NeiChuan

I think I've found my calling.

I was going to say (seems like the only real way to move foward), how freaking corny. LOL, cause the name is moving foward. Anyway yeah seems like the ideal way to "progress".

Very interesting. I use to get pain/pressure there. Now it gets cold sometimes (feels good). Pretty sure the pressure thing was blood pressure though Also when I turn my head downward and turn my face left or right I feel a pop infront of the jade pillow. After meditating this point feels pretty good though, along with the rest of my head. Might explain why when I did the MCO I often felt great.

Haha yeah. How I see it is everyday is different and it's just a part of that day. Same with chopping/cleaning the vegetables I eat for breakfast.

They don't start chi kung/meditation till 18. Shaolin doesn't either. if this is about transmuting energy it's not just the act that's important, it's your shen, how you're thinking when you're doing it.

Wikileaks was mentioned a bit ago in another post. So since it's been a big deal I figured I'd open one so people have a place to voice there opinions about wikileaks. Don't be shy

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I believe it's good to discipline yourself, hold back ect. If you genuinely want help then ask. Plus other perspectives can help you remember things you once forgot, that can help you in situations. I think you're being delusional if you let thoughts like that change your mood, and you start beating yourself up. Not everything has too be emotional. If you want input just ask

Going to put your perspective of evolution aside. One of my friends lost his virginity at 30. That's when he left his monastery. He also went to school around the time though. He's about the happiest guy I know, aswell as successful. He's often on the move and has no problem getting women, I think it's because of how comfortable he is with himself, and how much he knows himself. So even without female interaction like that till 30 he turned out great. If you believe all these ideas and they make you feel better, fine. But it's nothing to feel bad about in the first place. In alot of countries being in their 20's and still being a virgin isn't weird at all. You're not alone man. The only thing that brings you farther is your mindset. Say you're plagued at a cellular level and you are. I'd say fat chance though. It's up to you. Stop blaming everything else and get to know yourself. Sit alone with your own thoughts for 5 minutes. Alot of people run from their thoughts and drop into vicious cycles like this.

Oh that perspective.. Yeah I've seen it. Only really when I talk to albanian people from my parents country though. All about the superficial, what other people "know" has some value. Gotta exploit it man.. Only way you'll get any credit, and show you're awesome. Too bad it's bullshit. Don't tell me you believe that, please.

Don't let yourself become another statistic for such a temporary problem. Go out there for awhile and train wreck, have the most awkward moments you could. Then when you'll be comfortable and it'll be way easier to talk/meet people. You'll probably laugh at how terrible you do in the beginning. How I see it is like a comedians first bomb. Basically after your bomb you feel like you don't have to worry about it, since it's no big deal. Go out and bomb, have fun. After you have then come back and make a thread related to this. Update us.

Who will shovel the snow in the way of ralis? I WILL.........

Many WK's there are haha.

So does the world being generally superficial and overly impressionable justify you not being able to get a women? Not that it's all about getting a girl. It just looks like you're creating this reality so you don't have to blame yourself, when it isn't something too blame yourself in the first place. Just remember your thoughts will seal your fate, don't dig your own grave in this aspect of your life.

That sounds fair enough. If someone practices that'd be pretty cool, but there are exceptions to that..

She wants you to get with her friends. How's the song go again? haha

For generalizations.. Yes. But it all depends on the person. To have a confidence in your spiritual perspective, to me means more strength. Why? To have comfort in the darkness, is to prove you have no fear.

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Personally in alot of things I think it's wrong to ask for god to choose your side. Being there's another, why make your mom/dad choose between the other kid kind've thing. In some things it still is fine but to me not too often. Just doesn't sit well.

Haha Awesome. well done.

Lol driving in the winter can be fun if you're a good driver, or have one. Drifting is an awesome game.. only with real concsequences but ya stay safe

Ya. It Feels like winter isn't ending (I like the cold, just saying). I sense alot... of shoveling.

Lol Do your movements before or after breakfast, after some water. Mm When I did the MCO, I could sleep for an hour then wake alert and be good for the next day. 5/6 hours I felt better then I did after 1 hour. Thing is any little sound would wake me up. I'd still wake alert though.

While comfortable 5 to 7 hours. When on the run or when sleeping is a risk. 5 or less.

Wear a jacket, or take it off.