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  1. Manners

    Polite repartee can be effective as a social palliative, but that's not saying much, if at all. And it does not even penetrate, much less deal with the underlying reality. Beating one with a staff or stiff language can often be more effective and even more appropriate. Nice seen as nice is not nice; therefore how can it suffice? Social niceties are effective as social niceties and little else. Errors of omission come to mind.❤
  2. Solving Symbolic Language

    The ancient classics on the science of cultivating reality often speak of the path of nondoing, but seldom speak of the path of doing. However, on the path of nondoing, only those of superior knowledge become suddenly enlightened and attain complete comprehension, understanding everything in one realization, immediately ascending into the realm of sages. Mediocre and lesser people, those who are dull, deeply conditioned, and lacking perceptivity, will find that their power is insufficient to practice the path of nondoing; they will not be able to transcend all objects and reach the goal directly. During the latter Han dynasty (second century C.E.) Wei Po-yang, a Taoist adept, composed the Triplex Unity (Ts'an t'ung ch'i) to guide those of middling and lesser faculties. He used images to present the imageless, used forms to allude to the formless. This was the beginning of the term gold elixir and the technical symbolism of lead and mercury, sand and silver, raven and rabbit, dragon and tiger, the baby, the girl, medicinal substances, the furnace and cauldron, cooking and refining, and so on. Later on, many people who had attained the Tao composed alchemical treatises, all based on the Triplex Unity, to expound the subtle principles. Their intention was for students in later times to use the former to study the latter, and use the latter to understand the former. Nevertheless, later students did not look into the meanings of the code words and did not figure out the principles of the symbols. Seeing talk of gold elixir, lead, mercury, cauldron, and furnace, they thought it referred to the preparation of potions to ingest, and they took to chemistry. Seeing talk of raven and rabbit, dragon and tiger, they thought it referred to the internal organs, and they took to visualization exercises. Seeing talk of other and self, yin and yang, male and female, they thought it referred to conjugal elixir, and they took to sexual yoga. Seeing talk of going along, reversing, and inverting, they thought it referred to forced effort, and took to energy circulation practices. Seeing talk of nondoing to cultivate essence, they took to mean utter quiescence, and they got involved in quietism. Seeing talk of doing to cultivate life, they thought it meant exercise, and came to cling to form. These and other schools arose, all taking a deer to be a horse, taking a crow for a phoenix, not only without benefit to essence and life, but even to the detriment of essence and life. Could this have been the intention of the ancient teachers in using symbolic language? —From Liu I-ming's second part of his commentary to Chang Po-tuan's Four Hundred Words on the Golden Elixir (The Inner Teachings of Taoism), translated by Thomas Cleary 1986 Shambhala ISBN 0-87773-363-5
  3. Solving Symbolic Language

    haha!!❤ poofs~ as Vous say …bump!! heehee!! I just quoted from Liu I-mings writing on this thread, Basher! ed note: added last line
  4. Greatness is incomplete

    Dear me, dr no!! This is terrible!! I can't find one redeeming element in this whole post! OUCH!! And what, pray tell, does this have to do with this thread, hmmmm? I'm not laughing… Reality is not a matter of control nor controlling!! There is no controller— it is the illusion of ego and its fallacious projection of a demiurge. The universe can be a vas thing, but that is relative, as is the notion of eternity being a long time. Enlightening being is a matter of traversing eternity in a single stride just to go to the bathroom. And what does all this have to do with Greatness is incomplete? Thinking is indicative of mental illness. Self-refinement is a matter of interrupting the fallacious conscious knowledge of ego identity which is the sum of the experience that belongs to the individual self-reflective identity. Reality has no sense of belonging; its dynamic is its sense of immediacy: active non-dwelling, impersonally aware without the slightest notion of an interconnected network as it is wholeness already in terms of the absolute, a particularity in terms of the relative, and sameness within difference in terms of subtle operation of Suchness, which is neither relative nor absolute, but is rather one's selfless response releasing potential from karmic evolution. This is how one transcends Change. This is all rather… I simply do not want to make anything of this, but I do have a responsibility to this thread. So please, please, please!! Please do not make me do this cleanup work. Ugh-gly!! Yuck!! But I appreciate your sharing. May I suggest narrowing this omniversal conceptual reality down to one point, and decide whether it is to be considered in terms of the relative, the absolute, or in terms of Suchness— and say so. If you can do so AND if it is in terms of Suchness AND it is relevant to this thread, THEN do post it here. Then, you may have the wherewithal to properly concentrate on how to bore into your OWN articles— word by word, phrase by phrase, paragraph, punctuation… voila❤ edited my ed note: my panties arent in a bunch cuz I wasn't wearing any!!
  5. Psychological Suicide

    Lamentation indeed.❤ If only people were actually in such a position to lament their psychological suicides to the world, but so full of the wonder of living off the universal impersonal nature at the root of our aware nature, would they be able to note how they were so completely and sedistically lost in its unfathomable reality. As natural as it is, the sudden is a huge pill to swallow. It is no joke when it is said realization is to swallow the universe in one gulp. It took me five years just to admit to myself what had happened; both because of its inconceivability as well as the fact that enlightenment is already ones own mind right now. I will say that it was Taoist alchemy that took me over that edge, but it was Chan that taught me how to forget in the midst of falling freely. It is necessary to conceive of the absolute, irrevocable security being expressed in this state of aimless depression.❤ The functional state of the wayfarer is a moment to moment personally incomplete deficiency in the midst of an impersonally overarching wholeness being truly oneself without beginning. ed note: add everything below top line
  6. Psychological Suicide

    This is wonderful. For me it represents authentic relationship in the impersonal aspect of unity aside from my usual spiel. That's really what I wanted to avoid in this thread. So I hesitate to bring up nonpsychological, but there is no reason why the term isn't applicable in this sense as it is the impersonally direct connection with the universal without having to use terms that have spiritual or philosophical overtones. Actually, there are elements to the 20th chapter, LCH, that would imply psychological implosion. I'd made a note on that chapter that "people don't see anything without their own minds, whereas enlightening being has no-mind to see with". ed note: add response to LCH's comment
  7. Psychological Suicide

    Yes, I see~ so I don't have to write anything!! hahahhaaa!!❤❤❤ dang. heehee!!❤❤
  8. Psychological Suicide

    Oh thank you, rainbowvein! I'm not so computer-savvy at all!! I appreciate that you would ask, Basher! Also it would help if I get my sources correct! This is suninmyeyes comment from the Greatness is Incomplete thread: So it was I who turned it into "psychological suicide" (I knew it wasn't the other kind)! I guess the issue in assessing the gravity of "…committing a suicide of some sort…", lies in the circumstances of the situation; whether the shift is cathartic or else something l might describe as a "subtle operation". As I know just a very small bit of suninmyeyes amazing life, I am hesitant to treat her powerful phrase in an off-hand way. It is a very challenging prospect …and I do love to live dangerously.❤ ed note: added everything below the top line
  9. The Mysterious Female

    The Mysterious Female This is a compilation of posts from the Articles Section I wrote about four months ago. There are new bums who may be interested in this material. Those who know the valley spirit by having penetrated the immaterial aperture of the mysterious female have no sexual identity. How then could the nonpsychological spirit of the heart of heaven and earth be categorically differentiated by literalists clinging to descriptions? How does one describe that which has no location? The puzzle is without remainder, only entertained by the doubts of the human mentality. The valley spirit is where potential is activated; where change originates. The mysterious female is a metaphor. Mystery is movement: yang. Female is stillness: yin. Neither yin or yang, East Mountain walks on water. Standing ready by the gate and door of the Mysterious Female, observe life and death. This is knowing the pivot of change. It is not only in mystical experience. When one can be still, one can witness return in everyday ordinary cycles of yin and yang. When one sees the Mysterious Female, one attains the power of the center. Observing stillness and movement, one is not subject to change. This is because the Mysterious Female is the locus of change where the physical and psychological elements do not adhere; where change originates; where adepts steal potential. When you see the the Mysterious Female and attain the pivot of creation, you attain it forever. When you stand ready by the gate and door of the aperture of the Mysterious Female, you actually see the world go sailing on by through its aperture as if caught by the power of its own momentum like a careening astronaut projecting out into the vast void of space. It is kind of sad, in a way. But you're not!❤ The task is the "door". The gate is the opening and closing of the Mysterious Female. The Art of War states that victory is up to the enemy and that one must choose the ground of death in order to live, find the place of victory, and wait for the enemy to fulfill fate. Adepts know the gate and door of the Mysterious Female and wait there for the inevitable to arrive. Here are two terms not customarily used: inner and outer Mysterious Female. This from Thomas Cleary's notes to his translation of ancient alchemic poems of female adepts in Immortal Sisters — Secret Teachings of Taoist Women. 1989, North Atlantic Books
  10. The Mysterious Female

    Certainly, some critical junctures are more critical than others, but the context of of passing through in terms of mutual response in the subtle operation of enlightening activity is based on stillness and waiting and finally releasing according to one's essence and the potential dictated by the situation itself. The waiting is more or less perpetual, the critical junctures are momentary; what defines the turn of each time is sometimes just witnessing it, other times it requires a response in conventional terms. Sometimes one must go into the dragon's lair~ where the balance of success and failure is acute. But one waits for the timing— it is up to oneself alone when and how to release potential in acts of selfless mutual response in mundane and transmundane affairs. The rule is "in endless transformations one plants lotuses in fire". In responding to situations, each one is a cycle. There are cycles within cycles. Without hurrying or lagging, one watches single-mindedly at the gate and door of the Mysterious Female where change evolves incipiently. It is like a cat attentively watching a mouse-hole. If one is truly like this, one cannot fail to recognize and grab each cubic centimeter of chance as it appears and succeed in the timing of one's affair with power. Even so, when one becomes adept at recognizing the timing, one never knows what is going to pop out of the hat! The key is to rely on the spiritual power of one's clear essence unified in the inherent potential of the situation to guide oneself in terms of the Virtue of the Receptive. Relying on one's own power is error and, to be sure, if that is the case, one actually has absolutely no business in this affair whatsoever as illustrated by the third line of the seventh hexagram, The Army. ed note: one too many "the" in the last sentence
  11. Is there ever an end of individual consciousness?

    yaaaaaawn… *scratchscratchscratch* When your mind is finally blown, there it will be as it always has been all along, aglow. There has never been thinker, thought. Consciousness has never had any contents~ it is even absent of emptiness. How could there ever have been even one? Even so, the living aware uncreated impersonal energy is your own mind right now. Awaken to your own real mind right now and all your delusional existence is not different, not the same. You just take it up and go on, innocent, replete. The universe has nothing on you. Even now it is so. It is just that you yourself do not know this right now. Seeing this is knowing this. Just now, and for the rest of your life, forget all your ideas as you observe the world act in concert. After a long time of this psychological fasting, reality will dawn on you as it always has been …aglow. it is simply a matter of calm awareness sustaining open sincere intent as you respond naturally to ordinary situations. The fact that it is illusion doesn't make it different than reality. It is your own ignorance of reality that makes your experience of ordinary situations different than reality. You should go back to your original question and accept that the answer to it is a qualified yes. Actually it has never begun. How does this reconcile with your present position on taking illusion for reality? It is the unseen that is real. It is the created that is false. Right now you take the false for the real. It is not a matter of belief. You have to experience this yourself. Don't take anyone else's word for it— and don't deny it either. Ultimately, even now, you are on your own and you are dying. What are you doing about the matter of life and death, hmmmm? ed note: add last three sentences
  12. The Mysterious Female

    I just found that phrase was something I could elaborate on because its key element is illustrative of the dynamic of the subtle turning over that is the signature of the timing of the Mysterious Female. The point of passing is profound. One who learns to occupy the aperture of the Mysterious Female (the mysterious pass) can become a wizard. I say the mysterious pass is the substance; the mysterious female is the function— ultimately these are only terms of reference used by adepts to help students become familiar with the gravity and timing of the celestial mechanism. All one can do is refine the self and await the time. Virtue is its own fulfillment as one enters further along the path of prior illuminates. Talk of mastering time is only in terms of evidences of efficacy. There is no end to the mystery of mysteries. A lifetime is so short …too short to unravel even more than a few of the mysteries of this world. Those who enter mastery of time are extremely frugal with it. As for wasting time, I would ask, Who has time to waste?!! DON'T ANSWER THAT!
  13. About Me Whether or not I forego conclusions or shower you with heavy hearts if I am here at all It's not for approbation it's not for polite discussion it's not for the social repartee not for friendship or camaraderie nor for sharing understanding or exchanging ideas; I offer no explanation or analysis of Complete Reality. Having gone all the way myself I only point at the source of impersonal awareness so others will know it is the same as their own everyday mind and that the matter of life and death is the crux of awareness; long life and eternal vision must be discovered personally. I have nothing to say to literalists, rationalists, those entertaining recreational philosophy or spiritual materialists practicing feng-shui'd lifestyles, methodologists clinging to formal practices or doctrines of religious, sexual or social convention~ except for extending the occasional bolt of ruthless compassion. If you think you have thoroughgoing understanding of the wonder I will reprove your understanding for you. If I send it back, forget it; you can be sure I do. If there is a thing you consider not yourself it is obvious you do not see the empty kalpa. Even if you do see, the vertical must be dissolved and leveled before you can make use of it. ed note: add "spiritual materialists practicing feng-shui'd lifestyles" in third paragraph
  14. The way it is for those who don't know

    I bumped this for effilang. Please don't complain. I don't comment about what or how you do on any threads you start, which is not only irrelevant to the topic, but terribly rude to boot, cheri… We have nothing to discuss at this time, it seems.
  15. The Mysterious Female

    Dr no said: Eventually, one just observes passing itself without the relative aspect. When passages become a passing through in terms of potential, one has finally begun to master time. This is brought about by proximity to the pivot of the Mysterious Female, which has no location. Time is the harbinger of karmic evolution. When one can recognize the malleability and manipulability of time, there are compression, elongation and hiddeness. Aspects of this are even to this day part of Taoist church liturgy, which has nothing to do with Buddhism. This is a living vestige of the prehistorical shamanic bedrock of essential human nature on this planet and constituting the basis of the totality of unification in terms of a recess of mind one discovers in the course of the path of self-refinement and enlightening being. This can feel very much like the melting, spoken above, where pristine perpetually rejuvenating awareness quickens …refolds (or whatever is happening, I can't say). This in itself isn't so wonderful. It's not something one does so much as sees. The truly amazing thing is that this is absolutely natural as observed as one conceives it in retrospect without fascination. ed note: add "which has no location", italicize "finally" in 1st paragraph; add last line
  16. The Mysterious Female

    I did not intend to come online to address one of the multifarious doubters who can use anything to construe confusion where there is none to begin with. This is why I came here today to add to this thread. There is something I would like to add that I constantly state regarding turning around the light and enlightening activity specifically. The matter of subtle operation of the firing process spoken of in the alchemical classics obviously has nothing to do with sudden realization. I say this over and over to make sure no one is confused. It is not only because there are those who are born knowing, who do not have to experience the sudden and who then go on to set up the furnace and cauldron for advance practice. It is because we are already enlightened and have the full capacity of buddhas that selfless adaption to temporal circumstances is natural as is. It is not a matter of fixing something— it's just how you do it. So I want to stress that the subtle operation of freeing potential in the midst of ordinary affairs just is. This is Suchness in action. The sudden is just some harmonic resonance, a symptom of enlightening activity. The experience of seeing the totality of yourself isn't a matter of the absolute, it is seeing reality as it is right now in everyday ordinary situations. Please don't imagine it looks any different. I say, "Different than what? There is no other. "Temporal conditions are nothing less than inherent potential itself. People just don't want to give up their shitty little scenes. I speak directly to those who have. ed note: add "Different than what? There is no other." in last paragraph
  17. The Mysterious Female

    Whither thouest complain so eloquently, sir? I am not a teacher; the adept I seek already knows. You are wasting your time on this thread, effilang. This is the teaching wholly outside of doctrine. It is obvious that his thread is not for you, dear. You are entertaining yourself with your hard-won intellectual masturbation. The only one beating around something is you.❤ Can you not do it here yet? Work at not-doing this very thing and the mysteries will reveal themselves of their own accord. I am describing the application of entry into the mysteries once they begin to reveal themselves. Since it is a simple matter that you are not ready to receive this, why go on about "trying to describe that which is incapable of description to people who are trying to understand the indescribable". Who, pray tell, has ever ascribed to anything less. It is how the knowledge is kept alive— not by you. It has nothing to do with me or what you consider popular. This is the real deal. If you don't like it, change the channel and go back to your sub-forums and hash it out intellectually like you always do. Reality just is …already just is, for absolutely no reason at all. This is the affair of the awakened. Would you silence the perpetually deafening to appease your current ignorance? If so, I don't see how you will succeed. Your complaining is some kind of ego-thing and it is ugly! I was silent for 15 years. As for you? You have no ears for the stringless tune it seems. Please talk about this nonsense somewhere else. I wish to admonish you …would you be so kind? ed note: add "are" in fifth paragraph
  18. The Mysterious Female

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  19. The Mysterious Female

    i doo, heehee!!❤ I just touched on the following in a PM and wanted to include it here… I only say what I do mostly to somehow give body to a dimensionless function in terms of its natural application as it is in everyday ordinary situations because that is where it is evident. I mainly concern the writing I do with the application of spiritual function which is basically a matter of seeing it oneself. Seeing reality is a matter of seeing through our personal projections. You can be assured that no one else is going around seeing through their personal projections, so when enlightening activity is activated, one is accepting of other's projections without entertaining others' or one's own projections. They just are, that's all. This is entering into nonpsychological awareness while dealing with circumstances on their terms. There are no other terms to deal with. This nonpsychological awareness is the essence of your mind, your nature. It is selfless. The Unborn mind is all we are and it is our own everyday ordinary mind after all. It is just mixed up and overlayed with habitually transfered calcified content. It is totally unnecessary. Knowing the veracity of cloying uselessness is key in letting it go. When Chuangtzu speaks of true uselessness there is no difference between true uselessness and the aforementioned uselessnesses of habituation. They are in fact one and the same. We take over creation by accomplishing this ourselves by remembering to let it go. What takes over creation isn't more creation. Considering this to be so, the homeland of nothing whatsoever is not really so far off. No further than our own mind, melting over and over. Taking over creation is your own living no-mind. There is no thing. Dealing with circumstances, ultimately there is no remainder. Pristine mind self-refreshes and we find ourselves anew all over again …and again …and again. Who is becoming impatient? This has never begun; miraculously aware on the verge of going into action in perpetuity. So when seeing through situations, we still have to go along with the evolutionary aspect inherent in the situation because in so doing, we release potential by not acting on it. We release it for ourselves and others too. It is a matter of freeing potential. The term absorbing potential is in not using it. One steals potential by not using it. One just lets it go no different than forgetting the habit-formations of conditioned energy. In fact, doing so could be considered stealing back your own inherent potential. Not self, nor other; the real is one flavor. Here, it is possible to conclude the meaning of the top line of the 41st hexagram, Reduction, in terms of not only increase within reduction, but even increase without reduction. ed note: add to the original dominatrix tease…❤
  20. The Mysterious Female

    People. You don't need to respect me, but please realize to even bring up this subject matter is not a casual affair. It's not that I don't whip this stuff off the cuff, because that is exactly how I do it. That's why it sounds the way it does. That does not mean whatever you can whip up will be commensurate. I can assure you of that. I am here on this site to find another realized enlightening being. Please realize that I never spoke to anyone ever either fifteen years before and fifteen years after my complete perfect enlightenment about understanding reality. No one needs to know. Sometimes it just comes up in conversation (here) that I have seen essence, that's all. Only within the last five years have I dared to open my mouth. It hasn't been easy. I realize that realized adepts are not easy to find. Some day…❤ ed note: add last line
  21. The Mysterious Female

    I just PM'd you. I accept your word, Songstan.❤
  22. The Mysterious Female

    Bullshit, sir. For one, you do not know the meaning of forever. Therefore your comment is rather cheap (even if you did not mean it to be). My contributions to this forum are not cheap. Refrain from being a pain in the ass, si'l vous plaît. Try clicking "like". That works for me. You may do so at this time… merci.❤ ed note: add last two lines
  23. The Mysterious Female

    Hi ish❤~ haven't we spoken before? The fact is, nothing at all is gained by complete perfect enlightenment. You are already just this mind. Have you read the ancient classics? The works of those authors was the product of enlightening activity. Were they changed? Unless one is already an enlightening being, how is it possible to know what is being discussed in the ancient classics? The authors of the authentic teachings and their traditions were speaking from the perspective of the Unborn. It is your own mind right now. There are no two minds. Now that you know this, are you changed? Please feel free to PM me. To discuss your question here would most certainly be off-topic.❤
  24. The Mysterious Female

    Well, dear~ it seems we're both back for another round …cheers, mon ami❤
  25. The Mysterious Female

    Excuse me, Riyue~ but as this is my thread and reality isn't Chinese not to mention the fact that this is not the translation section, would you consider being so kind as to provide the english translation of your quote? Otherwise I will ask the moderators to please transport your post to the translation section. Further to the point, since you have not yourself experienced any of the sort, you would do well to limit your contribution to this (my) thread by basing your posts on your own personal experience. We don't interpret anything here. This is the real deal. If you want to spray text material, spray it at Chi Dragon or Marblehead. My work is for the benefit of those who seek the source of reality from the source itself. We don't mistake reality for its cultural tributaries. Granted, this is the Taoist discussion section, but I have been studying the authentic traditions of the entire planet for over thirty years and experienced the sudden twenty years ago. I have a firm grasp of the Complete Reality, Cao Dong, Dzogchen and Toltec traditions in terms of the nature of perception. I consider your and Songstan's post to be mere pissing in the wind and an example of trolling. I will report your actions immediately.