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God bless. Condolences ,it is so sad.

Sloppy , Cant you rent a room all for yourself somehow?So you always have some comfort zone for yourself. Its hard ,this things are a lot of work . Everyone has their own "devils" you know.And none of them are pretty. I think it is always good to keep goal in the mind-for example peacefulness and constantly look how to achieve it even while studiying or whatever else you may be doing. And when you get irritated remind your self of your goal again.Thinking I dont want this,I want peace and learn how to plug yourself into that current.Like this ,all the time.It is possible you know ,not saying it is easy though. From what I found out its about keeping focused and working all the time.Trying to stay sharp. This kind of approach worked for me. I know of someone who was in the similar position during student days and he used to meditate at night for hours when his roomate was asleep.As that was the only quiet time for much needed contemplation and recharging.

Hi Tux, Ive healed an injury (close to death)+ organ damage becouse of it.Body is incredible,it can repair itself much more than what is commonly accepted. I think mostly fruit diet helped me heal(and here im not suggesting you should try it as this is not for everyone unless you are attracted to it)and meditations. What I do reccomend is lots of medical chi kung and maybe a good acupuncturist and /or a healer that is proven to know what theyre doing. Good luck!

Reply to the original post: "Where does lonliness come from.." From the same "place "as everything else.Lonliness can be be fulfilled with different point of view. In a mean time till that happens , stay with it little by little .Maybe take the lonilenss's hand and dance with her for a while.Seduce her and fall into her arms. Dont be afraid or run away looking for something else.And you wont be lonley anymore. Or be an alchemist and transform it into fuel for meditation. Whatever feels good for you. Fierce desire to try and love anything that life offers under all circumstances is in IMO the way.Love is best ,nothing beats it.

Welcome mibale! Hey Tactile, is Juho your real name?It means "soup" in my language. Just letting you know,things like this are important...

Interesting...about psychotic break and priesthood(sorry for being away from topic). Do you know where in Africa?Reccomend a book or something on shamanism in Africa? Cheers

Kundalini without juices?Is it posiblle? Purley becouse when light "fixes "a person up there will naturally occur secretions. From my little understanding when secretion in the the brain is released ,and liquid drips it totally nourishes and heals the whole system.All the glands work so smoothly,and everything is harmonised. Ive read somewhere about different levels of Amrit.If remeber corecctly-first it is felt in the body,than in the throat and lastly when aboundant it will be tasted in the mouth-or so the author was describing.There might of been other levels too I that cant recall.

Iam saying a prayer for you Applecart!

Seth, Thanks for sharing.I enjoyed it a lot ,as well as what you and Varja wrote in kundalini thread . My story. My heart opened wide for about 4 months constantly after some big close family problems. Emotionally painful times. At that time i have been meditating daily for some years as well as practise of yoga. After few days of a lot of prayers the liquid started to to flow from my head(Ive heard LOUD sounds before opening up . I also heard of amrit but did not really believe that i could have already tasted it.But yes,amrit it was.And bliss it was. Ive read in a book (by Roy Eugene Davis"Yoga sutras of Patanajali"(his version or understanding.)),that firstly one should sit with tounge rolled up ,concentrated on ajna chakra eyes unmoving,and importantly paying attention that tounge is still.Yogis say if tounge is still,the mind is still too.And appereantly tounge is the hardest muscle to control in the body .Also in the book its said that only after 3 min or so of thoughtlessness comes samadhi,so i thought that a pretty good deal let me try ,i can put thoughts at bay for that amount of time. And it worked perfectly.Everything was melting away in this liquid light. Amrit flowing in my blood.Even my skin,hair and nails glowed. And all was so joyful.Lots of different type of understanding of life was unveiling. With this understanding psychic abilities started to grow too.And awarness of other life forms . Than it became scary. Here Id like to say that its helpful to work with teacher or have a friend with deeper understading. And i prayed for it all to end from depths of my heart.And than the knowing came that if i wanted it all to end now,next time around when i start to open will be incredibley hard(and so it was). It all calmed down and ended in a few months . Its been 6 years ago. My life since than.Few years of bitter heart.Sadness,so much of it.Mixed with joy . Similar to what Seth expirienced -highs and lows. Lost acesss to amrit.Kept on practisng always daily. Than i had a spinal injury 2 years ago and suffered and had to go to work as i have no means of surviving otherwise (and i do manual work!),but couldnt get angry any more becouse anger shape emotion would hurt me physically as my body was badly injured. Did have spiritually very high times too.But in reality-I was wanting to die. Through this Ive understood FINALLY(and i know this is the end of any depressive feelings whatsoever for me,they ve burned away-cremated themselves)that it so usless to tune myself into wanting something better and emotional high that is only a memory anyway.Just stay with whatever is going on and dont care(becouse everything is happening or not happening on its own accord,it flows) and at the same time construct beutiful life for myself. Thats what im doing now,play nicley and reconnect.But dont really care whatever happens,becouse im not scared anymore. So now i still have to heal a wee bit more physically ,otherwise im feeling body is opening slowly again ,litereally in past few weeks... Gosh ,this was maybe too long.Like an essay. Its been great to read you everyone and i am looking forward reading more people joining in.

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Just reading this thread : ...(Re:Metal Dog) Its not written in a spirit of discussion,but what sound to me- some sort of dislike for the nation. If we continue like this we can find something wrong with every country and start war maybe. what you wrote in few places and your last reply to Rain was just so ugly to read mate.I am not saying you have no right to get upset,but take it easy. Respekt . Vortex has a good point too but Im not convinced about last two sentences !

+1 Re fizix:Discovering a "energy perv"in such accurate way could show just as much of display of spiritual achivments and has potential to create followers. And "suck energy out ". Whats with sucking energy anyaway? I like what Scotty said we all influence each other,its just understanding on what influence is appropriate to act upon.

Hi there, very nice story. It is amazing that you are healing so fast now after such long time.Ill go check out the book now, Sun

I have learned something and still have to learn a lot. You see everything feels so correlated to me with OBE and everything else in life.So im still working myself out . I knew of someone who has a mate in Australia and they used to meet in dreams like this for a chat.haha.Sounds like a good skill to have. Yes you are right this is amazing,and also it is amazing how multideimensional life is.

Hello Melanie, Welcome !I have be OBEing since young age.And remeber asking my mum that i am scared when my body goes stiff when i close my eyes and im thinking ,but cant move it,she didnt know unfortunatley.It was so scary back than.Those pshycic realms tally with realms of our mind(IMO). Nowadays i love the feeling of loosing body councessnes. OBE has never been focus for myself just something that happens .It feels better for me to try and shift to meditation while sleeping if i can.Thats what im working on now. Do you keep dream journal?It is helpful to work my dream world out and break into patterns and meanings ,than you can remind yourself of those inside the dream and break into different spheres ..or shift councissness. I think best protection is developing honesty,kindness and good intention as in character wise.

Pozdrav i dobrodosao na forum Aku(hi and welcome to forum Aku) , I dont know about acu points at all,but i do suggest you to post this on the main thread and im sure youll get more help and some good advice. I had some problems due to hard work too and sun salutations and medical qi gong helped a lot. Sun

I was joking with you Maybe do more meditation and explore and research more to understand from within. Happy journey!

Hey Astral, Ive tried to read that famous book of his.Even bought it ,but as i flicked through few pages it felt boring.So i gave it to someone. It doesent talk to me.

Meditation for me is like doing it in the beginig and it feels like mental-emotional showering/bathing and then after some time meditation does you . You were asking how to do it safley.Im going to sound taoist now,but it is to embrace unsafety.

Beoman,a mosquito? Could it be mosquito bite on the forehead? Are they about where you live?

I am eating similar to 80/10/10 ,mostly fruit for 3 years.Just you must feel for it. Like ,this way must feel very inspirational .Or life makes you eat this kind of food in some way. I am sure many people would say that this is imposiblle ,and all the friuts and fruit sugar from it will invite the aliens to eat the jang from your eyelashes and you will get ill and protein and b12 and etc...From expirience body is such an amazing machine capable of so much if we just leave her alone . For me this is the only suitable food right now. Just to let warn you after some time body doesent want to eat cooked or oil ,salt,it gears up diferentlly.But mind might want to,so some problem might occure if you want to start eating cooked again. Otherwise expiriment. Its worth you while try and read some negative stories so you can feel if it is still atracctive for you. Oh and Astral is right excerise is must,and it feels so good.Just running outdoors in a park is like an extacsy,i crave it.

IMO your teacher is right. But think how many dangers one faces in daily life ,even just by crossing a road,or going to doctor-some person you dont know and trust with your life just becouse everyone else does and its so common so it must be true etc... Dont be scared life gives us tools at every step too. When you are a baby you cant go ride bike on the main road.Slowly you can learn and will not be scared any more. There are many types of life forms (thought forms,beings made only of fire element etc)coexisting,its a part of nature.Its normal. I usually tell those nasties if they turn up to F***O**!

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Hi to you too

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