doc benway

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  1. Mona Lisa mark under lip

    Please return to and stay on topic. Thank you, Mod Squad
  2. Homage to the Master PADMASAMBHAVAĀ 

    The dog had no teeth! Life is so full of surprises and yes, it certainly seems that you passed the test. Slipped right by the Eagle.
  3. Personal Practice Discussion Thread Request

    @Sketch Should be good to go. Find at end of PPD list. Canā€™t reorder on phone... will alphabetize when at laptop.
  4. simplify

    smooch
  5. Name change request

    @CloudHands Sorry, no can do. Your name need to be a minimum of 3 characters.
  6. TDB as an organism

    Iā€™m reading one of her books now. She was quite a character!
  7. TDB as an organism

    Itā€™s related to the Nirmanakaya (Sanskrit) which is sprul-sku (pronounced ā€˜trul-ku) in Tibetan.
  8. TDB as an organism

    TDB is an enigma for me. And also very familiar and predictable. Essentially, it is me. Ideas and attitudes are thrown at me, or thrown at the ethers, and I take it in, I react, I process what I take in, maybe give something back. Or I put something out there, something comes back to me, and I react to that. Ultimately, itā€™s a way to look at myself in the mirror of all of you. It is quite interesting how much inertia it has for me. Itā€™s palpable sometimes.
  9. Musical Bums

    A thread devoted to sharing and discussion of music. Whatever you like, play, compose, listen to, whatever... In honor of coming Autumn, I made this recording of Qiu (Autumn). Itā€™s a guitar piece from Si Ji (Four Seasons) by French composer Thierry Rougier. Itā€™s written in shang mode, one of the classic Chinese folk music modes.
  10. Emotions are the path

    Bƶn teachings say the self-knowing is not thought, the equivalent to what youā€™re saying for me seems like path rigpa. Knowing that has not fully liberated all obscurations... and likely wonā€™t until death for all but Buddha. We call it clarity, the clear aspect of emptiness. Bƶn defines that as clarity, a characteristic of the base. The closest we come to the base in life, according to the Bƶn ma gyud teachings is the clear light of sleep.
  11. Emotions are the path

    Returning to ā€œtaking emotion as the path,ā€ I thought to share a current practice, a core practice from dzogchen teachings. I imagine others have ways of practicing with emotion. I wonder if anyone wants to share?
  12. simplify

    death
  13. Emotions are the path

    I'm referring more to the experience than the labels. Is knowing "I am" a thought?
  14. Emotions are the path

    Telling you who I am and knowing/recognizing who I am are two different things. Knowing and recognition may be possible without conceptualization. Of course it all depends on how we define our terms. Tenzin Wangyal Rinpoche recently offered a talk and guided meditation on the distinction between thought and non-conceptual awareness called Knowing vs Thinking: Direct Realization in Meditation. I haven't had a chance to watch it yet but hope to do so today (I've got a rare day off work, YAY!)
  15. Emotions are the path

    Anything really but the question game up for me in the context of our discussion of emotion. Some seem to suggest that emotion arises from thought, others that thought comments on emotion. While we can certainly offer examples of each that seem plausible, I wonder if our answers go deep enough? Are you certain? When you first recognized/knew the deeper truth of who you are, was thought required or did it come after, offering its commentary?
  16. Emotions are the path

    A few rhetorical questions. I like questions more than answers lately. Is thought primary or secondary? Does thought create or comment? Is there a distinction between knowing and thinking?
  17. simplify

    Kodiak
  18. simplify

    Mingus
  19. simplify

    Pigā€™s feet
  20. Taiji fights

    Precisely and even this shows that master-student deference in their practice. Looks like a little wing chun mixed in to my eye... At the end of the day, I find it's good not to be too concerned with what others believe or don't believe. Even more important not to be too concerned with what I believe...
  21. Taiji fights

    I don't deny the masters shown in the posted videos have skill. The issue I have with videos like these is they generally show star-struck, admiring students trying hard to learn something from their revered master. It's a very particular dynamic and shows clearly when filmed. Nungli described it best. When you are on the receiving end of fajin you don't jump up and down, run backwards, wave your hands, and stomp your feet. You generally end up on the floor, no smile on the face, no chuckle, no bouncing right back for another go. One training tool is to find a small room and pad the walls, usually with mattresses. Then practice with each other. No running backwards, no foot stomping, more like bodies flying against the walls and ending up on the floor when you get it right. These folks are very likely feeling some real internal energy. The master is controlling it so as not to injure anyone and the students are doing their dances, cautiously going along with the master, hungry to learn their secrets.
  22. Taiji fights

    Iā€™ve trained it, felt it, and also debunked a ā€œmasterā€ or two trying to demonstrate with me at tournaments. Demonstrations with oneā€™s own students necessarily bring multiple factors into the equation beyond martial skill alone. For me they are rarely impressive. Not denying there are masters of internal power but they are few and far between and a video will rarely, if ever be adequate evidence for me.
  23. Taiji fights

    I canā€™t speak for Miznerā€™s skills or lack thereof but the guy heā€™s playing with in the video is intentionally making him look good. Videos like this are embarrassing IMO.
  24. simplify

    gizzard