Maddie

Well see that's the thing. I've never really had any interest in Kundalini and certainly was not doing any specific practice to activate it. This was kind of spontaneous I guess, and it hurt like a bitch, so not something I was going for lol.

Things are getting weird lately lol. So this evening while doing Samatha I'm in half lotus and a start rocking back and forth. Each time I would stop it and as soon as I relaxed again it would just start again, so I eventually just gave up and went for a ride lol. Also I keep getting these electrical shooting sensations in my thighs, its kind of a good hurt lol. At least I didn't feel like my tail bone was being bored into this time which is good. Also now and then see these little white lights floating around when I'm meditating. Oh well, I think most teachers say not to pay too much attention to stuff like this, but it is weird lol.

Yea it don't get much worse than that

haha I get a kick out of your terminology lol. Yes, the Liver is all about goals and plans and reaching them.

So if you really want girls to fall for you, what you need to do is to really develop your Liver channel. The Liver/wood element is the "general" of your psyche. It is responsible for planning, decision making, problem solving, and its virtue is kindness. A well developed liver displays all the classic alpha male leadership attributes that women fall for. On the other hand the liver meridian of a beta male responds out of aggression and hostility due to an attempt at compensation for lack of true liver attributes and virtues. Anyways the liver/wood element in the generative cycle gives rise to the passion of the heart fire. If you have cultivated a sufficient amount of qi (as Drew is showing you how to do, so you ought to pay attention) then your liver/wood qi will give rise to a great amount of passion and desire in the female. Furthermore the positive attributes of the liver will be very profound with in you. The liver meridian is the meridian that runs through the genital area. So if you are loosing a lot of qi through ejaculation then your liver will be drained. Additionally since the kidney/water feeds the liver/wood in the generating cycle if you loose a lot of jing then your kidney's won't have enough water qi to nourish your liver. Now if you do what Drew is telling you in the other thread, then your jing will build up in your kidneys and turn into qi which will make your liver/wood qi very strong and draw women to you like moths to a flame.

That's true in one sense but it depends on what kind of power. Skull shattering is good if you want to scare the s*** out of girls. The kind of power that girls really go for is leadership power because its a manifestation of yang qi. It is this power that separates an alpha from a beta male. That is why girls go nuts for singers, athletes, and movie stars and not so much ax murderers.

um well if you shatter someone's skull you'll go to jail, of course the good news is if you can do that you won't have to worry about being anyone's bitch in jail haha. Girls don't care if you can shatter someone's skull, but they do like the confidence and persona of an athlete.

Ahhhhh that explains a lot. So my roommate who is a perv lol dances and models slutty outfits while some of the girls at school who are more interested in cultivation don't act that way, but like to talk to me a lot.

Yea that's true, if your a jock regardless of sport you become popular with the lasses. I just spoke of the MMA route cause that is what I was into. Interestingly enough though qigong and meditation helped me to advance fast in it. Since most MMA guys don't do that stuff I had an advantage.

*banging head against wall lol. You do realize that to do those things you have to meditate a LOT don't you?

Hey I have a question about that. I've not had any experience as dramatic as yours, but I have noticed lately that if I'm having a conversation with a girl and especially if I'm making eye contact with her it feels really good, and I notice electrical sensations n such. Judging from the girl's expression she seems to be feeling pretty nice as well. What's going on here?

Ok this isn't very deep or spiritual but one sure fire way to get girls to throw themselves at you is to train as an MMA fighter. Yes I'm serious I was doing this in Alaska and it was crazy. There were actually guys who got into it because it was so easy to get girls lol. I guess this would be my advice to someone who is not interested in meditation.

Chia's method turned me into a sex obsessed raging maniac.

Oh I'm most certain you will lol, just be careful what you wish for........

One thing that really baffled me in my last days of being in the church was that I was THE ONLY person in my entire church who thought the invasion of Iraq was a bunch of crap. Well aside from the politics being bogus, I was bringing up the fact that Jesus never seemed to advocate such things, and this just made the other people in the church mad at me lol.

Well if Siberia wasn't enough we lived in Alaska for 8 years haha.

Yea I did a heart meditation earlier and that seemed to help, at least to get me to the point where I can do Samantha. But as it rises does it benefit you in anyway?

You could always try the DENNIS system haha.

Ok so I've never really been all that interested in Kundalini but now that it seems to be doing something in me (without me trying for it to) I just want to know other than making my tailbone hurt, what are the benefits of it rising?

Brilliant! Pretty much my outlook as well.

I was in the Army, back in those days it went something like this...... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P6DDy1mlcfY

I don't know if this helps but does it make you feel any better to remind you that you've had sex countless times in countless past lives?

It was like that ^

Welcome to TTB's Grigory. So are you from Siberia? My ex-wife is from there lol, and now I'm in Texas... funny.

About $90 lol.