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damn just lost my loooong post. no, it is a WAR and sometimes a love affair.

Hey Deci, Nice . edit: I was asking something but figured it out just now.

No ,no, no - god is light as well. The proof is in my belief. Just had to say that while reading this thread -- that is all. Later , xx

Vilagers living in fear of a vampire striking again! They are scared for real and in many places like that vampires are not just a legend. Now whats really going on - I wonder? Tourist opportunity, a psycho , cannibal.. http://www.independe...ia-3311899.html from Serbian vampire horror film

Hydrogen said: ..Some simpletons still think I dreaming of being butterfly or butterfly dreaming of being me profound... I guess I am a simpelton than. This still sounds beutiful! Dont think we need new models , but updated approach as the life field is mapped differently now than it was centuries ago. Taking in consideration that the mind is working differently now than in past and with that strenghts and weaknesses are in different fields of life. Our ideals is money these days, and our gods (or we make ourselves into the image of ) are pop stars and actors.

Well they do cook with loads of garlic, so yes they eat it too. However garlic is kept in the pocket in the belief that it repels vampires.

Yeah how does that work, how does one tell?

Yes, it could be that. It could be that simple folk living in natural setting ,slow pace , old skool style are more sensitive naturally too. Interesting to mention is that the local legend runs that the vampires shape shifts into a butterfly or a bird (maybe some other animal too that I am not aware of). I ve watched some documentaries/footage (unfortunatley not in English) about people living there and their beliefs . Some of them do overexagurate (dont know how to spell that ,sorry) and some of them look genuinly concerned -- unless they are very good actors . Most of them would not go to certain places at certain time of the day -- even prior to this vampire report. It is very interesting as this has been going on for centuries .

Dont know about that feeling, sorry. Am interested in what do you mean Eskrimador? Would you explain, as I dont get it from your description. Do you mean push the energy to your feet?

Yes. To add - you are exactly how you are supposed to be , a part of the nature that is very small but very significant just as you are. When you decide (or shall I say when the time is right) to change , again that is just as it is supposed to be,outcome of change is also just as it is supposed to be. Nature is not what is commonly understood as perfect through human eyes. I remeber a very beutiful story from 'Yoga Vaishista' about a big deamon who after a long practise and regerts got enlightened (pls. correct anyone if I dont remeber it exactly right). So this enlightened deamon knows what there is to know and really doesent want to be a deamon any more , however he cant get a boon to completley redemonise (I invented the word again )himself as this is his nature and role in the world in order to keep it alive. The best he could do is to transform into a viral bacteria that infects (feeds) every so often .

Another good book I have read recently is this Master of lucid dreaming http://www.amazon.co...54350706&sr=8-1 It doesent contain dreaming techniques and its not a manual , but it is very interesting and talks about lucidity from a very interesting point of view. ed :to add that anyone wishing to lucid dream can just try become more lucid during the day and do meditation before sleep an that will definetly result in more and more lucid dreams and being aware of obe and such , plus meditating in the sleep... Lucidity slowly and irregulary starts overtaking replacing old ways of being.

I love freestyling and find religions stagnant . They stick to the same tradition most of the time blindly in the world of constant change. Trying to preserve it at almost any cost and with that growing more and more non flexible and further away from the soul of the religion. However at the same I have drawn much inspiration from certain traditions and continue to pick and choose whatever resonates.

Ah OK ,as long he is allowed to do whatever his mood or obligations command.

What if he doesnt feel to go and ejaculate into his spine, but instead decides to go shopping?

Yes Rainbow ,agreed! Would have loved to learn: Being able to surf life as it comes. Learn to work with my dreams. Learn how to be feraless and be able to love no matter what and with feet firmly planted on the ground. Everything else falls into place.

Very emotionaly intense film Ive seen recently Turtles can fly

The most skillful ones dance in the shadow . Fearlessly - in the arms of the Unknown. Leaving no footsteps.

You are so sexist, I find it offensive by now. Do you have to write some nonsense about women in every post of yours even if the topic is not about women? CHILL OUT mate !

Welcome back!

Being vegan myself and knowing many vegans this just doesnt make any sense to me. Could it be some sort of reverse psychology at play in this case judging by the rest of your post..I wonder. Anyway dont want to go too off topic as it is a good and informative thread.

Why?

lol @ vegan face thanks for sharing de paradise . inspiring. How did you start feeding yourself again? What did you eat first and second etc.day (if you feel like sharing..)? Fasting heals that is so true.

Fasting if you are skinny (but healthy) is not hazardous, maybe if one has eating disorder than it is hazardous. I dont weight much and when did about 3 weeks fast I lost only 4.5kg . My stomach area looked really wierd as if I didnt have a stomach and not particulary attractive. Had no problem regaining weight in a few weeks afterwards. So if you dont mind being super skinny for that period go for it, if done right it is a wonderfull tool. I would like to emphasise in general on being well informed, careful and methodical on starting eating again, as this is the period much attention should be payed.

Maybe free will starts when we forget our interconectedness and believe we are somehow seperate . Maybe free will is the Devil pretending and shouldnt be fed too much.(Marbels will looove this ) Or ? Just stuff thats crossing my mind right now. I wont really get into deep discussion , unless my mind changes of course .