NeiChuan

There's definitely always that. Just trying to give some feedback, if what he thinks is the case really is.

Hm has he shown up in your dreams? Also Ya I do believe its very possible. I could go into detail why, although I think there should be a level of caution when/if trying to contact a spirit. If anything, I'd say try through dreams.. think of him frequently and maybe decide to drop by him when you're dreaming. Just dream walking would be a safer bet. Contacting them throughout the day not so much.

Do you mean filling the LDT? Or just LDT breathing?

Man, im really sorry. Best of wishes, really.

Hm ya, I believe this is the sequel to the movie "The Daoist Wizard". Interesting movie line. There are actually some secrets here and there haha, I watched the first one in korean and still caught some. I'll Check out the second One Sometime Soon.

So I just saw the documentary on national geographic, its a basically an update of the old, think back in 2009. You can catch it at 11 pm tonight (9 minutes) if your on the east coast US. I was pretty pleased with it, although All that was in my mind is a post from the norway dragon thread.. About dragons being in the crystals. Atleast there spirits. Just find it very interesting. The scenery/facts were very enjoyable. You're opinions on the matter? If you've seen/liked the documentary yourself.

Has to do with how advanced they are, and choosing when they die. I've heard things like rainbows appearing right over there corpses.. ect. I'd imagine if they wana go by flame let alone unknown causes they could.

Hm what it "sounds" like is your tucking in your pelvis a bit to much when being in Lotus position. I may be wrong. The only reason I say that is if I sit to low on chairs my butt also goes numb haha. Your anus is supposed to be touching the ground in Lotus, so just keep that in mind and don't put to much weight on the perineum, or tailbone.

Non you seem to be wanting to work against yourself. Theres nothing outside your comfort zone that could be worse then a lifetime of lonliness. And remember lonliness is different then solitude.

Well I do believe real abstinence is to not think about sex. Although abstinence and celibacy are two different things, specifics are important. Your perspective on the matter/reason for the matter must be balanced and/or have good intentions. Otherwise it'll have a negative effect. If you're doing internal alchemy with this energy such as the MCO theres nothing more really needed to conserve this energy. But if you're going to not do any energy work related to it, I'd advise activating it everyonce inawhile. Maybe once every 3 weeks. By activating I mean have emissions.

Haha yeah. But that needle was way freaking bigger then that barrel. He really should have just thrown it haha

One problem seems to be your idea on celibacy.. You have to set a particular reason/perspective for doing it. If you just repress an urge like that theres consequences. Manage your emotions and your sexual energy. If your just celibate for months without activating/transforming the energy I hear theres possible problems. Having emissions every 3 weeks isn't so bad either. Anyway main point, change your perspective on the matter, that seems to be where the problem lies.

Just do what works for you.. Just get your back as upright as comfortably possible and do your business. I remember a couple months into meditating I was lenient with a problem I corrected, I left my head droop down very low because it was comfortable. These little bumps in the the road are fine for an amount of time, but if you can practice with them with no problems, I say go for it. So don't let yourself be held back.

Hm ya know thats not to unlikely. Cell phones supposedly have more bacteria on them then the average public toilet bowl.. I dont love the idea of being on a cell phone often either. Anything you can't be on after meditating for about 40 minutes should be a good marker.

it may be useful feedback to say practice outdoors if your going to meditate that long. Just saying.

Much to learn in the previous threads. Also.. Even if its tantric sex, theres still some energy lost. In the same way as when you eat good food, it takes your stomach energy to break it down ect.

Now How the hell do I make her immortal?

An old Teacher of mine had a Funny saying.. Know your intentions for what your practicing, you won't enjoy looking down from the wrong mountain top...

Hm yea changing your bad habits or conditioned perspectives is the real work. They Often take more stress then the workouts that cause the side effects for "Magick" aswell, which is an explaination for why some people just don't work on themselves enough while looking for things like this. (Run on sentence).

Lmfao

Haha Pro. Where do I sign up For Classes?

Hahah Sounds like a Great Teacher.

Just imagine what hasn't been written.. Or Experience it.. Your choice.

Well Put. New levels of Evolution = New levels of problems. @Dmatt. There's a Tibetan saying.. Drink Your Food, Chew Your Water. Meaning Chew your food till its practically liquid, and each drink of water be held in your mouth and mixed with the saliva till its warm. It helps more then one may think.

who ever said time has to work in a straight sequence? Time doesn't "have" to be straight line. May mess with you're head a bit.. But theres plenty of thinking to be done.