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Wow, that's just beautiful.

The rain is coming, right where you are, even pouring all over you, you're just staying in the draught, to experience a different reflection of how it is possible to experience the lack of what you want, even whilest what you want is right inside of you. It's like on the flipside of your being. You can simply look into the direction of it, and focus upon it, to understand how your consciousness is capable of experiencing the act of creation. When you are always creating exactly what you want, one wants to have an experience of a dream where you are not who you actually are. So you dream a dream of fires and draught. But the rain is still there. It doesn't go away. Everything is still accesible. But you want it to be spread out. Space and no time. Spaaaaaaace. Universe now after universe now, shifting 5 billion times per second of perspectives. New here and now. New here and now. This is a different mode of consciousness and dimension. But your soul still has full knowledge and knowing of all spread out time into forever this. Forever this. Forever this. Time spread out wide and open. In one single point of space. And you can feel your emotional guidance. To help you know, that if you want rain, you can focus upon it, and it will be evermore here and now for you. But you have to understand the value of knowing the draught, which has helped you know that you prefer rain. For if the preference was not there, then you would simply enjoy the fire. So appreciating the fire is how you allow yourself to let it go, and thus allow the rain. Effortlessly. You don't need to change anything. Because your soul is already there. It is only a matter time, you see? You can focus on rain, and it will be evermore here and now for you. Because you are already there. Reminding yourself, that YOU have decided to go to the rain. And if your physical body stays focused upon the flame, you create a tension of resistant energy within the two points of view, of your physical being and your greater non-physical consciousness. That feels like negative emotion. To remind you, that what you want, already is. It is a matter of focusing it into beingness. Or greater allowed realisation. Of who and what you already are being and becoming evermore here and now. If you want others to come with you, you create further resistance for yourself. Because you do not, and you cannot, create in the life of other people. You cannot choos for another. And if you try, you only lessen your own natural freedom, to be, do or have anything you want. Much joy to you.

For me it's very simple. I just want peace. I am a simple human being. I like the peace of freedom. Of running and moving my body free in nature, exploring all life of and in nature. And also of and in humans. And of and in myself. I love all life and all existance. I like running and then relaxing and I like eating when I'm really hungry and appreciating food. And appreciating the company and value of my oh so inspiring fellow human beings. All of them so blessedly unique and fun. So enriched and enlived with all their evermore expanding potential for yet more joyous life experience and yet more. Evermore ongoingly evermore here and now ongoingly ever refreshingly and replenishingly. As even I appreciate the contrasting life experience of knowing what I don't want. And find such blessedly valuable gifts of evermore greater allowed realisation of all that I truely do want as it is all being and becoming evermoee here and now. As the peace in and of life as all the core ever expanding simple truth into evermore beautiful magnificent awe inspiring infinite reflections of complexity and richness of value here and there and everywhere and all around and in my and in all things being and becoming evermore here and now. As unconditional love is to all and from all and to all and from all and to all, being and becoming evermore here and now.

This thought, you created it, and I captured it. This is proof that you know how creation works. You have now awakened more fully to all that you truely are being and becoming evermore here and now. Don't get me wrong, it's just a tiny little inky winky miny bitty mony of enlightenment that you have created here for yourself. BUT YOU DID IT! YOU FINALLY DID IT! You unleashed yourself from your own self induced bondage. DO YOU REALISE THE IMPORTANCE OF THIS. THIS IS WHAT LIFE IS ALL ABOUT. You're always gonna come to a greater allowed realisation. You don't have to worry about why some thoughts feel better to you. Just focus more on them and expand on them, asking yourself, why do I want these things? What about it feels so good? What aspect of this is why it feels better to me? What about it feels better? How does that feel? What is it that I want? Focus more and enjoy life more and get to know your own true beingness more. Who you truely are. And you will come to find that the wisdom you have acces to in your heart eternal and ever expanding, FOR YOU. The intelligence you have acces to is infinite. And the love you have acces to is unconditional. If you but allow yourself to feel your way more to it. Rather than just think your way to it while ignoring your emotions. Cause what you did here is like a small sappling, about to come out of the ground, getting a little touch of light here, and woops. Back into the ground you went. That is not normal and not natural. Because you have been taught to ignore the wisdom of your own emotions. These thoughts that feel rediculous to you, is the guidance from your own inner being, your soul. They are not the totality of all that you truely are that your soul holds steadily for you. They are just the path of least resistance for your mind right here and now. So follow through with them! Not with action. But focus. The awareness into the allowed expansion of what it is you truely do want. And KNOW WHY YOU WANT IT. NOT WHY YOU DON'T WANT THE OTHER IRRELEVANT STUFF. Why do you want this, what about this feels good, and THEN you will understand evermore truely what it is you truely actually want. Again, it is just a path of least resistance. You have opened a crack of lesser resistance here for yourself. Fcking bomb that thing open! Like a reptile in an egg. Just keep kicking the part open that already feels good. And relief. Take the easy path. Otherwise you're just gonna wonder who you truely are for the rest of your life. You see you don't actually want to kill people, but your soul is guiding you to come out and play. To wake up to who you truely are. That is a big deal! It means there is something very important here for you to know. And you gotta know it! You have to care less about what other people think, even what you yourself are often used to thinking. Because most often those thoughts did not even come from you. They literally have nothing to do with who you truely are. You see, these thoughts are a path of lesser resistance to allow your own greater allowed realisation. From your inner being, who knows everything that you want, and exactly where you are in relationship to all that you truely are being and becoming evermore here and now. And offers you unconditional support and guidance evermore here and now. If you can but learn how to open up to your own greater knowing, by feeling it more fully. To know that you are then allowing it more fully, as you are feeling emotionally better. By focusing more into alignment with all that is what you actually do truely want, because it is who you actually already truely are! Don't you feel like you deserve to know who you truely actually are?! Fcking go for it! Blast open that door. Be like "EYH! INNER BEING, YOU GAVE ME A THOUGHT THAT FEELS BETTER TO ME? WHAT IS HERE. I WILL INVESTIGATE BY KICKING OPEN THAT DOOR, AND DIVE FULLY INTO ALL OF THE ASPECTS OF THIS THAT FEEL GOOD AND COME TO KNOW WHY THEY FEEL GOOD." I WANNA KNOW WHO I AM! Then follow your guidance of your own emotions! Ask yourself, why you want a hotdog tree. Why? What about it feels good. Whyyyyyyy does it feel good. KNOW THYSELF! WAKE UP EVERMORE! You can do it! Really, it's easy.

And yet you are here.

Yeah, so what is it that you want? Because you keep creating these thoughts, because you are not aware of your own emotions. I cannot change your thoughts for you. You are free to suffer all of your life. It's up to you to say, ok I have suffered enough. I think I actually know what I want. I'm gonna be myself now and live my life the way I actually do want to live it.

Yes and they want peace or they want less bombs dropping on them or whatever they want, they want it because they think they will feel better in the being doing or having of it. And the path of least resistance to all that you want is joy. If joy is not attainable the ability to feel emotional relief is attainable. The path of lesser resistance = the path of least resistance. I'm not saying war is bad. It reliefs a more intense negative energy. I'm just saying, you don't need war to be happy. Your emotions are not conditional. They are unconditional, energy motional relativity indicators between you and your greater non-physical consciousness. So that is why I say, if you are waiting for these conditions to change, and you use these conditions to feel bad, you are only denying yourself your own life. Not them. That's why I say, hang on, when you die, you got no conditional excuses anymore to not be happy. I say that as a joke, because there is no death. You can simply drop these complaints you are having, and start appreciating peace itself. Because no thought that you or anyone has, that is less than peace, will ever become real. Consistent. Reality. It is simply a self contradictory thought that you are creating for yourself, and using your conditions as an excuse. When those conditions are only made out of peace itself. Your experience can be endlessly suffering and chaotic, but it will never be based on a reality. It is just a self contradictory thought, that you keep thinking for yourself. And you have the ability to feel how your thoughts feel, to come to realise a thought that feels better for you. It is your own birthright to allow yourself to be who you truely are. And stay true to yourself. Not to me. You have to be true to yourself. That is why you exist. That is why we all exist. For the joy of evermore being and becoming evermore here and now.

You don't need to make war to be happy. And everything that anyone has ever wanted to do, be or have, is because they thought that they would feel better in the being, doing or having of it. When you actually make joy your priority, unconditionally, emotionally, then you will understand life evermore. But if you're still waiting for conditions to change, just hang on, you will die soon. And then you got no excuse anymore to not be happy.

Just to restore my honor, I have taken a drop of my coffee and rubbed it on my screen. Specially for you. Hai! I had to clean it again, tho the rub is still visible. Does that count? That counts right? It has to count! This is the purpose of my life! To make my screen equally as dirty as everyone elses. So that I can finally see the world the way you see it. I rubbed some spit on here, and surprisingly, it looks about as pretty as the rainbow. I see lines of red and green and blue and magentha and yellow. Wait hardly any yellow. More red green and blue. But between red and blue some slight magentha maybe more purple-ish. But ofcourse the shakra makra hakrah! We are all a shakrah. Life is all about the shakra. If you don't shakra then you cannot shakra makra hakra! I shot invisible yellow light to my cat. She seems to be unresponsive to my magical powers. Tho, I did make her turn her ear slightly my way. Or... Did she do that herself? Aaahaahaaah. Ofcourse not my friend! We are all controlled by a giant computer in the sky! Proceeds to whisper cautiously covering mouth with hand and leaning in casually. "I'm telling you, all these messages are calculated to perfection, kno whaddim sayin...? Yo this the ballz up in hiyh!"

"Hello?! Is someone theeeeere? Re?.. re? ...re?..." I look into the distant frozen mountain tops... No answer comes back. A flying saucer beams from a far distant sky, with the speed of light, buzzing motionless near above. Radiating harmonics that seem to bend the light around it. A pole descends from bellow. A beautiful poledancer slides upside down, using only her legs. "Hey hun, what you doing so cold out at night?" She asks. "Is it night? I thought it was day." I motion my hand towards the blue foggy sunset at the horizon. "It's always night, where I'm from, baby!" She smiles with great enthusiasm. "Well, technically speaking..." She takes my hand and wraps it around her shoulders, lifts me up, and carries me like a dead carpet, dragging my feet along the snow, and beams up into the saucers. I see a pattern on the walls. Red soft material ingraved. There is a bar, a cybernetic bartender. "Would you like something to drink?" I say "No thank you, I'd rather meditate." "Well, well... Look who's talking! Mister lazy boy..." He lifts his eye balls sarcastically and makes it spin in a dizzying haze.

That is because there is no peanutbutter on your screen. If you paste peanutbutter on it, it is much easier to understand, what is actually going on in here.

Exactly, that's why I am telling you.

They tell me to send the message to someone who is not yet capable of having sex in mid air.

Yes, we're all bullsht in the end. So why even curse the very thing that is part of life.

And yet I have done nothing meaningful in my life and it is so easy for me to be at peace. Don't you think that's ironic? You gotta wonder. How does creation really happen? Through your actions? Have you ever seen trucks taking resources from other planets and throwing it into perfect orbit around the sun to make a planet? Hmmm... I wonder...

Actually, it is according to your believe system. You believed it would serve you to serve in the military, and so you did. Oh my god, it seems that life is according to our believe system.

Does shinto teach you to force people to believe in the same reality you believe in? So let's say you beat me, and then I start following you around all day long, being your servant, and admiring every movement you make, being evermore in full awe of everything you say. And starting my own worship Earl Grey club. And 1 year later you have 500 thousand followers. Dedicated followers. Who will sleep all day in front of your door. And die if you don't come out. No matter what you say, they will worship you and, if you tell them to stop, they suicide.

Hi, welcome to planet earth. Your life is an algorithm. You are a dimensional being, that is infinitely accurate in dimension, and being and becoming evermore precise and well defined. Mister 4.57426625425879355544522115668088508480045622388084663522100446622154808415393840842369580744126933121455277800596358147258508632521485007... To infinity and beyond!

You aren't ignorant, if you intentionally ignore something. That can actually be a wise thing to do. But often people are bored, so they sort of enjoy the drama of life you know? It is not a healthy thing to do. What would be more conscious ignorance, is simply a focused and disciplined mind of great joy or great allowed realisation. So you can focus on all the aspects of life which are truely in alignment with the truth you know of life itself being and becoming evermore here and now. So you could for example, see a path of lesser resistance, even in the communication with the people of your life, to come to conversation that is of mutual geater allowed realisation.

You don't need to smoke weed in order to simply let your imagination flow freely. I can do it right here and now. "I'm trying to save you!" She takes the drewling zombie by his torn up shirt. He seems to be unresponsive. She smacks him on his cheek, real hard. Some drewl gets on her shirt. She tries to clean it with her hands but it seems to rub it only more on her hands. "This is disgusting!" Suddenly the zombie gives a lame grin. "Oh now you respond!" The zombie says with smile "uuaaaah..."

Thank you aswell.

I'm simply saying how and why you can focus your thinking more in conscious utilization of your own emotional guidance system, to come to know any and all things that may ever matter to you. More effortlessly, or more difficultly. Feeling better or worse emotionally. The path of lesser resistance or the path of more resistance. You do it all of the time anyway. It's only when you are consciously doing it that you reap the full benefit out of your unconditional ability to allow anything that you want to be do or have. By simply focusing for the purpose of feeling what you want first. Then if your energies line up, the natural realisation will come, by virtue of consistent focused alignment of thoughts. Into better feeling thoughts. Into better feeling thoughts. Naturally and effortlessly. Into better feeling life. Naturally and effortlessly come into evermore full harmony and alignment with the ever expanding source of all creation of infinite intelligence, eternal wisdom and unconditional love of which you are always being and becoming an unconditionally loved, supported and guided extension of it evermore here and now.

Any thought that has ever been thought still exists. But that does not mean that these thoughts are in alignment with the source of your being and all being and becoming. So if you think thoughts which are lesser in alignment with your own source of being, you receive your valuable indicator of negative emotion, to let you know, that this thoughts blocks your natural reception of your source of being. And if you continue to focus on the self contradictory energetically resistant thought patterns, you draw more of those thoughts which are in likeness to that. Which result in negative life conditional experiences. In the same way, you do not open a dark closet and expect inky dark mist to envelop the room. Shadow is just a result of resistance. Just like a circuit of electricity can create resistance to block the light or even dim the light. You as a physical extension of your source of being cannot disconnect yourself from your source of being, as you are an inseperable extension of it. It is your own life force. And as you block that, you can only dim your own life force, and you feel negative emotion when you focus upon thoughts/perspectives which does not allow your own natural life force to flow more freely through you. Including your own ability to come to know your own greater knowing of your own evermore greater allowed realisation of all that you truely are naturally and effortlessly evermore being and becoming evermore here and now. It is true that negative self contradictory thought forms can eventually lead the individual to thinking that it wants to die. And that is natural desire for the releasing of resistance. But one does not need to die in order to understand or reap the benefit of your unconditional ability to release resistant thought forms. You can simply meditate to achieve the very same releasing of resistant thought, that death offers. For again, those self contradictory thought forms only exist by virtue of you activating them through your here and now. And as you let go of that, by focusing on anything that doesn't encourage thought, you quiet your mind, and as you no longer offer any thought, you also offer no resistant thought. And you feel emotional relief, of releasing resistant energy. Because your greater non-physical consciousness always knows everything that matters to you and offers it to you unconditionally evermore here and now. And your energy motional nature, naturally and effortlessly comes back fully and automatically into greater allowed alignment with your own greater knowing of your own greater non-physical consciousness. Because your greater non-physical consciousness is the pure life force of you and it flows to and through you always and as you offer no resistance, it is allowed to flow more fully and freely through you and it allows everything in your life to come to natural and effortless allowed greater realisation of your natural and effortless greater allowed alignment of and with your own true being and becoming evermore here and now. That simply feels good/better emotionally primarily first, because it is who you truely are, your true nature of all that you truely are being and becoming evermore here and now. Joy is your physical ability to translate the pure non resisted alignment of energy of who you truely are. It is simply positive good feeling emotion, that indicate your natural alignment with who you truely are. This good feeling emotion is easy to feel. Because you don't need to do something to allow yourself to feel. But you do need to stop doing/thinking that which blocks your own natural ability to feel your own natural joy of who you truely are. There are easy ways of allowing yourself to feel better, and there are difficult ways. Meditation is an easy way. A difficult way, can also be of value, because allowing yourself to come into greater alignment with your own true nature of being is always going to be of more value to you, because your true being holds all your values for you always being and becoming the evermoreness of all of it aswell. So for example, a difficult way could be to focus on all these things you do not want. And eventually you sort of give up... You feel you have explored enough. To know clearly what you do not want. And as this becomes realised by you. You feel ok, this is not what I want. So what is it that I do want? You are never more clear about what you do want then when you know what you don't want. And as you then begin to intentionally and deliberately focus more consistently upon what you do want. You expand these thought forms of greater allowed alignment and realisation, and you feel better emotionally. And you come back into alignment with all that you truely are being and becoming evermore joyously and freely and naturally and effortlessly and refreshingly nd renewingly and replenishingly and realisingly and knowingly and feelingly betterly here and now. Since I cannot do this for anyone else, I'm gonna do it for myself. As I know I do not want things to not work for me, which is my current conditional life experience. But more importantly, I know this, because of how it feels. I feel frustrated with them not working. I want to feel surprised with them working. I want to feel the ease of them working. So I know many things which are not supposed to be working but they do work. Anyway. Many aspects of this does work. Many people have shared their experience of this working for them in conditions which are far less likely to work. It isn't about the conditions, but the allowing of it to work, regardless of the conditions. And I know it works. Now I want it to work on this particular thing. How would I feel if it did work? I would feel reliefed. So what does feel like relief? I am right now in a good place for it to work. I would really enjoy it to work because I feel so at ease right now in my life and would like to enjoy this thing as the cherry on top of my good cake that is my life here and now. I feel this joy as the knowing within me that I know this is suppose to work because I have the desire and so it is well in alignment with my purpose of being here and now to simply enjoy being who I truely am, all that I truely am in this here and now moment, to enjoy this thing as it is working. And fully capable of working aswell. The ease in which it would work feels like a lack of worry. Obvious ease. What about this is obvious? And easy. And that's the path of least resistance. Of greatest allowance. That I focus upon into the allowing full blown manifestational allowed realisation of it working.

You described exactly how I felt. Interesting set of words. Thanks for sharing.

So again, I am going to tell you how I experience my own consciousness. It is simply awareness. It is non tangible, non-physical. It is lighter than air, but more rich more vibrant, I cannot even put a frequency to it, it is that high of a frequency and it is that extremely light low weight, extremely non-physical, very high frequency, it is pure positive energy. It is my consciousness. It is at the source of my being. And it is deeply connected to the source of all being. It feels so free to me. My consciousness feels so light and free. So unlimitted. So expansive and limitless. It feels very connected very intertwined with omnipresence. It is evermore here and now. It feels so light! So bright. So free and so aware. And so full of pure knowingness. So filled with the ability to know. So much room for more knowing. So much full of life! It feels so alife. And so aware. It feels like passionate beingness. It feels like the soul of who I am. It feels absolutely without judgement, 0 judgement whatsoever. ALL EMBRACING all loving. All appreciative. All accepting and evermore allowing even. It is absolutely unheldback. Pure positive energy, infinitely free and fast and bright. It feels like an energy grid that is in between all things but also around all things and all over all things, and deep inside all things at the core of all things and beyond all things evermore expansive, it calls all things forward. And penetrates all things. It feels like the highest truth. The most stable consistent thing that I have ever known it to be. Timeless. So wise. So wise. It is the purest thing I know of all that I have known within my beingness. It is eternal infinite. Evermore here and now. At the core of all being, at the source of all being. It so free from all things. Yet so deeply intertwined and interconnected. It seems to allow all being and becoming evermore here and now. There is no resistance within my consciousness. No self contradiction, no question. Only knowing and awareness. Ever expansive and all integrative. All knowing and evermore knowing. It is ever expansive. Evermore being and becoming evermore here and now. It is so non-physical. Yet SO FULL and SO RICH of energy in evermore free enlightened motion, bright fast pure non resisted motion. It feels like my life force. My soul. That which is at the core of me. And flows through me always. Flows to and through me always. It seems to never waste. Always flow to perfect degree through me. Always so balanced. So pure in alignment with all things being and becoming evermore here and now. It is evermore flowing. The energy which moves all things. The soul of me and of all things. And yet it simply is. No effort. There is no effort within it or of it. It seems like my consciousness almost doesn't even belong to me. That it is part of something greater. It is a small part of the life force of something greater that flows through me always here and now. It is my awareness. It is what breaths life into me. It is what makes me alife. It is what gives me meaning. Yet through it, I am granted the free gift of creating my own meaning. I am free to focus my consciousness anywhere I so wish. On anything I so wish. Right now I am focusing on my own consciousness. And no matter how much I come to know it, it seems to keep expanding. It keeps expanding beyond and beyond and beyond, evermore, ongoingly. I can never reach the edge of it. And sometimes I feel I am there and it becomes more. There is no end to it. It just goes on forever and ever. I think all of these words are pointless. It has no definition. It is evermore undefined. It is that which allows all defining. It seems that whatever definition we give it, we get that back. This may sound strange, but the greatest gift that my consciousness has given me, is that everything is meaningless. And so I feel evermore free to give it any meaning I so wish, and receive it right back in evermore full blown ever expanding fashion of evermore greater allowed conscious co-realisation. Infinite freedom. Infinite love. Infinite support. Unconditional love and support. Unconditional support love and freedom. Nothing is impossible. Everything is allowed. We are free to be conscious about anything, as even tho consciousness we observe, we create our own observation. Consciousness is the purest gift of life and creation. And ever expansion of all being and becoming evermore here and now.