Cameron

Emptiness vs. Fullness? You see?

Alright, let's here it. What do you all know about ancient civilizations(Like the legendary Atlantis and Lemuria) from what little I know Lemuria was more conencted to the female energy and Atlantis to male energy. And it feels like we have been(maybe winding down now?) in the energy of male/atl So..I don't know..this stuff has been kept secret for so long I guess..what is everyones feeling about it?

Seems to me your attitude towards your spiritual development is of paramount importance. Where I am right now...feels like the attitude to have is let's just say you have FOREVER to improve yourself. Let's just imagine we-allof us-are all off the hook for everything .I got this teaching from Jeannie Zandi. You and "everyone else" is just off the hook for everything-forver. Now. Next step is what do you do after being off the hook for everything forver. This is a big question. Some say you imprive yourself .What does this mean to improve yourself? What does it mean to get BETTER? Is there ven a seperate self making decisions about whether anyone gets better or worse or not? As far as I can see these are life and death questions. Please discuss.

Jeannie will be in Phoenix the same week as Sifu Max. It's like..if someone were to get interested in this stuff(or is already interested) and asked me what to do? I would say take a week off..hang with this teacher..then hang with this teacher. If you dont' see God's face after that just kill yourself

Nice. What I will do is just the "closing down" part with hands voer navel for 40 minutes every morning. And most definetly schedule another private with Max. See you in Nov. Cam

I think something Jeannie Zandi told me might be helpful here hopefully. Love...another word for death. enjoy!

Yes I agree Spectrum. Excellent point.

Maybe we should dig Lao Tzu up out of his grave and see what he thinks?

Okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. http://news.aol.com/story/ar/_a/dust-belt-...S00010000000001

My feeling about homosexuality. It's a totally personal thing .It's amazing how we have the arrogance to project out to the world our sense of what is right or wrong for others regarding sexuality. The way I see it now..sexual energy is this elixer and you create energy with it .As I have mentioned in other posts my sense is the Egyptians and Taoist knew this at a high, high level. So..as others have stated it's liek fuel but it feels like more than fuel. It can be seriously misused or used in inappropriate ways. Who says if yuor sexual energy is used in an appropriate or inappropriate way? YOU.

I am thinking of maybe doing the Kunlun workshop in SF next month. I think Yoda and Sean are committed to coming to the Phoenix workshop. Any Taobums in SF interested in going? Like Todd for example ?

Go on..make your move. What do you think this means. *craves chocalate*

stop asking me questions.

IMHO sexual energy practices and how to use qi appropriatly and sacred Taoist practices should be taught to kids at school..probably starting in 1st grade. We have kids killing kids with Uzi's at these God damned institutions of low level crap. The kids are telling us something people! Fuck!

Cool! Feedback from other human!!!

I'll be honest with you. I love animals. Animals and fish and Dinosaurs are so cool IMHO. So let's make top 5 lists of everyones favorite animals. Despite my avatar my favorites are more like this. 1. Killer Whale 2. Great White Shark 3. Dolphin 4. Lion 5. Snakes are Frogs are cool also I mean..show me a human half as interesting as this thing.

I will eat as much crap as I like and none of you can do anything about it. Nothing!! *Is torn about what to have for breakfast..leaning towards eggs*

I won't be able to make SF due to work issues and energy issues..which I think I have already talked about. Will be very interested in hearing peoples experiences who go. I will definetly be in Phoenix of course and will enjoy sharing the fun vibe with friends. And will see if this pyramid in the sky keeps vibrating

VeeCee we should make out. Umm...and Hundun...I don't have a clue is my official response to all questions until atleast 5 taobums have awakening through Kunlun Seminar/Practice. Please don't get too into the judgement of what is right or wrong and what is the right way or the wrong way..all that stuff is useless..as is any illusion of preparation work. My main task now is relaxing, enjoying life, being relaxed in my body and let's hope some of my friends here have an experience. I consider many of your guys much,much smarter than me anyway.

Agreed!

Yeah... I'll just tell you guys what I talked to Tom about because I think it is a pretty good expression of what it feels like.. One time I was talking about awakening with Tom and he said the universe is like the ocean and we each are a drop of water and that drop od water rests in the lower tan tien. What it is is basically that..it is the "resting" in the Lower Tan Tien that has been a bit of a porblem. Has felt like the core channel was blown wide open and there was no sense of where the universe started and I stopped. Like if your a fish in the water..and think the water is outside but also realaize it;s inside..and they are one. All of this fear that is there has been from two major sources. My damn catholic conditioning and my damn muslim condiitoning. I dont' want to get into judgement mode but is basically like life hasn't been presented to me in the correct way. But I am guessing that is all of us. We all come from families and traditions and people know what they know and do the ebst that they can but lets face it..mos tof what we are taught is not exactly enlightening. So..like Jeannie told me your just floating in this ocean. Might be nice to think about it like that..angry people and judgmental people and stressed out people and uncaring people and sick people and poor people and this world and all its pain is here..but this blissful ocean floating oneness is here also. Humbly, Cameron

I don't need a job? I live in America man. Plus I have bills. Some friends may lend me some $ until atleast I graduate in a couple months. In the state I am in right now going for a job interview isn't exactly what I want to do. Will try to stay positive I guess... What was Mantra saying.... Happy..Happy..Joy...joy

Fundamentally, Feels like you are either engaged in causing more pain, more confusion, more negativity..more..more..more..more. Or engaged in healing..just healing..healing "yourself". Healing the Earth.

Ummm...I already went to Max dude..are you paying attention? Though I am going to see Ken Cohen and Chen in Nov. If I can get on a plane..and find another job in this somewhat disoriented state. Fuck.