CarsonZi

Hi longrythym.... Pace yourself. These are classic energetic "overdoing" symptoms. You have switched from what is IME a practice that causes significantly less purification to one that is IME considerably more powerful. The time spent doing your new practice will need to be adjusted to reflect the difference in purification levels. Take your time, be aware of how your body is reacting to your practices, don't be afraid to adjust things, and enjoy! Love, Carson

Hi nac..... What is "Right" and what is "Wrong" is individual. There is no universal "right and wrong". Better to let go of trying to tell others what is "right or wrong" for them, when truly only they themselves can Know this. When you can let go of needing to judge things as right or wrong you can truly be free. Love, Carson

This moment for me was on October 16th 2008. This was my third day without taking a methadone dose, I wasn't in withdrawals and I had only started downdosing 10 weeks prior. This was the moment I realized that the AYP system was working for me. Love, Carson

Because so many here would rather be "right" then be "free". Love, Carson

Hi SereneBlue... IME spontaneous kriyas (what you are describing) happen when either prana or kundalini energy is running through your system and creating friction with obstructions still lodged in your subtle nervous system. This is not a bad thing....this is purification. Be easy with it. Don't try to force them, don't try to stop them. Allow the movements to happen as they need to and things will be fine. The only time I find that they can be an issue is when I am in public. I had some pretty violent kriyas happen once during savasana in a kundalini yoga class which caused the teacher to stop the entire class and call an ambulance as she thought I was having a seizure....(I was laying on my back in savasana and was doing complex mudras with my hands as well as having spontaneous bastrika pranayam happening as well as the "waving spine" thing which was causing me to bounce while the crown of my head was pushed hard into the floor.) This was not great. Another time I was at a sahaja yoga conference (this isn't a style of yoga I practice, I was just there to see Sri Mataji in person to see what she was like) and was having a "hands on" session with the conference organizer when I had a pretty extreme bout of kriyas happen that caused more bastrika pranayam, more mudras, more waving spine stuff and caused about 50 people to get up out of their chairs to move away from me. A little awkward . Personally I haven't found anything that helps to keep these under control once they begin, but I have found that if I stay away from any sort of "crown chakra" practices I don't have these at all. Both of the above situations happened directly after/during a crown chakra meditation/practice. So, I guess I don't really have a whole lot of advice in the way of how to avoid them, or to control them....I don't think that is possible. It is possible though to tweak your sadhana to keep these at a minimum IME. Only you will know what will work for you though. Try not to stress over it though, it is "normal"(ish) Love, Carson

Hi King Breath of Fire , IME forcing things is an ineffective approach to spiritual progression. If you are finding it quite difficult to stay celibate, or to want to be celibate, then this is not the time for you to disengage from sex. Granted as you said, you don't really have the opportunity to engage (at least with you wife), but even a little masturbation may help things here. I am of the personal opinion that celibacy is not required to make spiritual progress. It will help when it is time, but to try to force it to fit into "your" timeframe is not going to help matters. Forcing things will only push them further away and cause MORE obstructions IME. Let go....be easy with it. If you have an ejaculation it will not end your journey...it will not even push you "further from the goal". All is here right now and that includes "the goal". When it is time for you to be celibate it will happen naturally...you won't have to force yourself to want to be celibate, you will naturally want to be. The main benefits IME of abstaining from orgasm and cultivating the sexual energy, are the subtle energetic benefits. This only one part of the entire "equation". "Enlightenment" IMO is an equal blend of silent awareness with the divine energies, producing an "outpouring of Divine Love" as Yogani would say. Celibacy is one way of cultivating the divine energies, but it is not the ONLY way, and it is not (IME) necessary to force it to happen at any specific time.....it will be a natural side effect of the journey when the time is right. This is just how it is happening for me though, so your milage may vary Love, Carson

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Hi Findley I have no desire to step into the middle of this $hit throwing contest, but I feel it is worth pointing out to you that if you feel "disappointed" by someone or something, this is indication that you have unrealistic expectations (ALL expectations are unrealistic). You really have no right to expect that others should understand/properly interpret what you are saying....you have no right to expect that others SHOULDN'T have $hit for brains. All "shoulds" are projections. Drop your expectations and there will be a lot less need for the name calling. Love, Carson

Where I come from Vaj is short for Vagina

1. Let go 2. Meditate 3. Love Unconditionally

Definitely a marked increase in archtypal dreams the past week or so....as well as an increase in vibrations in the sushumna during pranayam for me. Love, Carson

I think what you are trying to do here is difficult.... From my perspective spirituality is individual...when you try to define spirituality it becomes "religion" or "ritual". That said, anything to anyone can be "spiritual". One person may find just sitting alone in a dark room spiritual....another may need to go to church and sing praises to "God". Another may find eating feces or drinking piss spiritual. I think the "steps" one takes to get closer to what I call the "Ultimate Creator" (which may be what some others term God/Love/Tao/Source/Intelligent Infinity) will be at least slightly different for each person. What is "needed" for one person to connect to the Ultimate Creator will not necessarily be needed for another to do the same. That's my perception of this anyways. Love, Carson

Kinda hard to tell you with the written word because I have no idea what your personal tolerance level would be for this kind of thing, but on first listen (pretty quietly) it didn't sound too bad....overcompressed but....I've heard much worse (I didn't really listen to it either, just "scanned" sections. On a second louder listen I could easily hear what HardyG was complaining about. A 18-19KHzish range static, probably a bad cable or something when recording, that wasn't taken out during the mixing process, and then whoever mastered it overcompressed it and didn't run it through a spectrum analyzer (or seemingly listen to the finished product :wink: ) so when there are pauses in the music it is very noticeable....the overcompressed nature of the track (and the fact that it has some heavy beats) creates an effect that when there is a full spectrum of sound the "noise" isn't too bad, but as soon as there is a lull in the sound the white noise is brought up by the badly set compressor and is quite loud. Make sense? That's the best I can explain this track through words. Love, Carson

I am going to use a "Broadband Noise Reduction" plug in....can't remember the brand off the top of my head. Perhaps HardyG can post both the before and after tracks when I am finished so anyone can see the difference. Will hopefully get to it on Saturday or Sunday.... Love, Carson

Hahaha.....especially mine! I have had a reoccuring dream since childhood in which I am standing in front of the bathroom sink/mirror brushing my teeth when I realize I have a loose front tooth. I wiggle it and can't stop.....I end up pulling it out. Then I realize I have another loose tooth...the same happens....can't stop wiggling it and eventually pull it out. By the end of the dream I have no teeth left and am left staring into the sink which is filled with blood, teeth and hair. I am usually fairly distraught. Love, Carson

Tried to download it but it didn't work....if it isn't too large just email it to ziquality at (@) shaw.ca Love, Carson

Send it to my private email address and I will run it through some ProTools plugins for you and if it isn't too bad it should be easy. Love, Carson P.S. Timeframe? I'm pretty busy these days.

Actually, did a little digging and the book I read was called Psychic Warrior by Dr. David Morehouse. 90% sure. Love, Carson

Remote viewing is real and easily verifiable. I used to do RV when I was younger using high doses of IM Ketamine. I actually lost several friends over this. I used to spy on them and then freak them out with knowledge about what they were doing when there was no way I could know this....scared a few friends into refusing to have any communication with me ever again. I wasn't able to do it without the use of drugs back then, but occasionally now during meditation I will have the experience of no longer having my consciousness be bound to the body, but I don't usually do any "astral traveling" when this happens anymore....just keep meditating. Can't induce it either. Just happens on it's own every once in a while. Read a book once by one of the guys in the Stargate Project....can't remember his name though.....Joe something I think...no maybe it was Dave. Anyways, interesting book. Love, Carson

I too would suggest that you have a look at the AYP system. http://www.aypsite.org/MainDirectory.html Love, Carson

http://www.aypsite.org/ IMO the ultimate "teacherless" system. Love, Carson

Hi Albert.... I think the most powerful practice any parent can utilize in respects to their children is the practice of acceptance. Any child who feels accepted by their parents no matter what will have a bond closer then you could ever hope for. Love, Carson

You won't be able to make it yourself. This place is the only site I would trust to order it from. It's a process too. http://www.asc-alchemy.com/ The ordering process is found here: http://www.asc-alchemy.com/guest.html Love, Carson

I agree with Agharta.....it is all about finding REAL Oribitally Rearranged Monatomic Elements. It is quite a process to obtain true monatomic elements. Not just anybody with a stove and some desert sand can make these. Especially properly. But there IS validity to them if made and used properly. Love, Carson