe that I'm not wanting to co-operate here, but I told you what I wanted from my very first day here on this forum, and yes, I've gotten angry and blown it a few times, but I really and truly WANT to be helped, and to become well both in body, and in spirit and/or soul. You have my solemn word on that. I'm super tired of this "six year war" and I want it to be OVER with forever. Please forgive my use of caps in this post. Thank you. If I can be of further assistance, you just need to ask me, and I'll go along with any realistic program of healing and protection that you all sort out. I'll start Stigwerd's Tao Te Ching and breathing exercises this evening. Please respond to this post, and we can go from where you all determine. 'gossamer'/ Albion
  8. Our Story

    Dear Bak Mei, Do you think that I could buy an old 'tower' I-Mac G-4 with an OS 9 Disk for what, maybe $200.00, to maybe $300.00 dollars?? I can't do it anytime soon, but I'm just wondering. Maybe by next Summer. I've got a 22 inch monitor, and I wanna use that, and that's why I'd buy a tower I-Mac G-4. Could you please tell me the price range, for those kind of I-Macs? Thanks for your help. Peace, gossamer
  9. Taoists Don't Eat SPAM!

    Dear Taomeow, I thought that your post was so well written, and right on, that I copied it and put it into a folder! Great post! Peace, gossamer
  10. Earnings

    "Beautiful" as it was said in the last remake of the 'King Kong' movie when he and the gal were watching the sunset from the mountain. Very touching, Unconditional. Peace, gossamer
  11. PLEASE READ THIS: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_Linux_computer_viruses
  12. Our Story

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  13. Passing the hat around for Gossamer

    I tell you what, let's just run a trace on your IP Address, and just SEE where it's from then.
  14. Passing the hat around for Gossamer

    Maybe it's YOU who needs "some TREATMENT". And I've got one that I'll give you, you have my address, so come on up David. You got it "mate"? g.
  15. Passing the hat around for Gossamer

    White Moon I'VE NEVER been prescribed psychiatric medicines.........NEVER. I DO take Clonazepam, for restless legs syndrome. I take it EVERY NIGHT. You can take a flyin' leap mate, if you know what I mean. You, and everyone who believes like YOU. g. P.S. I've NEVER been "treated" for PTSD, OR "PARANOIA", I SAID that I THINK that all of this stuff has given me PTSD. It's a PERSONAL VIEW, and that's it, and that's ALL. If I had a $100.00 (which I don't) I'd bet it ALL, that "White Moon" is one of David's former "squeezes" (shall we say), or David Screeton HIMSELF.
  16. Our Story

    OK Mwight, I'm gonna answer ALL of your questions. 1. I'm truly disabled in a REAL way, I had 10 (TEN) operations on my left knee & leg (that's called "the tibia plateau"). 2. We live in very Northern Iowa (about 30 miles from Minnesota) and it's been snowing here for DAYS. 3. The computer is how I "get out" and visit the world. But in spite of that, I've seriously thought of turning our cable service OFF. 4. ALL of "the pairs" are already taken for DSL in our neighborhood, and have been, the whole 4 years that we've lived here. 5. Yes, we have "a static" IP address, that is, it changes only about once every six weeks, or so. 6. OK, now really LISTEN to this. OK? Back in the 80's I was a witch, I got so pissed off at the Christians (long story here) that in the Summer of 2002 that I did a very brief reprise into paganism again. *Big mistake* because THAT'S how I met David. He wants to be "King of the Witches" in Arkansas, literally. He wants this so badly, that he BURNED DOWN (ARSON) the house of a student of the longest practicing witch (well, a "wiccan" really) in Hot Springs, Arkansas---they had been doing wiccan stuff longer then anybody in the state. David HATED them for this. The Hot Springs Police Dept. KNEW that it was arson, and they KNEW that David had been seen running from the scene at 4 O'Clock in the morning, after he had thrown the molotov cocktail through these peoples attic window. But he was NEVER convicted. This couple lost EVERYTHING, except what they were wearing to sleep in, and their pets died in the fire, as well. HORRIBLE! 7. We bought a pre-installed Ubuntu computer ON PURPOSE, to try to fight all of this. BUT, Ubuntu, "out of the box" UBUNTU IS ONE OF *MOST HACKABLE* of ALL the Linux distros (distributations), on the market. Even after the "Hack To Pawn" contest last Summer, in Vancouver, BC, THIS IS STILL TRUE. 8. David kept saying to me "I'm a more powerful witch than YOU" in e-mails (on my old Windows machines). He fits EVERY category of the Socio Path(ic) Personality Profile. So, I'm saying that he's a socio-path. 9. Since he has "sudo" (administrator) control over this computer, he has installed tons of trojan's, worms, and viruses. Now, if you DON'T believe me, go read the Wikipedia URL AGAIN that I sent last night, everything that I've said about Linux IS TRUE. It even shows the temperature in Little Rock, Arkansas (where he lives) in the top right hand corner of my computer, in the little "weather window" box. 10. OK, here's the toughest part. I need to re-set the BIOS BACK to factory settings. And I desperately need to wipe the hard drive COMPLETELY CLEAN, but since he has sudo control over this machine, that's NOT possible. He's DISABLED ME from having sudo control over my own machine! That is, HE HAS Administrator Control over this machine. 11. I can download NOTHING, because he will NOT "LET ME", is THAT CLEAR???? 12. The greatest NEED (computer wise), that I have, is I need "a way around" his having sudo control of this box. 13. If you want, I can give you our home address in a PM and you can mail me a copy of a CD with the Linux "Mint" distro on it. 15. EVERYBODY in the Arkansas neo-pagan community is terrified of this guy's hacking abilities. EVERYBODY. But I embarrassed him in front of the WHOLE ARKANSAS PAGAN COMMUNITY by getting him fired. And I'm NOT SORRY, and I'd DO IT AGAIN, IN A HEARTBEAT! But he saw that as "A MAGICAL INSULT" to him. Do you SEE what I mean NOW?? Let's re-cap. I need to wipe the hard drive completely CLEAN, and re-set the BIOS to factory settings. I CANNOT download because of him. HE has sudo (Administrator) control of MY machine. If you KNOW someway around ALL OF THIS. please let me know. If you'd like to burn a copy of Linux 'Mint' to a CD or DVD, and mail it to me, I'll send you my address in a PM. ANY QUESTIONS, please PM me. Thanks a lot for your help! Peace, gossamer
  17. Our Story

    HE'S IN THE SERVERS (COMPUTERS) AT MEDIACOM HIGHSPEED INTERNET, WHAT TO YOU MEAN HE "DOESN'T KNOW MY IP ADDRESS?" . THEY ALREADY *KNOW* THIS. Did you actually READ my post above? I USE a D-Link Router, it's done NOTHING to stop him. I'm done. Believe me or NOT, I don't really know what else to say. G.
  18. Our Story

    OK, I saw the "Hack to Pawn Contest" results too. Are you in the United States? If you are, when I get an I-Mac G-4, OS 9, I'll mail this computer to you, *IF* YOU PROMISE TO GET ALL of the trojans and worms and virus', and A KEYLOGGER OFF OF IT. If you can, we can discuss payment then. How's that sound? I'm off to bed finally, I'll see your reply (if any) in the morning. Thanks, gossamer OK, I saw the "Hack to Pawn Contest" results too. Are you in the United States? If you are, when I get an I-Mac G-4, OS 9, I'll mail this computer to you, *IF* YOU PROMISE TO GET ALL of the trojans and worms and virus', and A KEYLOGGER OFF OF IT. If you can, we can discuss payment then. How's that sound? I'm off to bed finally, I'll see your reply (if any) in the morning. Thanks, gossamer
  19. Thanks Stigwerd

    Dear Stigwerd, Whether this passing of the hat thing works or NOT, I want you to know, that I'll ALWAYS remember what your doing, and the beauty and compassion of it all, is simply OVERWHELMING. Some people say that Mak Tin Si shouldn't do anything for me, after yesterday. FREEWILL is all that I know to say. Mr. Mak Tin Si Sir, you just do what is RIGHT for you. I certainly would not blame you at all for turning me down, and this has all been so RIGHT, that if you DON'T do anything for me, it'll be all OK TOO. I've ALWAYS liked Australians, and now I have a real PERSONAL REASON to like them, even MORE!! A TRUE Taoist you are my friend. Peace be upon you Stigwerd *my friend*, gossamer
  20. Our Story

    Could I ask what an SSL Browser Service is?? Thanks for your help! Peace, gossamer
  21. Earnings

    For someone with the name "Smile", that is a cruel, hurtful, and a VERY non-compassionate attitude. You need to sit down and re-read the Dao de Jing, VERY SLOWLY. Let it drip into you like really good HONEY. Ummmmmmmm What did Laozi say that his treasures were? Do you KNOW? One of those, you need to really dwell on, guess which one? Peace, gossamer
  22. Weird creature caught on tape?

    Wow, R.W., do you remember that story that I told here on the forum about seeing that furry "thing" (a spirit I believe) back in Arkansas, in the 1980's?? That critter on that video looked, and moved, very much like it! Wow.....way kool. Peace, gossamer
  23. Passing the hat around for Gossamer

    Hey David, Is that YOU? Did you per chance change your ID here again? G. I was asking this to "WHITE MOON", not YOU Scotty.
  24. Our Story

    I posted this elsewhere on the forum: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_Linux_computer_viruses I run Ubuntu Hardy Heron 8.4, a Linux distro, he's hacked the crap out of this computer. Only a MacIntosh I-Mac G-4, with OS 9 on it, with an 'Alpha Shield' hardware firewall, will work. Old Macs are now VERY cheap, I'm trying to work on that avenue too. His magic was pretty crappy until he ran into Gavin and Yvonne Frost from Missouri (they are in the photo's that I sent of him) then it got way better, invading my dreams and all. But Yamu's Purple Bubble has actually worked WONDERS the last 4 nights! You GO Yamu !!!!! Peace, gossamer
  25. Please read THIS: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_Linux_computer_viruses