Ohm-Nei

Universes of credit to Jesus Ortega-Johnson! If you did come to the same conclusion as me, with a testicle of hope, and a testicle of doubt, then it is a truly beautiful coincidence... Or is it? With all due respect, why would you like to know?

I have a muscle on my back, or a small group of muscles that lay on the right side of my back. Along with the super high frequency ringing in my right ear, my back spasm/twitching occurs during meditation. I'm at the point now that I act as if its a universal energy pump that helps circulate energy through my microcosmic orbit (Yeah, dumb I know) I once fell asleep while trying to meditate and the last thing I remember thinking about was that god awful distraction, the rapid twitching in my back. The next day I was slightly sore in that area so I suspect the twitching lasted hours through the night. I'm sure everyone is familiar with the pulsing, twitching nature I'm talking about.. The SCIENTIFIC nature of the problem is most likely related to neurological firing. As if my brain is rapidly telling that muscle to contract and relax, but it happens so fast that there's no discomfort, just a rapid twitching. I'm very interested in hearing similar stories/ insight on advice.

I enjoy it to be honest, I use it as a reminder that i am still in my body without asking my body to prove it. That twitch reminds me that it's possible for my brain do accomplish things that I have not asked of it, which gives me hope that my body can accomplish things that I have asked of it. <- Asking for my reasoning behind this may leave you with more questions than answers Thank you all for your insight!

Wait, so whats your wish ?

That's exactly what I meant, if I read your post 2 months ago I probably would have gagged. Today I understand the practices of the world and I see how devastatingly torn humanity is. It's very unsettling. I feel like I have made a full turn in my mindset though, I see life with a true meaning, rather than thinking about what is materialistically important. I used to find pleasure in disgraceful porn - I don't mind saying it now though, I feel rotten when I consider it now. Initial realization came to me when I realized that a particular website that I preferred had a drop down bar. I was uneasy about finding pleasure is some of the rotten stuff they used to seem so lustrous, i wanted to see some very meaningful invigorating sex between two people that were attracted to each other. What I realized was, every single clip was made with money in mind... They were engaged with money in mind, not love... they were abusing sex, they were emptying it's meaning. I was very grateful for what I realized. Hopefully everyone can respect my post and take it for what it's worth.

I'm sorry that I don't humor you but I just don't see humanity reaching a life span of 10 centuries, most of us wont even last 3 years. As for the pills, I've never taken any.

Please do procede, ask me things from your studies taht you do not understand, regaurdless of ur reasoning- ask. Please do not hesitate, please answer and do it quick, this could be epic! enlightenment at it's very purest of general understanding!!! I am on to something, and if anyone in this YIN and YANG continuum is evil they are harvest power of corruption in reverse, as i said, ask. Ask deep and broad and I will do my best to offer an amazingly awakened soul

DISCLAIMER: Please do not hold strong judgment against my views. I appreciate your post very much. As for the questions, my answers would bear more confidence if you asked me while I was in that state, but based on what I've learned since then, I would assume the following; [1]I don't think it is the end of our race, butt the world as we see it. Empty morals, technology and everything that holds empty meaning will be lifted from those who remain; I could see that going two ways. -One, and most likely, we are struck by a massive realization, our materialistic values are lost, and humanity will feel naked and empty without them. Humanity will suffer a shock and they will be infatuated with their duty of warning others of the future. This is based on the 2012 mess. OR -Two, civilization will not suffer a massive burden, and the corruption of the world will grow, and those with faith will gain amazing enlightenment but the suffering will be greater than ever before. Either way - Faith, Hope, Enlightenment; those traits within humanity will gain importance and they will gain value. [2]I am split between two strong views here as well... -One, Evolution is directly related to the will of god and it occurs as a lesson for our conscience. I feel as if we are all one large wave of consciences that have been traveling together since the beginning of time, and nature is just a picture of all that we have been through. Our bodies and our sins today are the ultimate example of how awful we can be, how far from the light we can be and still survive. I think that is why we have a conscience, so we can use it for the next stage of our spirits. -Two, Evolution is due to the grand scheme of the universe, therefore it is god's will on the universe, to have an effect on our own conscious evolution. Our earth's fairly steady magnetic field is the factor that our evolution depends on, and I think that if this is true, many significant civilizations of the past have taken note of this by looking to the stars for answers. Evolution (2012 Significance) With my second occurrence in mind, there has been much talk of "Planet X" and I have already made a post for people to consider the possibilities. Earlier while I was in my "enlightened conscience mind" I went off on a tangent of universal possibilities: [3]I love this question, , Thank you. We will be eternal light travelers, and the color of our transportation will be one with the color of our being. [4]If humanity exists there will be a very refined Tao. These statements should not be held credible, this is simply food for your thought.

I'm glad you answered that question, your story was very interesting! "If being tubby bothered me, would I be tubby?" - My personal response. Please share your first lessons of meditation, I'd like to hear about the priest's method.

I too am sorry for what I do at times, I meditate in my full body and blabber craziness about these forums, I seek childish advice at times, I question the beliefs of others, I do so to fulfill my own personal destiny and I have no intentions of interfering with the destiny of others. I wish I would have complemented your avatar the moment I saw it, because I admit, It gave me an unexplainable surge of emotion, Intrigue.

I've watched too many porn clips online, I've witnessed first-hand how something so spiritually innocent can feel so physically appalling . Please excuse me for asking, what ethnicity are you? and where have you been raised? Please take no offense to my questions, I honestly had no knowledge of seminal recycling.

So humanity is going to accept a new calender in 2012? Where time travels 10 times faster? Interesting... It's always okay to be wrong.

Before you post Blasto, read this...

Science claims that the universe is expanding, when i think of expanding, i think of the creation of a vacuum. We are too small to ever know the truths we will will never know anything of importance... But, it's a lot of fun exploring the possibilities, it's the only thing that brings pure beauty to my life. But-> If the universe is expanding... what if we are indeed going back in time, and time has been traveling the opposite direction since the last end? What if the universe expanded infinitely beyond comprehension in the past, and the vacuum of the original expansion has been pulling us back in for the entire time we have existed? That is why I was asking for questions related to the future and the beyond and the past etc... Maybe we went through everything we already have, infinitely... what if the instant 5:00pm November 12 2009 has existed, or happened, or infinitely existed or occurred an infinite number of times. Oh boy, , what a beautiful place I am. This does signify an end, or a beginning, because it erases the possibility of an end, or a beginning, it's an occurrence... I know of 0 words to physically express how it perpetuates... We think of everything that exists, physically, scientifically, as something that begins and ends... yet we are bodies, on a planet, in a galaxy, in a universe, in unimaginable, inexpressibly large vastness. Again, what a beautiful place I am. "Again, what a beautiful place I'm in." doesn't feel right. The way I see it, doesn't have an in or an out... it just, exists (the closest physical scientific word I can come up with) and our conscience/soul/spirit exists with it. Therefore we are one with it, truthfully. Please excuse me for sounding crazy.

if i were offered a life of studies, i would take it

It's amazing how the cats have managed to train the monks to feed them every time they jump through a hoop.

Your conscience gives reality a value, the more value you have in reality, the less power your conscience has.

Is it possible for everything to be without meaning? I thought you had to have one in order for the other to exist? I think I'll put meaning in GOD and leave the rest as meaningless. I felt the same way you did, it came and went and I almost feel stupid for it. BUT, I learned something from it and that's what is truly important to me. I learned that ever time we breathe, we are bound to this world. The scissors of light are the only thing you can wish to obtain. The ultimate question has always been, What is life, Why are we here, What is our purpose? We are still here, those who are still asking... The only ones who know the answer, are the ones that have obtained the scissors of light and used the scissors of light to slice their binding ties to our embodied, physical world. If I have learned anything significant pertaining to our physical world it is to never surrender the value of my eternal soul, my inner energy that is bound in time, living along side my body, projecting the voices in my head through the void of the portal. If the light ever presents itself unto me, I will without hesitation join it. At that moment, everything physical will truly be meaningless. This fact has been around for ages, refer to the Egyptians and their scale. What is greater in you, the value of your physical world, or the value of your spiritual being? Value is the only thing that exists in both dimensions.

I'm not against this, maybe if they were wiping out an entire species. Yin and Yang, Life and Death. Why do you think civilizations go to war? To solve problems? No, to kill...

I'm glad I made this thread and discussed the things I have. All I wanted to do was predict the future and uncover the history of the human race. I guess... the more you discover, the smaller you become.

can you explain the purpose of these please?

I'm ever-willing to learn techniques of cultivating energies but I dont understand how oneself can state that they have achieved any of the steps, how do you know? how do you know without a doubt that you have achieved one goal or another? wenwu had a post, and i hope somebody can reply to it, i feel as if I may be able to relates to his/her post. as well as the advice given in return.

Gold, I understand you, read my responses and don't get discouraged if they don't seem relevant. It's like living in a world of unique locks and owning a key that seems to fit the vast majority of them. What I found was basically... the least common denominator in EVERYTHING that exists. I'm not physically intelligent enough to provide detailed answers to scientific question, and how things are scientifically achievable... but i have came to an understanding of earth's magnet field and how gravity goes hand in hand with it. - It's simple knowledge, like basics, that come from your initial touch with enlightenment. No no no... im trying to say that all of existence can be simplified down to a common denominator-> that common denominator can help you see things differently, and ever tiny bit you know in addition to what you already knew and understand is how you become enlightened. You have to have tremendous faith in possibilities in order to truly accept some of the things i say. I understand that it is my fault for talking and explaining the things i do, the way i do... but those who can understand me will ultimately benefit from it. I don't know if i'm with you on this one, but the fact that we have a conscience, a voice inside our head... That is proof that we can live in a 4 dimensional world. It's not scientific proof, it's universal proof. Its a viscous cycle trying to explain some of the conclusions our conscience can come to... I'm willing to go all out and pour out the possibilities of time to every that is interested in hearing... but i'll go ahead and save that for a request. it's very difficult to try to explain what the world would be like without time... but think of it this way... if you put temperature on a number line, right above time and you had a reading for H2O... you can move back and forth on the temperature line and H2O will change from solid, to liquid, to gas. You have to look at time as something that can be manipulated freely. as if to say... a mean of light was frozen in time, it wouldn't be a beam of light, it would be matter that you could manipulate. and if matter wasn't held together by the gravity observed in chemical bonds, light and matter would be comprised of the same thing so... this being said... if you can ignore the way time works and understand that light and matter are both forms of pure energy, you can see how everything has the ability to emit light... or energy. Again, im willing to apply the same concepts to everything in existence... but i'm not willing to do so openly unless somebody is genuinely interested in what I may have to say. I have rediscovered some interesting concepts on Magnetic Fields as well, please ask if you are interested... I completely respect this statement. I understand this too, thank you. You are trying to take(by cup) what you have(pool1) and improve it(move it) by applying it to a factor that satisfies you(the designated new area). If you are truly only concerned in completely the task by your methods(using a cup, albeit ineffectively) and I am trying to offer you insight (you are ineffectively moving the water of your pool, and even if you did understand, it would be completely useless because your goal is already achieved) then you are 2 steps behind me, and that is the reason you don't understand what I am trying to say. If you take two steps forward, and consider the advice I've given you, regardless of your current dilemma, you will have a much better understanding of what to do next time... Don't get me wrong, I know EXACTLY what you are trying to say, but I am also trying to make you understand EXACTLY what i am trying to say. I have come to this conclusion in my last response to you, and I will do my best to apply what i have found to things that are truly relevant to the physical world.

Strong yang energy in OP