tyler zambori

PS: in case any of you are wondering why I even bothered to come back - I got an advertisement from a taobums moderator, and felt inspired as a result. Moral of the story: don't send me advertisements. Don't worry, I don't intend to stick around.

Let's recap. I've been told that: I can't see my issues, that I'm not awake. They were pointed out to me, but I still can't see them I'm a confused child seeking a nipple that doesn't exist I am a fool I am not a sincere seeker of the truth I put up with with shit from people Therefore I don't take shit from Taobums because I am messed up I chose my teacher because my parents were fucked up and so am I I am totally ego driven But nobody has judged me, no An nobody intended to judge me people said all these things with very little knowledge They want to help me see my own reality (WTF?) Down and dirty is better than flowery in this case I'd better not judge them even though they judged me because then I'll be just as bad as they are. But they aren't really bad, I'm the one with problems. The people criticizing me are not perfect so I'd better forgive them ALL of these conclusions were arrived at without talking to me as a human being or asking me anything about myself or my situation, in any way shape or form. Therefore, all the people who made the above statements were MERELY PROJECTING THEIR OWN CRAP ONTO ME. So the one thing I will agree with, is that people said all these things with very little knowledge. And it says a lot to me about the level of consciousness that is going on here. Two words: VERY LOW Stigweard, you're right, that was very useful.

Is it hard to still the mind for a whole half hour? Is that considered an advanced practice, or maybe just intermediate? I find I haven't been able to do it at all yet, but am hoping some better techniques will help with this. I'm deciding to go with "Qigong meditation" by Dr. Yang, with all those breathing practices. has anyone gotten that far with meditation that you can do that?

One helpful response out of 20 is not really very good. That's about cesspool level.

It is declare judgment on Tyler day.

Very nice and pretty words. Everybody likes them. Good for you. If you had started out with this, I might have talked to you about it, but not now.

Apparently you have zero reading comprehension too.

Gold is heavy, Have Fun.

And I want to add this one: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f-y2LUh-9AA I haven't got the hang of embedding youtube videos yet. There's nothing like a yogi-guitarist, hey yah! Man it never fails...

hi Sifusufi, I watched the whole thing as you requested. It was all right , and I got the point, but sorry Carlos Santana can beat the crap out of him. Carlos Santana can use those notes to play my spine-strings like they were his...Duende duende oh holy effing shakti up the spine, hehe. Try some Carlos Santana, you'll see.... Thanks for sharing the video though .

yet more change of opinion.

I want to learn about nei kung too. I got that CK Chu book, but am not willing to spend hundreds for a used copy of xing yi health maintenance.

I never met a buddhist who was able to admit that, until now. Thanks adept.

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Thanks Cow Tao. Hmm...maybe I'll go get Georg Feuerstein's book about trickster gurus, might help me understand better.

Do not tell me whose help I should or should not take. Cow Tao, what book did that come from? Stigweard: demon-like? Do Taoists even believe in demons?

Thank you, I'm not looking for advice in that area right now.

Unfortuanetey the Buddhists are starting to highjack my thread. I don't see a way to lock it myself. Some forums will let you do that. I'll ask...

Please stay off of my thread. I don't want to hear from you. There, I reported you to the moderators. I hope they do something. How rude.

never mind it all.

It's nobody's business any more.

Well, maybe that is a better way of putting it - what you said. You have to still the thoughts to find the life beyond the mind. Sounds good to me...

Nothing to see here. Move along.

opinion changed like a LOT.

yet more stuff gone bye bye.