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Hell no, you don't even have to ask that question. Why do people usually have to misinterpret "conservative" behaviors by making them out to be afraid of being "excessively liberated?" Maybe it's not so much that David Deangelo is doing something universally wrong, at least to some, but I just don't agree with him on some topics. I don't really care to discuss them either since I'm sure it would be met with arguments. alright well here's one thing I disagree with: he advocates being cocky and 'bad' because if you're "funny" at the same it covers anything wrong with being cocky/bad. Not everyone can find cocky and bad behavior funny. That's just degrading for any other man.. and any man who is cocky at the expense of another innocent man, and pretty much any cocky behavior IS at the expense of other men and is mischievous is to me, wrong. I don't care if other women find it sexy, it just means that women like brutal suffering of other men and contribute to it. He also argues that it's 'primal' and 'subconscious' to woman and that women, unconsciously will like it and become uncontrollably horny about it because it's known as a brutally dominant behavior over violently competitive males who would otherwise have nothing else to be violent against each other for, ie they're not fighting over anything really virtuous. Therefore, he and other women do support violence and mass suffering all over the world resulting from such stupid competition. There really is no scarcity, people create scarcity, and it's usually not even those at the bottom, but those greedy few at the top, who would set up such a prison.

well the problem is.. that yea some of those people do make some good statements but if they still support things I don't agree with I don't agree with them. Many things in the USA are the same way. The "good" covers up the bad. "Oh he's a bad guy but he can be good when he wants to be". Or.. someone doing and being bad, but then he does a little good and everyone goes crazy over it... makes you forget about all the wrong done. Forgive but don't forget, especially when they've done nothing to show that they haven't realized the wrong they've done. So if David Deangelo knows how to be successful at anything (even at doing wrong, yet still being successful), then learn how to be successful but don't do wrong.

It seems traveling is also a cliche. So is telling someone that "they're not even trying", ie "you wont know until you try" kind of thing.. when in actuality they do try, and it just gets them nowhere, and in fact they shouldn't even be trying so HARD, and that one necessarily doesn't need to struggle and suffer. Anyways... Traveling is not everything, it's what's inside. I do want to travel, but that's after I am stable enough. It doesn't seem stable if I want to have a family or be in a relationship in the future either. Right now, I don't even have much money on my own, still going to college to make something of myself, which I may even abandon to go for something else. If i just went off right now, I would end up on the streets somewhere after being disowned from my family, with no skillset to find work.. let alone do ANYTHING on my own, because I've been so isolated ever since I was a child that I never learned anything, I never learned how to be on my own, and to learn now would spell a horrible ruthless future as being an 'adult' comes with massive expectations. Not everyone can just become a vagabond. That takes a certain upbringing. Not everyone just has it in them to be on their own like that from the getgo. Even if I was... it still does not ensure that I would be more sociable of a person. It does not really guarantee anything. I also do have ties right now that I don't want to break. So there. Wow you can travel.. that means you're so much more of a man than I am then right? Or if you're a female... all the guys you know are so much better and dominating than I am now too huh? I've thought about becoming a bum for a while, but unfortunately, this comes from a mindstate of abandoning everything I have to starving on the streets on a strike, which is suicidal.

I have a lot of dense energy in my lower abdomen and below. I find it hard to get all of that energy to go up my spine. I can run the microcosmic orbit but to get some of that energy up my spine is harder. It may also have to do something with my scoliosis condition? I do the microcosmic orbit using insights I learned from New Energy Ways by Robert Bruce.. which is to run awareness and feeling sensations with imagination of it going up and down the back and front channels. It's harder to get that denser bunch of energy below the belt though.. the feeling is just stuck there. When I do microcosmic orbiting I'm also more inclined to draw the energy up the left side since my upper back curves to the right, concave side on the left, leaving the right side of my back all tangled up in knots, with lots of blockages, and harder to move or even get awareness in that side without the feeling of heavy denseness and inability to get past certain areas... unless I focus real hard and be relaxed as possible. It's probably easier for me to get the dense energy below the belt to go up the front channel since it doesn't have to go down to go up the spine, it just goes up the same channel it's already in. Can one do the MCO backwards, or in reverse and still be successful in refining the energy?

After I did the 6th tibetan rite (I did number 6 it three times), on the last time I rose my hands up and then down to stimulate the microcosmic orbit.. I got lightheaded and saw flashes of light .. it looked like lit up sperms in my field of vision flying to the center and all around. I guess it appeared appropriate for the type of exercise it was, being that it has to do with transmutation. Anyways.. I know it would seem like its nothing but ocular migraine. This kind of thing also happens when I do the Hua Shan Pai Qigong exercises .. where (I'll describe this one bit) I have to breathe in filling the lower abs and up to my chest and in from my third eye with my palms facing out in a triangle formation. Then I have to hold that air and bring my hands straight down into fists expanding my belly as much as possible pushing down into the dantian, then contracting my belly in to push some of that air into the chest and popping some out with the sound "poh". If I've done it correctly and breathed in reaaally deeply, I would feel lightheaded and get a mini grey/white-out and see the lit up cells flying to the center of my vision. It's just neat.. I think I should be aiming for that in a way, because afterwords I feel like my mind has been refreshed and the blood is going to my head, and then I feel like glowing. I just like the feeling. No this isn't about erotic asphyxiation in case anyone thought about it... lol. I just kinda wonder if taoists have mentioned this phenomena when referring to some of their practices.

yes well.. i was thinking.. maybe this is the purpose of the 'chin lock' to prevent chi from going to the head.

doesn't really mention the visuals I get, which are like shooting stars flying around.. or like I said, lit up sperms flying, around..

Yup...

Well technically african red bush isn't a tea as the word tea is reserved for infusions of Camellia sinensis. African red bush is another herbal infusion. But yea african red bush is ok... tastes kinda like chamomile with a bit more of a red floral earthy taste to it.. kinda weak in flavor to me.. though I havne't had it in a while so I dontknow.. and I have been staying away from it ever since I read that it can contain lots of fluoride or is that fluorine? just like non-organic green teas and black teas (red tea according Chinese) White tea would have the least, but I got back into the green, red and black if I get it from asian imports.

Really? Bancha? I heard that in terms of grades bancha was lower than sencha... but then again I may be wrong. As for japanese green tea.. I do like gyokuro for it's higher levels of l-theanine. I've been wanting to try also GABA tea, which is an oolong tea fermented/oxidized with nitrogen. I wonder if that's the same of denitrification? Anyways it's called GABA becasue it contains significant amounts of GABA in the tea, and it's a new type of tea 'discovered' by the Japanese in a laboratory setting.

well it's not simple arm movements. This is not soft qigong, this is more intense, it uses combinations of many practices. Some yogic postures are best suited for specific things. Eg meditating with eyes open and eyes closed... sitting on a tack up your bum or falling, which is best for meditation? lol. you can say all you want about it.. but we're not all masters of the elements to be able to manifest things out of nothing in an instant. Especially when it comes to specifics. One can learn to not become dependent on movements either, nor breath for absorption of energy. Everything has it's own purpose.

You do talk about me thinking the world owes me something. A lot of people like to say that about just about anyone going through depression. Is it cliche? Do you think there's a reason why people do the things they do or there's no reason. well it does seem that I do owe the world a lot just to have life, while others don't owe anything... I guess it's because they have inheritance. E.g. as a man I owe a woman everything I have and more, and that's just to even have less biological integrity than an animal in a natural habitat. I owe all the rulers of the world, the "evil" ones too. This society is hardly anything natural for a human being and it does hinder more than anything else. So yea I owe a lot, more than what I may even have... For people to even tell me that everything I have is not enough, and anythnig I can or cannot do is never enough. Just to get out of here, I need to pay off massive amounts of debt GIVEN to me by simply being born here, and to pay off that debt it requires more than I have.. so naturally, I'm trying to just develop myself to even live as a natural human being in an unnatural society... because that's what is required to even begin paying off this 'debt'. It's easy to tell me to shut up and suffer like the rest, and then maybe I'll come to the same realizations, but not everyone can react to "negative" reinforcement the same way. Or "positive".

yea i was thinknig about how it strayed off topic but.. yo know metaphorically this phrase just about sums it up: "I think that I would be better off trying to relax the muscle and keep it from squeezing, but I don't know, that's why I am asking for help."

I like genmaicha. Genmai with matcha powdered around it. Even better, GABA Rice toasted would be cool. There is some oolong tea cake as well from the Yunnan being sold at the store. I was wondering if I should get it but it was too damn cheap for me to consider. It was only like 3 dollars for that huge cake.. so it must not be too good... but then again.. oolong cake might be different from loose oolong and it's rare.

I'm don't know who George Xu is. I've seen him before though on youtube while researching the origins of our hua shan pai qigong. I think he's doing it's a different system than ours. As for Si Gung Chin, unfortunately he died last year in a slip and fall. We have pictures of him in black and white, and his breaking of bricks using Iron palm. Some say he subconsciously knew he was going to leave before it occurred as he became avoidant of activities and such the same year, and his last seminar of the Hua Shan Pai qigong he cried talking about the rich history of the kung fu lineage and the importance of transmission of the practices. My friend also felt the energy of the school when he had passed away, and knew something had happened. He transmitted kung fu and the qigong to us. Maybe it was the southern emperor taizu's longfist that he transmitted. We teach northern shaolin and southern taizu longfist. As for Chan Chiu Lim, I dont know if he passed away yet, he would be about 88-90 right now if he is still alive. Larry Johnson the other sole teacher of the Hua Shan pai qigong in the USA (Supposedly) besides Si gung Chin who just passed away and now sifu has talked with sifu, they might want to collaborate to continue upholding the lineage of the qigong, though I've been hearing that Larry Johnson teaches it differently, or adds a lot of details to the system so...

Well.. Ever since I met him.. he's told me of things that would be unbelievable to most... He's told me of how si gung's dan-tien would make a noise everytime he pushed air into it, like a 'ping', and one could hear a ringing noise. Actually, it's not so unbelievable to me now.. He's told me how si gung would emit chi from his hands to heal someone from across the room and the person would actually feel warmth and tingling sensations around that area that was being focused on. He told me how he actually healed a persistent pain he's had for about a year or so in his shoulder area from an accident, and with one night of doing the hua shan pai taoist qigong he healed it and it never came back. It's possible that the 200 yr old taoist guy wasn't in our lineage, but still the stories he's told me seem pretty legit, because they can be retold by others who've also experienced the same thing, it's not just my si hing that's telling me.

well, this reminds me of.. the qigong that my kung fu teacher teaches. The Hua Shan Pai Do Ga Qigong... it's like well, pranayama... You have to inhale deep into your dan tien, filling it up, until you start filling up your chest, and fill that up, and hold all this in, and "swallow" by expanding the belly outwards to bring the air into the dantien... and by this time your head may feel lightheaded and dizzy you'll see lots of glitters and you might get like a "gray/white-out", and then, compressing the belly inwards so that some of the top air goes into the chest area, and then you pop out that air with a "Poh" sound, just like the sound a champagne bottle makes when u open it, but a bit soft, then you breathe in as much as you can to fill up the remaining bit of capacity you have left, and thne you go on to do one of the qigong exercises. You do this for just about every beginning of the first 5 qigong exercises which represent a specific animal. it is also recommended you use a thick utility belt while doing this qigong.. sifu's sifu or grandmaster, would tell him that using the belt would make the qigong 80 percent more effective. My guess is that the qigong belt lets you know where to braeth.. as yo have to wear it over the navel and when you breathe in you have to expand your belly into the belt and make it tighter. This is not the usual soft type of qigong you see in most videos.. theres 108 exercises in the whole system divided into 3 levels of 36 called the jing, qi and shen phase or level since that level focuses on each of those types of energy. I'm only on number 4... can be a bit expensive, and trust me.. 4 or 5 exercises can take quite a while.

elixir I brewed that not using the traditional kung fu method since I dont have the tea warez. I do soak the tea twice in boiling water in a french press. Put a splash boiling water in, swirl it around for a couple seconds, drain it out. Twice.. then put freshly boiled water in there are let it brew until I think it looks like coffee and red when held up in the light, about a minute or so, a little longer and a little more if done the second and third time. Good for about 3 brews or so at that same color.. but that's becuase I like my pu-erh strong and dark like coffee. On the second brew however i noticed it took an even shorter amount of time to get to that color. it must be because on the first brew the leaves were opening up, and now that they are fully open it took less than 30 seconds to get to that color. Very Earthy, base chakra deep red... So yea.. 6.50 that brick was. The most I payed for was 15 bucks.. but that one has a bit of a funky spicy food smell probably because it was sitting next to some food at the chinese store, and it soaked up the smell. I didn't throw it away though because it cost me quite a bit.. anyways, it's good tea after you soak it twice in boiling water.

sadly, this truth that women can be easily controlled and manipulated has gotten to me for sure. Or at least.. it would seem as if they are.. being that men are frequently in their faces telling her what she can and can't do, even jokingly/sinisterly putting words and ideas in her head and mouth until she has no choice but to 'submit'. And, your last question... a man that is emasculated by virtue of sexual deprivation (yes, sex-ual, biological gender deprivation) does and can control a man. Maybe it's not so much the women but those that control the woman... But I/we can't just sit here and look down on and blame women either... Again.. what can we do about extraterrestial forces? What can I do when my opinion is disregarded so much to the point that I can't even have what's rightfully mine, my own physical biological integrity, which surely does degrade a man, whatever you believe in, celibacy or not. Do I live in a temple? no... do I live in a hospitable environment for virgin semi-involuntary celibates? I don't want a whore that's why I say semi involuntary. Whatever. Anyone who reads this.. or most... will not understand this, nor care to understand. Just let this thread DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And hope that things will change for the better, but I think not. I can only do what I can do best, and continue living (yes Living...).All I can do is just hope to improve myself, by myself. I cannot do everything by myself, nor am I really "free" as you say men "really are" as opposed to the women. WE both can have it hard some way or another but truly when you're sexually biologically satiated what can you really or want to complain about? I know it may never be enough for a woman to consider me 'alpha', especially knowing my celibate history, it seems I'm pretty much doomed to fail. How is it that I'm the sole one responsible for a woman's attraction to me? That kind of thinking is kind of sexist.. to think that a MAN controls a woman, and chooses for her? But it seems a lot prefer it that way anyway. IMO one can only control oneself, and not others, unless you are One with the human Overfunction.. or soemthing.

And you think what you said is relevant because? Enough. There are too many misunderstandings between us. I don't dismiss what you have said on this thread, and you weren't too harsh about it either, so thank you. I think you've been honest and sincere, and yes you are right... but all of what I have said so far in this thread doesn't mean I disregard all of what you have suggested. It's just kind of hard to really...just stay put with all these ideas that I have to address.

that's just the kind of dismissiveness that gets all things taken care of...

I forgot to add.. that in many cases (perhaps quite a lot) alpha is also just what you call the most 'attractive' or sexually enticing but not even necessarily the best choice.. and u know how the media plays a large role in this.. Soemtimes alpha means most dominating, most violent, simply because the men co-erce the woman into thinking he's the only choice she has, by domination, deception, playing some authority figure or making her fear and sometimes they confuse that with love. Heck some even go for the fear, and adrenaline because they think that's what sex is all about. "Fear, adrenaline, aggression... hmm.. he's the best choice." Messed up huh? But a lot of women can justify for it very well. A lot of guys will too, because they are sinister too. A lot deny it, or are blind to the truth. Butterflies is just fear!!! most of the time. And of course betas are left alone.. which pretty much kills them because that they are outcast from society which means all support is withdrawn from them.

"alpha" is what we make it. Alpha in this case is simply the more dominating or rather, at the 'forefront'.. doesn't necessarily mean the best choice. Like democracy in the USA is just popularity.. and we dont have a free press so it can't really be democracy, just popularity, and that's even decided by the mass media and so called 'leaders of pop culture' who brainwash society by pulling strings. How did they get to the top? With extraterrestrial help of course.. How can humans top such forces? Certainly not with ignorance. And about the genes thing... the brain can also influence the DNA. As qigong masters we should already know this...

You're still not doing it for me.... Still too Darwinian, NWO for me Women shoudln't have to rely too much on men. Men are dispensable to all women. It's just killing us. I'm not saying that there's anything wrong with learning to protect women and getting strong and stuff. But for that to be the sole basis of women getting a man, without looking deeper as to a main cause, without giving hope. It's genocide. I'm not bad looking, but I used to be. Before I knew it by the end of high school, I ended up a rather large person.... yes before I knew it. I didn't have much control. Before I knew it I was a lot of things. I was then thrown into unnatural situations for a human being and now I'm a mess. I couldn't do much about my childhood. A lot of other people too, and they are STILL trying to get out of it, being in their middle ages, or even older. and a lot of these people are GOOD people. Genetics and individual competition is also not the end all be all. It is not. It is not. Darwinistic NWO type of thinking would rather have you believe that. "Biology of Belief", by Bruce Lipton, a book talks about this. Furthermore.. a male can be athletic, strong, everything a woman desires.. but in this "darwinistic world", it really is about opportunity. Not every good male gets opportunity, in fact, a lot of times it is STOLEN from them.. or taken from right under their noses, and by wicked men, men who are genetically 'less fit'.

okokok. I haven't read it all.. but I also know the frustration over feminism, and I AGREE up to a point. If your source is that guy who made 'savethemales.ca', well that's a source spouted by many in the Pick Up Artist industry as well, to support and justify their misogynist 'over aggressive macho' attitude. At the same time it is also misandry because they're calling every other male except for them, weak docile cowards. Like I said.. men trying to 'outman' other men with displays to simply sway the crowd in their favor... to get women and resources (which women can allocate). But it's just that, displays. The one thing I DO agree with though is the main idea that feminism has been used by "evil powers that be" to basically fuck American society, demoralize, and destabilize the family. Maybe it didn't start out tha way, or maybe it did, but for sure the movement is being USED for an agenda against the people of the USA... and it's mostly about disempowering males, and overpowering women since the focus comes from a fear, or lack. It's mostly about giving women the right to be more like men, rather than women... and now what women can really stay home and be like thewoman of the old days taking care of the kids? We need 2 paychecks to raise a family, and keep a home, and that's barely even sometimes. It's actually all part of a plan to destabilize the USA from the inside, and you know how much influence the USA has on the rest of the world. You can guess that people in other parts of the world also can be influenced by America and their 'mass media engineered culture". When I say mass media, it also means popular culture aka Pop Culture. Like most if not all movements in America it is infiltrated and/or used by government and industry leaders towards some nasty agenda of disempowering the people. It's just there IS a plan to destabilize the USA, most people would doubt it. I'd say wait a couple of years or so, if not wait a couple more, you WILL see something, and it's already, ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Happening!!!