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Is this than similar to some tantric practises in some way do you know? Ill go google Ilmu khodam as well

Those kids in the park asking you about time...sorry it annoyed you,but it is funny situation. I can imagine when i was a kid ,id probably do the same.Terrible,naughty,misbehaved,looking for a good laugh.Or just a kid? World is as it is,either it breaks us down or we open up and welcome it.so soften up,awake the teddy bear inside you( ?! ).Go along and try and see yourself from their point of view and have a laugh.It is much nicer feeling.Or? IMO it is important to change ones own attitude and adopt to enviroment as oppose wanting for ennviroment adopting to us.Be smart like a Edit:good luck for the future,wish you peace

thumbs up to love virus!

All this Faith No More brought spring to my feet

Thanks for posting this ,will look at it properly tonight.Very moving. I remeber reading some 10 years ago about troubles in Ivory Coast and kids being abducted at certain age,brainwashed to the point of losing memory of home(with a proper system developed)and trained as army.It was a story told by a boy who somehow managed to escape and it was incredible life .They even fed them soup with bits of human meat in it.(dont have reference to the article any more) Blessings and constructive positive thoughts to all suffering.

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Yes Rain,i agree

Hardyg,since I dont know the whole verse it may get misinterpreted.So here we go. It is a mystical poetry written by a sage with reference to kundalini. And it backs up (and also resonates with my own expirience-which doesent have to be the same for all of us)what i wrote about not controlling but relaxing and not resisting new and very unfamiliar force to manifest. It is definetly not meant to point out to stop thinking and become a doormat or similar. Hope this explains it a bit better.

I also dont think it is about controlling kundalini ,but to stop resisting and allowing /accepting her to manifest through body/mind. It is fresh intelligence manifesting and old set of habits/thought structures are being totally reshaped.She is changing everything and totally knows what she is doing, so relaxing is the key.It is like trying to stop Sun from shining. Some time ago Ive read a poem by an Indian sage(cant remember his name),but he says "...to really love ,means to embrace uncertainty."

Interesting idea TaoMeow ,but have to disagree from my point of reality. Forgivness happens (it is not decided)to ourselves or others and it is change of heart,learning how not to hold grudges ,opening up, and softening of general view on life (becoming less stiff) and this in turn allows to take life as it comes ,"feeling what we really feel". Practising forgivness would be learning how to tune in ourselves into that state.I wouldnt say it is brainwashing ,just another way.

Interesting title of the topic.

lose the mind?it is imposibble becouse mind does not really exist .hahahaha welcome to the madhouse!

And to answer original post i think kundalini would be more like a Holy Spirit in Christian sense.And Satan and his lot could be compared to Asuras (of Hinduisam)who can have same powers like Devas(angelic beings)but use it in negative sense.

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Hey Michael, Yeah I feel the same too- as in earth element. I was talking more about Earth as a being/sort of living organisam and everything on her in her including us humans etc..as part of her,coexisting together.Larger picture scenario and not a shallow sentimental :Oh poor Gaia!blah . But deep turn over and understanding of where one stands in a bit larger scheme of life. So in the same way child can start learning whilst growing up that s/he cant go and wee-wee in the living room,I belive we have potential to learn skills that fit the larger view of how things work. Most of us dont hence all the disasters. Just explaining my perspective on assuming the responsability for ones actions and trying to take closer look at everything.

Anyone in here tried to feel the Earth?Really feel it?Did you ever cry for/with her? If yes so from depth of your heart,what happened as a result? Some new good resolves ,understanding and deepening of respect on my part. I personally feel that these are hard times ,and also that some positive resolve is trying to and is coming through.Just a gut feeling.

I dont know about dragons(except that where im from they have 7 heads an spit fire).But the cave in the video s asolutley amazing!What a beuty.

Anyone out there does sleep time practise traditional/nontraditional,self-tailored?What is it? I want to start awaking in the sleep more ,as i feel it has so much potential and is annoying me to waste too much time in slumber . So if there is anything that works for you,something you found out and dont mind sharing? What about sleeping qigong ,whats that about?Anyone practises it? Thank you, Sun

Thank you all for your replies ,all of them valuable contributions.

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Thanks for sharing again Susan, So interesting to read. I used to have snake dreams too a lot,they were everywhere trees,ground,everywhere.Still sometimes those dreams occur. One time I woke up at night and saw cobra next to me standing erect .I thought OK I am awake and there is cobra next to me ,what do i do?Run to toilet ?but she might react and bite me.Then opted to stay lying in bed and closed my eyes.Maybe it was runaway snake from somwhere by some wierd chance ,I dont know. About your underground vision with lioness and three days and nights archetype .First thing that came into mind - that three is a more torough version of one.Divine is often portrayed as trinity,they say all good things come in threes,three is a magic number... Other than that i feel a bit rusty right now. Wonder what others think? What was most helpful understanding for you been so far on your path(i hope this is not too personal)? Take care, Sun

I was asking you to ask yourself and look deeply behind "structures and energies"and you are right everyone can do it for themselves. Are you sure that memories are stored in the brain though?Maybe the memories and thoughts are what you call me.

P.S i thought it be interesting to write that last year when i moved into new area i saw the house from my vision in a dream as i cycled on my way to work.Cold sweat run down. We really have to love so much ourselves and all and let whatever comes along be that is the most beutiful way to exist otherwise it is like punishment.

Shakti Mama, do those visions come to most people with awake kundalini? You are brave ,I got so scared some years ago. And prayed and prayed for it to stop one time when i had vision so teribble of this child being killed by parents.It was so awful,the sense of terror so strong .And some beings communicating with me ,sometimes so many people crying and asking to pray for them.Those days i used to pray for well being of all on all levels of existance a lot. So freaky. Then i knew as an answer to my prayers for it to stop, that it will but that next time around it will be so incredible difficult.And that proved true due to an accident. Now much has happened in a way of me understanding life and resolving fears and finding a place of comfort without a reason. I feel really good to have said this about my expirience! Its something that has bothered me and couldnt say it to anyone. edit:and its great to read your expirience and that this is being made open so people can relate