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I'll look into it friend =)

This was a bridge for me, thank you. this WAS a pivotal point in my life. The meditation of WHO YOU ARE is the most powerful magic I think I will ever comeacross. Thank you so so so much sunshine.

I would rather die than then give up my spiritual fuckings-around. I didn't say I made it up. I said I stumbled upon it. If you thuroughly read my original post (you replied to,) I said I got it out of kostas books. (I guess I was wrong, LOL!) Anyways I hope you feel real priviledged and elite being 'honor-bound' to withhold such information. "I'm not trying to insult you, I just want you to avoid health problems. I could be wrong; perhaps your on to something. If this is the case than more power to you." You're not trying to insult me? You are doing a very good job of it! Either help me or shut the fuck up! How dare you tell me to just stop trying! I didn't ask you! GOD DAMMIT you really hit a cord with that! FUCK

ooooh thanks dude.

I seriously have no idea what to say. =p

"I don't know you, but what your doing is basically like reaching into a bag of unidentified, random drugs and eating a good size handful. Just a thought." Ok, so I guess I should stop. (lol...) Honestly though, how can you justify even saying that? It is what I have figured out (experientally) for myself to be probably one of the more effective practices I stumbled across... So of course I should pursue it... I feel like I am pursuing the better of two choices and am being insulted for it. I may be a failure, but this sort of thing is relly important to me and I am really offended that you would say something like that, apparantly just for the sake of saying it... (because I can't imagine why you would bother to tell me that other than to suggest I stop trying... which is ridiculous, and you should know that.)

OoOoooh that does sound cool =) too bad I live in germany, though... I won't cross the pacific to see my parents, even... Though I guess I am much more interested in meeting all the tao bums =) (Especially Lozen... )

I read the books... They were great... The instructions weren't spelled out, but if you read through the book, and have some experience withnei gung, you should be able to figure it out rather easily. The first stage involves, mainly, just filling the dan tien with energy, and solidifying it there. If you have ever practiced bone-marrow nei gung (per mantak chia,) then you shouldn't have any problem figuring out how to do it. It is also said elsewhere in one of the books that it is important to 'circulate' the chi via standing postures, (ie embracing the qi,) as an important supplement. once you have enough energy stored in the dan tien, it will naturally rise up the spine. I am guessing than when you get so much of it pushed up the spine, voila, you have the kundalini awakening-- the first stepping stone on the road to immortality. I fuck around with this practice a bit, solidfying qi in the dan tien. I can personally vouch for its effectiveness. I practiced it almost constantly for about a week or two.. and was having very strong sensations in my 4th chakra, thoractic spinal area, and even manged to get it pushing up into the base of my skull. I supplemented with bhanda lock techniques... And I am pretty much convinced that in a period of a few months (at the most,) of very dedicated practice, I could achieve the first stage.

omg I just blew 110 bucks. which reminds me I need to visit lozen's online herb shop..maybe she has something that can compliment my two new dream enhancers ... ugh lol =p I hope I am not dissapointed

what do those things do? what is orgone?

don't forget that ultimately good/evil is nonsense, if that means anything to you. If you are dragged down into righteousness, you are dragged down into the realm of 'evil'. I mean, I know these are just words... That as long as we are on this plane of existance, good/evil is clearly a force to be reckoned with... but, mandrake, especially, sounded very offended in this writing. This is too bad, because notonly did he not heed what cloud recluse said in oneof his posts, but he is clearly not thinking in a detached, objective manner. I think buddhism in all its forms is a piece ofshit religion that is not only inferior as a means to enlightenment, but BREEDS the kind of behavior that cloud is talking about through there method of rejection/celibacy etc. so fuck all the buddhists. . .. ... .... If you're too blind to see, that last paragraph was written to make a point.

I have been looking for midget - on - midget porn if anyone has run across any. I can find midget chick w/ regular dude/chick, but no midget male with midget female =( hehhe that would be so funny...! anyways, everyone please do a little experiment. hold your hand up to the picture of that reiki chick, (preferably the breast area!!) and feel the energy. Now, put your hand up to the blank GOOGLE screen, and see if you feel the energy. .... try putting your hand to yoda's post. try blind experiments. randomly open a page, and see if you can 'feel' the difference in energy between them, without knowing which page you are actually at.

I am HIGHLY skeptical of such things as this... I tried it.. I did feel some energy. not alot, certainly not enough to be 'healing'... I won't immediately withdraw my skepticism, though. (I think I may even have had similiar experiences, though much more profound, on another internet forum...) What exactly did you sign up for, dude, so you got the chakra buzz? I want a chakra buzz...

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I understand that when we meditate, energy is guided by thought. this is a fundamental principle in regards to many of our meditation techniques. I understand that magick, (and mayhaps I am wrong,) is when one charges a 'thought' with much energy...and the thought becomes manifest. (for example, I believe that the whole 'the teacher comes when the student is ready' phenonema an awesome example of this, that I believe I have experienced myself. I think that I just thought about recieving a teacher so much that the thought eventually became manifest.) But do thoughts in *themselves* have the potential to 'vibrate' at 'high frequencies'??? do you think that it is possible to cultivate thought-patterns, (to the extent of automatic subconscious recreation,)that are of such a high frequency unto themselves that they hold the potential of transcendance?? It would not be so much a matter of guiding our innate subtle energies anymore... but literally CREATING it within ourselves with our thoughts..! such things as celibacy would be unimportant.. because the jing is no longer the primary source of energy! If this is possible, how do you think our 'high-frequency' thoughts would effect our astral bodies? would a reservoir of energy build up in our brains, (thought-centers?) GOSH this is an interesting concept and I hope you guys are as interested as I am!

I'm white and I have a massive penis.

I was just thinking that about the reviews. I just put a big order in through amazon... and realized, after reading only good review after good review, that business is better if people don't trash the products they're trying to sell. thanks for that link, trunk.. that chick is HOT!

oOoOh my.. my metabolism is so fast I would be dazed and confused past the second day. I bet it would be awesome for cleansing, though. good luck!

I have timothy leary's transltion of TSOTGF.. no introduction =( I didn't know he had one... jung is probably one of the few dudes I 'admire'... His work on the 'group unconciousness', archetypes, the aspects of the self, his personality theory.. all extraordinary... in his autobiography he mentions many occult happenings.. and can get VERY spiritual in flavor towards the end. obviously, he is known as a 'reviver' of western alchemy... However I have never seen any works of his contributing directly to western occultism... (not to say that his philosophy on psychology does not contribute greatly to the subject...) I 'admire' him so much, I framed a picture of him, peering through a tome, in black and white. To me, this picture represents the archetype of the old wise man-- manifest.

I have seen what the bleep do we know.. not the 6hour interviews version, though.. I might get that off of amazon.. very awesome stuff! On another forum, I am talking to a brilliant, brilliant fellow who is devising 'the language of light' using the I Ching hexagrams. It is truly awesome stuff.. He has had decades of work regarding western esotoricism, though... and speaks in a language I can hardly understand. He is a hermetic alchemist... and a true pioneer in the science of transcendance.. at least this is my opinion...

by the way, can anyone point me in the direction of *decent* online I ching resource? I want to learn about all of the trigrams and hexagrams... and I would like to have a decent resource to do it with. I'll probably buy a book, too... probably a set. any suggestions would be really appreciated..(!) =) and, also, to continue on with the original intent of the post some people believe that thought *is* energy. That thought and matter is essentially the same thing, just operating at different frequencies. I guess I would have agreed that this is a strong possibility.. but how to go about making my thoughts vibrate so high-low? is it a matter of concentration?

I think this is working well for me. a coworker took me to mcdonalds for lunch today.. and I succumbed to the pressure.. (omg it looked so good!)... I felt pretty sick and disgusted afterward =( there was even a nasty after-taste. I think I will be hard-pressed to eat like that again. On the other hand, I know my body must be getting healthier, for me to feel like that after eating mcdonalds. I am going to have to start bringing my own lunch or something. their is a gas-station that serves HEAVENLY sandwiches I can eat... but every day for the next year? please...

oh? do you only fit one of those characteristics..?

ya, ok man. dig your head in the sand and believe it's not there. when the revolution comes, you'll remember.

hey thanks man. my healthy palace is crazy lucky. I have the roofbeam star, as well as BOTH the 'intellect' star, AND the 'intelligence' star, AND some third star.. not a 'good' or 'bad' star, but one of the 'extra', 'supplementary' stars or whatever. that, as well as both emperor and empress stars for my pleasure palace.. (lol, 'pleasure palace..) I couldn't be more pleased with my chart. yay for me =) the bad thing, though, is the marriage palace-- it is generallisimo and the 'humpback' stars. that means that not only will I marry some bitch, but she'll be ugly, too?