I have been a rational atheist all my life up until recently.
I grew up in Portugal under the Catholic church, whitch removed from me any spiritual inclination (know/remember the Inquisition?).
Most of the spiritual people that came to my knowledge were either a fake or not spiritual whatsoever.
I'm an engineer and followed Artificial Intelligence as a work area. Recently (couple of months) I was working on brain models and stumbled upon information about the brain from the inside. Great! First hand experience! Let's see what these Daoists are all about.
That's when a spiral of doubt, uncertainty and values crisis came about.
I cannot believe that the person which I "thought" was me is far from beeing "me".
So I'm mainly here to know myself, whatever that means. And I really can use some help.
