ShaktiMama

classy... interesting though...the only place on the whole world wide web where I post as shaktimama is on bums. I made that name up specifically for this forum the only place on the whole world wide web where I posted a public link to the kundalini sex group except on private, members only lists is on bums. interesting that no one checked that the kundalini sex group is for the discussion of Sacred Sexuality and Tantra... interesting that any one who has every read anything about santi on this list is knows that he invites people down to "play" with him in Florida...he's got some MMAs as students i think... his ring is the outdoors or on the streets or doing professional protection as body guard... if he reads this I am almost 100% sure his response would be "bring it..." nice research....someone surely has a hard on for santi well...i guess any PR is good PR... guess no one is interested in peace but rather hostile conflict so what is your intent...to beat someone up with your internet key board or to promote the way of the Dao? what does it say about someone who is so eager to draw first blood rather than promote understanding and clarity? but that is OK...it is just the way it is on the path when someone stands out above the vanilla crowd of wannabes be ashamed.... note my sig down below and know that you have told me more about yourself by your actions than what ever you may write on this board again.

jeez, who put sand in your vaseline today? being the onery old man who sits on the porch and yells at the young'uns...is that your schtick? you remind me of my father and the way he handles problems... god knows he loves and cares for me but he sure can be unlovely in how he expresses it...

I think you just need be a little more precise, Drew. You really confuse me with your trains of thought sometimes. Some times it seems like non-sequitur after non-sequitir when you write. Maybe it may be me being just plain dumb and I am sorry. I really am trying to follow your lines of thinking. Humans and chimpanzees evolved from a common ancestor. Not humans evolving from chimpanzees. http://humanorigins.si.edu/ha/primate.html Some even refute that and say that human origin is non terran. This could make for a different arc for development of weapons technology and the development of gender relationships. Where do you get this info about the Bushmen?.Those I know who dance with them and are learning their healing ways in Africa talk of the primacy of the females and never mention this rape angle. Women are the superior shamans and healers. My friends/students who are studying the bushmen tradition will tell you that around the fire there is a lot of sexual teasing and play between males and females. Men and women are equal sharers. One of my students has actually lived with them. Premarital sex is not discouraged and is actually a part of every day life. Why then is their rape except for the expression of violence and dominance when sexuality is not repressed? There is no need for male sublimation of sex energy. The shaking dances around the fire can feel very sexual but are transmuted to spirit expression which leads to ecstasy being shared between partners. So reports back my student and his teacher. http://voicelab9.wordpress.com/non-western...bushmen-tribes/ Rape is not about sex for the humans. http://www.csun.edu/~psy453/rapmot_y.htm The other view: rape for sex http://www.csun.edu/~psy453/rapmot_n.htm Dancing and shaking with the Bushmen is to be involved in bliss, ecstasy, and kundalini (n/om). Trance comes after the shaking not before. The Bushmen show up sometimes in spirit when we do shaktipat or teach. Students have commented on this to us. http://shakingmedicine.com/pdf/batesonian2.pdf I do remember vaguely my student telling me that the Bushmen used to tell stories to researchers...make things up unless the researchers actually came and lived as Bushmen with them. This would fit in with their worship of the Trickster. I can't follow the rest of what you write because it is based on your understanding of Bushman and chimpanzee and human evolution which doesnt align to what I know from readings and personal experience.

well said. if people did chi kung with the understanding of the three treasures of man...jing, chi, shen...then we cross over into alchemical processes rapidly. those who do or teach qigong or any chi practice without an awareness are just asking for deranged chi pathologies. people who think yoga and chi kung are just exercise for long life and health...well....what can I say?

Now that I just saw the movie in 3D I can add my two cents Go see it. If a person wants to know what living in union with Tao can be and feels like...this is a good representation. It doesn't mean we have to get naked, ride flying lizards, curse the modern world, and become lithe acrobats but wouldn't that be fun?

Having just seen Avatar in 3D-awesome BTW- i will say any practice that brings one in concert with the TAO will think that movie is about their practice. I see a lot of similiarites to our KAP practices. The movie moved Santiago and I deeply because of this. It's really not all that important which path you choose to bring yourself in concert with the Tao...just choose one and practice.

Any internal cultivation practice that contains any authentic process will begin to reveal the shadow of our subconscious and will introduce you to the realm of the astral. This is not specific to Kunlun. This is an expected constant for kundalini training for our students. A decent teacher will help you get through it. Being part of a practice group will help take the crazy/scared feelings down. This is not unusual and to be expected. Wonderful benefits on the other side of this. No indication to stop your practice. Keep on playing!

live today as if your death will happen at any moment then you will begin to know for yourself what the answers to your questions may be.

The moon will bring up deep feelings to be experienced and moved out. But we experience them as they are moving out of us. So let the sadness move through you. There is an end to it. Then discover what will happen on the other side of the sadness.

There is no time or space in Consciousness. Who we are exists outside of time. Once you have an experiential understanding of this it makes life a lot simpler. You are as close to me as my thoughts no matter where you are.

you sound in a good place...sounds like it all coming together for you... i see energy opening between coccyx and first dan tien. yes it is feelings...not words...not analysis be safe and protect this vulnerable spirit that is manifesting through you...now the real you....remember ask for protection from She if you feel insecure.... get good tobacco if you can...organic or something like Native American Spirit... using good tobacco can be an act of worship. It can also open you up more.. so moderation if that is possible... prayers coming..it is all good shakti blessings...

Thanks for clarifying.This process is the provenance for experts. Your response again shows how important for this person to be in a safe environement while going through this process. That, to me, is the most important thing for him right now after reconnecting with his Shaman.

yes...do a search on kidney belt warmers....most you see are for extremes of temperature but old school practitioners will wear kidney belts all the time which can be just a sash or scarf around the waist. a medical qigong doc i know wears his ex wife's tube top around his waist...which never fails to cause giggles when he would pull up his shirt in a resteraunt. also the japanese elderly wear kidney belts you DO NOT want your kidneys to feel or get cold....

He is not having kundalini syndrome. His kundalini is not awake and neither is yours. You are going to hurt somebody giving dangerous information. You could kill someone or give them great pain giving them bad info in a situation like this. Are you willing to be accountable for what you say? He can't meditate, center, or calm his mind when he is in an altered state caused by a chemical. The chemical must move through and out his body first. It is normal to feel fear in a new and strange situation. Yoga, unless you know what you are doing, will aggravate what is happening. Yoga is not an innocuous practice as neither is qigong. It can make energy pathologies worse if done haphazardly with no awareness. The most important thing is to keep him safe until he is finished with his experience. I speak out of 20 years of experience of working with kundalini syndrome in hundreds of people all over the world.

Yes...the diet will help you over all and not just with regaining or gaining orgasms. What you are describing is a blood and chi deficient condition which is common to western civilization. Get thee to a good acupuncturist/herbalist. Also if you can...have some basic blood chemistry work drawn including vitamin d and iron. You need to eat meat! Bone broth is stellar help for blood and chi deficiency. Cheap to make and good for you. It also heats my energy right up and makes me horny so I only use it in the winter or when I am ill or when I was deficient. http://www.westonaprice.org/Broth-is-Beautiful.html Keep doing the KAP exercises also. Direct chi flow to your kidneys. Winter is the time of kidney energy so this is a good time to start. Just know that kundalini or shakti is not affected by health. It never goes away no matter how sick you get. I have been extemely ill physically and still be able give shaktipat. So you can keep up with your KAP practices. Good luck and keep us informed. Blessings... that is an excellent exercise. i would also rub my hands together until they get hot and then place them over my kidneys and rub....feels so good. also wearing the colors dark blue and black are good for the kidneys...

drunk and shakti don't mix shakti is most powerful with a clear mind... i don't drink but I never had...no hallucinogens or other anodynes either...don't need it with Kundalini

Plant medicine is powerful stuff. It will force awakening before we are ready but that is really not so true because kundalini only awakens when it is time. To me it doesn't look like, from a distance, that his k is awakening but he is having kundalini type experiences. Not unusual when taking plant medicine. yes...need to get to shaman teacher as soon as possible ...like Tao Meow said. If you cant...My suggestion...what I would do and take it with a grain of salt cause I have not done this plant medicine...is to ask to speak to the deva or consciousness of the plant and ask for mercy. I am not kidding. Ask the deva what would be best to do to have a good relationship with her. How can you best honor this gift she has given you? Eat meat, no eat meat...do this or do that? Make an offering to the deva. I get the feeling these things are important in this situation. You are walking between worlds right now so that is new territory for you. It's a skill just like any other and takes time and practice. As long as you try not to re-integrate into normally reality too quickly, let it run it's course. Don't try to control it. Let it speak to you. you will have to feel into and listen to your heart about what to do. it often contradicts conventional wisdom. You heart will not put your life at risk. Listening to your mind might put you at risk in these situations. I will pray for you and speak to the deva if you give me permission to do so. I can already feel her interest and she is waiting for you.

sounds good shiva dude. i will go ahead and be in shaktipat mode for the evening of the 31st. People can just tune in during their meditation. No chat necessary. That's the way I used to do global shaktipat before you and I started working together...no chat was used.

maybe on the next full moon...which is the first... we combine Solar/Lunar just for the KAP people as a shaktipat. would the evening of the 1st be too difficult?

of course, she takes requests.

It's a good way for one to separate the real kundalini people from the posers if you are sensitive to feeling energy. Deciding which one will be a good teacher/mentor is a different story but at least you have leveled the playing field significantly. Having Santi and I around may lead people to think there are a lot of us kundalites out there but there are not. But there are a lot of posers and those posers may even genuinely think they have awakened kundalini and so teach. Nope...not even close. When Glenn and I first started working together we would fire up each other's adrenals until we got accustomed to each other. We felt wired tight, wound up. Glenn would get these headaches. I could even feel like my adrenals squeeze and make a sound. Its a good thing there is adaptation or we would blow up! And with you we get the flame thrower effect cause you are so yang. For the more esoteric of you...I am internally, my spirit is more yang. Sant's is more yin. Thats why we work so well together because there is this natural balancing of the polarities. But, you can't put Shakti in a box...so extreme yin can feel hot and extreme yang feels cold...so sometimes people get the yang, flame thrower effect with me and the yin, deep subtle effect with Santi.

Almost 20 years of being on the path there are still things that happened to me that I can not explain. Nor have i read about them in a book. I don't even have words to describe some of the stuff that has happened. Yes...there is a lot of Shakti flowing through this list. People are surely being affected on some level. People do pm me about this affect from reading the posts.

if dopamine caused violent behavior by itself we wouldn't be using it as routine therapy in ICUs for raising very low blood pressure. I have given dopamine by IV infusion over a long period of time, 2-4 days, and I can say definately it does not cause violence. we are talking over 4mcg/kg/min...that's a lot of such a potent vasoactive drug to be pumping into people. other factors cause ICU psychosis but it will show up without any dopamine infusions.

Always something that I like to keep on hand for helping discern just that: http://bob-dratch.org/guru1.htm Its always good, IMO, to determine for oneself what is and is not a cult. A cult is basically a group of like minded people. Just where do we draw the line?