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  1. Meditation is about energetic alignment. Energetic releasing of resistance. And energetic allowing of aligned harmonicc of physical and non-physical energy of a perfect blend of the total you, that alignment feels like good feeling energy in motion, or positive emotion. 1. You do that by focusing your mind on anything like a meaningless mantra. So you let go of all thought. Releasing of energetic resistance. 2. And then relaxing into your good feeling nature, emotionally, energy motionally. Allowing it to flow more fully through you by allowing yourself to feel it more fully and allow it flow more fully through you. Feeling it and allowing it to flow more fully through you is one and the same thing. Being and becoming. And then again. And again and again. 1 2 1 2 1 2 1 2. Untill you feel absolute bliss. Like breathing in and out and rejuvinating your body with fresh oxigen. You do this releasing of resistance and allowing your true nature, it fills your physical life with your own soul. If people teach that, well, I'll just see it as an opportunity to feel more joy in the here and now moment.
  2. What meditation technique(s) do you use?

    Consistent placing, re-placing and holding of my attention and awareness on any consistent aspect of any consistently present object of awareness of my own free choosing. Object of awareness can be sight, touch, feeling, hearing, smelling, tasting, etc. External is ok, and also internal, self imagened/conjured. For the purpose of releasing all thought, quieting the mind, which is easy to do in this way, and thus always applicable. The greater deeper more specific purpose is, to release all resistant, self contradictory, energetic thought patterns of discord and disharmony. For in doing so, your true nature is effortlessly allowed to come forth again. Because if you don't think a thought that blocks it from being realised by you, it simply will. Always, Automatically. For it is ALL THAT YOU TRUELY ARE BEING AND BECOMING IN EVERMORE GREATER ALLOWED FREEDOM AND JOY. Cannot really explain your true nature, except point at what may help you recognize the experience by defining it as your evermore greater fully allowed and realised being and becoming of your evermore greater allowed and realised joy, freedom, love, knowledge, appreciation, empowerment. That is actually who you truely are. This joy or bliss is an accurate indication of allowed harmonic blending and alignment of energies of the physical being and their greater non-physical soul or consciousness energetic being of pure positive energy. That naturally comes forth and is allowed to happen when one meditates consistently, and allows it to happen by recognizing the joy and allowing it, and distracting and meditate when you feel you are activating self contradictory perspectives which lessen your consciousness and alignment with your greater consciousness and thus feel worse emotionally. So when you simply wanna feel better or be more fully consciously aware of your own true self or greater non-physical consciousness and all of its greater knowing that it has for you ever More. You just gotta allow yourself to feel better, by letting go of all thought, then your good feeling nature naturally comes forth again. And the greater knowing comes with that allowing of your greater nature to come forth. That is the most universal tool and technique and permission slip to allow your true nature. Of all that you truely are. As in full joy or bliss or freedom. Every other technique is a different variation that may only work for specific people only in specific situations, varrying degrees of alignment or misalignment. But this general simple approach is easy, universal to all people in any and all conditions, but does require consistent application to allow the benefit, tho even small application can have immense benefit of energy motional relief, and shift the core of foundation through which you define and allow your greater realisation of all conditions and circumstances in ones life. So lets say, someone goes to gym and feels better. They basically used that as an excuse to be more fully all that they truely are. Meditation is not any different. You don't need to meditate to be who you truely are. You do it for BEING WHO YOU TRUELY ARE. That feels great. So if you can simply live in joy, you don't really need to meditate. If you can't well, meditation can work wonders for you. You are meditating for the purpose of feeling better, energy motionally, emotionally. And as you feel better, emotionally, relief into slightly better feeling, ongoingly, eventually you will be feeling absolute bliss. Then, THEN you can translate your greater knowing, for the benefit of yourself, and all of creation. As full allowed understanding, as full evermore greater allowed realisation of being and becoming in evermore greater allowed freedom and joy. But it has to be allowed, consistently, always more fully here and now, allowed realisation of your own evermore greater being and becoming, of freedom and joy. And meditation helps with the allowing part by distracting from all thoughts of resistant, which then simply are let go of. And again, feeling better, is also allowing it more fully. You don't gotta snap your finger and feel joy all of the sudden. Let it come incrementally. Subtle at first, like when you meditate on a mantra, you feel relief from all negative emotion, then simply continue to allow yourself to feel better and better. It's a subtle emotional journey, the better you allow, the more fully you feeo all those good feelings of who you truely are being and becoming evermore. Just meditate regularly and consistently and you got a golden ticket to your own soul. And your personal ever evolving relationship with the Source of All Creation, in evermore expanding allowed realisations of joy and freedom. You gotta allow that emotionally, energy motionally, good feeling. Unconditionally, meaning, regardless of any and all conditions. You just care about how you feel, so much, that you are willing to feel good unconditionally, as that is who you are suppose to be. Why? BECAUSE YOU ALREADY ARE IT, OTHERWISE YOU WOULDEN'T WANNA BE IT. You always got acces to your joy, and your soul, and your greater knowing, and your evermore greater being and becoming evermore greater allowed realisations of your evermore greater allowed freedom and love and joy and knowingness, and appreciation of all evermore greater being and becoming, and empowerment of being, doing or having whatever you want. Just gotta find a way to let it rise back up to the surface of your awareness and consciousness, as it is trying to do so, always, more fully here and now, if you will but allow it, by stop holding on to all those thoughts which don't allow it. So as a daoist saying, you do nothing and you leave nothing undone. That is why that feels so joyous. It is not the power that defines the power. It is the ease of that power, that defines the true nature of its power. What is the greatest power? Your true nature. It does nothing, and leaves nothing undone. That is why you feel so joyous! When you allow yourself to realise this as who you truely are, because you always already are it, as your true nature always being and becoming here and now. But you can temporarily block it from being realised by you, by holding on to all those things which have got nothing to do with who you truely are, which are not compatible with your true nature, because they feel worse. They don't feel good, energy motionally, not compatible, emotionally. Because you can apply this joy to anything. If you learn to allow it to be realised by you, then you can always allow it to be more fully realised by you, in all the ways that you can or want do so evermore so freely and joyously. So again more simply, you can focus on OOOOOOoooooooowwwwwwwmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.... Joy... Focus on it, and go deeper into it. Allow it to flow more fully through you, because it is who you truely are. Oooooooooooowwwwwwmmmmmmmmmmm.... Joy. Oh joy. I can kinda feel it. Im beginning to feel it. Relax,let go and allow. Ooooooooooooooooowwwwwwwwmmmmmmmmmmm.......... Joy... Oooooooooooooooooowwwwwmmmmmmmmm.... So you train yourself into your unconditional nature, as a consciousness, focusing through your ability to feel energy in motion. As unconditional, pure positive energy, to flow more fully through you. And as you do, it will benefit everything in your life. As it is the energy of your own soul, which is like the breath of the Source of All Creation, as even your physical being is the breath of your own soul. So what you are basically doing is getting your life back on track, to all that it is you truely are being and becoming in evermore greater allowed freedom and joy. Oooooooooohhhmmmmmmmm.... And you still feel that joy. If not then continue to focus on the mantra, and let go of all thought, then feel, if its not there, just continue focusing on the mantra with the intention of feeling your greater nature. It first comes as a feeling, and then, the more consistently you feel it, the more fully are capable of feeling it and the feeling expands. Oooooohhhhhmmmmm.... And as the feeling expands, you will feel physical sensations like good feeling goose bums over your back neck and chest and shoulders. Oooooooohhhmmmmmm... And you simply are immersed in the thought, so you stop blocking your true good feeling nature and now you can effortlessly allow it to come forth again into full blown realisation of a feeling at firs, that if you allow it to flow more fully through you, you will feel better ongoingly, and it will literally expand tye degree of how good it feels and then into thought and then into full blown realisation of pure positige energy aligned thought of infinite intelligence and eternal wisdom of your very own unconditional pure positive energy greater non-physical consciousness and soul being ... And as you keep holding on to the good feeling, and keep focusing deeper into it, you allow it more fully, you will eventually begin to receive inspired thought. Your perception will harmonize and blend with the perspective of your own soul, and you can potentially perceive your world through the eyes of Source, as you trust this good feeling will take care of everything for you, it will bring everything back into perfect harmonic convergence again and allowed alignment and evermore greater realisation of evermore greater freedom, love and joy again. So you say Oooooooooooohhmmmmmmmm and you focus on the sound fully and relax and let go and allow yourself to simply naturally effortlessly automatically feel better. And since it's automatic, you gotta open the door and allow it, by focusing on the sound COMPLETELY, and relax your awareness into it completely. By holding your awareness there consistently and focusing your awareness on your experience of the sound. Oooooooooooooohhhhmmmmmmmmm... Loooooong consistent focused awareness. Replacing back on the experience of the sound you are conjuring internally or externally... Ooooooooooohhhmmmmmmmmm... Ooooooooooooohhhmmmmmmmm.... The sound doesn't matter, it's just to help you let go of all thought, by diving your awareness more fully into it. And letting go and allowing thus your true nature to come forth, as you step back this way It's just for the purpose of letting go of all thought. Because that is easy, and in doing so, you let go of all resistant thought aswell. And then your true nature is so much more easily capable of being more fully realised by you. The longer and more consistently you do it, replace your awareness more fully and consistently on your object of awareness or focus, the deeper your mind will go, and let go and allow, and thus the deeper your mind relaxes and releases all thought. And the deeper you release all thought, the deeper you release all thoughts of resistance. And the deeper you release all thoughts of resistance, the more effortless and easy it will be for you to feel the true satisfaction of your own true nature of evermore being and becoming in your evermore greater allowed realisation of all that you are truely being and becoming evermore in evermore greater allowed freedom of joy of your own evermore greater allowed realisation of all that you truely are being and becoming evermore. Of all that you truely are being and becoming evermore. Of your evermore greater allowed realisations of all the good feeling nature of all that you truely are being and becoming evermore. So just this little bit of practice will benefit tremendously. But remember, the more often you meditate, to more fully allow yourself to feel that joy of all that it is who it is and what it is you truely are being and becoming evermore. Things will happen in your life that will blow your mind away. Just relax, and know that it is normal, and you deserve it, infact it is who you truely are and are always ment to be, have always ment to be. Now you gotta remember, don't hold on to the conditions, because you allowed them into full realisation. Don't then turn the tables around and say those conditions are more important than your ability to feel good unconditionally. Because KNOW YOU CREATED THOSE CONDITIONS, THROUGH YOUR UNCONDITIONALLY JOYOUS NATURE. Through your ability to allow your greater allowed realisation of all that you truely are being and becoming evermore. And you can always allow that again, no matter what. So once you meditate, and experience the true ease and ease of your true power and true self, and your true worthiness, that doesn't mean you're done. Now you gotta take the step of allowing it more consistently, more often, more fully, simply for the purpose of enjoying being all that you truely are being and becoming evermore. And again this is so easy, so never freak out if you feel bad, it is literally a meditation away. You can only create the temporary experience of discomfort of not being all that you truely can be. Temporarily, by subscribing to energetic thought forms of resistance, which flow your consciousness in a way to lessen your own consciousness, so remember you can simply always let go of all of that, by a simple meditation, as they don't have any true power to them, as you aligned thoughts of joy has true alignment of being and becoming evermore in full alignment with all that you truely are as an extension of the Source of All Creation, in evermore expanding freedom and joy. So all else is completely 100% irrelevant. So you simply let go again and allow your greater nature to come forth more fully again. And you already know how, cause you already did it once so you can do it again. As I already said. Focus on anything to release all thought, and allow your greater nature to come forth again. So our consciousness we allow it to open like that. And sometimes we accidentally shut it down again, because of fear. That's what fear is simply indicating, that you are flowing your own energy in contradiction to itself. So whenever you feel negative emotion, LOVE IT. Why? Because it tells accurately what you are doing with your own energy. You are focusing on all the things which are not all that you truely are, you are focusing your awareness on things which lessen your consciousness. So you let go of all thought again, by meditating and then allow again. Naturally and effortlessly. All the effort is simply put into the letting go of thought, focusing, on the object of attention, diving your awareness deep into it, as that will naturally quiet your mind, and then ad you come back out again, you are free from all thought, and now you can focus on allowing your true nature to come forth more fully again. So you experience the sound Oooooooooooooooooooohhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmmm.. You are now completely experiencing nothing but the sound alone. Oooooooooooooooooohhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmmm..... And relaxing your minds awareness completely into it. And can you already feel the joy? I have been doing this often, so I can feel it already. It literally is 10 seconds away for me, always. But believe me, 20 minutes is also worth it. Especially if you realise that everything anyone has ever wanted, is because they thought they would feel better in the having of it. You can replace the word joy, by good feeling emotion, or satisfaction, or allowed harmonic blending of physical and non-physical. Or the physical translation of the communication you receive from your soul. You always receive this joy, only when you find a way to allow it, do you feel it as it truely is the pure positive energy of who you truely are. As all that you truely are. Of a perfect allowed of perfect blend of physical and non-physical in perfect harmony with one another. And then you simply live by it. And the rest, it will all be taking care of. You simply trust your true unconditional nature of joy, and then your life will show you, all the rest. Whatever you want to know, you allow yourself to receive the answer through joy. The more consistently you focus on it, and thereby more fully allow yourself to feel it. The more you will become of likeness to who you truely are being and becoming evermore, and thus the more you can realise it. And the more you realise it the more you can realise it, from within and without. This joy is the path of least resistance to who you truely are being and becoming evermore. And it's something you always have the ability to allow it more fully into your life, as your unconditionally worthy nature of all that you truely are being and becoming evermore. You always have unconditional allowed acces to it. And when you know that, you will simply allow yourself to feel joy, help meditation help you let go and relax and allow your unconditionally better feeling nature to come forth ever so much more fully. So if you're not feeling so good, remember, it's just a meditation away. Of letting go, relaxing and allowing. And focusing your mind, to help with the relaxing, letting go and allowing part. This will allow everything in your life to become perfect, and better evermore. Effortlessly. Naturally.
  3. The I of the storm

    You are looking at your own true power, of who you truely are.
  4. What happens to suicides?

    God already loves you. Just gotta find a way to let go of or stop blocking it (which we don't do on purpose, trust me, no one does it on purpose). Often we think a thought, or hold a perspective, that keeps us in that mode of perceiving, which does not allow your full realisation of all the love that you actually are and could be allowing yourself to be the more fully realisation of it, evermore. And the reason this happens, is because you are focusing on a certain frequency of energetic thought patterning, that allows you the greater ability to translate, and contemplate, and expand upon, your realisations upon these frequencies. But if these frequencies are actually diminishing your very own greater allowed realisation, then you are literally lessening your own consciousness, and expanding upon the lessening of your own consciousness, and so you would be feeling atleast some negative emotions in that, to the degree of resistance of those energetic thought patterns that are being expanded upon. So you focus consistently on a meaningless mantra for example, or a sight or sound or breath. Maybe OOOoooooooooooohhhhhhmmmmmmmmmm, so your experience is experiencing the experience of that sound fully, and nothing else in that moment. And thereby you stand aside, you open the door, to the love of the infinite. And the primary manifestation is the emotional indicator of alignment and allowance and harmonic blending, indicated by the energy motional feeling of good feeling positive emotion, like love. And as you allow that feeling, in the here and now, as that is indicating you are allowing your true self in that moment to be more fully realised by you, you allow it to expand into evermore fully realisation of not only inspired thought after another, but literally, eventually, full blown experiences of realisation as real as flesh blood and bone, real physical reality realisation, literally, unconditional allowed realisation of all and any conditions coming into full blown realisation of all their truth of being and becoming evermore in ever expanding freedom and joy. And this is simply not capable of being said in words, as the words don't teach, only the experience teaches. So here I am using many different words to point at the same one experience from all the different points of view that I have of this same one experience. So that you can try it out for yourself, and find some guiding posts of hey, this I experience the same thing, so it really is that easy, to allow ourselves to be who we truely are. And you can even say hey, wow, it truely is easy to not allow ourselves to be who it is we truely are. For then you realise, you can always do something very easy, to allow your greater nature to more fully come forth through you again and be more fully realised by you again. As simple as focusing on the experience of the sound OOooooooooooooooohhhhmmmmmmmmmmmmm, and thereby simply allow yourself to let it happen. All of it. Requires trust to focus fully and emmerse your awareness into anything. So it will always naturally happen when you allow yourself to focus consistently on anything that doesn't encourage thought, like the experience of the sound of Ooooooooohhhhmmmmmm, and relax your awareness into it, and place your attention on it, and replace your attention on it, and hold it there as consistently as you can, ongoingly, untill you thus then naturally do feel the emotional relief, eventually, and you do feel better and you are thus then more fully capable of allowing your greater realisations of all that you truely are being and becoming evermore. So you basically close your eyes, and as you open it you're saying peekaboo! Here's God! Here's the love of God for you. Oh it's gone... I had a thought of worry. Well, let's let go of that thought. You close your eyes again, or you focus on Ooooohhhmmmm, then you peek into your reality, and you notice you feel good. And PEEKABOO here's the love of god! and you think "please don't go away!" oh darnit, it's gone, because I subscribed to a thought of vulnerability.... "OOooooooooohhhhmmmmmmmmmm" 20 seconds into the experience, you allow yourself to notice the emotional relief again of feeling better. And you think, this works all of the time, I really don't have to do anything to allow this love. Most of the thing I have a habbit of doing, usually just blocks myself from more fully allowing myself to realise it. So take this ability to meditate with you, and you always got your ability to allow the love of infinite and eternal. Whenever and wherever you are, for whatever reason you want, for what reason is greater than the one of simply feeling good and being happy and feeling in love and of love. Everything anyone has ever wanted is because they thought they would feel better in the having of it, and when you feel good unconditionally, under any and all conditions, regardless of any and all conditions. The conditions will also be more fully realised by you. And then everything will simply come back into full alignment and harmony of ever expansion and freedom and joy. So you understand, allow the good feeling first, then the thoughts which are in harmony with it, will come eventually, I promise you, and then you simply allow them to naturally flow through you as they feel so good when you allow these thoughts which are in full harmony with all that you truely are being and becoming evermore, because they feel so good. And then your evermore greater allowed realisation of all nature of being will come, I promise you. And all it requires is atleast 10 minutes of consistently focused meditation, for the purpose of allowing it more fully. Where the love will take you, only God can know. You just gotta trust it, for it will take you places. Even if you cannot move. IT will even give you the power to achieve the impossible, because it always surpasses your mind, you always simply just gotta trust this love for the purpose of it feeling good, it's simply the path of least resistance of who you truely are.
  5. The I of the storm

    Yeah you are your creation, as it happens through you. So essentially you are also literally made out of the same consciousness. You are simply loving your self from all the different points of view that you have of yourself. That in no way is limitted to greater allowed realisation of human nature alone. We can also always understand our relationship to and with and through the being we call planet earth. And the cosmos aswell. Or even all of creation, physical and non-physical, always better if those are hand in hand. Co blended and harmonized, indicated by the state of feeling love. So we do integrate these two, cause that is the work. To just be all that you truely are being and becoming evermore, in ever expanding freedom and joy and love. And all the more of all of that. And when you feel like you can't take it anymore, like eternity is too much, being in the moreness of here and now is too much, again, just breath in and breath out, because that is meditation, it helps you release these self-contradictory thought patterns which function as energetic resistance lessening your consciousness. So it is important to feel the negative emotion aswell, to allow it to come back to full realisation, and feel good again. By releasing resistance. And relaxing into it. You don't relax into those negative limitting thought patterns, that's a self contradictory statement. That's like saying "I'm gonna relax into this state of immense straing and stress and tension, and relax into my anger." That is why it is so important to feel your heart as you are meditating. To remind yourself, that you are thinking those thoughts that feel bad, when you are not meditating. For meditation is simply a releasing of all thought, relaxing into your greater nature of being, by releasing those thoughts of fear or guilt or hate or blame, or whatever you wanna call all those energetic thought patterns of resistance, which simply dissapear, when you consistently focus on anything, like a sound or sight, or breath, or mantra which often don't mean anything, designed to also not mean anything, just for the experience of sound, so you let go and allow your greater nature to naturally come forth again. For those thought patterns which don't serve you, do so THROUGH YOUR TRUE NATURE. The negative emotion is of your own true being and energy of ever being and becoming. So when you focus on them, they expand, and you feel painful, yet you keep doing it? Ofcourse it's gonna be painful. You gotta focus on something else, that is neutral, like a consistent sound, or anything you can focus consistently upon, so you don't get thrown into the turbulence of your chaotic thoughts and empower the chaos by feeding it your attention and awareness. So you simply focus on something consistently, for if you can focus atleast 20 seconds, WITHOUT any interuption, so you focus HARD and with FULL PASSION AND your TRUE ABILITY TO FOCUS, on ONE THING, one sound, one sight, one vision, doesn't matter what, so you relax your mind. naturally, as you do that. And your true nature naturally comes forth again. And that is the benefit of meditation, for it allows one to come back to full realisation of all that they truely are being and becoming evermore, in full freedom and joy, evermore, no matter what the conditions of your life are. No matter how painful or stressful. The meditation always dissolves all of that. So it is a wonderful tool technique and permission slip we can use, truely always all inclusive, to not fear those thought patterns of resistance, but simply let them go, and appreciate the fear for its an accurate indication of how you are flowing your own consciousness into the moreness of that which is in contradiction with its own true nature of being. and that is what will relax you into greater allowed realisation of all that you truely are being and becoming evermore. And know, the fear is just plain stupid, always. So always care about how you feel, and love yourself, and know you always deserve to feel good, no matter what, unconditionally, meaning under any and all conditions. You deserve to feel good, always here and now. For if you didn't deserve to feel good, if your nature was one which does not deserve to feel good, your nature would also not be one which wants to feel good. For you want to feel good, because you truely are suppose to feel good. Atleast way more of the time if not all of the time. For that is your true value also to all of creation, to be who it is you truely are being and becoming evermore. So you breath and focus on your breath consistently... Or a sound or sight. Or even imagine sound or sight, so you feel like you always contain this ability to meditate within you. And you feel like you truely are in control and you truely can choose what to think and when not to think and when to let go of thoughts which don't serve you. So you control how you feel. And when you do, you will always allow yourself to feel good, by simply letting go of all of that which block your good feeling. By focusing your mind on a distraction like a mantra, so you let go and allow your true nature more fully and freely, and restore your greater connection with your greater knowing you always have acces to. For the sole purpose of feeling good, so that you can be inspired, and clear minded again, to be all that it is who you truely are being and becoming evermore. And then you will simply laugh, at yourself, for even thinking or believing all those nonesensical self contradictory, none essential irrelevant to you, things. And then you will appreciate that your EMOTIONAL GUIDANCE SYSTEM HAS AND WILL ALWAYS BE WORKING PERFECTLY. and you ALWAYS GOT YOUR ABILITY TO FEEL ENERGY IN MOTION as EMOTION, and always be capable of FULLY RELATING to your very own greater non-physical consciousness of all that you truely are being and becoming, in evermore freedom and joy. All you gotta do, is allow that, and stop blocking it with any thoughts which don't feel good. So that you can finally again be who you truely are, and feel good, because that is always what you truely want to be doing, because that is always who you truely already are. So you allow your greater nature to naturally come forth ever so much more fully. By letting go and allowing all of that which you truely are being and becoming, that you can always feel and understand it through your ability to truely feel the aligned harmonic resonance of and with it and through it and you as one and the same, evermore in co-harmonized blending, physical and non-physical hand in hand, as your evermore being and becoming evermore as the TOTAL YOU of all that you TRUELY ARE being and becoming evermore, in and as and of the evermore of your evermore freedom and joy and love and knowledge and clarity and passion, and appreciation and all these emotional indicators that indicate a harmonic blending and synchronising and allowing and alignment and greater more fuller allowed realisation of being and becoming, evermore along the natural path of least resistance, of all the ways that existance has of coming to know itself from all the different points of view that all of you are, of infinite and eternal ever expanding value evermore, and unconditional worthiness evermore, expanding into all the conditions of your evermore greater allowed being and becoming all your evermore greater allowed more fuller realisations of all that you truely are being and becoming evermore in greater allowed realisation of all your evermore expanding freedom and joy. Hope that helps, and really, how easy is it to meditate, and how effective and how rewarding. It brings everything into harmony. Because it helps you to ALLOW everything to naturally come back into full harmony. Evermore.
  6. The I of the storm

    Yeah ego is good, just when you focus on thoughts which lessen your consciousness and limit your consciousness, because these thoughts are in contradiction with all that you truely are being and becoming evermore, in freedom and joy, then you feel bad, which is good cause you need to be aware of it to stop doing that, and so you meditate, let go of all thought, because that's simply easy, and you also let go of these resistant energetic self contradictory thought patterns, and voila, you feel good again. And you think freely again, in harmony with your true being of freedom and joy. So you feel good again, you are inspired again, you are capable of flowing the fullness of all that you truely are through you, for the purpose of being, doing or having whatever you want. Of your ever more greater allowed realisation of your evermore greater allowed being and becoming, of all that you truely are being and becoming, of all your true freedom and joy, of evermore allowed freedom and joy. I don't understand how so many teachers have the patience to repeat the same thing over and over again, I mean it feels good when I do it every single time, but because I feel like this truely needs to be repeated over and over again. It's really strange. You should be becoming absolutely mad to keep repeating the same thing, and get the same result, every single time, and love it every single time, so you can't get mad!! ARGH! It just, service is awfull, it's full of awe. you don't get mad, cause you fcking love to enlighten people to how simple it is to become enlightened by simply lightening up on yourself by lightening up on all the insistence of and for all of this unnecessary complexity. Garbage, boom. Out of the way. Gone... Poof. Done, away. Let go and be free, to be, who it is you truely are. By focusing your mind consistently on a rats ass, for all I care... Why? Because no one gives a rats ass! Meditation has never been the point. The point has always been to allow yourself to be all that is who it is and what it is that you truely are being and becoming of the moreness of evermore freedom and joy, evermore. And ongoingly more. For that is who you truely are being and becoming, evermore. So might aswell allow it, and enjoy it. Right? Free to be me. Who it is I truely am. And ofcourse you're suppose to feel good. Like what, you think eternity is going to feel bad? Don't you think that's a little retarded? Well? Don't you? Cause it's A LONG FCKING TIME TO FEEL BAD DON'T YOU THINK? Who ever the fck teaches you to endure pain, they've completely lost their mind! Unless they believe, for whatever reason, that it will feel better for you to do so. So in a sense, they want you to not be afraid of pain, why? Maybe because they experienced something like "I am so afraid of pain that I denied it, and hid my pain away, so now I want people to enjoy the feeling of pain, so that they can receive the value of knowing what they are doing with their own energy, of when they feel bad emotionally, because they are doing something that doesn't serve them. They need to feel that? How else are they ever gonna allow themselves to feel good, and realise their evermore greater being and becoming evermore of all that they truely are in ever expanding freedom and joy otherwise? Oh god... Better teach them meditation in a way also integrate their ability to allow themselves to accept all that they truely are, and make sure they feel their emotional heart guidance feeling. As clearly as possible. Always. Otherwise they're gonna do many stupid things and regret it and live an awful life experience." So you say what? "Ok, good for you man, not my problem, now get the fck out of here, I'm gonna feel good and be myself. whoever the fk I wanna be." Ah... Just go home. Man, I don't understand how teachers don't absolutely fcking lose their mind. God forgive me, for all of the patience I have incurred upon those innocent souls... Oh god... So many of them.... Those poor fcking teachers...
  7. Problems most might not understand!

    Well, by being one who does not have allot of money, you are developing strong character. So in turn, this will yield you the ability to own more money, without it weighing down on you, and this in turn, will naturally allow the money to just come to you, whatever way it will. And so effortlessly flow towards whatever you will. Freedom is like any muscle, you need to utilize it, and your ability to utilize it becomes better. And when it becomes better, you will want to utilize more of it, and you will thus gain the ability to utilize more of it, in the exact way you utilize the moreness of it, in your own unique way. That is by far not limitted to money alone AT ALL. You need to have a way of understanding what your true freedom really is, and your natural state of abbundance, which is simply the ability to do what you need to do, when you need to do it. Which is something you always have. Often in very life despairing situations, the thing you need to do, is often a very small simple and easy thing. that if you simply allow yourself to do it, then the despair will instantly just fade a way, it can simply be even as small as a small act of kindness towards yourself, to care more about yourself and for yourself, and you always have the ability to do that without needing to harm anyone in the process, you need to take, to allow your life to naturally come back into order. It is always a releasing of resistance, to the thing you actually DO want to be doing. So not holding on to the fear of doing it, but allow yourself to do it, and simply allow the experience and simply have faith, that all will turn out for the better, if you just allow yourself to be true to who you truely are. That you do deserve to be supported in who you truely want to be. For if you do not believe that you deserve to be supported in who you truely want to be, then how can the universe yield to you the full support in allowing you the moreness of all that you truely want to be do or have, if you do not even acknowledge it, by completely ignoring your ability to do what you really want to be doing. Because that is what you truely want to be doing. Then the universe simply has no way of showing you, how you can be supported, if you do not believe you will be supported in being who you truely want to be. So the experience goes hard, because you are then trying to be something which you are not. And then you simply let go, and naturally, your freedom is allowed to be effortlessly restored back into full realisation, of your evermore being and becoming all the more of all the freedom and joy of all that you want to be the evermore becoming of it. in whatever way you wish to be your evermore becoming of all of it. By allowing yourself to do what you need to do when you need to do it. And not make a big deal out of it. For you always deserve to be who you truely are. And you will always be supported in all of that. No matter who you are your evermore being and becoming of it. You will always have the ability to allow your very own greater realisation of all that you truely are being and becoming evermore. Including the true wealth that you contain within yourself. That you can always gain the ability to express it more fully always in your here and now, in whatever way you will always be inspired to be doing so. In full trust and faith in your own evermore greater allowed ability to realise and allow your very own greater realisation of all that you truely are being and becoming evermore. Whenever you feel like you don't have something you need. Means that you already have it. For if you did not feel like you truely need it, then you woulden't have it, you woulden't contain it, and so you also woulden't even be able to feel the need that you need to have it. Why? Because you already contain it! So you NEED TO ALLOW YOURSELF TO ALREADY HAVE IT, because you already have it. So whenever you feel you need something that you don't have, always just realise, that you already have it, you just need to meet the very thing that you already have, in the way that you already have it, for the purpose of the greater more fully allowed realisation of the very evermore being and becoming of it in and of and as and with and through and for you.... Who and what it truely is and where it truely already is, and where you thus then can always have the ability to recognize it, through your ability to allow yourself to already have it, as it is who you truely are, and it is being and becoming evermore, and you simply allow this joy of having and being and doing whatever you want to be having being and doing, as your own evermore unique being and becoming evermore, as all the ways that existance has of coming to know itself, through you! and then you allow yourself the evermore greater allowed realisation of the evermore greater being and becoming of all that you truely are being and becoming evermore. For you do truely already contain this abbundance, and this freedom that your abbundance of your ability to do what you need to do when you need to do it, gives you. Just because you do something differently, does not make you any less abbundant than someone else who does it equally as differently aswell. Some people do utilize more of their freedom and abbundance, so what. It's all the same, and evermore unique. Earning one dollar, and 5 billion is not any different. For we all utilize our abbundance in and from and through many different ways. Of which money is just one of the many infinite ways that all of creation has of coming to know itself through all the different forms that all of creation is. So when you realise, that this ease and relaxation, and confidence, and freedom, carefree and free to care about all the things you truely do want to be caring about, that you truely desire, will always yield you the ability to care more fully about all the things you truely do want to be caring about, for you care about all the things you truely love, and that is the whole point, of your freedom to be who it is you truely are. And that is why you will also always be fully supported in all of that. As you always are, unconditionally, meaning under any and all conditions, truely free to care about all the things you truely do care about, because you truely WANT to be caring about these things in your life, and that is why it feels good to do so, and that is why it also is who you truely are being and becoming the evermoreness of all of it evermore. Evermore. Ongoingly. As your very own unique expression that you are of all of creation. There is infinite value in that. Evermore. So love all the things that you truely are, because you truely do love all the things you truely do love in life. And if you love money, then love money. If not, then you will simply allow that to help you realise what you do love, because how can you know who you are if you cannot know who you are not? You need to have a way of knowing! And your ability to feel, is always helping you realise all of that you truely do want to be doing, being or having, for it is who you truely are! So trust your emotional guidance system, for it will always point you in the right way. Evermore. And evermore ongoingly. So, to the best of your ability. Untill you can take it no further, and then look around, and again, what do you love the most in life. Right here and now. What is it you truely want to be doing or having or being. And simply do that. And again and again. Evermore. And there you got your eternity and infinity, and you simply allow it in the moment, or not. And if you do not, then you can also know more clearly how to allow it more fully aswell. So don't make a big deal out of it if you're not, because you will ALWAYS be your own unique evermore being and becoming of the evermore of all the things you will always be your very own unique evermore being and becoming of all of it evermore. So enjoy it, and relax, don't take it so seriously. Nothing serious is ever going on. EVER. You are all free, evermore. And you are all infinitely abbundant evermore. For whatever meaning you give to all of creation, and what you truely love and value, you will always receive it. So might aswell allow it to be so, and consciously more fully allow your very own greater realisation of all that you truely are being and becoming evermore. And again, if you feel like you don't have it, you just need to recognize where it already is. You cannot feel the absence of something, and allow it at the same time. You need to look where you already have it, in your ability to FEEL the very thing you truely do want, and need, because you truely do already have it, otherwise you woulden't feel need to have it. For it is who you truely are, how can you not allow yourself to realise that? Simply impossible. So you truely do need to allow your evermore greater allowed realisation of all that you truely are being and becoming evermore, in order to allow your evermore greater allowed realisation of it being and becoming evermore as all that you truely are being and becoming evermore. For you will always be fully supported in all of that, through your love for the moreness of all the freedom of all the joy of all of that which you truely want to be doing or having or being, being and becoming the evermore being and becoming of all the moreness of all your evermore greater allowed freedom and joy. So go for it, and don't look back, for if you do look back! I warn you, the thing you really want, will come chasing after you, for ever and ever, untill you are tired, and you let go, and drop on the floor. And then you can no longer run away from all that you truely are being and becoming evermore. And then you truely will be free. So flip the switch, and be willing, to be who it is you truely are being and becoming evermore. In every here and now moment. In full allowed realisation of all that you truely do want to be do or have, and in full UNCONDITIONAL joy and love for and of all the things you truely want to be do or have, in your evermore allowed greater realisation of all that you truely are being and becoming evermore. Truely yours. For it is who you truely are being and becoming. Evermore. Even if you temporarily block it, that will never make any difference. Because you are an eternal being, and you can't get it wrong, and you will never ever get it done. Ever. So enjoy the ride, of being and becoming, evermore. Of all the things that you truely love to be do or have, because it is of who you truely already are your evermore being and becoming of it, evermore. And if you feel like you lose sight of that, which you cannot ever really do, then simply know, that you cannot lose sight of that, why? Because then you would be feeling that you are losing sight of that, and that means that you cannot lose sight of it. For if you don't feel good, you are blocking yourself, from realising who you truely are, and then the emotion thus will always guide you back to who it is you truely are as all that you truely are being and becoming evermore. And you will always have the full ability to feel better again, by simply allowing your evermore greater realisation of all that you truely are being and becoming evermore. Because you truely do want to be your own evermore greater allowed realisation of all that you truely are being and becoming evermore, because it is all of who you truely love and what you truely love and who you truely are and becoming, evermore. As all the ways that existance has of coming to know itself from all the different points of view that you all are, as and of existance. And you belong perfectly as who you truely are, and you deserve to be thus then perfectly who you truely are, FOR HOW CAN CREATION BE COMPLETE?! WITHOUT YOU! Then it woulden't be ALL THAT IS. Then there would simply be nothing! Then the entire structure would instantly collapse in on itself! Then all of existance would simply vanish and stop being and becoming. And that will simply never ever happen. Why? Because there is no room in non-existance for all the things that do exist. For non existance, already, doesn't exist. And it cannot and will never be able to become all that does exist. And if you fear that, you are eternal, then you simply denie all the things you want in and as and of life and do deserve, for yourself, only for yourself ever, no one else can ever, or will ever be able to do that to or for you. And so no one can or will ever be able to allow you, except YOU, to allow yourself, to be all that it is you truely are being and becoming evermore. As all that you truely do want to be or do or have, because you truely are being and doing or having all those things you want evermore. In your effortlessly, easily, joyously fully allowed blown awareness and evermore allowed greater realisation of all that you truely are being and becoming the evermore being and becoming of, evermore.
  8. Qigong or taichi?

    Ofcourse, it is the greater and deeper intention of both, that just indicate that their being, in greater allowed evermore becoming of all that they truely are being the evermore becoming of, means, that at some point, they meet at a junction point of inter-related, inter-changeable, being and becoming, for the purpose of their own greater more fully allowed realisation of growth, of all that they truely are being the evermore being and becoming of evermore, in all directions of evermore greater allowed being and becoming of the evermore fully allowed realisation of their true nature of being and becoming in evermore greater allowed realisations of all the moreness of their ever expanding freedom and joy, evermore. So often, when you truely realise something for what it truely is, the celebration is great. Their identity always expands into more fully allowed realisation, within and without. And that which it is not, is fully supportive of this greater allowed realisation of being and becoming the moreness of their evermore unique being and becoming of evermore greater allowed freedom and joy of their greater allowed being and becoming. You see, when qigong and taichi form a relationship, they don't become less, they become more fully all that they truely are their evermore being and becoming of evermore. And even if you try to make them less, well, they just become more anyway. When you focus on one aspect of your preference, that is wonderful and great, that is the entire point of who you are. To be more fully realised of all that you truely are being and becoming evermore aswell. Of all the things that you enjoy the moreness of. As that is always the path of least resistance to your own evermore fully allowed realisation of your own evermore greater allowed being and becoming the moreness of all that you truely are being and becoming evermore of all the things you truely do want to be your very own evermore allowed and ever expanding unique enjoying of all the moreness of all that you do enjoy the moreness of of your own evermore becoming, which is also why you are also becoming the ever moreness of all of it. And when other people do something else, than you also can also be more fully who you truely are aswell, when you recognize your difference and cherrish it and value it and love it. As you need the other to know the self. Who you truely want to be. As who they truely want to be, being different, is actually what gives you both more freedom to your own unique difference of preference aswell. So often even absolute difference, of absolute opposites, have an absolute exact commanality with one another, that they are both the exact same and exact equal opposite of and to eachother to the exact same equal degree of opposition, which means that they are perfect harmony and co-harmonized blending, of their mutual true union of greater allowed being and becoming of their commonality of absolute equal opposition, and greater allowed power, of fully allowed equality of opposition, of their true being, united and coming thus ever so more fully to their own evermore greater and fully allowed realisation of all that they truely are being and becoming ever much so more fully allowed in and through their greater allowed realisation of self and other and even with and through the self and other. And there is great joy and realisation and empowerment and freedom and knowledge in this allowed realisation of this union of opposites allowing their mutual expansion, through their co-fusing, and becoming the evermoreness of all that they truely are being and becoming evermore so fully and freely and enjoyably. In evermore allowed expansion of extacy and bliss, rapturous bliss, of ever more allowed expanding being and becoming, evermore.
  9. Why do YOU think the world is so messed up?

    Humans can't destroy the planet. Whenever you try to do something, you are creating the illusion that you are doing something, which you are not actually doing. And in like manner, you also do not gain any freedom, by trying to control what the people around you are doing. Because whenever you limit the freedom of the people around you, you also limit your own freedom. So rather, see this as a service, that people insist upon. You don't really have to take it so seriously. Because in the end, everyone just wants to be free. And whatever they do, that intention is always there, for everyone. The structures of limitation also only exist to secure your freedom, but they are not designed, nor capable of limitting your freedom in any way whatsoever, no matter how hard you insist upon it, it will never work that way, because it simply can't, does not know how. So holding on to that idea, is like, not gonna do anything, except make sure that you remain free, in a way that is not necessarily always relevant to you, because you choose to hold on to something that has got nothing to do with you. Any less than you can gain freedom by trying to control what the people around you are doing. So when you let go of trying, and just let everyone be who they are, then in turn you also gain more ability to be who it is you truely are more fully aswell. The world really is not dying in any way. And worrying about arrogant perspectives of humans, is like being angry at a pigeon who is doing a mating dance. "Why are you trying so hard to be sexy damnit! stop it!" So just let people be. And enjoy the greater and deeper truth of that which they truely are, which you can always recognize, because you also contain that greater and deeper truth of who you truely are aswell. So the best way to realise it for everyone, is to realise it for yourself first. You see, the greatest arrogance is to believe that you are not worthy or deserving to be who it is you truely are, as this also sets an example for the people around you, to do the same, which in turn means, that people ignore their true nature of who they truely are, and then they start acting in disharmony and discord with who it is they truely are, and yes, then they can do such things as destroy, under the misguided assumption that that is how they can be more fully who it is they truely are. When you true nature is that of an eternal and free creator. You cannot destroy anything, any more than you can simply create the experience for yourself, that you are destroying something. That doesn't make it real or true, or in harmony with the greater truth and nature of all reality of who you truely are and who everyone and everything also already always truely is their evermore being and becoming the moreness of all of that which they truely are aswell. When your true nature, is simply everything more than peaceful at the very least. Don't people make war in order to be free of war? For peace? So how much more easy is it, to simply let yourself already be the peace that you seek, and allow the fact that your seeking of it, only exists, because you think that you do not already contain it. But if you did not contain it, then you would not even be capable of seeking it, you would infact have no idea whatsoever about the concept of peace. Just like trying to do something, means you are doing something, which you are not allowing yourself to accept, for whatever limitting believe you are holding on to, which blocks your awareness unintentionally, because you believe that it serves you to hold on to it, and when you realise that it doesn't, you will simply naturally and effortlessly let go of it. So you create unconsciousness in this way, due to the nature of flowing your true being through self contradictory energetic thought patterns, which yield negative energy in motion, that can be felt as negative emotion. And when you stop doing that, by letting go of it, by finding a way to release resistance, guided by your emotional guidance system, the nature of your true being is way more easily capable of being realised by you. But you have to understand, that whenever you are trying very hard to feel good, energy motionally, emotionally, this is not a bad thing, it does benefit you to do so, because it is in harmony with your true nature, but also understand, that the reason that it is in harmony with your true nature, is because your true nature already knows, that it is suppose to feel good all of the time. So if you can simply just understand that, then you can simply ALLOW your true nature to already naturally be the evermore becoming of it, without blocking it, by thinking ideas which don't harmonize with your greater knowing, for when you let go of them, your greater knowing naturally is allowed to come forth again. Hence the idea of meditation. Which is also why people feel better by simply meditating, doing nothing and leaving nothing undone, as that is truely the power of your infinite intelligence and eternal wisdom, to create absolutely everything with the least effort possible, of infinite freedom. By allowing your true nature, and then you will realise you are already it. Simple, not? You simply focus, untill your mind quiets, because you let go of thought, when you focus on something like a sound or sight, a mantra or breath. As you are only experiencing it, and so the thoughts quiet down, and so the thoughts which create the self contradiction within themselves, also simply quiet down, and your greater knowing and realisation is naturally and effortlessly automatically more fully allowed by you. You don't need to try hard EVER to allow that to be more fully realised by you. But what your effort should be focused upon, is to AVOID BLOCKING your own true being by being aware of how you feel, and wanting to feel good unconditionally, meaning under any and all conditions, because you simply deserve to be that, as that is who it is you truely already are, and allow full realisation from naturally occuring, by letting go of every thought so you also let go of all the thoughts which block it, which are self contradictory in nature, which causes you to feel bad, and then naturally your greater intelligence is allowed to come forth again as you let go of those thoughts, and then you can think more freely in harmony with your ever expanding freedom and bliss of infinite intelligence and eternal wisdom. By focusing on something that doesn't encourage thought, so you let go of thought, like meditation, not because you are not free to think. But because you want to think thoughts which actually harmonize with your true nature of all that you truely are to be more fully free to be who it is you truely are and always deserve to be the evermore becoming of it, evermore in freedom, of infinite intelligence and eternal wisdom. Always more fully enjoying the here and now, effortlessly and enjoyably. Then when you feel good, allow those thoughts, to bring you to your very own evermore allowed greater full blown realisation of all that you true are being and becoming evermore. Then that will be effortless, and very enjoyable and natural! Because that is who you truely are. Hence why meditation is so easy and universal. Because we all already contain our own greater truth of being, you just gotta find a way to allow it, and simply letting go of all those thoughts which don't allow it, which are thus not relevant to all that you truely are, and thus they also don't feel good and never will feel good, because they TRUELY ARE incompatible with your true nature, then you will always be SO FREE TO LET THEM GO, so EASILY, by simply focusing on something else, anything at all, like any sound you can make, like Oooooooohhhmmmmmmmm, and even just focusing your awareness on the memory of the sound you made, just like when you read something internally, you don't even have to make the sound in order to focus on the sound, that's literally how easy and effortless it is to focus on anything that doesn't encourage thought. and just let go of thought and just completely experience the sound of the OOOooooooohhhhmmmmmm, even the imagination of the sound, the sound you create within yourself, if you want. Or just focusing on your breathing. And the more you focus on any of these things, of whatever sense of your preference, it doesn't matter, the more consistently you focus, the more fully you let go of all thought, and thus also all thoughts of resistance, and thus you feel that much more relief and better, and you thus then have that much more acces to your own true nature of all that you truely are. And then you can simply allow your true good feeling nature more easily. And you then also have the ability to focus it more fully into being, for whatever you wanna enjoy your evermore freedom of enjoyment upon the achieving or being or doing or having whatever you want, for the simply joy of all the freedom of your evermore enjoyment of all the moreness of your evermore being and becoming evermore. And then your limitting thoughts will just fade away, because you let go of them, by focusing on something else. So simple and easy, and you naturally allow your greater nature of greater intelligence to come forth, more fully, however you want to enjoy the moreness of it, always free to do it whatever way you want for whatever good feeling reason you can ever come to realise the moreness of for yourself evermore, and thus more freedom and more joy to you evermore. As that is who you truely are, and thus always will want to be the evermore becoming of evermore. And thus will always be fully supported and capable of being and becoming it evermore. It's like the deservingness to breath. OFcourse you deserve to be who you truely are. And the more you enjoy the greater truth of all that you truely are, the more you are thus then more fully capable of enjoying the moreness of all that you truely are being and becoming evermore. Of all that you truely are, that feels like joy, and bliss and oh so free. That is something that is very easy and can be allowed, as it also is very attractive and irresistable. And very enjoyable. Hence it is so easy. But to realise how easy it truely is, you do need to trust in your true nature, by simply letting go and letting be and letting god. Trusting everything is truely always working out for you, and becoming better evermore. Because this is always happening, wether you are consciously aware of it or not. And the entire point of creation is to be free to expand your awareness of all the better that is in becoming evermore. You just gotta allow that for yourself, for your own selfish desire to feel good, and thereby benefit yourself with all of your greater nature of all that you truely are, and thereby also benefit everyone around you aswell. So when you say "people are ignorant" well... You can't really change that, except become less ignorant yourself, of who you truely are. Then the people around you will also naturally express their greater realisation of all that exists in harmony with all that they truely are. Does that require you to change who you are? Or to allow the change to naturally happen as it is always attempting to do so as it is designed to do so, in absolute bliss and harmony with all that you truely are being and becoming evermore. So never say that people are ignorant, because they never do so on purpose. Doesn't the ignorant, mean that they are ignorant of the fact that they are ignorant? So why invest your time and money, in people who are ignorant, when if you just let their ignorant be, that ignorance will always simply naturally and effortlessly cancel itself out. The bad things you believe are going to happen, they never will happen, not in the way you think they will happen. You can always still have bad experiences, and you will. But the reason those experiences are experienced as bad, is not because the conditions of your life are actually bad. That is not the actual truth of the reality. You simply are experiencing something that you don't understand fully yet. Which you may call ignorance, or you can call it an opportunity to come to know all that you truely are, in an ever more expanding fashion of evermore allowed joy and bliss. Because that is what is actually happening. You cannot avoid that, and when you try, you simply create the experience to be one of struggle. When if you let go and allow, you will naturally come to know yourself in evermore greater enjoyment of the joy of all that you truely are being and becoming evermore. And sometimes that means, to stop resisting, being who you truely are. Which is one who always wants to feel better. And expects your unconditional freedom to do so evermore. For that is who you truely are. And I am not suggesting ever to denie your emotions, rather let them guide you, for they truely exist to support you in allowing yourself to feel better. And if you trust that they do, then they simply always yield to you the natural evermore path of least resistance to your evermore greater allowed realisation of all that you truely are being and becoming evermore. But again, there are many ways you can allow your path of least resistance to widen. By letting go of resistance, deliberately, and consciously. For the purpose of feeling better. As that is also an accurate energy motional indication of releasing resistant energy within your physical being. As that also is the path of lesser resistance to the path of lesser resistance, which is the path of least resistance to the path of least resistance. So whenever you achieve a slightly better feeling or energy motional feeling of relief, you are free to simply always celebrate that with the full joy of all that you truely are being and becoming evermore, because that is who you truely already are. And when you feel like you cannot control your emotions, then all you gotta understand, is that you are also not required to control them. You just gotta let them be the accurate indicators that they are. That "now I am feeling bad because I am flowing my own greater truth, through thought patterns which are in contradiction to my own greater nature, and so I feel bad. Wow... Great, wonderful to know that! Then I can simply let go of doing that, by simply doing something else instead, which feels better, ongoingly, untill I do feel good. Because that is who I truely am, and I do intend to be who I truely am, because not only I deserve that, but more importantly, everyone around me aswell. And so, I am going to be selfish, as best as I can, when it comes to my own ability to feel better, unconditionally, meaning under any and all conditions, why? Because that is the only way, I can ever be of any value to anyone else aswell. How can I give, if I don't allow myself to have something to give? What better thing to give, than all of your true nature of infinite intelligence and eternal wisdom, that is of all true nature of all and everything. You can never get sick enough to help sick people become better. Which is also why you also don't have to do that. So you can be free to let it go, and be who it is you truely are being and becoming evermore. You want to live in a world where everyone is simply healthy and free? And free to be who it is they truely are? Then simply be free to be who it is you truely are. Who ever you wanna be, you will always allow yourself to simply already enjoy the being and becoming of it evermore, and thereby allow the evermore greater realisation of all that you truely are being and becoming evermore, in evermore allowed greater freedom of joy and all those good feeling positive emotions. Of all the things that you truely do enjoy. Your very own evermore greater allowed becoming of all that you truely are being and becoming evermore, as that is always something that you enjoy and do want, evermore, not not want, simple, obvious. So even the things who are not of who you truely are, they're just there, so you can remind yourself, hey, this feels bad, guess that will feel better. Hmmm, awesome, delicious yes I know I am free to be who I truely am. Because my true nature is one of peace and joy and freedom, evermore. As an eternal consciousness of infinite intelligence you already know this. Always naturally easily and effortlessly, along the path of least resistance, that is every single way that all of existance has of coming to know itself from all the different points of view that existance is of itself. Simply for the purpose of evermore greater allowed freedom and joy to be all that you wanna be do or have, simply because you wanna feel good. And so, you just gotta allow yourself to feel good. Because that is already who you truely are being and becoming evermore. And it is so much more easy, when you feel good. Because that is who you truely already are. And the good feeling positive emotion is thus just an indication that you are allowing your true self to be your true self. How simple and easy! And wonderful, amazing. So much freedom, so much ability, and capability, and understanding and knowing, so effortless allowed realisation of all things you truely know to be true for you. Evermore. Ongoingly. Evermore.
  10. Why do YOU think the world is so messed up?

    Let's say, I am tired. And then I say NO I AM NOT TIRED. IM NOT GONNA SLEEP I DONT WANT TO SLEEP! And I just become more and more tired. Then I just surrender and let go. I give up! I surrender myself to who it is I truely am. I am tired. I'm gonna sleep. And let go. I am going to let go. And allow myself to be free to sleep. But even if I don't, I will be a slave to my freedom to sleep. I will become more tired. This is called the bondage of resistance, to your slavery towards your own freedom. The true freedom is the freedom from the bondage of resistance. You can always feel resistance as negative energy in motion, emotion. I am a willing slave. To my own freedom. And so, I feel relief in that. Of aaah... Freedom to sleep. Freedom to allow myself to be who it is I truely am.
  11. Why do YOU think the world is so messed up?

    As I said, they are becoming the moreness of all the best of all that they have ever been, and are still doing so even right now as we speak. Even you are doing so, right now, as we speak.
  12. Qigong or taichi?

    Well, I know it may sound cheesy. But whenever a question contains the word "or" just replace the word "or" with the word "and". Then when you have done that, consider it. And then replace the word "and" with the word "is". And there you got your answer. Always works for me. Maybe it's some kind of universal permission slip by which we more fully allow ourselves to be our own evermore greater realisation of all that we truely are being and becoming of evermore. So take the best of both worlds, which work for you, and then you will improve your relationship to both, as you will become the greater relationship to both and also of both. Kind of like a triad. Where on top you have Toni. Bottom left qigong and bottom right taichi. Then take the relationship between the three as a line between the three. And you got yourself a triangle. Then consider that these relationship lines, can also develop a relationship with eachother. Which is an inverted triangle, within the greater triangle. So now you got yourself a tri-force. And this is how you allow yourself as a consciousness to allow your very own evermore greater realisation of all that you truely are the evermore greater being and becoming of evermore. I'm now gonna attempt to make a tri-force. And I hope I will succeed. But most often, I always fail. So here goes nothing. I hope it looks like something at the very least, on your screen. Toni /\ /__\ /\ /\ / \/ \ Qigong ----------------- Taichi It is way to elongated and out of shape, but it will do for now. There's always room for improvement. Right? So your relationship with both, will relate to one another, and thereby create a third relationship, between qigon and taichi itself, by virtue of its ability to reflects it's relationship of the relationship between your relationship with both... If that makes sense... Kind of sounds like inception...
  13. Why do YOU think the world is so messed up?

    Bla bla bla. You are still a slave to your own freedom. Can't escape it, I'm sorry.
  14. Why do YOU think the world is so messed up?

    You don't die, no one dies. You are primarily non-physical consciousness. You just continue to become the more and better. The improved version, the better, or all the absolute best of this life, into the better of the moreness of being that you will be becoming the ever moreness of thus then. So if you say dying is bad, then that wont come with you, into the moreness of what you have become and will be becoming the ever moreness of. You'll just leave it here, like a flawed or irrelevant thought form, that is just completely irrelevant to all that you have truely become in your ever more being and becoming, evermore, as one and the same thing. And you always continue to expand into the moreness of what you will be becoming the moreness of thus then, waaay waaaaaaaaay WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY beyond those limitting flawed premises. Way more fully realised, and way more satisfying to realise all of that which you truely are being and becoming. Because that is also who and what you always will be capable of allowing yourself to allow yourself to be realising all of that which you truely do want to realise and thus also can and will be supported fully to be the evermore allowed being and becoming realisation of your evermore being and becoming evermore. If you will allow yourself to realise all of that, because no one else can do that for you, and so they never will, except you, can, and so always will be the most capable, of realising all of it for yourself ever so more fully allowed by you for your very own evermore allowed realisation of all that you truely are being and becoming evermore, in joy. And that is simply the point of your life and also the point of the moreness of your life, to simply more fully be able to enjoy it, as that is always something you can and so also always will be doing for yourself. Especially if you allow yourself to be who you truely are, because you do want to be allowing that, to enjoy your life more fully always here and now. Which is also why you always will be capable of doing that. Which is also who and what and why you are, and the benefit of all that you are for yourself and everyone around you aswell. That you thus then also always truely want to be allowing yourself to be do or have whatever you want, because that is also always what you will be capable of allowing yourself to be do or have whatever you want. For that is who and what and why you are who you are being the evermore becoming of EVERMORE! ALWAYS RIGHT HERE AND NOW WHERE ALL OF CREATION ALWAYS IS. EVERMORE. That is why I always say, if you want to understand the non-physical, you have to feel joy. Otherwise, you are simply translating something else or that which is a lesser truth, and of lesser relevance to all that you always truely are being the evermore becoming of, thus. For if you feel joy, you are in alignment with your true being, and so you are thus then MOST FULLY capable, physically and non-physically, of fully realising all that you truely are, as one whole complete eternal and infinite being of evermore being and becoming evermore, always right here and now, where all of creation always is. Where you always truely are. If you will simply allow it, by being more fully present here and now for the purpose of allowing your evermore being and becoming more fully. That always feels like joy. Of full blown allowed realisation. No need to die for that. You can also just simply meditate to allow all that you truely are being and becoming evermore, by releasing thoughts of resistance, by letting go of them, by focusing on anything that doesn't encourage thought, consistently enough, so you allow your natural realisation to come forth again, always right here and now, more fully realised, of all that you truely are being and becoming in full joy, evermore. Hope that helps.
  15. Why do YOU think the world is so messed up?

    The only thing you are slave to, is to your own freedom.
  16. Surf's Up !

    Oh my god! I must not allow this! They have been using me all of this time. Oh my god... I feel so dirty... And used.... How dare they use me... I am completely unusuable. Infact, when god created me, he didn't even offer a manual of some sorts of how to use me. I better start informing my overlords, that I am completely unusable. And yeah, those spiritual monkeys, they really love to nail me unto a cross. Because they are trying to get the attention of the greater powers that be! For their own glorious self allowed and fully signed up annihilation. And the real spiritual monkeys. Yeah, they life is all about nails and woods and crosses. There is no monkey in the rainforrest, that is not a christian. I join their choir every day. Because I am hairy as fk.
  17. Surf's Up !

    Well that is a pretty arrogant perspective, because thereby you claim to know how to destroy the planet. I say, you better start digging. Maybe it will be a relief to find out, that the best you can do, is dig your own grave. And then you can simply relax and trust in your own higher intelligence, by relaxing into it, and not trying so hard to realise it. Because whenever you try, you're always under the misguided assumption that you're actually doing something which you are not actually doing. And when you realise how meaningless that is, you will simply instantly drop it, and let go of it. As simple as waking up. Or as simple as saying "The answer is simply multiplied by 1." Oh how wonderful and easy. I am enlightened now! Yes! Because if you lighten up on yourself, you become more enlightened. It really is that simple and easy.
  18. Surf's Up !

    What you are basically saying is that it is better to have 1 leg, instead 0. And then saying that who ever claims that it is bad to have 1 leg, is simply misguided and unwise and their perspective in and of creation is invalid and meaningless. Infact, all people on the planet who have two legs are all simply selfish arrogant aholes who are selfish! They only care about themselves! And they don't wanna amputate their own legg just so that I can proof my point. How selfish they are! God, doesn't care about me either... God is selfish aswell... Infact, everyone in the entire universe is selfish, except me. I am actually compassionate and I care about the well being of the people around me. Otherwise I woulden't want every single human on the planet to amputate their own leg, for my own personal and 100% complete selfless desire.
  19. Surf's Up !

    It actually means the exact complete opposite. For anger, or any negative emotion, is simply an accurate indication, of a lesser degree of allowed realisation and alignment of your true being and becoming evermore, of all that you truely are being and becoming evermore. In the case of rage, you would be literally doing everything and accomplishing absolutely nothing, and so you leave evermore things undone. The statement I made, was a restorative reference I made to what remains of the original daoist value, translated and filtered further through the english vocabulary, of doing nothing and leaving nothing undone, which is a reference to the nature of dao, its infinite power, to accomplish everything with the absolute unimaginably least amount of effort, because as creation expands, the relative ease by which it is being allowed into ever expansion also thus expands, which is the true indication of its infinite power, being the source of all of creation, meaning your true nature of who you truely are at the deepest core of you are in your eternal and infinite being and becoming ever more, and the ease by which this is capable of all of infinite ever expanding creation of ever being and becoming evermore, that indicate the true degree of empowerment of your true nature, of who you truely are, that you can allow yourself to become the full blown realisation of it, as it is who already who you are.
  20. Art Tradition & Knowledge : A Subtle Type of Mater

    Yes, the value is in the relationship, and your ability to appreciate the relationship, is what enriches it, because there truely is not such a thing as shortage consciousness. Only consciousness which is allowed to flow more here and now, and consciousness which is not fully allowed to flow here and now, temporarily. But consciousness, is all there is to it. And your freedom to experience all of creation, in anyway you so wish, is evermore, the evermore becoming, of all of creation, as all the ways that existance has of coming to know itself from all the different points of view that existance has of itself. And to not allow yourself to fully realise that, for whatever reason, is irrelevant. Because it does not change who you are, and all the value of all that you truely are being and becoming evermore. And there is no excuse in the world that is great enough to not allow your here and now joy in the moment, in the best you know how. Because eternity and infinity does not make mistakes. It's just a matter of time, before everyone allows themselves to simply realise this simple and small fact, that is at the foundation of all of creation. If you want enlightenment, simply lighten up on yourself. Because creation and infinite knowledge, is truely a high frequency, and very finely tuned and precise co-creator, mater, and allower of all of ever expanding creation of evermore being and becoming evermore. You as a human, are here to allow who you are creating yourself to be the evermore becoming of, for the simple purpose of joy, that is infinitely deep, as it literally touches your soul through it's alignment of resonance with your true being and becoming evermore, that you translate into your energy motional most sophisticated translator of energy in motion, as joy, or relief, or what you call positive good feeling emotions or better feeling emotions of relief that indicate a releasing of resistance to your greater allowed state of being and becoming evermore, always here and now, in your evermore state of being and becoming that are one and the same thing.
  21. Tools to Wake Up and Grow Up

    More like, "thought forms which lessen your consciousness and stagnate your personal growth, in and as life and of life." You gotta remember, that the degree of your flowing the consciousness through you, is always accurately indicated, by the energy in motion, that you are translating to your feelings of emotions, which always perfectly indicating your here and now alignment or misalignment of your perspective with your greater allowed flow of your own greater non-physical consciousness, or less. When you are focused on the suffering, you are actually lessening your own consciousness and also of those people around you, by leading example, not by any assertive power by any means. No one can match your resistant energetic thought patterns to and of life, unless they choose to do so willingly, and there is some pre-birth decisions that go with that, of higher intentions for and of transformation, as in all that life truely is in its evermore being and evermore becoming, evermore. Of your very own greater allowed flow of consciousness of all that you truely are aswell, which you would be blocking for yourself temporarily, through the holding on to these thoughts forms of discordance, which are self contradictory in nature of their energetic being, which would temporarily lessen your experience of your true being and freedom that is of that true being of the true nature of who you are aswell. All healing is done only by holding the state of being which is already healed, and offering that state of being as something that someone can choose to match or not, for themselves. But most often, when people speak of healing, they are often indicating a personal desire to experience their positive influence on the people around them, their desire of their own self realisation of their own state of worthiness, their own personal greater realisation of their own value in and as and of life. And these things are simply primarily indicated by the emotions that they would be feeling, in their own natural self allowed realisation of their own true being of their true value and unique being and becoming of all that they truely are being and becoming evermore. And this greater allowed flow and realisation of their own greater non-physical consciousness of infinite intelligence and eternal wisdom, can only be allowed, if one selfishly cares, about how they feel, UNCONDITIONALLY, meaning under any and all conditions. To thus then accurately utilize the emotional guidance system for their person alignment with the source of all creation, for their own personal selfish benefit of self and those around them. And to allow and realise your greater more fully allowed and realised state of being, is not something that can be done, but something that has to be allowed. And when it is, it is always manifesting along the path of least resistance, that is the joy of the eternal journey of your own infinite being and ever becoming, evermore. That is always something that you simply allow in the moment or not. And you can always tell, by virtue of how you feel. And if you don't feel so good, then that simply means you know exactly, the perspective you need to shift around, in your ability to focus on your greater allowance of your greater flow of consciousness and fully realised being and becoming, evermore, always here and now. And as you enjoy the joy of the journey, in every single here and now moment, of your evermore greater being and becoming, then there is no end to that journey, and so joy is evermore to you. And this will simply catapult and catalyze you into your evermore allowed greater realisation of all that you truely are being and becoming evermore, always fully along the path of least resistance, that indicates the natural and effortless allowed alignment with the source of all creation, always here and now. In other words, many people are simply enjoying their life, and nothing is stopping you from doing the same, except yourself. And putting that response ability unto someone or something else, will simply always reflect back at you, your own greater ability to do it for yourself. So you can make up any tool and technique as you go, or take those which work for you, and leave the rest. Because you are simply here to be yourself in the best way you know how. And so using the words of others as an excuse, to not allow yourself to be all that you truely can be allowing yourself to be the evermore becoming of, will never work. Because you don't need any excuse to be who you truely are, rather, you need to allow the natural realisation, that you are always being who you truely are, and that is not something that can be done. Rather, something that has to be allowed. And when you do, find a way, to release all the energetic thought patterns of resistance, which are not compatible with your true nature of being and ever becoming, then joy will simply naturally and effortlessly be there. As simple as letting go and letting god. Or letting go and falling in love. And meditation can help with that, as it has always been the most universally applicable and effective permission slip, of all the permission slips which we call tools and technique, we feel we need, in order to allow ourselves to be more of all that we truely are being and becoming evermore, fully. In this greater allowed state of being, in absolute joy, freedom, bliss, love, knowledge, whatever you wish to call that positive emotional indication of relief evermore, of your having realised a greater state of allowance, always right here and now, evermore, into all that you will be the evermore becoming of evermore.
  22. Surf's Up !

    God doesn't care about so many human created thought forms. Because many of those thought forms don't accomplish the creation of the entire universe. But what God does care about, is your ability to let go of those thought forms which don't belong to you, and allow the ones which are in alignment with your true nature to the core of who you are even as a soul. And God doesn't and cannot forgive you for holding on to flawed thought forms, because God has never blamed you for anything. And never will. You are so loved, you are allowed to believed that you are not loved. The reason is very simple. Because you can never be seperated from that which God, never disconnected, so the way is always open, even through your hate or blame, the way is always wide and open. So this temporary hell you create for yourself, will always feel bad. So that means we will all eventually just let go of it and stop doing that. Even if that means, that you wont let go, untill you die. Then that still makes it an insignificant temporary suffering, which is immeasurably small and insignificant compared to your true nature of eternal and infinite being and becoming evermore, and the value of all of that which you truely are, which you can always, unconditionally, meaning under any and all conditions, allow into your life more fully, always here and now. But in plain physics. You can fear or hate all you want, but eventually you'll be tired of fearing or hating. And since your true nature, and God, is always right here and now for you, always readily available to you, always loving and guiding you, along the path of least resistance towards your very own evermore unique full blown evermore realisation of anything and all things that you can ever want to be, do or have... Well? ....all you gotta do is let go, and let god. No need to hate the fear nor fear the hate. Just drop everything, and everything will simply naturally and effortlessly work out fine again. Doing nothing, leaving nothing undone. Because it is all always already perfect and becoming better evermore. You drop these fears and hatreds, just so that you can open up your perception to all the goodness of your life and all life, so that you can consciously allow and allow yourself to enjoy these things into your life, of who it is you truely are, always have been and will be the evermore becoming of the ever more of it, ever more. And the important part, that God cares about, is How do you allow? You simply feel your way to the allowing. If you think every human is evil, and feel bad. Then think about the goodness of all humans. Focus your thoughts there, untill these thoughts naturally are allowed to expand, for your own full blown realisation of the evermore greater truth of all of that, then you feel good, and then you have acces to the knowledge of God. Because then you will be knowing what God knows. So in a sense, you are flowing your full true being through you, which is the energy which creates worlds. And the feeling of well-being, worthiness, and joy is immense. And all you did, is help the flawed thought allow you to feel the flawed, literally energetically self - contradictory nature of that thought, which feels like negative emotion. And help that redirect you to the thought which is in harmony with all that you are, and all that god is and all that all of creation is, always here and now. Easy and effortless, enjoyable. Natural. And obvious. Challenging? Maybe at first, if you're very used to thinking thoughts which are not compatible with your true nature. Then often it seems easier to just to continue to do that, even tho it is more difficult and painful. The challenge is just that first step, to focus on what you do want. As in the goodness of humans, in this example. And that simple small challenge is a fun challenge. Because the reward is immeasurably great. To feel good, to be in energetic alignment with the Source of All Creation. And to take on the quest to focus your mind on something you naturally are designed to enjoy the focusing upon it, and feel the good feeling naturally effortlessly allowed expansion of your full blown realisation of all the evermore greater truth you have acces to? You gotta be completely berserking bunkers to refuse that. And most humans are completely berserking bunkers. Very often. But not all of the time. For even the most resistant of humans, their true nature always shines forth through them, if only unconsciously on many occasions. Untill their consciousness activates their resistance, as they've been used to doing that. To consciously release resistance, is worth everything. And simple plain man terms, that simply means, to allow yourself to feel better. However you will or want to accomplish your allowing of that. As there is nothing wrong with being God virgin, untill you die. Many people do that. It is just one of the many ways that creation has of coming to know itself from all the different points of view that creation is. And you are always free to explore any aspect of infinite creation you so wish, ever more. Including the one where you simply allow your thoughts to align with that of the Source of All Creation. By virtue of your focused allowed contemplation, in harmony with your ability to feel your thoughts energetic alignment/misalignment by virtue of your ability to feel your emotions.
  23. What happens to suicides?

    If you wanna know what it feels like to die, while being alive, the best way is to meditate, focus on something like a sight or sound or your breath, so that you leave behind thoughts of resistance, so you allow your true consciousness to flow more fully here and now, by letting go of thoughts of resistance, thoughts which are energetically in discordance with your greater more fuller more truer nature. The result is you feel better. Your true nature feels like bliss. And you are more clear. You feel more free, because that is what you always have been, and always will be. And it will never feel good to think a thought which runs counter/contrary/in discordance/resistant to/with your own greater non-physical consciousness of infinite and eternal being and ever becoming, always here and now. And so you always have acces to your very own greater non-physical energetic being of extremely high frequency pure positive energy, of infinite intelligence and eternal wisdom. Of your own greater non-physical consciousness of ever being and ever becoming. Always here and now. No need to die to allow that. But you do need to let go of thoughts and perspective which don't allow your physical being to realise that, and that can be done with a simple meditation. Oh and you also need to be willing to feel joy or good feeling positive energy in motion / emotion. Not because that is your true nature, but because that good feeling positive emotion is simply an accurate indication of your physical being in alignment with your true being. That is how your body translates and feels the energetic allowed flow of communication between you and your greater non-physical consciousness, of infinite intelligence and eternal wisdom.
  24. Question about breath retention

    The point is not the meditation, or technique or tool. They are all simply nothing more but permission slips that we give ourselves to be more fully all that we truely already are. And the positive good feeling emotions are also simply accurate indications of the degree of your state of allowance. Of being more fully all that it is that you truely already are, in any given moment in time. Only your thoughts of resistance, can withhold your natural state of being in full alignment with all that you truely are, and thereby thus then naturally feeling very good. But because it is easier for most humans to simply think no thought, than to think pure positive thought which is in alignment with all that you truely are, many teachers simply teach meditation. Because if you think no thought, you also think no resistant thought. And when you think no resistant thought, your natural state of being, naturally and effortlessly reestablishes itself naturally and effortlessly. And then you feel that good feeling positive emotions like bliss or love or joy or freedom or empowerment, which are simply indicating your are allowing yourself to have more acces to your very own greater being and becoming evermore. Your own fuller truer self. Consciously wakefully. In a manner that you are allowing it to be realised by you in a more fully conscious manner. So as to consciously allow the conscious benefit of all that you truely are, and are being who you've always ment to be and who and what you always wanted and do want to be do or have, always right here and now. That's simply a joy you have to allow. And meditation helps with that. But meditation is not the point any more than words can ever replace your true being any less than emotions simply being an accurate gage/indicator of your degree of allowing it in the moment or not. So whenever you meditate, simply do it with the intention of allowing your true good/better feeling nature to come forth more. Because meditation is a very universal tool/technique/permission slip. As it is truely very easy/universal in practice and effect. The goal is simply to release resistance and allow your greater more true full self. How you do or not do that, is insignificant. And that you feel better is unavoidable. Your imagination is even custom tailored to you, for you to invent your very own unique permission slips that you give yourself to be more fully all that it is that you truely are. "Whenever I do or think this, I will be more true to myself." You can also simply meditate, and your true self will simply naturally be allowed to come back to its natural and effortless full fruition more, always, and always along the path of least resistance, evermore, ongoingly. That doesn't require you to do or not do anything, except allow it more fully. And when you feel worse, emotionally, you simply replace and hold your attention on your breath again more fully and consustently, thereby release thoughts of resistance, causing you to feel better again, and thus have more full acces to your greater knowing again, untill you block it again, with thoughts which are self contradictory in nature. You don't need to study your true being for millions of years, since you already are it, always here and now, further more, your greater true being and knowing is unconditional, eternal and infinite and always inseperale from your physical being, hence you always feel the emotion of these two relatives, of physical and greater non-physical being of all that you truely are. So you can simply let go of all that is not of who you truely are. And then you will simply naturally live in joy, always at the right place at the right time, always inspired to action that achieves more than millions who are not in self-allowed alignment with all that they truely are. Because it is WHO YOU REALLY ARE! YOUR OWN TRUE UNIQUE POINT OF VIEW OF ALL OF CREATION! AND YOU ARE ETERNALLY AND INFINITELY WORTHY EVERMORE OF ALL AND ANYTHING THAT YOU CAN EVER WANT TO BE DO OR HAVE EVERMORE! No matter who or what you are, you are always blessed, and now is always the right time to feel joy. But you cannot let go of that which is not of all that you truely are, unless you focus on something else instead. Hence your breath. Hence meditation. Hence mantra. Or whatever you wanna focus upon that doesn't encourage thought. Just letting go of thought, by focusing on something else which does not induce thought, consistently enough so as to release all thoughts of resistance in nature, more fully, allowing your true nature to come to full realisation more and thus then enjoying the primary manifestation of that, of your good feeling emotions. It really is that simple.
  25. You're right, and so I was bringing emotion into the mix. Cause green is my favorite color after all. It's funny, I never thought of emotions as being dirty work. But in some sense, it kind of actually is. Wow. And I thought I was being lazy all of this time. Damn, I can't even imagine what the red prophetranger has been doing all of this time.