Mokona

I haven't ever heard of that before! The nicest transmission I have ever recieved was love energy, and I can't remember how long it was. She just projected to me while I was watching a movie, and it was like: "Suprise!" I've never felt that way before... I don't know if I ever will again. It was amazing. I can remember details of that day, as bright as it was...

that is interesting. its is one of those things that make yah wonder.

when looking for advice *I prefer to speak to those who have gone before me* when giving advice *I try to base what I say from personal practice and experience* when in a fight * I normally see red and don't remember much* when fighting more than one person *Situational, but will normally run away!* when choosing a teacher *Base this on feeling* if you meet someone and fall in love * Oh god, what do I do now?* when you have nothing to do *I sleep, if possible* when you feel life is testing you *I charge ahead, admittedly sometimes into a wall* when you have to do something that you are afraid of *Hurrm, the fear response gets me first sometimes* (Otherwise I try to work through it.) when people don;t agree with the way you live *I explain myself, but will always hold my ground*

I totally agree, but the thing that keeps getting to me is hard for me to explain. Its like.. Is that enlightenement? Or is it just his particular brand? With the progress I've made thus far I can't see myself on that same path so I had to discard it. It did do a great job of beating up my old belief system. It may have been a catalyst for further learning ath the very least. Anyway, good luck if yourself (Pie Guy) or anyone else wants his type. (But then again, who is to say that you follow his directions and still find yourself in a different state of being?)

Haven't figured out how to trigger that proccess yet. But after one day of Secret Smile following the Glenn Morris meditation CD(That was like two days ago or something)... Did it right before going to bed. Haha! The next day I felt so terrible, so much crap had been "stirred up" from the depths of me and assualted me all day. I can't wait to keep this practice up. I'm going to turn all of that shit into gold with this. What does that famous cook say on TV? "BAM!" Lol. I would remove the stuff even faster if possible. Normal meditation, such as Zazen as sugegsted to me by my Reiki teacher never caused this much junk to present itself, but made it much easier to work with energy, Garh! There is just not enough time in the day to do everything I want.

I've read through the material in the first book, in Jed Mckenna's series. It is a good book and describes how to conceptualize enlightenement, without any energy work. I prefer doing it with energy work. I'd say that writing out everything the way he described it (Which I no longer remember) ((That I started)) Started stressing me out, I cried, got over things, cried some more... Got frustrated, angry... Wanted to yell at the guy who suggested his material. Anyway, I made some progress into that but stopped. I put the brakes to it as quickly as I could becuase of the stress it put me under. I'm not stressed over it anymore, but I want to do this my own way now. Mostly by working out fears through some writing and pulling things out energeticly, targeting things with imagination and intent.. It works well, but doesn't cause the flood to come rushing out, so to speak.

In my opinion reincarnation exists but there is an issue with Time. As I have come to understand it time flows differently, or not at all sometimes. God its a headache that I won't try to discuss. But yeah, I've had enough experiences happen to myself and even be verified by others to accept that it exists in some form. Is it important to my practice? At first a terrible fear to learn if I was alive for a reason, if life after death existsed plagued me. Well... Now I just want to play, fixed that issue a long time ago.

Physical problems can be more difficult to heal. Right now I don't have much charge. I started back from step one in my meditations to deal with my repressed emotions and snipe bad behaviors and habits. If you like I can give you examples of cases where things were fixed on a mental and energetic level, instantly. Some diseases or small flus or colds can be fixed via sendings, right over chat (MSN) with Reiki and projection to find the issues. At the very least I have experienced this, and performed it succsesfully on others - and I over extended myself and forgot to heal myself! The closest example I can give for a physical ailment though... When working with Reiki and projecting into a friend who had become rather sick, I saw bent and twisted lines. A few moments of concious breathing into them and they would "straighten" and glow just a bit. Seemed that meridians themselves might have been what was being seen, and since I was just sending energy and unknotting it wasn't as if I was doing some sort of surgery that might have put anyone at risk. Following intent can take a person doing healings exactly to where they need to be, and asking questions to the persons body and spirit directly can help focus on the issue. It is most easily done for me gently. Like when I'm Soaring/Gliding - small turns and a steady hand work better then pushing the the plane all the way to one side, diving, then crashing into a mountain over Jean airport.. The most difficult part becomes accepting that what is being seen as "real" Otherwise you'll do what I did at first for the first 6 months. Doubt everything and have to stop and retrace steps. I had to cut out my expectations too. Just go in with a clear mind and let the images send themselves to me. That was part of it anyway. I would just about guarantee that everyone on this board could learn to do this themselves if they would trust themselves and practice a few times a day. No workshop or $$ required. No attunement or transmission needed! P.S. Sight* in itself is not enough to do quality work, you have to see with feeling. When you project with the heart and 3rd eye together, normally my friends start getting those sort of results. P.S.S. since most of ya'll are already strengthening your energy through various practices I would bet that enough "charge" is available to power your projections and healing ability anyway.

I don't know what to say, I dont follow any specific practice. I do Tai Chi Chuan, and mix it with other stances and breathing practices I have learned. No bad effects as of yet.

That just gave me an "aha" moment. The online name I more commonly use is "star" It came to me after some quiet contemplation. Also, I"ve never run into systems or "energy flows that are bad for each other" I used to take in several energy systems a day, from various people and online groups. If I didn't like what I was recieving I stopped it or removed it - but as of yet I haven't ever had the problem of running energy incorrectly through practice.

So you attack someone until they show you what you want? you don't see anything wrong with that? Do you walk into a dojo and throw punches at the instructor to see how he reacts?

Jed also doesn't agree that spiritual attainment or abilties have anything to do with enlightenment, so all yall wanting abilties ahd better not be looking at him for answers. I'm sorta annoyed that ya'll would bring him up like you've read his works, especially with the content that's been posted lately.

I've noticed the lack of respect being shown, and I wonder how you can make statements like that about anyone? Have you ever met in person? What is it, that is so wonderful about you that you can just tell people what they are? Aren't you getting into that yourself? "You can't tell me what path to choose becuase I already know what is best for me." Then you state something that sounds decidely the same. This sort of place was not created as a test of wit, or a place where insults should be thrown. If you don't like a practice, or a technique, or even a teacher you simply don't need to associate with that person. That set of techniques don't need to be practiced by you. Honestly, I think the some of these posts show your type of character, DB/Pie/GIH. Why would you expect anyone not to be insulted or stand up for themselves after being shown such disrespect? I'm not a fighter, but if you were to speak to me that way in person we would brawl. The point isn't even who would win such a contest. I guess I'm disapointed to find such trollish behavior, no matter how intelligent and witty you decide to make the post. It still is what it is. Do ya'll have anything to give? Anything at all? Have you not seen any good being done for the people who have been to these classes or his advice? Or do you choose to ignore it? You could say I'm even getting too involved in this conversation. I'm just sick of the bashing that goes on in forums. I doubt any of ya'll would speak this way in person. In fact I guarentee it.

Yoiu mean, to pay attention to the body, as the typing commences? Heh, typos galore. I like this though, even if it's my first time both hearing about and trying it. This is sorta like how I felt my own aura in meditation the first time. I was relaxing into the feeling of my body and mind and suddenly felt this force extending out around me, that moved out and in, with my breath.

I don't always take my own advice (Something that I'm getting over, lol) I suggest this though. Go to your favorite place (in your mind, during meditation) relax for a while and try to really get into that place, feel it, relax into it. Then ask for this part of yourself to show itself and discuss your feelings with it. Good luck.

Jed Mckenna's technique is a form of journalling until the mind is "clean" and internal issues are worked out. As to now I havne't been able to follow his method. I just do journalling when my intuition tells me to do so. normally it starts out with a letter to a close friend. I let out all of my emotions on a subject without even realizing it, and even work out the issue. Then suddenly its a lighter feeling I'm having. i don't even need to send the email at that point. Pie/ Darion, I have alittle bit of advice. Even if you don't know what to do, it helps to follow your heart. When I first started - all the information available actually made it more difficult for me to work, and decide on a way to improve. I just new that I had a burning desire to learn and do more work. If you can, just drop from a spot, and meditate the way you feel drawn too. You can move through junk and things that don't vibe with you much easier that way. Maybe its karma, but I was able to teach what little i learned to alot of people. and just my desire to learn started bringing more people into my life that could help me out. The reason I'm posting this is becuase I let fear get the best of me after I joined the navy. I'm just now getting over that sort of thing - and starting to follow my heart again. As an example: (one that has no mystical overtone, or juice, or chi in it's description) I knew that I wanted to practice the Tai Chi Chuan I learned in Virginia, I burned to practice it, and the more I supressed the feeling the more upset I became. So I started practicing in my tent. I knew people were going to see me, but it didn't matter. I just had to be me, and do this. I was made fun of at first, laughed at a bit. But I just explained what I was doing to the guys who did that, and they understood. Then another night I was practicing in my tent and one of the Second Class Petty Officers came up to me and asked me for a minute to talk. He sat me down and told me that the other guys might have seemed liked they thought I was wierd, but had actually went to him later on to tell him they they thought it was very respectable for me to do my practice, and that they had started looking up to me, something of which I had no idea! Then I was told that I was a great Petty Officer, and to look out for the other guys. What I'm trying to get across is that you don't need to know the "best" technique, or learn from the best people. be super powerful or evil or any of that. Just be yourself. Try hard, put in that effort. You'll get there. Karma seems to help attract the rest. As some of the guys who started showing up in my life were amazingly good, but didn't have any sort of high standing or prominant in any place I knew of. They just practiced, put in total effort. If anything I feel that I let myself down, that I ddin't put in enough of my own practice after meeting these people. I became complacent. Don't become complacent. Learn, and grow. Also, don't be afraid to be yourself in any situation. Also, I'm looking for guys to practice online with, I'm trying to improve my distant Reiki sending practice. if ya'll want to let me give it a shot, I'm not the most powerful but I put in everything I've learned, and really try to give a good experience and healing.

Thanks guys, I'll look up body working and rolfing.

I don't really understand this, it is just people who enjoy animals? In sort of a... I dunno. What does this has to do with you feeling like a lion in a human body? Wowee! I'm confused!

It is easier to find the vibe of someone you haven't met through a photo. Makes it easier for healing. Then, obviously - to connect to that person for any reason.

A small time friend, a guy I met over the internet with shared interests ended up becoming really good at the energy stuff, on his own and working with guides. He can't move mountains or anything, and few people know him - but he was able to show me a great time, putting laughter as energy straight into our tacos one night. It was a great time. Got to experience the past life thing with him, and meet interesting spirits and otherwise. I just noticed the talk about being really well known and being very powerful. Doesn't seem that all of that is important to the path of getting better. More work needs to be done on the self. Which was the hardest part for me to understand becuase it seemed that everyone else had the answers at first. (I questioned the shit out of some people and kept bugging them to show me what they could do, asked how they could do it, then would test what I had practiced and learned against them) I don't want anyone to forget, the thing that I forgot - that its a grand experience, and so much freakin fun! Something that I came across in my journals was that I had stopped the self experiementation and lost my drive for a while. Don't stop or feel that you can't get any better. It is possible to keep giong, probably forever. I run across people that just make my head spin. As an example I was reading books in the back of a small book store in my hometown, Henderson NV. I felt a lady approach before she reached the store! This strong vibrating feeling! As soon as I saw her, I hide behind a book rack and watched her pull out an astrology book, check on something and promtly leave. Lol, I laugh about how afraid I was then. I wonder who that was? Perhaps I missed a chance to meet one of those more powerful masters I hear mentioned from time to time.

Feeling can be difficult for me. This is the sort of meditation that can help with that sort of thing? I was trying to figure out how to face inner issues by writing stuff down in journals but the issue hasen't come up yet, or I don't understand it.

I really enjoy working in person as opposed to internet or phone talks. I'd visit a friend in Australia, another in Seattle, one in Michigan, and then I even want to attend a Kap workshop when I return to the states. Mainly I want to work on as much as I can alone though. That will make learning with others speedier.

Too much of anything can pull a person out of balance. If I spent all of my time projecting to people to double check on them I wouldn't have time to work on myself. Besides, my projection skills are not big yet! Otherwise healing is the best skill to learn in my opinion. WHat I don't understand is why other people heal so easily, but my own sadness doesn't go away? I found a things to help with that. So as an example. I'm going to work on my physical life, and working out these inner issues before continuing any work on others. Balance

Thanks again for the meditation, I remember reading about it in Path Notes but it was too difficult for me. I still start welling up with tears when I tyr to recreate positive emotion. I can't wait to work that out! I bet it was cause awesome changes!

Thanks for the meditation. Also, if I can't create these feelings is it okay for me to pretend at first? At least until I figure it out I mean.