ShaktiMama

It's been brought. Tune in. You know the drill. The kundalini path is not for pussies and cowards. They will fall by the wayside but project their failure and disappointment on those who successfully walk the path. If a person can't take responsibility for their own life it is best they don't even start walking on the path. Otherwise, they will be supremely miserable.

lol.... o.m.g! are you 12? Talk about throwing pearls before swine. Keyboard warriors are everywhere. Grow a pair, become a man, and learn to be of service to individuals and the planet and not spread your shit over our chocolate. This type of dialogue is what kept me from joining bums for a long time. So often it's like watching a field of 5th graders trying to bully and punch each other. Stupid chi. Your lack of sensitivity to feeling energy is seriously self evident. My apologies if I offend someone here but jeez...sometimes I just got to call it like I see it. Being cruel and hateful serves no one. In fact, your vomiting of such hateful speech may prevent some of the more sensitive and hurting people from speaking and getting the help they need. Ridicule is the refuge of the cowardly and ignorant. It is important to take a stand against thoughtless cruelty so the shy may speak up. Part of being a leader and teacher is to create a safe place for the student to grow and explore. in fact, I know the hostility that is expressed on this place creates such a atmosphere of fear. How tragic. I am getting PMs from people that say, "please help me". How sad they can't express them selves openly. So what will people say about Tao Bums? "Don't go there. That's where they eat their young." I hope that doesn't happen.

Yes...a reflection of modern culture. Something for nothing. It is ironic isn't i?. Santi and I live lives that would make a good Star Wars movie. What all little kids wish for but when it comes into their lives the adults just want to throw rocks at the people who can help them help themselves makes their wishes come true. You are welcome. My pleasure to be of service. Just tell her how you experience her presence. She will probably appreciate it. I hope more people come to the next shaktipat on the 21st. 100% of donations will go to the Abandoned Children's fund. blessings

that's a good site if a bit wordy. i have never read it all the way through but i recommend it to people to keep from repeating myself over and over. KAP techniques are good. They will do the job for most seekers who are willing to come with an empty cup and a child's mind of wonder and non judgment. My practice is surrender to the direction of Shakti. I am a mystic. It's a simple but rare path with deep rewards. A bit harrowing at times. If you let kundalini direct your life you won't need a lot of instruction except to help you refine your path. It is easier for women.

Yes...what made me susceptible to k awakening was not an yoga or chi gong or whatever internal cultivation/meditation practice du jour. It was doing a fearless emotional cleansing, facing my fears, forgiving my self and others. Effective therapy or group work can also facilitate and awakening. don't mistake the profound self confidence of an alpha female for lack of humility its there when it counts....

Opinions vary and I get confused myself some times. Yes the kundalini can start awakening and that refers to to those instances above. It can be messy trying to untangle the arguments, define terms. I just gave up trying to do so cause it is difficult if not impossible to box the kundalini into specifice parameters. To be blunt, the differences are really only important to those who are trying to awaken or understand kundalini development when there is no kundalini awakening going on. Kundalini development is a lifetime process...always new levels to explore and experience. I am forever the learner and initiate. Can one put a cap on the Tao or the Divine? Once the kundalini rises up the back, up through the crown, comes down the front and anchors into the earth and the fills the body right down to the marrow, then I would call that an authentic kundalini awakening. Maybe it is better to use the terms immature and mature. Kundalini development follows similar to human growth and development with behaviors and characteristics that are peculiar to each phase. There is a conception and a gestation phase, there is birth, then infancy, then toddlerhood, childhood, teenager years, young adult, middle adult, old adult and very old adult. Kundalini is all about becoming the human being we were designed to be, in a natural concert with All That IS, so I am not surprised that it does follow this kind of development. Using that paradigm makes it easier to categorize to me. I would say many of Santi and my students are in the toddler hood to young adult stage. It also helps me help them because some of the identity and development problems are the same as non kundalini people as they grow. There aren't many elders out there that's for sure. Lot of the babies and little kids though. Sometimes I feel like Grandma sitting on the porch in my rocking chair watching the children play. I would love to have more elders join me on the porch. It is slowly starting to happen. All your chakras are always open. If they weren't open you would be dead. There are various degrees of opening. Same way with kundalini. There is a physiological kundalini that keeps the body running or you would be dead. But there is also a spiritual, evolutionary kundalini that resides in the body. Sometimes it opens naturally, sometimes with trauma, sometimes with instruction, and sometimes with Shaktipat. Generally it is some kind of combination of all those factors. hope that helps with Kundalini 101

Yes very true. Stay away if you have no interest in stepping up your life to another level. It is possible to get shaktipat and have your kundalini awake just by participating in these discussions. You want to step out of the realm of the ordinary, keep reading and be open. Santi and I have a complementary and synergistic effect on each other's kundalini shakti. 1+1=3

That, my friend, is a signifier of mature kundalini development. If your kundalini teacher has no juice (energy), back away. It's probably all bullshit you will hear from them. There is a lot of crap out there. But if your teacher doesnt fry you, give you bliss, make you feel loved, make you laugh out loud, threaten your entrenched belief system, enhance your own personal energy field, give you transmission when you read their words or look at their picture when you tune in they ain't the real deal. Authentic is about the juice not about the words. In more understandable terms: Your body is the nexus point between heaven and earth, between the immaterial and the material. It is the taiji pole, the sushumna, the central channel that connects heaven and earth. Once that pole is clear it begins to widen. Eventually that pole widens so much it's circumference is wider than the body. I can widen and constrict the size of that pole at will. And just like any plumbing, the wider it is the more voltage flows through. The more voltage the more alchemical transformation happens. The energy exchange between heaven and earth becomes constant and automatic. Your body is a crucible of alchemical transformation. We are constantly on a cellular level transforming the immaterial to the material, the dense to the less dense all the time. Hopefully, one's practice will take you from the cellular to the global level. The kundalini lightening path does this over time. Eventually, to make a long story short, you become One with All That IS and you know it like you know the sun is going to rise in the east and set in the west. What happens is your life becomes a spontaneous expression of being one with the Tao. You start becoming a natural human being one who lives in tune with Nature and not in reaction. Am I perfect? Hell no. Am I enlightened? Even a bigger hell no. Personally, I think enlightenment is a cultural myth. What I do know is I know who I am and I know why I am here as best I can with my limited awareness. I do know that I am only a beginner on the path. I do know the more I know the less I really now. I am nothing. This is why Santi and I teach about kundaini for individual and global benefit. My individual practice is be fat, be intemperate, not too much meditation, not too much qigong, wild sex when I can get it. Oh, and deep surrender to the bliss of Shakti, the heart of the Divine. Why is that? Because once Kundalini is awake and running all rules go out the window. Hope that helps. Love and blessings, Susan

Glenn used to say, "there are no partial kundalini awakenings." It can be difficult to discern unless your assessment skills are pretty acute. Think about pregnancy. You either are or you are not. There are times when you might think you are but you are not sure until you start showing or feel the "quickening" i.e. the baby moves. Or you can get a test done that shows pregnancy hormones within about 3 days post conception. Kundalini as a science is not that precise. Most of it will be subjective but like pregnancy you either are or you are not. Sure, many people will have different definitions or experiences of what kundalini is but what is the quality of the report or source? Who you going to trust? Why not trust the people who have gone through the process rather those that may be speculating or just relying on the reports of others. There is far more misinformation out there than what is so. Glenn, myself, Santi and others have empirical experience with kundalini. We know what we are talking about. So there are many signs and symptoms of genuine kundalini awakening but a lot of people will argue with me over them. I really don't care anymore if they do. For me it is settled. It is or it isn't. Yours is not. I can see from here. You have a slight slender faint light extending through out your spine from your base to your mid back. If your k was awakening it would look like so bright and shining I would not be able to look at it comfortably. I would also be able to feel it which has many qualities. I do not feel anything that I would consider kundalini related. When kundalini awakens you are changed. When kundalini awakens you would not feel the need to ask these questions because you KNOW. When your kundalini awakens other members of the kundalini tribe will KNOW because they can feel/see you shine. Life becomes extraordinary in many different ways. How do you explain a kiss to someone who has never been kissed? What good is it to intellectualize or debate the kiss? Just do and find out for yourself. This is why you read Santi writing over and over again, "Just do." Awakening kundalini is simple. Easy? Well, that might be another story totally dependent on the individual's personal practice and what they bring to the table.

Well said. For something truly radical in perspective consider that which is called the ego is something that is created by the time we are two years old whose sole purpose is the survival of the organism. It helps keep us alive by protecting us from change. Who wants their lives and decisions made by a two year old baby's influence but yet that's what 99% of the people do. It's evidence is all around us. Rather than destroy, transform and retrain. Be gentle with your self. This will allow the Self to emerge more and more. Just an experiment. Speaking from only my own experiences.

Santi dear, Only some people will get screwed, some will get fucked, and some will fall in love. love, Susan

Energy play for me has to be safe, sane, and consensual. That I learned from Mystress Angelique probably the world's only kundalini awakened Shaman Dominatrix and proud pagan witch. I was once part of her tribe and one of her beloved priestesses. It is for you to work out, witch. Do what you please. No judgments. Just sharing from my own experiences of the last 19 years to add to the discussion. Blessings to you dear Rain. People often get shaktipat just by tuning in to me. yes...you are right... men and women tend to react differently to me men want to get busy and women want to crawl into my lap and cuddle Shakti love

My kundalini is awake and maturely developed. If we say intensity is a measure of enlightenment then I would have to be the most enlightened person on the planet. Based on experience I would say intensity is based on how much clearing the kundalini has to do through the body which determines the intensity. A lot of crap in the body/mind/spirit means a lot of fuel for the fire so a lot of dramatic experiences. My awakening was explosive, fiery hot, dramatic, and orgasmic. My friend, a Xing Yi master, told me that if I was his student and my kundalini awoke like that he would have been ashamed and lost face. Why? Because the Chinese don't do crazy. In yogic or chinese cultivation practices it takes three years to have an awakened kundalini. That is because you do the process slowly and the practices eventually clear all the crap out of your system so you can have a non dramatic awakening. Being a shallow American I like fast and quick and full on pleasure so I have no complaints with the way my K process happened or unfolded. Experiences are just experiences. Intensity is not a measure of enlightenment. A better measure is what's different about the practitioner now? IMO, kundalini awakening is a cross cultural phenomenon, manifested in all the great sprititual traditions most often hidden in occult language. Such knowledge was/is available to only the higher levels...the priesthood, the popes, etc. Why? because walking the kundalini path is opening the door to true Power. Don't want that in the hands of the masses. Why they might get empowered and no longer be satisfied with being sheeple. When your kundalini awakes this is the new birth. You become a new person. It's a brand new life. As the Christians say, "old things pass away, all things become new." If you are not different then your k is not in gear. In non Christian terms, kundalini development heals the split in the body/mind/spirit/matrix. The result is one begins to walk in spontaneous concert with the Tao not living life in reaction. Kundalini creates Alphas out of betas or even zetas. It's the warrior lightening path and not for the faint of heart. Kundalini, chi or prana, are energy. That's about the only similarity between the two categories.

Sex and a lot of it does awaken kundalini. Also sex with partner who is a kundalite will awaken it. So will childbirth, trauma, drugs, etc. In tantra, the love object can either be a god/goddess or a human partner. One views and experience the partner as divine. This is an area of expertise of Santi who is a tantric master so if you want to know the full info on it talk to him. Some day we are going to teach tantra together but not online. This is something you need a face to face teacher if you want to study the good stuff. Arousal whether sexual or from fear or joy, any extreme emotion will awaken kundalini. You are operating here in the real of sex magick, witch. Do keep in mind that using a real person without consent does have karmic repercussions. I know that you are using pictures of someone but we are all connected on an energetic level and using a pic is a way to connect on a personal level. Celebrities are often so screwed up. Many reasons I am sure but how many males masturbated to Brittney Spears? All that intensely focused intentional sex energy will have results. Sex energy is a potent manifestation tool. Party on.

As a nurse, I need to have good energy hygiene. Santi teaches a kick ass Psychic Self Defense (PSD) class. It is the best I have ever seen and I have seen a lot over the years. The only caveat is you have to take KAP 1 first or you will be lost. Maybe KAP 2, I am not sure. It is very advanced. Not like the BS classes or books you pick up in a metaphysical book store or the posing or nattering on you read on the internet. When I say it kicks ass, it KICKS ASS. I am taking in right now and it's rare that I see or experience anything good enough anymore that I want to take a class in but this is one. Of course, I love Kap 1 and 2 which I used to teach with Dr. Morris but Santi has added rocket fuel and brought the instruction up to light speed. It is more powerful than the old system I used to teach with Glenn. Yeah gray auras are bad news. You want them with nice clarity and color. Sometimes they actually have a smell and make me sick to my stomach.

you so cute Serene...just keep avoiding hanging out in that left brain, analytical side and you will go far. no...i am sorry if i wasnt clear one learns to adapt and this becomes a plus rather than a minus. I just use a spell checker or read things over a couple of times. I am a speed reader also..have been since i was 13...like up to 1000 words a minute when i am really cooking. K does improve your processing skills and you do see things in a different way or that you never noticed before. A lawyer with empath abilities....whooo....you can charge a lot for that. A lawyer who can see auras and then know whose lying...whoo baby. Glenn was a stickler for proper grammar and sentence structure. He pretty much edited his own books.

yes he did. there is something we kundalites refer to as "rewiring" of the nervous system, actually the whole body, as k arises. The body must adapt to running more higher and intense "juice" or energy, specifically kundalini. The endocrine system starts to rejuvinate so people look younger. Also women who were in menopause start menstruating again with the ability to get pregnant returning. It sometimes feels like my brain has it's own movements. I feel currents and pulsations. I am not alone in this. This is common. In short, everything that happens with this rewiring phenomenon is to make a person an alpha out of a enormous herd of betas. We start to walk different, strut actually, we get stronger, healthier, smarter, charismatic, etc. In some sense you will get that with normal chi cultivation practices but kundalini kicks it up to another level. This is why this path is cultivated in esoteric martial arts...it makes a better warrior. Hoshin.us, Rob Williams, Soke, Glenn's spiritual heir, is committed to creating Kundalini Warriors. This was a vision of Glenn's. The claims we make can seem outlandish until you get in a room full of us. Awesome skills and abilities. Glenn was a stats and research guy. If he said it raised IQ 20 points I am sure he did the field work to say so. He has an excellent test he created that shows you what chakras are prominent and which are weak but he made the test in corporate speak so he could use it in that environment. I think he put portions of the test in his last book, "quantum crawfish". He was a corporate trainer for years. He and i used to talk about this dyslexic, writing problems. Was it because the k amped up our processing abilities and the body couldn't keep pace? Was it because the right brain becomes more prominent? Was it because our state of consciousness was now at a different level? Was it because we find spoken word and such inefficient and we were passing over into empath/telepath realms? We were not sure but we were contemplating reasons. I find that this is one of the side effects of k awakening. I tend to think it's probably a little bit of all of it. Also, the left brain is sort of pushed aside and the subconscious comes through more often so you see a lot more Freudian slips in kundalites. My writings are riddled with these characterists and can tend to the stream of consciousness.

This is right on the money, Kate. It is difficult to trust others or decide who you can trust if you don't trust yourself. It's a practice that takes time. I have come to the point where I trust everyone until they prove otherwise. I believe and I know that this is a radical belief that everyone is good and wants to do right in the best way they know how. Also I am a creature of common sense, pragmatism, and energy conversation. I know quickly who will waste my time (energy) and who will not. Again, that takes time and practice to suss out the wankers from the genuine. Cultivating an open hearted life with increasing sensitivity to energy-that's why inner cultivation is important-will teach one how to discern who is trustworthy and who is not. I tend now to not make alliances with the untrustworthy. My energy field does not attract them and keeps them from getting to too close to me.

Definitions of the Divine are variable. My experience of the Divine makes me celibate...then some juicy guy comes along and changes my mind for awhile. In communion with the Divine could make me celibate forever. Why? The Divine is the Perfect Lover. Gives me great physical and spiritual ecstasy. What can I say? I am an ecstatic mystic. If something is out of sync in the relationship whose problem is it? Mine. I can't blame anybody but myself. Eventually is relative to yourself. It depends on how much training you get. Training with someone makes eventually, the span much shorter. It also depends on your emotional baggage and physical traits, karma too if you believe in that.

--spontaneously vaginally orgasmic, especially with male eye contact If it happens without intent i would more chalk it up to the energetic polarities between genders or if one is more yin and the other more yang. The more stronger the polarity the more intense this orgasmic contact. --receptive to other people's emotions, particularly during times of emotional distress. Sometimes people dying alone would show up, and I'd sit with them --having spiritual entities visit, i.e. thoughtforms. --having sex with spiritual entities visiting --giving guys boners and wet dreams --sixth chakra orgasms from men with strong sixth chakra power giving it to me (through the forehead, that is ) --healing through my hands, pulling the sickness into me and then sending it into the ground --I had a crown chakra orgasm once All the rest is not unusual in k development, particularly in the early stages of k rising. Eventually, this stuff calms down as the energy becomes more settled in the body. --the best thing, and VERY sexual, is my heart chakra ability. I ejaculate energy out of the center of my chest, very similar to a man's orgasm in the timing of the contractions, the involuntary nature of it (I reach a point of no return, etc.), the spent feeling afterwards, it drains all my kundalini energy. And it's really great. If I could only have one type of orgasm, it would be heart chakra orgasms, they're that good. The effect of dumping it into men with chest-to-chest contact--they become both more vulnerable and more, well, alpha male, hard to explain. Also they get emotionally attached, sort of underfoot, so I've been careful about that, don't want to hurt anybody. Also seems to have a healing effect. If they aren't kundalini active, it seems to set off the kundalini process, so I've also been careful about that, don't want to unbalance anyone or start something they aren't ready for. Dumping my heart energy out to someone remotely hasn't had the same effect. Healing energy, yes, alpha male, yes, emotionally attached to me, no. So that's good. I generally have to have a go-to guy, a sex object for this, to unload, otherwise the energy builds up in my chest and I get fratchety. Female blue balls. That's my bag of tricks. I don't circulate, except sending the energy up from my vagina to my heart. The sixth chakra and crown chakra experiences I've had were from men giving their forehead energy to me, so I skipped the circulation part. Everybody circulates orbits. if you didn't circulate you would die or be sick. Glenn and I used to mess with an acupuncturist by changing our orbits while she checked our pulses. "You should be dead with those orbits!" as i reversed the chong mai circulation. Learning about orbits, how to cultivate and control, will bring refinement to your practice. Heart chakra orgasms are fun and fun to share. You can offer your blue balledness to the Divine. You will get something real nice in return.

Note: Sorry for constant editing. Shakti has so changed my brain that my perfect spelling and grammar skills are dysfunctional No need for PUA. PUA is for amateurs. Its all about inner cultivation. If you got the juice it just flows. Some of my male students learned how to tickle a gspot etherically on their own without any instruction from me. They are strong cultivators. I can give you techniques...it's all about intent...but if you don't have the juice it won't work. For one example, when I place my hands on my students shoulders I use my orbits of which there are an infinite number, to put training wheels to their orbit and rev it up. Mine are strong and can act as a template for other people. I will start running mine in and soon theirs will begin to resonate and then entrain with mine. Then I start letting the Shakti flow into them. Their breathing picks up, they begin to tremble, shake and sway. Soon they start to gasp and moan, giggle and laugh. I can feel the energy get more intense in them (I am a kinesthetic empath) and before they get to the point where they might embarrass themselves, I stop. But they will feel good for hours if not for days. Don't have to rely on my word for it. I do this in a room full of people. I have also given shaktipat in public events and people have fallen to the floor (we catch them) because their body relaxes with the energy and the good feelings. I put one hand on their heart and one hand on their back behind their heart and let the shakti just flow through me. I call it heart shaktipat because it is more gentle than the shaktipat that starts at the lower chakra or root. Energy can be shaped with intent so that is why I can do with eye contact. I am not manipulating them. I just make a connection thru the eyes (with their permission, I always have consent...i don't hunt out people to give them orgasms). I can see who they really are, that infinite beauty of the Self. When I see that in them the Shakti just flows from me to them. Their eyes light up, they get a bit of a surprised look on their face, they smile and sometimes start to cry. To see people as they really are: perfect, whole, and complete is to give them a great gift. This, to me, is what Namaste is really about. It introduces them to a spiritual ecstasy that can be experienced as orgasmic. I can also do this long distance. Santi can do these same things. This is why we do global shaktipats. To share Shakti with individuals and Mother Earth. Of course, this has a nice application during intimate moments with a lover. I learned to do this on my own by listening to the direction of Shakti. Santi can teach you the cultivation techniques and you will be able to do this too, quickly, if you learn from him.

Hello All, I saw a post by witch today re: women and kunalini awakening. That is what made me finally want to join...to discuss this with her. Not many female k teachers out there. here's more about me if you want to learn. http://www.kundaliniawakening.com/who-we-are.html Susan Carlson

Thank you for the warm welcome. shakti love, Susan

I also want to thank you for the warm welcome. Shakti love, Susan

It won't happen. Our styles are too different. She wanted me to be submissive to her. You can't get alpha females to be in the room with each other for long. She was a very helpful friend in the early years. Learned some good things from her and then in like a lot of relationships, we grow in different ways. Female Sexual Power: http://www3.sympatico.ca/antoine.carre/femalepower/index.htm My sincerest apologies if you felt laughed at. I can be an arrogant asshole at times. Glenn used to say, "if you were an asshole before k awakes, you will be wide and gaping after." I dont know what Eris means but I am a triple fire sign. Leo Sun, Leo Rising, Aries moon. My k was sputtering along in the late 80s or 90s...maybe pranic stuff ...not sure. I got shaktipat in 10/91 and my life was forever changed. KAP is big on surrender and so am I. Kundalini practice is futile if there is no surrender. Resistance is futile. The more one begins to think of themselves as zero or nothing (not in a door mat type of way) the faster the process will happen. My whole kundalini practice and history can be summed up in the word surrender. Like Santi says...Come with an empty cup.