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Thanks Deci . I was hoping you were going to write something soon yesterday ..

If your channels were open 18 years ago , are you having these expiriences all along with orbit and third eye ? If yes how comes and what is it that you do not understand than as mentioned in original post , the odd timing or ? I seem to be misunderstanding something .. Anyway it is always good to hear about peoples expiriences .

Deeper daily practise is (goes vice versa as well) reaches deeper layers of what makes you you and naturally extends in the sleep as well and sleep becomes less of a "dead" unconcious phase . 4am could be a newly formed habit or something to do with your body clock .. Entering the darkness of sleep reveals what sleep is and how interrelated waking and sleeping states are .

Yes it is crazy , but at the same time maybe very lucky too .... Imagine if science proved long time ago the potency of healing plants from Amazon and there was no law existing that protects indigenous medicinal knowledge . Predating big pharma would maybe already be cashing up on it big time and " lungs of the world" would maybe be taking their last breath . This would have a potential to result worst case scenario on the large scale . Some worth mentioning good stuff is happening about biopiracy -- protection of indigenous medical knowledge now though : http://www.theguardian.com/global-development/2013/may/01/eu-biopiracy-protect-indigenous-people

Definetly reccomend watching this video , thanks for sharing !

Aaah you know it is a strange learning curve ..definetly not most short or inteligent one , but periodically very enjoyable .

If I had a choice I would choose stillness for eternity . I have to try out all forms of escapism first always . Stillness is soooooooooooooo seductive .

OK I get you now . However just meditation or qigong at cemetary , why not maybe one day ? I do love challenege and testing level of detachment . I am not saying I wouldnt be scared though .. or that I would not run away if worst comes to worst . Have spent about 3 months doing practise at this place at the edge of one village with burning grounds just some meters to the right near garden . None ever wanted to buy that place for long time becouse of taboo and fear of spirits and ghosts , but I never had any expirience with them whatsoever while there . Anyway some of the stuff you have mentioned sounds interesting , what do(did) you do Voodoo ? Or ? ( sorry , dont even know wherther you are willing to share ..)

With politness I must state that -- I generally do not have too much respect for them .The documentary is interesting to watch however . Very rarley people can pull this sadhana off IMO . This sadhana involves even eating human flesh in some cases .. The problem arises that most do not master fundamentals of DETACHMENT accompanied with COMPASSION under all circumstances and often loose their mind to a degree or totally or /and end up involved in black arts harming themselves and others . It often attaracts people in search for exotic and looking for something cool and different and of course it does arouse a sort of dangerous curiosity and they end up messed up . It seems old fashioned in some ways and not the fast way as they often say , could be wrong so am open to criticism .

Here is an documentary on Aghori , their traditional practises are done on cemetary . It is interseting to see .. http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=W0bGrvKVxac

Here is a link for Robert Waggoner s Lucid dreaming emagazine . On the page 10 is an interesting story about a woman healing herself in the lucid dream and not having to undergo operation as a concenquence . There are many such testemonies . http://dreaminglucid.com/issues/LDE58.pdf It is interesting how interconnected dream /sleep and waking states are ! So much more depth than to popular common belief of what dreams are . What we take for unshakable reality is a joke .

(answer to Sky dogs last post that was not directed to me )

I have recently read an intersting saying by Bushman on this "Anger attracts , love transformes ." As well as remeber reading Yogini Machig Labrdon who says (do not quote exactly -- along the lines of ) that it is actualy our demons who are eager to enter in the battle with each other when getting attracted to someone ..Which is not necesssary pessimistic point of view , becouse in order to become more transparent we need to be put against some situation or another . Like polishing a dimond .

edit :i believe it is too late and i have changed my mind

You are clearly being shown what to refine and work with , you seem know it already . Being human is not a matter being purley logical . No , no -- there are inner hurricanes , earthquakes , frozen lakes , deserts ,wild fires etc. -- the whole universe ..that makes us who we are . Anyway she sounds nice , good luck to you both !

How do you invision this ? I would possible be up for it , I love challenges of this kind .

that was really made in a kitch metal hell major lazer

The idea of having a gun while camping would never even cross my mind , it is a suprising concept . Maybe it is cultural differences .. Just be smart and as Marbs said use your intuition .

Excersise caused revolution in my life . Yesterday I fell on my head while doing some acrobatics and my body fainted and couldnt move for 5 min, but I managed to stay lucid throught , just sinking in , not blacking out . Hope you do some streching too..

In many traditions focusing on the heart is not necessary the same as Taoist focusing on LDT and storing energy there . It is usually a different practise all together . Spiritual work and paths can be very different although sounding similar . All Sufi literature is full of talk about Heart ,however Sufis do not necessary breathe through the heart or similar but pray God with that loving feeling in the heart . Paying attention to what is happening there . That is what the emphasis is on , to invoke that feeling that is familiar to all of us and let it take over . When we fall in love there is a feeling in the heart , right ? Teacher I have learned Yogic practises from , told to pay attention to heart and what goes on in there . This is very different than storing energy or focusing on heart . He would say that there is "lower" and "higher " heart energetically speaking . The "lower" one is worldly love , jeleousy ,anger,spitefulness and when that is refined a shining heart comes through and the inside of practicioner lits up . My Capoeira teacher tells me to play from the heart all the time . He does not mean to store energy there or concentrate on some spot in the heart , but I feel what he means . I agree with what is said in other posts (and some really good stuff has been shared ) that it can be harmful to mindlesly focus on some part of body and also that focus changes as life goes on .

VIBASTIC !!!!!!!!!!!

Rock n roll , thanks , just ordered one on Amazon for 0.01 pence ! Sounds interesting ..