SodaChanh

In quantum speak you are a quantum system affecting the reality (so to speak).

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If your mental health is considered 'normal', I would pursue energy healing as a remedy. Just sitting can't solve that deadness. Rinzai Zen has some energetic methods that might be useful. I use Merlin divine consciousness and energy to help me.

Without the words you and them there are just things happening. Even this is saying too much. Resting in unknowniness I start to understand.

Thanks. You agree with the quote or what is your take on Tantra vs Sutra? It was amazing. Funny thing I didn't intellectually understand the teachings, even during worldwide transmission. But he hit something deep in my heart and I still do parts of the Guru Yoga practice and Song of the Vajra. You can ask for teachings from him if you are sincere - even though he is dead.

From Lama Dawai Gocha: I suggest asking for a pointing out in a live session to see Awareness for yourself.

You have reversed your grey hair? You say Buddhism but it only refers to sutrayana. Buddhist Tantric practice like gtummo is like Daoist LDT but focus is on enlightenment. What I mean by this could be read in Modern Buddhism vol 2. This is from Namkhai Norbu This is from Modern Buddhism vol 2

The confusion is yours.

This is your belief. From Awakening to the Tao by Liu I-Ming If you have no interest in the true self what are you doing in the Daoist section?

I come from a standpoint aligned with what is written by Liu I-Ming, Buddha Shakyamuni and others who write from realization.