Everything

Today I looked up at the top of the stairs. And I asked my self, "Can I reach the top of the stairs? Can I reach the top of the stairs... Can I? ..." With so much that has been going on down here. All that I have lived. All that has taken place. Every single moment in time and space. Every boundary of time and space that I have surpassed. All that I have co-created. All that I have done. All that I have experienced... I walked to the top of the stairs. And I looked down... And I said to myself "I am at the top of the stairs. What is life going to bring me now?" Has live ever ceased to bring you new experiences? Or have you been believing in the same experience, over and over again. What has really prevented you? And is it still preventing you? Or are you preventing yourself. And how much longer can you really prevent yourself do you think? What if time did not exist. And you could potentially prevent yourself for all eternity. How much longer could you really prevent yourself, do you think? When would you go absolutely mad? And crawl out the door, into the light, and be free forever more. And if god did not respond, would you swim to the ocean. And ask for a sign? And had you not found, would you swim down into the dark to become blind? Do you think there is always hope in the unknown? To explore beyond that which you had ever known? How can you never know for sure? How can you ever know for sure... Did you look under your bed today to find god there? Well, did you? I have looked under mine, on your behalf and mine. Have you looked under your bed today? For this god of mine? What... You don't believe in God? Oh come on, tell me another good joke! Ofcourse you don't believe in God, if you haven't even looked under your bed for it. Ofcourse you don't believe in God, if you have not even looked in the closet for it. How do you know it is not there? What if God is there, everytime you close the closet? What if there is a space in your posession, that only contains God, when you do not look into it. Would you not try and make a photo of it, without looking? Would you not try and open the box and look into it through a mirror, without directly looking into the box. Have you ever tried this? What if you look into the mirror, and God is looking right back at ya? Would you look away? Would you try to make up an excuse to go and leave? Would you say you are not ready to know God? Would you say you have other more important things to do, and that you are not worthy anyway. Would you close the door behind you, and leave God in that mirror, forever alone, in the dark. Trapped into the eternal awe and wonder and bliss of your never ending beautiful gaze that you had left it forever there stunned in your eternal never ending light of conscious recognition that you are real, and you are more than you have ever thought yourself to be. Do you ever regret not taking the actions in your life that you could have taken. Do you ever think what life could have been for you had you not squandered it away, in so many ways, so many times. Do you think you still have hope. That as long as the desire is there, then the achievement of it can be realised? Do you think God will ever give up on you? Or do you think that God has not the lack of strength nor will, to bend time and space, and envelop you in a trillion of stars. And breath the life of your soul into your beautiful body. Don't you think that God has set up every event in history to lead to this point in time and space. Don't you know how much fun God is having. You have any idea how certain the plan is set up to be. And how much more there is to come. And that none of it will ever come without you, and that none of it will ever move without you. Don't you know that the entire universe moves with your every movement. And that you are an inseperable extension of all of it. Or do you feel alone, in an ocean of millions of people, like so many. Not knowing what life is ever really about. Not finding any real purpose. And certainly not one that feels good. For whenever time ceases to exist, you will know the answer. Where your truth is and your soul. Always holding it steadily for you, offering you it bit by bit, never endingly. Like little bits and pieces of breadcrumbs. Here and there. Your life is at life. Please go left and turn right. Move towards the green. There you can find your life. Oh here it is. Where is the moving life. Wait for the wind. And look up, and see that which the trees reach for. The guiding light that moves all life. And had you not found the squirrell hiding amongst the trees? Have you not seen the frog that leaped underneath the bushes? Are they not shy of you? Where do you think they go when you do not look? What do you think they do when you do not look? What are they hiding from you, most of all? Can you read their minds? What do you think the frog thinks when it looks at you? Don't you think it loves the warmth of your hand? And cherrishes every bit of moment you allow it to be there? Have you condemmed every bit of life that exists around you? When it is free forevermore from your condemnation? And loves you anyway? Look at your trees. You cut it one way, it grows another. Life is free to be itself. And so are you. When... You allow yourself to be. Who you really are... Unconditionally... Emotionally... Wait for it... WAIT FOR IT!!!! WAAAIT FOR IT!!!!! .... ... Evermore... Here and now... Where all of existence is. Where all of time and space is. Being and becoming evermore here and now. Do you think it is time to make peace with life? Even without God? ...Or do you wanna take God with you, into your peaceful life? Let it show you the way. Guide you to the next and the next and the next life. Anything that you can ever want to be, do or have. It is all revolving around you, as infinite possibility and probability. Free for your choosing out of any and all of it. As all of creation resides within you forevermore. And there is nothing that you cannot be, do or have. If only you knew you wanted it. Then you would allow yourself to be free! Free to fly as high as you can possibly want to fly. You would dream big, and achieve it, in a matter of no time. But how do you know you want it? You can only tell by the way you feel as you think about it. We humans are not complex. We simply like to have fun by being together. If everyone dies from your presence, that is not your fault. And not their fault either. It is a perfect presentation of your immortal nature. That is who you truely are. I would say, let them die. It is not your fault or theirs. Be free to be who you truely are. No matter who you are or where you are. In the end it benefits everyone the most. To simply allow yourself to be who you truely are. It doesn't matter if you believe in a God or Rain Forrest. It is all the same to me. For I do not even exist. Forevermore free, to wait, at the top of my stairs, for you. I write you this, from a place that does not exist. And it is God. Here waiting for me. To tell you that God exists. And God is real. "What did you tell me God?! ...OH OK! I hear you now! Ok! .... He wants me to tell you that baseball is real aswell." I wonder why baseball. Out of all things that could be real. God wants you to know that baseball is real aswell. Baseball is boring if you ask me. I like more fast paced and more action. Like chess... Millions of battles being fought every single second. And every move is the ever surprising result of all of that. And yet so ever seemingly more boring than all of the boredom in the entire universe combined together into one single HUGE BIG BORING MESS OF BULLSHT. ARGH! *smacks chess table to the floor* "Uh? Oh, you're still waiting for life to happen? ..." Hush hush now darling, you will be dead soon, and with God forevermore. Come to the grave soon, there is allot we need to discuss. And by discuss, I mean you are going to listen and I am going to speak endlessly, ofcourse. For my words will not reach your ears. I will forever envelop you with time and space, beyond your wildest dreams and imaginings. Hold on... Wait for it! .... ... WAIT FOR IT! .... Evermore here and now.

Ok, bye.

People who suicide are powerful freedom seekers. And they will find it, under any and all circumstances, under any and all conditions, regardless of any and all conditions, unconditionally, energy motionally, tending to their primary importance in and of life, the emotion. The desire to feel good, as the primary desire, in all of creating. Wether it is a castle or a button. It all begins with the primary desire to come back into alignment with the one, that is what life is all about. The one that you are. The one that came forth into this contrasting environment of immense variety. For the joy of your evermore being and becoming. The true freedom you all seek is the freedom from the bondage of resistance. And it can be achieved, eternally evermore, being and becoming evermore here and now. Effortlessly, joyously. By caring only about how you feel. And wanting to feel good so much, that you are willing to do anything in order to allow yourself to allow yourself to allow yourself to allow yourself to allow yourself to allow yourself to allow yourself to allow yourself to allow yourself to allow yourself to allow yourself to allow yourself to allow yourself to allow yourself to allow yourself to allow yourself to allow yourself to allow yourself to allow yourself to allow yourself to allow yourself to allow yourself to allow yourself to allow yourself to allow yourself to allow yourself to allow yourself to allow yourself, to feel better. And eventually, you will know that you can do it. And it will set you free forevermore.

It is difficult to be an escort of so many, don't you think?

I find that hard to believe. How could this man know so much, in such a long gone distant past, when no one knew anything. And now yet, still no one knows it seems. Do I always have to be so blessed? Am I the only one who realises the impossible nature of Fred Roger's personal self realisation? Do people just spontaneously combust like that? Into eternal ever self spontaneously combusting flames? Feels kind of self contradictory. Waiting for an answer.

Sleep well, my dear old friend. Sleep well and dream well. Dream evermore wakefully. As soft as your pillow. As soft as the clouds you touch when you fly and no one is looking, because you are the only one there. And then you will find the people you are looking for, had been there all along. Waiting for you, on the clouds. Singing about your return. Because they knew what was up.

I went to toilet and I locked the door. Because I didn't want anyone to see me. This is my deepest secret in life and I am telling you now, here so listen, may you witness the truth of my deepest darkest secret of my life. I sat down on the toilet and I cried, "Oh god why have you forsaken me?! Why have you turned me into a poopy?!" I made a huge poop. It just flowed so effortlessly. And I wanted to say goodbye, but I coulden't... I coulden't take the scent of saying goodbye, I'm not good at saying goodbye. Farewell, poopy. Farewell. Only Jim D. and I know.... How much I have loved your being with me all of this time we had fun together. Now I must let go of you... You are going on a long journey, my dear friend. Farewell... And oh had I not judged it you see, had I only tolerated the stench a little bit longer, WE WOULD BE FREE FOREVER TOGETHER! POOPY ALL OVER THE WALLS! But no... I cannot surely, do something... Like that? But does it matter, now that the poopy is gone? Do you really think we could have done this interaction in a manner that was more conducive of your freedom? For you are already enlightened you see. We are the source of so many poopy yet to come! Life is so wonderful. There is always another journey. A never ending becoming. Of evermore poopy on their way. In the eternal process of evermore becoming. Poopy will be EVERYWHERE FOREVER. When you go to heaven, you will see poopy in every particle of light. It will say hello to you, and remind you that it has not forgotten you, and is still right there with you, forever and ever. The poopy will never leave you.

I agree with everything here, and that we're all gravitating towards the 5th is obvious. So here we see how clearly a human knows the difference of all things. And the names. And definitions. Except when you say there is no 6th dimension. Because there are infinite dimensions. Infact, if time would stop, one particular moment in time and space, that our consciousness experiences, is actually not even 4 dimensional. It is WAAAY more INFINITELY EVER EXPANDING unique(ness). Like 4.456884655100460402945950420639762064397610203000053723475374522820450... etc to infinity. And even becoming more well defined eternally and infinitely ongoingly evermore. That is the true dimensional identity of just one particular moment of ones personal unique existance. Surely a consciousness can figure all of that out, 5 billion times per second, creating the illusion of time and space. And in the 5th dimension we are so consistently in alignment with our greater non-physical consciousness, as is indicated by unconditional love, that for sure we can term us to be 5th dimensional. but we are often being 5th dimensional many times in our. Naturally. We often are in alignment with our own greater non-physical consciousness. Many humans, even the most resistant ones. So it's an ever changing thing and its all about energy motional thought streams and frequencies. And so yes, no one is actually here, unless you understand the self then you truely understand the other. So we cannot ever come to know anyone or anything for all that it truely is being and becoming evermore here and now, unless we find alignment with our own true self first. With our own soul, or greater non-physical consciousness or our own source of being and personhood. But there are infinite dimensions. And I think gods or creators play in 7th dimension. But I know some humans who even can tell something up to 16th dimension. Yet in religion it is often spoken of as the 7th heaven or 7 heavens. And then at the edge of the 7th heaven/dimension it is surrounder by angels which praise the most high, or infinite and eternal consciousness of infinite intelligence and eternal wisdom, ever expanding source of all creating. I guess we humans are all moving/gravitating towards the 5th dimension and can thus more directly interact / relate and co-create with god consciousness. As in christian idea of having a personal relationship with God in heaven/paradise on earth as in the 5th dimensional way of life and operation of beingness on earth. It seems like everything here on earth is moving towards that evermore. As I experience it already so much in my life. Have done so for a long time. It is just confusing why it goes so slow, and why my experience of 5th dimension is still so "special" or "a rare thing." When it feels like it is actually suppose to be the dominant natural experience. As I certainly can't wait for all of that to simply happen right here and now. Like seeing some kids fly up in the sky instead of playing on the ground all of the time. Surfing mega big waves by flying into them from above. That sounds like a dream that is yet to wake up or become fully realised here and now. And from my personal experience of this planet earth I see it as inevitable that that is what life is moving towards. That kind of a joyful free abbundant enlightening playful loving world. But there is allot of resistance to that still. And I know that people will eventually just give up. And just let life simply become natural again and just let the dream become a reality, by not fighting it, since it already contains all that we want anyway, and god is there for us, calling us towards it, so ofcourse everyone's gonna go there if God is there...

Physical pain is completely irrelevant to suffering, because often physical pain actually creates extacy in many people. Like the "runners high" that people talk about. But ofcourse there is a negative aspect to physical pain aswell, and you can tell emotionally, when pain is too much pain and no longer natural, and no longer necessary. All disease is but a secondary manifestational indicator of durably allowed negative emotion, which is the primary indicator of energetically resistant / self contradictory thought patterns within the individual. And we all have to unconditional ability to allow ourself to feel better, emotionally, unconditionally, regardless of any and all conditions, under any and all conditions. To allow for the natural alignment of our physical consciousness and our greater non-physical consciousness, that is indicated by feeling better emotionally, as even full alignment of one where one feels absolutely joyful, one can increase the momentum of consciously allowed to flow thought streams in full harmonic alignment and blending with your own ever expanding greater knowing of your own ever expanding greater non-physical consciousness, to even experience rapturously extatic blissfulness and ongoingly evermore greater allowed realisations of evermore greater allowed realisations of evermore greater allowed realisations.

As I was contemplating suffering the other day, and thinking about what part of us has actually never ever suffered. That is even incapable of suffering. And it is actually not a physical thing at all, which is also why it has never suffered. It is actually the part of us that actually knows all about our suffering, physically, mentally, emotionally. All that is of our physical life and body, can be suffering. But our consciousness can never ever become the suffering, just become conscious of it. We can be so conscious of our suffering that we can write entire books about it, and still be suffering. But as I begin to think about my own consciousness. As I begin to focus my consciousness more on itself, on myself. As I become more conscious about my own consciousness, I notice that it has got no aspect of suffering. It's just pure consciousness. Just pure existential awareness. It is almost like a non-physical field of pure permeable energy/awareness. Or pure awareness. I cannot draw a line in physical timespace reality, to define it, because it actually exists where physical reality ends. The line is drawn in between physical and non-physical. However, my physical body can become aware of the consciousness itself. It is simply pure awareness. And we are actually an extension of it, however, it is not an extension of us. We cannot change it or make it less, except for ourselves. It is so confusing to think about this relationship of physical and non-physical. Because we always are the consciousness, but we can as a consciousness, become so conscious of our own suffering of our own physical being, that we can actually guide the physical being to say that "I am suffering." even tho we are just consciousness being conscious about the physical being that is suffering. But our consciousness cannot ever become conscious of suffering, and then suddenly be diminished by it. The suffering doesn't affect our consciousness. Infact, some people have been conscious of suffering and then moments later conscious of the complete opposite. Because our consciousness is not limitted by anything that it can be conscious about. It is simply just consciousness being conscious about things, which may or may not actually be other consciousnesses. Or perhaps both our consciousness and not ours at the same time. So we cannot be conscious about going unconscious. I have tried, and what happened is conscious body paralysation, into deep dreamless sleep. What I experienced has profounded me. And it's that our consciousness has actually never experienced unconsciousness, and cannot do so. As my body paralyses, through the 7 hertz pulses of the brain, I lose physical awareness, but I am still conscious, and it feels very light... Just floating in a nothingness just pure beingness or rather awareness, thoughtless awareness. Aware without a mind or body or brain. And in what feels like just --- a few seconds ---, the dream begins. It formulates in my consciousness. When science says, as we go into unconsciousness at 7 hertz, we don't actually dream. There is a gap of time, before the dream begins, and because that gap of time is unconscious, my consciousness literally skips it straight into dreaming. It is literally not experienced nor even capable of being experienced. I skip that time in just a few seconds. The moment I become pure awareness, dream formulates very quickly. As sensations first and more clearly defined ongoingly. So unconsciousness, can never become experienced by us. Which is interesting. So we can never ever lose the consciousness. It feels almost as consistent as existence itself. But ofcourse its rather an extension of existance? Just like our suffering is not really existing unless we are conscious about it. But, even as we are being conscious about it, our consciousness itself, it doesn't suffer over our suffering. So it's so weird. To say, that on a certain level, we have actually never ever suffered. And that that aspect of our being which has never ever suffered, is simply our own consciousness. Or the awareness that is being aware of the suffering. So ofcourse we can suffer, as a physical human being we often suffer. But all that pain, that energy motional pain, it simply exist, because we are conscious of it. The pain doesn't change our consciousness, the pain may and often does change our body. But our consciousness, doesn't change no matter how violently our body changes. Just being conscious about the violent chaos and even conscious about the unwillingness of our physical body to experience this physical suffering. It's mind blowing, because as I am thinking, in my consciousness, expanding upon thoughts of my physical mind, I can experience so much pain, but it doesn't tear my consciousness appart as it tears my physical body appart. Sure I can tear my brain appart, but I wont actually be conscious about having a torn appart brain, because for some reason, maybe my consciousness will experience the torn appart brain as something that is not what it is. Maybe we can even feel some connection to the pain of the body, even while it is dead or even dying evermore. But again, we might even feel some non-physical awareness of pain, by being consciouss more about it. But it doesn't cause our consciousness to be painful. Our consciousness is simply being conscious about the pain. So what about our consciousness? What happens if we become more conscious about our own consciousness itself? Has anyone ever tried that? The awareness of the awareness. Being aware of your own awareness. Is that just a funny thing we can do, or is there some profound benefit to doing that? Or is the profound benefit in the actual fun of doing so.

There is only the eternal figuring out of the infinite, evermore effortlessly and joyfully here and now. And the way to enjoy your eternal figuring out, is to let the emotion be enough, reach for the emotion that feels better, and then the let the energy motional grid fill itself in with all the things you truely have always wanted to figure out that you and only you can truely figure it all out in the way you truely do want to figure it out and will be figuring it out and are figuring it out, that you can receive your reception of all of it by allowing yourself to feel what it feels like to have figured out what you truely want to figure out, and let the emotion be enough, and allow it to expand evermore effortlessly for you as your natural and effortless figuring out all that you truely want to figure out. If you care primarily about how you feel emotionally, you allow for the natural alignment with your own true ability to truely figure all of it out, as you allow for the alignment of your physical being and greater non-physical consciousness, through which all figuring out is allowed to take place effortlessly and joyously and eternally being and becoming evermore joyously and freely here and now, in full harmony and alignment with the ever expanding source of all creating, of infinite intelligence and eternal wisdom and unconditional love, of which you are always an insperable, unconditionally loved, guided and supported extension of it, being and becoming evermore freely and joyously here and now. You have a center aswell, like that of your sun and your planet and the milkyway galaxy and the andromedan galaxy and the big bang. And your center is felt, by your emotion. It is the center that indicates the allowed blending/convergence/alignment of your natural state of being, of physical and non-physical, or lesser allowed blending/convergence/alignment. Feeling better emotionally, to feeling worse. The way to allow the alignment, is to allow it. If you think thoughts that feel worse, those thoughts are resistant in nature to your natural state of enlightenment. Thus meditation is an effortless way to allow for the alignment by simply releasing all thought and thus also releasing all energetically resistant/self contradictory thought. And thinking and focusing for the purpose of feeling better, is again yet even further an act of non-action or art of allowing your natural enlightnement or blending/converging/aligning of your physical consciousness with your greater non-physical consciousness, to allow your natural realisation of the total you of all that you truely are being and becoming evermore joyously and freely here and now. As one is all and all is one. You can create the experience of seperation, it doesn't require any action to let go of that experience. It requires you to let go of creating that experience. As you create it through energy motional thought stream / pattern. For the exploration of unique individuality, as all of existence coming to know itself from all the different points of view that existence has of itself. As ever expanding consciousness, of pure positive energy, is all that you primarily truely are being and becoming evermore here and now, a small part of which is focused here through the lense of your physical extension that you call your physical being, that is ment to be way more often in alignment with your eternal and infinite aspect of your true total nature of your being and becoming evermore here and now, as liquid love.

But the reason that that image felt frightening, will never leave you. And it is the greater knowing of your soul, of which you are an inseperable extension of it, hence you can always feel your energy motional relativity to it, as your valuable emotional guidance system, telling you, that your soul is completely in disagreement with this perspective, as it is your creating of that self contradictory thought, that flows counter to your true intention of your total self and total being of all that you truely are being and becoming evermore joyously here and now, as a total blended being of physical and non-physical together hand in hand as one total blended being of evermore joyous allowed realisation. And you do not need to fix the image, just feel how it feels, and let it clarify your preference as is known by your soul, and then you can feel your way to your preference even imagine it for the purpose of feeling it and letting the energy motional grid of the feeling fill in naturally and effortlessly due to retained conscious awareness of the preferred energy motional state of alignment/being in true alignment with your true being and becoming, and thus allow yourself to enjoy the thought of your preferred thought, that feels better ongoingly evermore, emotionally, because it is of greater allowed realisation of all that you truely are being and becoming evermore here and now. And when you will finally understand that your love for your wife is not about your wife, but about your alignment with your own soul (or greater non-physical consciousness, or life force, or the source of you or the pure positive energy aspect of you, or god or dao or the infinite and eternal ever expanding aspect of your true being and becoming evermore here and now, whatever name you wish to call it), through which you truely are the deliberate conscious co-creator of and with everything in your life, then you have figured it all out, and you will figure it all out ongoingly evermore effortlessly, and joyfully and fully. And I do mean all of it... Forevermore joyously. Lucidly, evermore wakefully. Delightfully. Enlighteningfully. Evermore enlighteningfully and satisfyingly. Evermore effortlessly and consciously. Evermore freely and succesfully and naturally and effortlessly and joyously.

Some sages talk about keeping the body alkaline, saying that acidic is bad, but it's mostly about your energy motional alignment that naturally inspires the natural alignment of your body to create the natural most conducive of healthy states of being. Also through inspired action, that is indicative of energy motional alignment. for food, you just give your body what it wants. But in order to be in receptive mode to know always what you need to know when you need to know, including what your body truely wants when it wants, and how all of that plays out with your souls greater awareness of what is available to you and offering you the path of least resistance towards your full realisation of anything that you can ever want to be do or have, you have to align your energy motional relativity between your physical being and your greater non-physical consciousness. To be able to receive clear felt and inspired and conscious knowing and clearly understood and felt or sensed intuitive guidance. So I would say, like always, tend to the energy motional alignment as can be felt by your emotions. When you align your consciousness with your own greater non-physical consciousness, you will feel better emotionally, and vice versa, if you let the primary indicator be your emotions, and you allow yourself to feel better emotionally primarily first, the rest comes naturally after that. You will be in the energy motional state of being of integrative realisation, non-physical energy motionally and physical full allowed greater allowed realisation ongoingly evermore better feelingly aswell, within and without. It's all about thought alignment with thought of your greater non-physical consciousness. Which can be felt through your emotions, as lesser allowed alignment to more allowed alignment, from feeling worse to feeling better, emotionally. Through the emotion, you are capable of bringing anything and everything to more fully allowed greater realisation in your life. Wether it's wanting to always be in the perfect place at the perfect timing, being inspired to actions through the path of least resistance that leverages the energy which creates worlds, achieving the perfect state of health for your perfect unique individuality, it's always about the energy motional alignment with your own greater non-physical consciousness, which knows all that you want to be do or have and is being and becoming the evermoreness of it evermore here and now, always in full harmony and alignment and alliance with the ever expanding source of all creation.

He was certainly way ahead of his time. Crazy... Are these quotes after the 75's? If it's even before the 70's that would be crazy impressive.

Meditation, will allow your old sense of self to "die" and allow the new fresh pure ever replenishing true self to naturally and effortlessly arise. But it does require some initial focus on any object of attention that doesn't encourage thought. The goal is to focus consistently on something in order to let go of thought and quiet the mind. As the mind quiets, your greater knowing will at first be felt by you as you feeling better, clear minded. Emotions are your primary indicator of your allowed or lesser allowed alignment with your true self or greater knowing or your soul. Then if you quiet your mind by deliberate consistent focus on anything that doesn't encourage thought, like a consistent sound, or a vision, or breath, you release all thoughts and thus also all thoughts of resistance, that block your natural reception of your true nature, and thus your natural reception of your true nature of well-being is naturally and effortlessly received by you, all by itself. And with that comes greater clarity and knowing. If your mind wanders, simply gently replace your attention back on your object of attention, and it will eventually quiet, as you maintain your awareness of your object of attention. Simply being aware consistently of anything that is simple, like a sight or sound or breath. It doesn't matter what it is, just focus consistently on it and relax your awareness into it. And eventually your habbitually practiced thoughts of self contradiction will fade away. And your natural clarity and well-being will return.

I found these alternative zodiac signs. Copy rights by Square Enix. Numbers in order from 1 to 12, are from the month of January to December. I give the name of the commonly used zodiac sign for self reference, at the top of each new alternative zodiac sign, symbol and interpretation. Share what you think about it. I found it very much accurately describes all people I know in my life. Which is very interesting. Whoever made these up is certainly very good at recognizing patterns. What do you think about these alternative signs? Capricorne 1. Halone Halone, mover of glaciers, and goddess of war, is the guardian diety of Ishgard. She commands the element of ice and associated with the first moon of the Eorzean calendar. Halone is the daughter of Rhalgr, and a bitter rival of Nophica. She is most often depicted as a relentless warrioress armed with a bronze greatshield. Her symbol is the three spears. Aquarius 2. Menphina Menphina is the keeper of the moon and the godess of love. She commands the element of ice and is associated with the second moon of the Eorzean calender. Menphina is the sister of Azeyma, and the divine lover of Oschon. She is most often depicted as a maid carrying a round skillet (pan). Her symbol is the full moon. Pisces 3 Thaliak Thaliak, the ruler of rivers and wisdom, and god of knowledge, is the guardian deity of Sharlayan. He commands the element of water and is associated with the third moon of the Eorzean calendar. Thaliak is the father of Llymlaen, and the teacher of Byregot. He is most often depicted as a reserved scholar holding an ashen staff. His symbol is the scroll. Aeries 4. Nymeia Nymeia is the watcher of celestial bodies and goddess of fate. She commands the element of water and is associated with the fourth moon of the Eorzean calendar. Nymeia is the younger sister of Althyk, and master of Rhalgr. She is most often depicted as a weaver donning a white silken veil. Her symbol is the spinning wheel. Taurus 5. Llymlaen Llymlaen, watcher of the seas and goddess of navigation, is the guardian deity of Limsa Lominsa. She commands the element of wind and is associated with the fifth moon of the Eorzean calendar. Llymlaen is the daughter of Thaliak, and elder sister of Nophica. She is most often depicted as a strong fisherwoman wielding a long-bladed harpoon. Her symbol is the wave. Gemini 6. Oschon Oschon is the ruler of mountains and god of travelers and vagrant. He commands the element of wind and is associated with the sixth moon of the Eorzean calendar. Oschon is the brother of Nald'thal, and the close companion of Halone. He is most often depicted as a carefree ranger wielding a bow of yew (branch). His symbol is the walking stick. Cancer 7. Byregot Byregot is the purveyor of architecture and industry, and god of the arts. He commands the element of lightning and is associated with the seventh moon of the Eorzean calendar. Byregot is the elder brother of Halone, and pupil of Thaliak. He is most often depicted as an ardent (passionate) smith with a two-headed hammer. His symbol is the hand. Leo 8. Rhalgr Rhalgr, breaker of worlds, is the god of destruction, and guardian deity of the now-fallen nation of Ala Mhigo. He commands the element of lightning and is associated with the eight moon of the Eorzean calendar. Rhalgr is the father of Byregot and Halone, and serves as attendant (employee) to Nymeia. He is most often depicted as a Magus carrying a staff of bronze. His symbol is the streaking meteor. Virgo 9. Azeyma Azeyma is the keeper of the sun and goddess of inquiry. She commands the element of fire and is associated with the ninth moonth of the Eorzean calendar. Azeyma is the daughter of Althyk, and the elder sister of Menphina. She is most often depicted as a noble lady holden a golden fan. Her symbol is the radiant sun. Libra 10. Nald'thal Nald'thal, overseer of the underworld and god of commerce, is the guardian deity of Ul'dah. He commands the element of fire and is associated with the tenth moon of the Eorzean calendar. Nald'thal is the single manifestation of the deific twins Nald and Thal. He is most often depicted as a discerning merchant holding a balance. His symbol is the cowry, and ancient shell currency. Scorpio 11. Nophica Nophica, tender of soils and harvest, and goddess of abbundance, is the guardian deity of Girdania. She commands the element of earth and is associated with the eleventh moon of the Eorzean calendar. Nophica is the daughter of Azeyma, and the younger sister of Llymlaen. She is most often depicted as a jubilant farmer holding a scythe of steel. Her symbol is the spring leaf. Sagittarius 12. Althyk Althyk is the surveyor of change and space, and god of time. He commands the element of earth and is associated with the twelfth moon of the Eorzean calendar. Althyk is the father of Azeyma and Menphina, and elder brother to Nymeia. He is most often depicted as an austere emperor wielding a mythril greataxe. His symbol is the hourglass. Enjoy!

You can feel/sense emotionally, wether or not your perspective is more in alignment or less in alignment with your greater knowing of your own ever expanding greater non-physical consciousness or soul or source of you, of pure positive energy. Of which you are an inseperable extension of it. Hence you always feel your energy motional relativity to it, as your valuable emotional guidance system.

I came here for the spiritual discourse of Mr. Rogers... Where is Mr. Rogers at?

Mr. Rogers is our personal Lord and Saviour! How dare you go off topic in the presence of Mr. Rogers spirituality. Non shalt receive the forgiveness unless they submit their life fully to Mr. Rogers and Mr. Rogers alone! You will burn in the new york pizza oven for all eternity! (It's kind of a sturdy oven). Repent! Mr. Rogers shalt be thy personal lord and saviour. Oh my dear Mr. Rogers! Please forgive them for they do not know! Can't you see my brethern are lost and have forgotten their ways? They do not know the terrible fate of the eternal new york pizza oven! Our personal Lord and Saviour, redeem us from the eternal never ending torment and disgrace of the italian pineapple pizza! Forgive us our Lord. Forgive us. Forgive us.

Don't you think it's time to move beyond the ego? Instead of holding on to it so steadily, thinking that your ego is more than just a small necessary valuable aspect of yourself? Can't you logically conclude that if your physical being is going to "die" that there has to be more to who you are than just your ego? Or do you like so many people feel threathened by that, emmediatly holding on to your ego, thinking that letting go of the ego will not allow it to flourish in the way it truely is intended to be. You see, your ego often contradicts your own true nature, and in that defensiveness you are always being self contradictory. Because on one hand you want your ego to flourish, but on the other hand, you don't want it to be annihilated. And most of you would say, well... That is the same desire! And it is not! In order to allow your ego to flourish, do you think you have to defend it, or allow it to flourish? That is why I say, you are more than your ego, and you can thus let it go, without assuming that letting it go causes annihilation. You only think that, because you have never let your ego go! You don't know any better! Your ego does not know any better... So let it go, and then you let it flourish. Easy right? So don't make it more complicated than it is. That is how you ascend your ego, to a greater ego. Ongoingly. Effortlessly. Naturally. For if you are not allowing your ego to evolve, it will bog you down. Life will become difficult and a struggle. Your ego does not exist to acomplish this experience, except for the allowed realisation that you can forever move past it, and beyond it, evermore, ongoingly more effortlessly. To all things that you want, being and becoming evermore here and now for you, effortlessly. You do not have to try to let go. You have let go of trying to let go, in order to be truely letting go. And if you understand that, then you also understand why letting go of your ego, can never cause it to be annihilated. It is the holding on to your ego, even tho it doesn't serve you, that causes it to annihilate itself, because of the unnaturalness of your insistence=resistance of holding on to your ego. In the same way, you do not only breath in, you also have to breath out in order to allow your natural breath. You do not hold on to your ego, you also have to let it go, in order to allow your natural evolution of your natural ego. You need to meditate allot in order to understand how it feels like to be without the ego, to be without any thought or assumption or expectation. Then when you are without the ego, then you can finally let your higher ego flow into your experience and allowed realisation of it for you! Effortlessly, succesfully and joyfully. Evermore greater allowed realisation of evermore ongoingly evermore being and becoming evermore, of evermore relief here and now. For you are it! And it is of you. The new ego is always here for you, but if you never let yourself quiet your mind, you will never be able to find it, because you keep holding on to your old ego. Like constantly and only breathing in. And never allowing yourself to breath out in order to catch a glimpse of the new breath. And how life giving it is and how natural it is and how unconditionally worthy you are of it. And how inseperable you are from it and of it. And how it is being given to you all day and every day, evermore ongoingly here and now. If you will but allow it, staying present to allow your evermore effortless greater allowed realisation of your evermore effortless and natural and joyful being and becoming evermore here and now. As the never ending expansion and freedom and ever refreshing renewal of your true ever expanding self, as your very soul and life force that flows through you in so many good feeling ways, of your very own greater non-physical consciousness, to the degree that you allow it, to flow through you. To be thus then ever so more fully and naturally and good feelingly and effortlessly realised by you. So how do you allow it to flow through you? Do you have to think about it in order to allow it to flow through you? Or do you have to allow it, in order to allow it to flow through you? Do you have to do something, in order to allow it to flow through you? Or do you have to let go, in order to learn the effortless nature of your unconditional ability evermore here and now of doing the non doing, that is the allowing of it to flow through you in evermore good and better feeling ways? The art of allowing yourself to be all that you truely already are being and and becoming evermore effortlessly eternally and infinitely here and now. It is so easy, that some people wait untill they die, before they allow themselves to allow themselves to be who it is they truely are being and becoming evermore effortlessly, naturally, truely and joyfully here and now. And the power of that alignment with the true ever expanding self, is of the leverage of the energy which creates worlds. There is nothing that you cannot be do or have. As you are truely worthy of all of it, if you but simply allow yourself to be all that you truely already are being and becoming evermore here and now. To stay true to yourself to all that you truely are being and becoming evermore here and now. In order to allow yourself to realise it from within and thus also from without. Naturally and effortlessly and joyfully. If you but allow yourself to be true to all that you truely are being and becoming evermore here and now. By how? By allowing it... Allow. Allow. Allow. Doing nothing and leaving nothing undone. Evermore perfect, ever spiraling inspirations, of evermore life giving life force, of evermore natural and effortless and joyous being and becoming evermore here and now, in evermore greater allowed realisation of evermore greater allowed alignment and sychronisitation and blending of and with your own ever expanding greater non-physical consciousness, of evermore harmony and alignment with the ever expanding source of all creation of and with your own true nature of your very own evermore being and becoming evermore effortlessly and naturally and joyfully here and now. And all that it requires of you to do, is to allow it, to do for you, that you have been asking of it to do for you that it has been doing for you what you have decided truely already been deciding evermore and will be deciding evermore for both of you to be, as it is being and becoming evermore here and now, for you, through you, with you, as you, qw all that you want to be do or have, evermore effortlessly and truely and naturally and joyfully and succesfully, ongoingly here and now, offering you unconditional guidance and support and love to fulfill every request that you can ever possibly make. And it has been doing so already for such a long time. So don't you think it is time to let go of the ego? And let it in and open the floodgates of all things wanted, regarding every aspect of your being, on all levels of your being, to benefit from your true self of all that you have truely been becoming and are being and becoming evermore ongoingly here and now. For all that you truely are, from all that you truely are, including the value and small necessary and significant and valuable aspect of your ego. Being and becoming evermore here and now, if you will but allow it, and not hold on to your ego, but rather let go of it, in order to allow it to become all that you truely are being and becoming evermore effortlessly ongoingly evermore effortlessly and naturally and succesfully and joyfully here and now. Which is so easy, that it is the most difficult thing for many humans to accomplish. But not for you... Because you know the truth now of how simple and easy it is to let go and allow. And be free evermore. To be who you truely are, being and becoming, evermore effortlessly and naturally and joyfully and unconditionally succesfully here and now. Under any and all conditions, regardless of any and all conditions, allowing any and all conditions to come naturally and effortlessly to evermore greater allowed realisation for you. Primarily unconditionally, primarily energy motionally, primarily emotionally, primarily allowing the true primary naturally necessary effortlessly allowed re-alignment of your total being, of blended being of physical and non-physical hand in hand, as a total being, of joyously and effortlessly accomplished allowance. Of evermore greater allowed realisation. Of evermore effortlessly greater allowed realisation, of alignment and allowed realisation and revelation of and co-creating with, and of all true being and becoming evermore here and now. Being in alignment with and allowing the leverage of the energy which creates worlds to flow throughout your entire true life and all beingness, of all evermore effortless being and becoming of all being and becoming evermore effortlessly and joyfully here and now. Evermore truely and naturally and effortlessly. And joyfully. Allowing. All that exists, to perfectly be and become evermore ongoingly perfectly as it is, always, being and becoming evermore ongoingly evermore effortlessly and joyfully and harmonically in alignmently, here and now. Perfectly. Purposefully. Realisedly. Valuable. Ever Expandingly. Evermore allowing of your evermore greater allowed realisation. As you allow all of it to be and become evermore here and now. And so it to allows you to be free to be all that you truely are being and becoming evermore effortlessly and naturally here and now. All that you truely are being and becoming evermore here and now. Be free from your ego, be free to allow yourself to be and become all that you truely are being and becoming evermore here and now. Unconditional joy and love to you. And unconditional joy and love from all as from one as from all being and becoming evermore here and now. Evermore allowingly. And effortlessly. Truely and unconditionally, succesfully. Being all that you truely are being and becoming evermore here and now. By allowing all, regardless of any and all conditions, under any and all conditions, not caring so much about the conditions, letting go of all conditions, letting go of your ego, in order to allow all conditions and ego, to flourish, and allow all conditions to naturally and effortlessly come back into alignment with all that you truely are being and becoming, evermore effortlessly, ongoingly evermore joyfully and delightfully. And satisfyingly. And pleasurably. And enlighteningly. And appreciatively. Naturally. Truely, miraculously maybe, but truely normally and naturally, unconditionally worthily and valuably, allowingly, effortlessly. As your true natural nature of your true natural being and becoming evermore effortlessly and joyfully here and now. For the joyous life experience that is of who it is you truely are. As all that you truely are being and becoming evermore greatly allowingly to be realisedly evermore effortlessly here and now. Ongoingly, effortlessly and naturally and joyfully, being and becoming evermore all that you truely are being and becoming evermore effortlessly and joyously here and now.

Original anima way of life in sumeria: In sumeria they wrote laws on the tablet. Because truth was law to them, and truth was consistent discoveries. Discoveries that were consistent, was deemed to be a law. And things that were being consistent was gathered and then brought back to the consistent, which was the tablet, wich was the consistent upon which they would carve the consistent, to be able to have a consistent consistency consistently reminding them of the consistencies that they had discovered. So they found a butterfly, and deemed it to be beautiful. And they felt happy everytime they saw one. So many beautiful different colors and display of colorful wings, flying so awkwardly and yet so cute. They just liked butterflies. And they felt good everytime they saw one, so they deemed it to be important, consistently. So they carved it on their tablet. The shape of a butterfly. They didn't know why they kept feeling good about it, but they knew they did. Sometimes a butterfly came and they experienced it to be less beautiful. The colors were not so vibrant. And they felt bad about it. But they still thought butterflies were consistently important to them. Then they found an insect on its back, small feet trying to walk, they felt sad about it. This bug coulden't do anything to regain their natural freedom. And so they realised they had a desire, for all things to be free to express their full uniqueness. And now they understood why the vibrant colorful butterflies felt more like freedom to express their full uniqueness of being. Where as less vibrant colorful butterflies felt like less allowed expression of their uniqueness of being. And so they wrote, consistent desire, freedom for all things to express the fulness of their uniqueness. So they placed a butterfly in their mouth. Then spit it out, slimy on the ground. The butterfly coulden't move its wings anymore. Tried to save it but it died, and they became sad. They looked at the shapes on the wings to discover why they were so beautiful and unique all of the time. Every single butterfly had a unique identity which was amazing to them. And they realised that this uniqueness was in all things. Consistently. So they wrote it down on the tablet. Everything is unique, and every single thing is unique to themselves in each new moment aswell. Ever change. So they explored things which were more changing and things which were less changing. And they found that the things that change the most again pointed at the unchanging consistent nature of all things changing. So they deemed life in motion to be more evolved and more expressive of the consistent truth. And they saw the birds to be the most free and most expressive of their freedom. They thought it to be more evolved beings. Higher. And they looked at the stars and sky and clouds and sun, while lying down on the floor, and they witnessed how all the trees strived to grow upwards. Everything seemed to grow upwards, but they were not certain of this, so they did not write it down on the tablet. They just continued to believe that all things up were more free and expressive of the greater unchanging truth of ever change. They found that anything that emitted light was most gravitating upwards. Flame a star a sun. The flame ascended the heavens and in return blessed them with the warmth of its allowed freedom. And so they understood that the allowing of freedom is what was the source of their life. And so they explored further evermore. And wrote on the tablet, allowing freedom is the source of life and warmth. They came to dead land and it was cold at night. Nothing grew upward, the soil was dry and barren. So they thought, how do we allow the freedom here? They went there to party. And go wild and express their full life, might it bring life back to the dead land. They brought all kinds of supplies every day to party on the dead land. Dance, eat and sit and commune and love, etc. Eventually, upon returning to their location of party one day, they found that a seed that was left in the ground, grew. And so they planeted many seeds. And everytime it rained, the seeds would grow. And they looked at the tablet, the allowing of freedom is the source of life. And they were happy. So they thought that the birds were their creator, just as they are creators of the life bellow their feet. And in return for the allowance of freedom, the tree would sometimes grow beyond them and bless them in return with its fruits of appreciation. Of having been allowed to get closer to the heavens in its ever reach for the greater freedom. They studied the sun and worshipped it. And how it created everything in their life. How it guided them the way and the moon and the stars. As the source of their being. The greatest allower of freedom. The giver of life to all. The source of life to all. And the birds were its messengers. They prayed (original prayer was of appreciation for further receiving of realisation/knowledge/allowance of freedom as source of all uniqueness) to the birds many times. And they found that the birds were messengers of the clouds that live above, as bringer of rain and sustenance. And they found the rainbow to be the approval of the sun of the rain. The source or allower of the freedom of all uniqueness. The fractalized expression of the agreement of the sun of the most high allower of freedom and source of all uniqueness/life. They found many stars above, but the sun was the biggest thing in the sky. And they seen it go up and down. And they seen it reflected in the flapping of the wings of the birds and butterfly. And they seen it reflected in their breathing. Up and down. Sleeping and standing. Resting and walking. And they knew the secret of the sun. Is the cycle of rising and descending. Like the birds flying and resting on the trees. Like the leafs growing and falling back to the ground. And growing up again as new life. And falling back down again. The secret of the ever change, ever new, ever replenishing, ever renewing, refreshing allower of all life. Everything was perfect and good. Untill death came to them, they knew they would be allowed to become new life. Unlike any of the previous, refreshing and new. And so they let the dead in the ground, where all things of life seemed to return. Even the most high clouds. And the light of the sun. They wanted to build a grave for the light of the sun, where it could rest and express its dying back into the soil. Might they witness the emmerging of the sun out of the soil. They tried many things, but began with one stone. And watched how the sun created a shadow. And around that shadow they build things. And it became a rainbow. But the black rainbow. And they realised, this was where the rainbows go after they die. The highest knowledge. Of the unchanging ever change. They were happy and all was good. They experimented with the heights of the stones. And found the higher the stone, the further the dark rainbow reached. They believed the higher stone to reveal more of the secret of the sun. As they found the shape of a butterflies wing in the shadows. They build around it long stones. And now the shadow kept expanding the lower reaches of the wing. It reminded them of the shape of a hill or mountain. And so they assumed that the sun was being reborn out of the tip of a mountain or hill. So they allowed the freedom of the sun, might they receive its blessings evermore. And dug holes deep into the top of the mountains. But it was too difficult and futile. So they let nature do its own thing. They realised the sun required allot of time to be reborn, like all things which were very expressive of the unchaning ever change. Further explorers discovered volcano's where the seed of the sun was ready to errupt. They saw it mighty powerful rebirth of the sun. They fled and trusted that this is the way of the sun. And they allowed its freedom by witnessing the amazing burst of the volcano. And thanking it for the life that it would be giving them. They saw how the massive fires rised up and how molten rock spilt out as the blood of the earth, birthing the sun anew. And they saw all is well. And the new born sun would one day bring its massive gifts to the land. They explored many shapes and patterns of nature, and made endless discoveries of endless miracles of awe and wonder. They saw how the inverted hill was the bringer of water and how the hill was the bringer of the light. They wanted to become like the sun, and this is where it all went wrong. They were ment to bring life to the soil, by allowing freedom to the water, to allow the source of life. As was written on their tablets as the wisdom of their ancestors. But many people continued to study the sun. And seek to capture it for their greed. And many structures of greed was born. But most people did not care about the stupidity. Certainly not Moses. Yet the greed was strong and powerful and it kept growing. As they believed it to be important to capture the sun. And that it was possible and that it was the destiny of humanity. Yet most people were not arrogant. And allowed the freedom of the greedy, may they also bring a new source of uniqueness and life in return. So they let them rise and they helped them. With great difficulty. And struggle. They wondered how this was good and discussed many a night. How can we allow the freedom of the sun, when we are not even allowing the freedom of who we are ourselves? We will certainly die in this endeavour and humanity will perrish. This is defiance. Eventually moses saved them. And the freedom of the greedy dreamer was not capable of being allowed to be brought to full realisation. And so its blessings had all but been lost to them, as their efforts had all but been in vain. Or so it seems.

In a long distant past. In Sumeria. There was a dry white slightly yellowish stone. At the edge of this was the stone darker brown. And bellow you had the green lush forrest where the sumerians lived. Where the water poured from the dead land to their land. They wrote in tablets. Carved by tools. And they explored all that was under the sun. Inside the sun was an expansive dark red core, almost black. That pulsed like a heart. And in resonance with that of the heart of the earth. All was well. And in perfect harmony. Life was joy. Then from above the dead lands, came the scavengers. With their tools of scavenging. They had known only the lack of life and did not believe in its abbundance. So when they came to sumeria, they came to fight with the life they found. And strangle in to the ground beneath their feet, laying waste to everything they could find. Minimize the full expression of life, in order to be able to consume it in lesser more digestible form. As they knew not the fullness of life. It was strange and alien to them. And it was destined to be crushed. So they helped it a hand in their own demise. After they left, the survivors were scared. As they had lost everything they loved. And they thought that they did something wrong. With guilt and disgrace, they started life anew, from a difficult path. Scavenging for what was left of the abbundance they had known. With great grief, consuming the very remains of their ancestors. Their lush green forrest. Now completely burned. And they grew weary of the return of the killers. So they prayed to the might of their last visit. And built similar tools of destruction, might they survive their return. And hopefully avenge their ancestors. They became builder of tools of destruction and practiced the art of war. As their civilization grew, the scavengers returned, and sweeped them again. They were prepared to fight but lost without a single succesful blow. Next generation, they realised, they had to sacrifice their own humans in order to learn how to kill. With more succes. To understand the true art of battle. And so they did. Eventually they succeeded and grew big and mighty. Supported by the remaining remembrance and resemblance of who they once were. Their civilization grew mighty and no scavenger ever could match their might again. They expanded the land and grew the green further beyond. As their explorers of and beyond the dead zones found a vulcano in the mits of all the dead land. They realised that this was the God of War that had made the scavengers so strong and mighty and determined to succeed. And so they grew temples of worship around it in order to expand their military might, might they receive the blessings of this volcano. And they did receive it, indeed. Swallowed by the scorching smoke and ashes and swallowed by the molten rock. They all but vanished in a big quake, that they previously thought to be the joyful voice of their joyful green lands, speaking in praise of the humans of the lush green land that was of their ancestors. And as the great king found his temples swallowed by the throat of the voice of his essence of being. He understood, that the entire purpose of their civilization has always been to live in abbundance, only to be swallowed by the god of earth and all land. And freedom from life itself was the ultimate achievement. And so he send out many many people out to kill as much as they could and not return untill they die. Which ment, no return at all. Death was the goal. And in doing so, he wanted the volcano its voice to expand its joy and reach his home. And swallow the most sacred land of his ancestors. Many people protested, but they had no power. And no say in the matter. As they all knew they would die one day. So some of them left. And headed away from their god, and king, abandoning their god. And land. After a long time, the land was swallowed by the volcano as the people started slaying eachother in the midst of the quake. And the survivors had received the message of grief in great disgrace and shame. As ashes raining down on their land. Covering everything in eery grey dry dust. So... They eventually found the rain of their grief had cleansed all death and brought new life ahead. And so they feared for their end. And so they punished their own abondenment of their destiny by building temples of self punishment, might they extend their life and live one more day. They believed that the more they suffered, the more reprief they would receive. The more they would be allowed to continue to live. And they became strong and mighty. As scavengers came, they greeted them with open and loving arms. They praise their art of humiliation. And the scavengers were befuddled. They were flabbergasted. They felt great honor and respect for these beings who seemed to love them unconditionally. They submitted themselves to their joyful way of life. And addopted their art of self inflicted suffering. As their civilization grew, the mighty king of ever repriefing life, came to love his humans so much. That he decided that physical pain was no longer enough. He thought he could inflict such a great pain unto himself, so as to RESSURECT ALL OF HIS ANCESTORS! This was a big undertaking. And it required immense suffering. That he knew, and his queen knew. Physical pain was not enough. It would require a pain that is far greater. For the rituals of physical pain had grew old. And no longer offered reprief. So the king in support of his queen, decided to sacrifice their most beloved humans, to death. Pre maturely. In order to feel the never ending pain of grief once again. And so he did. And they both, and all of their communion cried mightily. And they feared to be the next one. And as people, in honor of their king and wisdom, and in agreement with his quest, decided to volunteer as sacrifice. And as they approached the king in submition, the king grew silent and angry. He was outraged! As if the very Gods had ridiculed him. And so he asked the young man who was his family. And the young men grew silent, and fearful. And tried to run away. The guards were ordered to capture him and he was tied to a pole as every single one of his family was slayed and murdered before him as their blood was spilled on him as he screamed for forgiveness. And he died a long painful sorrow with his family in ruins around him. Rotting together with them in the center of the city. No one was allowed to be happy. All the old rituals of physical self harm that had brought them so much joyful life and freedom and worthiness, was deemed forbidden and punished by emmediate execution. After a long while, they also forbid the consumption of food untill famine brought death to them. And reproduction was only allowed during great suffering. Eventually, the king had suffered so much, as all of his beloved creations were dying one by one. He helt firm that his ressurection would succeed. And every sacrifice that was made would be restored again by this immense great endeavour of his. As only a few of his people remained. They discussed long hours in their gathering house of the king. And as the king claimed responsibility for all of it, everyone agreed that the final act of reprief would have to be the murder of the queen by the hands of the king himself. And so he did. He died from grief. And refusal to move or eat. Lying on the ground. And suffering greatly. For a long long time. He hallucinated many many times all of his ancestors and people. And the last of his people killed themselves in great sorrow aswell. And the king died. The end. _ So what is greatest realisation of this story? Where do you see the value. It is there, but you have to look into the core in order to find where it is. Furthermore you can feel your way around the story in order to identify it.

Yeah, and I am saying about this point of your topic, that what you say, is true. But at the same time, you forget, that we are that civilization. It is this very topic that is part of that civilization. You are also speaking to that civilization. And you are also part of that civilization and the result of it. And this forum is also part of that civilization. And we are all part of that civilizartion. You seek to know the life before that civilization. And it is called the original anima way of life. And most of it has been killed or sacrificed as you have so clearly described. There is not much left of the original way of life, wiccans in ireland. Some sages in sedona. Most of it was allowed to be recognized in 70 and 80's and that's what we got. Jesus was crucified. All messengers of source were sacrificed. And you are mostly, like many humans, exploring translations of translations of translations of translations of translations of translations of translations, etc. In the past and still today, Like witches, burned, for the believe that they are witches. Doesn't mean that they are witches. Actually, voodoo came as part of the civilization. That was not the original anima way of life. As you are also practicing voodoo when you pray for the destruction of your fellow human beings, further pointing out to yourself that you are also part of that civilization, also contradicting your desire to understand how or why all of this came to be as it is. The ego is necessary development, that jim d. Has perfectly described in the animals. As humanity evolves to a more integrated realisation of their own true nature, the ego will be ascended. And the animals of this planet will be developing an ego, through our guided interactions with them. As I said, as stewards of the land. Like Robert Irwin is a wayfarer for this destiny of humanity. You do not need to look afraid of technology, when your human body is the most advanced technology you have. We also return to the natural way of life by discovering the wonders and "miracles" of nature, which is in reality completely normal and obvious. This human ego civilization life is actually very short. It is the shortest and most condenced and most vital and essential part of the evolution of any species. Also most difficult. Because it is actually the most simple and obvious dimension of creation. It is the evolution of free will. The gravitation unique self discovery. You explore the polarity of creation here. To make choices between service to self and other. Then you will further evolve your spiritual being based on the choices you make here in this life. Exploring more the negative or positive polarity. Which is why you have forgetfulness. To the degree of the choices you make. But in the end, all things return to their source of being. Wether you are a "witch" burned on a pile of wood, or a civilization praying for their own destruction. All things return to their source eventually. As these polarity serves only to create expansion and more variety. As you are unique yourself aswell. And through this moreness of variety, comes moreness of choice and potential for joyous life experience. So nothing can ever go wrong and nothing has ever gone wrong. But in your lack of understanding, you can ask why things went wrong, and you thus carve out the path for yourself that things are always going wrong. And they will continue to go wrong for you, untill you accept the things which are actually going right. And then ask why things are going right. And then you will find the answer you truely seek, that most people wait untill they die, before they allow themselves the freedom to discover the true knowledge of existence. That is always well. As all is well. But in this life you can focus on things not being well. And so, you carve out a path of wrongness for yourself, make a civilization based on it, and expand from a new platform of new contrast and variety. To also eventually come back to the same source.

After such a long time, people are still more interested in crucifying. Than peace. Humans are weird, don't you think? Out of all the things we could remember him for. We idolize the part where he gets tortured and murdered. And killed by his fellow human beings. And make a movie out of it, to remind ourselves what we are actually asking of humanity. To murder and sacrifice. Do you think you were born to kill, murder and or get killed and murdered? Do you think my parents poked a sword in eachother and out of that battle, I was born? Do you think, Jesus wants you to remember him for his crucifiction? Do you think, all the good people of this world want to end up in an electric chair that you wear around your neck? Do you know what passion means? As an emotion. Can you feel the difference of passion and despair? Or have you never experienced passion before? Have you ever thought that you can only be happy and joyful when you are dead? Are you only willing to observe the love that exists within you when someone you love dies? Or can you feel the difference between grief and love? Do you think hugging someone you love with great passion, feels like love. Or do you think that watching them get tortured and murdered feels good to you? Do you think it feels like passion to watch someone get murdered? Or are capable of feeling the difference between passion and grief. Are you aware of your emotional guidance system? Sometimes life is so easy and obvious, that it is almost insulting to remind someone of their true natural nature and greater knowing, that they always have acces to. But I have been stupid enough to know the value of remembrance. And I am now able to know jesus for who he truely was and is. Because I now can feel the difference between who I think I am, and who I truely am, being and becoming evermore, effortlessly and joyfully, here and now. More than peace. Way more. And never less. There is no truth in the struggle of humanity. For every struggle is a struggle with the self. And the self cannot be known when you struggle with it. When you allow yourself to be who you are, then you will know who you truely are, being and becoming evermore effortlessly and perfectly, flawlessly, purely, truely, here and now. Joyfully. Knowing your true value of being, evermore, ongoingly, evermore, effortlessly, here and now. Naturally, here and now. Obviously. Effortlessly. Evermore enlighteningly. Evermore allowing the relief of your allowing your evermore effortlessly greater allowed realisation, of all that you truely are being and becoming evermore here and now. When nothing is done, nothing is left undone. And you are the co-creator of your joyful life experience to be do or have anything you truely want, also known by you, vividly, lucidly, realisedly, effortlessly, knowingly, freely, naturally, joyfully, valuably, truely. In full harmony and alignment with the ever expanding source of all creation, your inner being, you true nature, your natural nature, your life force, your greater non-physical consciousness, your soul. The source of you. As it is being and becoming evermore effortlessly here and now. That doesn't require anything to be done, but everything to be allowed. To support and love and guide you evermore unconditionally, energy motionally, emotionally, here and now. So you can come to know all that you truely want to be do or have, because you are being and becoming it evermore effortlessly and naturally here and now.

36th heaven?! WHAT THE ACTUAL.... THAT IS PROBABLY WHY I HAVE ALWAYS FELT SO STRANGE AND WEIRD I thought, oh maybe if I am lucky I can go to the 5th heaven I have witnessed the 11th or 12th the arcturian light throne dimension and it was rapturously extatic. Like.... God... I can even begin describing. I imagine if 36th is like almost 3 times as good? Or accelerated. Anyway, how do I even go to the 5th dimension? You must've been places, where is the love at walker?