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So being conscious/aware of your own consciousness/awareness suddenly makes you conscious/aware of your thoughts? I am not talking about your thoughts, I am talking about your awareness. You do realise that your awareness cannot second guess, right? Your mind or your thoughts can second guess. Your consciousness is just being aware of your own second guessing or not, or whatever. Your world, your inner child, your outer child, your entire universe, your emotions, your everything. These still exist within your consciousness. If you coulden't be conscious about these things, they woulden't exist. So can you tell me anything about your own consciousness, anything? Even one thing.

Ok so you experience things pushing into your consciousness, and you agree that that still happens within your consciousness. So what about your consciousness? So being conscious about your own consciousness, suddenly makes you conscious about your thoughts? I am not talking about your thoughts, I am talking about your consciousness. Have you ever been aware/conscious of your own awareness/consciousness? You do realise that your awareness cannot second guess, right? Your mind or your thoughts can second guess. Your consciousness is just being aware of your own second guessing or not, or whatever. Your world, your inner child, your outer child, your entire universe, your emotions, your everything. These still exist within your consciousness. If you coulden't be conscious about these things, they woulden't exist. So can you tell me anything about your own consciousness? Anything at all?

Yes, you or I are re-membering, thought forms, but this still happens here and now, within our consciousness. Is it not so?

Thanks! My experience is the same up untill pre conscious. I am aware of my typing now aswell, which I consider to be my consciousness. However, when you say pre-consciousness, you are saying that you will be conscious about something in the next here and now. That is still a thought that exists within your consciousness. Here and now. You may say this thought has a strong expectation or energy momentum and thus power behind it. A certain degree of certainty that you are being conscious about. But you are still being conscious about that within your consciousness, is it not so? For me I experience it to be that way. So as for losing your physical senses, I have lost my physical senses many times and still retained my consciousness. You don't need to be conscious about something physical in order to be conscious. And that is the distinction I make in my own personal experience, of what people call unconsciousness. is simply a non-physical consciousness or awareness from my point of view. I can even be conscious in my sleep, even while dreaming and also when there is no dream and no physical senses or awareness at all. Just simple pure awareness and beingness. And that is also what I refer to the most pure definition of pure consciousness, which is simply beingness or awareness, without the "things" or beyond the "things" that we can or cannot be conscious about. And I have found this consciousness of mine, is always high frequency, pure positive energy, beingness, core indestructable ever expanding ever refreshing and renewing and ever replenishing and ever awakening nature of my unlimitted beingness, as consciousness, simply coming to know all that is being and becoming evermore here and now, within my consciousness.

Such great dedication and discipline. With the least amount of effort, nothing is done, thus nothing is left undone. The greatest power that exists. The grace through which all is allowed to become. Being and becoming evermore here and now. In ever expanding well-being. No action is taken, thus nothing is left unattended to. Perfection in every here and now moment, is no longer resisted, and thus one has found the leverage of the energy which creates worlds at their full disposal. There is nothing that one cannot be, do or have.

I am just saying, that you are being conscious of these things, that are changing things, experiences and thoughts within your consciousness. But what about your consciousness itself? Does it have any unwanted aspect to itself? Is it not the pure core essence of your being, as I experience my consciousness to be? I am not even saying that your consciousness exists inside of you. I am saying that every experience you have ever had, has always been existing inside of your own consciousness. Do you experience it be differently?

Small and big, is by virtue of your focusing of your consciousness. The more consistently you focus on anything, the easier it becomes to expand your awareness of it. So if you focus consistently on your consciousness itself, being aware of your own awareness, consistently for atleast 20 seconds without interruption. Can you tell me, do you feel this consciousness as the peace that has always been at the core of all that you have always been and are evermore here and now being and becoming? Or do you experience your consciousness to be different than I do?

Yes, these are your thoughts about pain, that you are being conscious about. And even the pain itself, you can be conscious about it. But you can also focus your consciousness on your own consciousness itself. Your awareness of your awareness itself. Try to hold your awareness on your awareness for atleast 20 seconds consistently without distraction. Might wanna take several minutes to accomplish it, and then tell me how you feel emotionally after that. What happens to your emotions. Do you feel a greater sense of peace and clarity like I do? Is your consciousness, your awareness, the most pure core essence of your being, like I experience it to be so for myself? Or do you experience something completely different.

As for myself, personally, well... Offtopic warning: Well I don't wanna derail any topic, so pm me if you want free conversation going. And reading all that I wrote already can be considered to be offtopic in so many ways, if one does not recognize that I am simply speaking about the aspect of: Relationship, intelligence and value On the topic of: Quickly detecting a fool is invaluable

Your soul does not communicate through words, but by simply being and becoming all that you want to be do or have, evermore here and now, energetically, energy motionally. So that you can always feel the energy motional relativity between your physical conscious and your greater non-physical consciousness, being your soul, or pure life force, as your ability to feel emotion. As only a small part of your greater non-physical consciousness (your soul) is focused through the lense of its physical extension, that you call your human body, and your physical consciousness which is flowing through your body. You are thus an inseperable extension and unconditionally loved and guided and supported extension of your own soul, which is being and becoming evermore here and now, through you and thus also itself and also for you and also always in full harmony and alignment with the ever expanding source of all creation. Thus when you feel emotion, this is the communication/guidance from your own soul. When you feel negative emotion, you are blocking your natural allowed realisation of your own greater knowing of your own soul, by flowing it through energetic thought patterns of discord/resistance/selfcontradiction. When you feel positive emotion, you are allowing the guidance/communication to flow purely, uncontradictedly and be more fully realised by you. Both emotions are necessary to help you understand the path of more resistance and the path of lesser resistance. The path that does not allow the natural being and becoming evermore joyously and freely here and now, and the path that does allow it. The path that is in lesser alignment with the ever expanding source of all creation and the path that is more fully in alignment. But your soul intentionally remains non-physical, so that it can guide you and support you in your evermore being and becoming, evermore here and now, unconditionally, flawlessly, perfectly, truely, naturally, effortlessly, really, always meaningfully. For everything and anything that you do or ever can want to be do or have, your soul always becomes it instantly, and ongoingly evermore here and now, unconditionally, non-physically, energy motionally. Therefor the purpose of your life is to simply feel very good, but because that is often not easy, due to it being so easy that it becomes obliviously obvious to so many humans, unless one meditates regularly, I would suggest, the goal is simply to allow oneself to feel better emotionally, regardless of any and all conditions, under any and all conditions, unconditionally, caring about and tending to the most meaningful/valuable relationship in and of your life. The energy motional relationship between your physical consciousness and your greater non-physical consciousness. So in other words, it doesn't matter how you allow yourself to feel better, as meditation is one universal tool and technique and permission slip we feel we need, to allow oneself to feel better, naturally and effortlessly coming into greater allowed alignment with our true nature of being and becoming evermore joyously and freely here and now, all that we truely are being and becoming evermore consciously, and wakefully and joyfully here and now. Through consciously releasing resistance, allowing for the emotional feeling of relief. Of feeling better. That indicates the moreness of your natural allowed alignment with your own soul. That you can always do by simply allowing yourself to feel better, however you want to do it. You can even imagine ways you think you may want to do it. Or allow for it to simply occur more for you. As you simply hold your primary intention of wanting to feel better. It wont be long before you find true consistent consciously allowed and realised alignment and knowingness, that which people call enlightenment. And that is not the end of anything, but rather the evermore joyously allowed to be consciously co-realised here and now beginning of all new evermore being and becoming evermore consciously here and now. As you can be do or have anything you want to be do or have. But the point is that YOU cannot do it untill YOU become YOU. Meaning a full joyously felt converging of physical and non-physical being, as all that you truely are being and becoming evermore here and now. As a TOTAL BEING. Not a half witt but a FULL WITT, of physical and non-physical, hand in hand, together as one, in full agreement and alignment. Fully consciously allowed to be synchronised and co-blended, co-harmonized, co-merged, co-realised as a total full conscious co-creator that is all that you truely are being and becoming evermore joyously and freely here and now.

To care primarily about your own e(nergy)motional alignment. Meaning about the way your perspective feels, as it always directly relates to the perspective of your own greater non-physical consciousness and its greater knowing that it always holds for you. So your emotions are always a guidance to you. And not a guidance to/for anyone else. As everyone has their own individual emotional guidance system. So as you come into alignment with the joy of your own being, you can simply joyously and effortlessly, co-create with any other being. From a state of being that is fully in co-blended co-harmonized state, of physical and non-physical, hand in hand, converging together as one whole fully allowed to be fully realised whole total being of evermore joyous and free becoming here and now. That people call enlightenment, can also simply be called alignment. And as you be perfectly in alignment with all that you truely are being and becoming evermore here and now, being true to all that You truely are. Joyful. Feeling emotionally very good, due to allowed alignment (feeling emotionally better) of your perspective with that of your own greater non-physical consciousness' perspective of greater knowing that it always holds for you, then you also naturally and effortlessly allow anyone/everyone else to come more fully into alignment with themselves aswell. Through your own leading example of alignment. And as everyone comes into alignment, then the full picture of humanity is allowed to realised as evermore joyous being and becoming evermore here and now. But if you sacrifice your own allignment, just to try and help another who is out of alignment with themselves, then in that moment, you have nothing to give/offer them that is of any value to them. And more importantly, you also don't feel good, emotionally, and you don't enjoy life either. And so... On and on it goes. Becoming an unnecessary chain of pain. But if you understand that your ability to help another, requires and hinges upon your own individual mastery of your own individual alignment with yourself, with all that you truely are being and becoming evermore here and now... Then you will understand how perfectly easy all of this life really is. How blessed we all truely already are being and becoming evermore here and now. How unconditionally loved and guided and supported we all already truely are being and becoming evermore here and now. And you will then care about your own happiness, most of all. Because you then finally understand, that you have nothing to offer anyone, if you yourself are not happy first. And most of all, you have nothing to offer yourself, if you yourself, are not allowing yourself, to be happy first, and care about how you feel first. Even more than the conditions of your life, you have to care about you feel, primarily. As your emotions are always your primary indicator, of your energy motional alignment, with the source of all creation, of which you always are an inseperable, unconditionally loved, guided and supported extension of all of it being and becoming evermore here and now. ||||||| Further guidance ||||||| The conditions doesn't matter(ialise) unto themselves. How you feel about it, e(nergy)motionally is what matter(ialise)s. And you can just think about it, to feel how you feel about it, e(nergy)motionally, emotionally. Then if you allow yourself to reach for a perspective that feels slightly better, regarding whatever subject of your attention. You close the gap between the perspective of yourself and the perspective of your greater knowing of your soul. You come into greater e(nergy)motional alignment with your own soul. The result is, you will experience a greater knowing. You will realise it from within (unconditional) and without (conditional) aswell. But this requires practice to feel your e(nergy)motional alignment with the energy of who you truely are, your pure lifeforce. And then deliberately move into perspectives that ongoingly feels slightly better and slightly better yet again. Untill you do finally allow yourself to click into place with your pure knowing of true alignment/realisation, that sets you free from any and all unwanted conditions, because you come to realise any and all conditions, regardless of any and all conditions, unconditionally, through this allowing of alignment of your primary e(nergy)motional relativity between you (physical) and all that you truely are being and becoming evermore here and now (greater non-physical consciousness and physical consciousness into allowed received opened and flowed and consciously co-realised/co-created co-blended connection). When you have a perspective that feels bad, the perspective is just a perspective, that can change, but the emotion is the true indicator of your e(nergy)motional alignment, and thus it is of tremendous value to feel and know how it feels. So that you can know/feel wether your shift in perspective is of greater alignment or of lesser alignment. Wether it feels better or worse to you. And both can serve you in helping to clarify and understanding your true core e(nergy)motional alignment with your own soul through which any and all conditions of your life matter(ialise)s for you. So if you find a perspective that feels worse, you understand what the self contradictory perspective truely is, that is at the source of your unwanted conditions. And so it becomes more fully understood and felt what the perspective of lesser resistance is aswell. The perspective that feels slightly better. And in a matter of minutes you could be finding perspectives about this or any subject, that feels better and better, untill you feel very good about it, as you come to a perspective of greater allowed alignment and realisation. And thus you will fully allow the conditions to be and become evermore fully and effortlessly and joyously and consciously co-realised by you and your soul (your greater non-physical consciousness which holds all of your realisations for you always unconditionally here and now, being and becoming the evermoreness of it evermore here and now for you and calling you towards it evermore here and now through you e(nergy)motional, emotional, guidance system). And as you keep releasing resistant by resistant perspective, bit by bit, feeling slightly better and slightly better yet, easily, effortlessly and naturally, as you keep allowing a better feeling perspective by better feeling perspective of greater allowed realisation after greater allowed realisation, you will eventually allow the energy to flow through you so freely, that your greater allowed and established alignment of greater allowed realisation will be realised by you. Through which any and all conditions can be allowed to come to full allowed realisation of pure alignment of and with your true energy of your soul or greater non-physical conscious of your own true pure life force of well-being. If you feel bad, and you try to think a thought/perspective that feels very good. You will usually fail, unless that thought/perspective has/had already been consciously and familiarly been realised by you. Thus the goal is never to feel very good. But rather to feel better, e(nergy)motionally. Accepting the way you feel and consciously feeling how your perspective feels, so that you can also consciously realise how other perspectives feel (other perspectives that you do have acces to, as they are in energy motional proximity to your own energy motional set point), no matter how slightly better or worse it feels, and also feel wether or not perspectives actually feel completely the same, meaning no releasing of resistance and no adding of resistance either. Because no matter how bad or good you feel, e(nergy)motionally, you can always easily find the perspective that feels slightly better to you, and you will always want to reach/allow for the perspectives that feels slightly better to you. For the improvement of your life regarding any and all conditions of your life. And this is very easy. To allow any and all conditions to come to full allowed realisation for you. Regardless of any and all conditions. Under any and all conditions. Unconditionally. Energy motionally, emotionally. By trusting your energy motional connection of your emotional guidance system with your own inner Source of your own being, of your own soul or your own greater non-physical consciousness all the way to the ever expanding source of all creation of infinite intelligence, eternal wisdom, unconditional love. Of which you are always being and becoming an inseperable, unconditionally loved and supported and guided extension of it, evermore here and now. So that you can always feel the primary energy motional relativity between you and You, through which any and all conditions of your life truely matter(ialise)s for you. You can also always write your thoughts on paper, to feel how they feel and write how other perspectives regarding whatever subject of your attention feels (worse/same/better) in relationship. So that you can feel your way more clearly and accurately and truely to your own greater knowing of your own guidance of your own soul that is being offered to you always evermore ongoingly here and now. And become a student of your own soul. Better feeling thought by better feeling thought. Effortless greater allowed realisation after greater allowed realisation. Throughout any and all conditions of your life.

The conditions doesn't matter(ialise) unto themselves. How you feel about it, e(nergy)motionally is what matter(ialise)s. And you can just think about it, to feel how you feel about it, e(nergy)motionally, emotionally. Then if you allow yourself to reach for a perspective that feels slightly better, regarding whatever subject of your attention. You close the gap between the perspective of yourself and the perspective of your greater knowing of your soul. You come into greater e(nergy)motional alignment with your own soul. The result is, you will experience a greater knowing. You will realise it from within (unconditional) and without (conditional) aswell. But this requires practice to feel your e(nergy)motional alignment with the energy of who you truely are, your pure lifeforce. And then deliberately move into perspectives that ongoingly feels slightly better and slightly better yet again. Untill you do finally allow yourself to click into place with your pure knowing of true alignment/realisation, that sets you free from any and all unwanted conditions, because you come to realise any and all conditions, regardless of any and all conditions, unconditionally, through this allowing of alignment of your primary e(nergy)motional relativity between you (physical) and all that you truely are being and becoming evermore here and now (greater non-physical consciousness and physical consciousness into allowed received opened and flowed and consciously co-realised/co-created co-blended connection). When you have a perspective that feels bad, the perspective is just a perspective, that can change, but the emotion is the true indicator of your e(nergy)motional alignment, and thus it is of tremendous value to feel and know how it feels. So that you can know/feel wether your shift in perspective is of greater alignment or of lesser alignment. Wether it feels better or worse to you. And both can serve you in helping to clarify and understanding your true core e(nergy)motional alignment with your own soul through which any and all conditions of your life matter(ialise)s for you. So if you find a perspective that feels worse, you understand what the self contradictory perspective truely is, that is at the source of your unwanted conditions. And so it becomes more fully understood and felt what the perspective of lesser resistance is aswell. The perspective that feels slightly better. And in a matter of minutes you could be finding perspectives about this or any subject, that feels better and better, untill you feel very good about it, as you come to a perspective of greater allowed alignment and realisation. And thus you will fully allow the conditions to be and become evermore fully and effortlessly and joyously and consciously co-realised by you and your soul (your greater non-physical consciousness which holds all of your realisations for you always unconditionally here and now, being and becoming the evermoreness of it evermore here and now for you and calling you towards it evermore here and now through you e(nergy)motional, emotional, guidance system). And as you keep releasing resistant by resistant perspective, bit by bit, feeling slightly better and slightly better yet, easily, effortlessly and naturally, as you keep allowing a better feeling perspective by better feeling perspective of greater allowed realisation after greater allowed realisation, you will eventually allow the energy to flow through you so freely, that your greater allowed and established alignment of greater allowed realisation will be realised by you. Through which any and all conditions can be allowed to come to full allowed realisation of pure alignment of and with your true energy of your soul or greater non-physical conscious of your own true pure life force of well-being. If you feel bad, and you try to think a thought/perspective that feels very good. You will usually fail, unless that thought/perspective has/had already been consciously and familiarly been realised by you. Thus the goal is never to feel very good. But rather to feel better, e(nergy)motionally. Accepting the way you feel and consciously feeling how your perspective feels, so that you can also consciously realise how other perspectives feel (other perspectives that you do have acces to, as they are in energy motional proximity to your own energy motionalnset point), no matter how slightly better or worse it feels, and also feel wether or not perspectives actually feel completely the same, meaning no releasing of resistance and no adding of resistance either. Because no matter how bad or good you feel, e(nergy)motionally, you can always easily find the perspective that feels slightly better to you, and you will always want to reach/allow for the perspectives that feels slightly better to you. For the improvement of your life regarding any and all conditions of your life. And this is very easy. To allow any and all conditions to come to full allowed realisation for you. Regardless of any and all conditions. Under any and all conditions. Unconditionally. Energy motionally, emotionally. By trusting your energy motional connection of your emotional guidance system with your own inner Source of your own being, of your own soul or your own greater non-physical consciousness all the way to the ever expanding source of all creation of infinite intelligence, eternal wisdom, unconditional love. Of which you are always being and becoming an inseperable, unconditionally loved and supported and guided extension of it, evermore here and now. So that you can always feel the primary energy motional relativity between you and You, through which any and all conditions of your life truely matter(ialise)s for you.

I did the exact same thing. But then I got tired and went to sleep. When I woke up, instead of waking up and watching the movie, which was on my phone about one hand movement away, I felt so at ease in the good feeling place I was in, I simply decided to watch the movie in my mind instead. There were some scenes where I actually had to laugh. As my muscles were tickled into a more wakeful state. I simply decided to wake up, and simply lazingly be free to move and watch the actual movie. But actually it wasn't a movie as much as it was an interactive movie / game aswell. But I have the pc and phone version of it. So lazy that I don't wanna own a computer anymore. One phone is more than enough. But if I had allot of space, I would for sure go full blown laziness and make everything in my environment really comfortable with massive big powerful gaming machines and simulation rigs and even that full blown digital flat painting device. Racing seat chairs for sure. I want formula 1 style bathtub seat level of comfort, with portable blankets that I can wear as a necklace and manifest into full extension with one click. Not to mention it has the capability of knowing and becoming the exact temperature I want to be whenever I want it to be. And it also flies. Like a carpet but wrapped around me. Like an actual thin flexible layer of extra skin. And a watch that can holographically replicate hot chocolate milk in a cup on the fly, so that I can drink it while comfortably levitating in full relaxed good feeling warm position above the cool clouds, watching the sun rise and merge with the greatness of all of it. Oh and I went to vacation to australia. On google maps! That wasn't even the intention but I coulden't help but keep wanting to press forward to the next oh and what is that and what is that?! Oh now it's suddenly rainy day. And oh the amazing golden land and massive cities. What a crazy life and world we live in. I can luckily ride my bicycle to the beach. Nothing beats laziness on the beach, in the middle of cool winter. Throwing hot thick potatoes into the mouth of back flipping ravens levitating up and down. And into my own mouth aswell. Lazy enough to resist sharing. While passerbys think I am some kind of circus bird trainer even tho I am actually the lazy audience of these joyful beings. That always seem to manifest without me even trying anything. For that implies that I am sitting. Where actually you are not suppose to sit down in the winter on the beach. But I was lazy enough to buy allot of very warm clothes. But don't get me wrong. I have also been lazi when I jumped into the cold water all naked cause I didn't care what people taught, but more importantly, I was lazy enough to not think myself just do it. I soon found out that it wasn't even that cold... I was too lazy to swim all the way out into the ocean where the water was actually way colder. So I had no choice but to enjoy the perfect temperature. So lazy to be wet, I simply dried myself with my tshirt and dress up in full dry fashion the rest of my clothes so I could be lazy to simply be do or have anything. I remember when there was a thunderstorm and people all ran like crazy. I became so lazy that I enjoyed the rain fall on my head and I saw two lovers kiss eachother, because everyone was too happy joyfully escaping the very mercy of the ever giving evermore subtle life source. Being free to realise the absurdity of effort whilest playing with fellow veterans of rainfare. Into inevitable lazily allowed companionship of lazy beings being more free than ever to be lazy enough to be free of judgement for just a little bit of self allowed laziness, as every being that was becoming evermore here and now. Ever more replenishingly and refreshingly and evermore wakefully and joyfully, being and becoming evermore here and now. Doing nothing, and leaving nothing undone. Lazilly allowing the perfection of each moment in its eternal being and becoming evermore effortlessly and lazily here and now.

Yeah I am so lazy that I don't even try to change the pain anymore. Or make it go away. I accept it completely. I have found that no matter how hard I try it will always be there. Untill I actually accept it fully and completely. Then I understand pain is simply a love misunderstood or not fully allowed to be known or understood. And as the understanding comes through the pain, as a loving teacher, the pain instantly goes away. It is not capable of teaching more than we need to know. But it doesn't teach through words. It teaches through pain. The sensation itself which requires your attention. Not for a reason that you can understand nor even need to understand. It exists simply to redirect your awareness. It is a guidance system for the consciousness. Just stays untill we look without judgement and simply allow ourselves to addopt the new path of least resistance and understanding. Of new being and becoming. Readjustment of awareness. It almost happens automatically. I don't even do anything. I just allow all of it to happen. And it always naturally and effortlessly works out fine. And better evermore refreshingly and replenishingly. I never try anymore. Just let go and allow. It is like pain is a messenger. When I try to make it go away, and excersize effort, it just stays there forever. Untill I actually lazily give up and listen to it with my full undivided attention. Respect it. Acknowledge it. Allow it. And then it always goes away! It is about allowing it so that it can allow you. Pain is not what we think it is. I would really recommend laziness for allot of suffering. Because when we simply let suffering be perfect unto itself and not try to change it, it will instantly vanish. Pain is simply your own life force, guiding your awareness and thus energy back to what actually serves you. Which is the pain. It serves you to listen and look at it. And allow it to allow you. So that then you can feel better. For pain is also meditative. It is the meditation for the lazy. And in similar way, dying is also meditation for the lazy. It naturally guides the awareness to full allowed realisation. And when you understand this lazy aspect of human life. That is guided in a more natural lazy way. You realise, that pain is not different from pleasure. It is simply life force that you are feeling. And laziness can be the easy path towards consistent conscious realisation of the life force that is at the source of all things. So why even try and seek out pain? You let it come and you allow it to become life force. And as life force comes you allow it to be life force. It's all the same. Except pain is simply life force flowing through resistance, that requires non diluted attention of awareness in order to allow for the natural readjustment of the energy alignment and allowance of flow of this life force. And guess what, that is inevitable and automatic. It happens all naturally by itself. As often people call this pure life force of our true being, irresistable. People simply practice meditation to enjoy life more fully more unconditionally more naturally and more effortlessly. More easily and lazily and succesfully coming into harmony and alignment with the ever expanding source of all creation. Consciously releasing resistance, before it is even required. It is like willing life. Like consciously allowed corealisation of all being and becoming evermore here and now. Nothing can be more lazy and enjoyable than all of that constantly being in full allowed consistent harmony and alignment with the ever expanding source of all creation. It is the purest life there is. The most enjoyable and most effortless and most easy and most fun and most natural and most pure and most succesful and lazy. But if you're lazy, you still become. You just sometimes bang into place. But the more you bang into place, the more you will be guided to bang into a place of banging less into place. So laziness becomes almost a sacred way of life. Where nothing is done and nothing left undone. One learns to become more natural again by being lazy. And as pain comes often it naturally guides energy to flow more freely. And one simply lazily enjoys their excersize. Feeling so good sometimes that one bursts into full excersizes for days in advance in just a couple of seconds of lazily allowed bursts of freedom. And then completely effortlessly collapsing into the higher state of ever refreshing and replenishingly laziness. So restful. So restful. That you explode and burst into higher states of greater allowed realisation of what that restfulness is. And all that it truely can be allowed to become evermore lazingly here and now. Evermore effortlessly. That one keeps finding a greater deeper and more peaceful and more long lasting restfulness. And it is found because one is simply lazy enough to not look for it in the first place! How amazing is that! You don't even try. And you come to find a rest so immense. That you still have it no matter what. It hecomes unfadable. Ever lasting ever lingering ever refreshing and replenishing restfulness. Of the ever lazining lazy lazinesses lazily lazyning laziness into ever greater heights of peaceful and ever more refreshing replenishing restful wakefulness. Ever more wakeful wakefulness. Lazily waking into ever more higher states of allowed realisation and knowing of all being and becoming evermore effortlessly here and now. May the laziness be with you.

There is a man who shot the human target that is in front of him. As soon as he hit his target, he didn't look forward, but instantly behind him, with a great deal of concern for all the bullets that were flying backwards, from behind, forwards, in front of him. He continued to march forward, because what is behind him is a great dangerous powerful stream of aggression. Like a volcanic smoke of fire, expanding forwards. He shot the people in front of him to make way for the inevitable expansion of that which is coming from behind. There is nothing back there. And those who shot at him from in front of him, was of absolute zero concern to him. It was like a small tiny speck of resistance, in comparison to the immense danger that lies behind. As he finds the peace of his advance and refuge from the fires that are behind. He rests. Alone. In war torn battlefield of decay. Scouring for resources he might find in between mud of fallen soldiers. So that he can continue to advance towards his peace of mind and freedom of soul's desire. To continue to march forward into the clarity of rain and peace of empty land that lies ahead. As he advances, he finds a light in the distances and is afraid of the fire that emmits the light. There is human life there, and he seeks to head north beyond it. The way is small and the fire is broad and stretched out. Like walls of resistance, that have no clue as to what is yet to come. He basically crawls in the mud in between the settlements to make way forwards beyond it. Sometimes an unknowing soldier patrol passes him by as he covers himself in mudd to conceal his location. Breathing through a broken pipe he found a day ago. Eventually he made it out to the clear forrest and open lands, and further yet, the daunting civilization of blissful ignorance. He simply went through the most dense forrest he could find. To conceal his identity. Yet unwilling to let go of his arms of fire. Not yet. As he made his way through the dense forrest, he hid from any human life he could possibly find. Avoiding all the pathways of human life. The path that was most difficult to tread forward was his peace of mind and freedom of soul's desire. He eventually came to a place of great desolation, mountains of unfulfilled life. The greatest peace of his eternal journey towards the peace he seeks to find forever more. He came to love this place so much that he had a divine relationship with every lizzard or bird he came to observe. Often tormented by the need to consume them for food. But greatly appreciating the co-creation that he was in with the pure land he found himself upon. He found many teachers on the top of mountains. Sometimes spread by years of travel, from one another. Yet he came to recognize the immense wisdom in all of them and the immense similarity of the messages he had received from their example of being and the life they had come to allow themselves to become. That this was a land of peace and that war would never make it's way here. Which confirmed his desire for the peace he was seeking. He began to look upwards towards the heavens for many a night. In the refuges of the mountain highs he found that taught him a new way of life and being and living. Sometimes a divine event began and it awe struck him as every single settlement always knew exactly when these were going to take place, and had always somehow find a way for preparation towards these great events of the high heavens that opened a great deal of revelation to the small communities that lived on these mountain tops It was a time of great joy and celebration as the masters always sat in meditative circles. To bring forth the new light and new understanding and new perspective that guided them to their eternal being and becoming evermore here and now. Evermore joyously and evermore freely and at peace evermore here and now. There were times of great misery whenever he thought of the past and eventually let go completely and simply never thought about it anymore ever again. And his peace kept becoming greater and greater and greater and greater and more consistent and more consistent and greater in joy and love and freedom in the eternal rest he had found here. To simply be himself. To simply be what he truely already was being and becoming evermore here and now. He let go of words and speech and thought entirely. As most beings here did not communicate by speech. But simple knowing. Unrelenting knowing. Relentness understanding and compassion. Powerful focus, disciplined minds of great joy. He wanted to become a monk and a master himself and practiced every day with great eagerness and joy. To mimmick the living example of those around him. Which have come here to the eternal refuge of the most high. By going deeper into the greatest depths of their consciousness. Towards their evermore greater allowed co-realisation. He found a state of mind of tremendous peacefulness and clarity and ever replenishing awareness, so consistently that he no longer required to sleep, like the rest of the humans that lived here aswell in this conscious dream that was of life. He knew that one day he would return to the land of the "living", to fulfill a great purpose. But with great ease and almost inevitable succes. That he coulden't even fail if he tried or avoid his destiny, no matter how painful it might appear to be. He had found that he already contained this inner knowing in the depth of his soul, all of his life and even before his life and it would continue to be allowed be and become evermore here and now, even after his life. He dreamed many conscious dreams and came to co-create so much joy and guidance to the beings he thought he had left completely behind. Only to discover, that by doing so, he actually gained a true understanding of what and why all of it exists in the first place. And his knowing was so clear, that he simply could not resist to explore his unwavering knowing throughout any and all conditions of life experience that were not of him. To come to know all the trauma and suffering from such a state of pure unconditional unwavering indestructable evermore being and becoming love. Irresistable succes and freedom of such great ease and joy and playfulness. He felt like the eternal child of the most high, free to be do or have anything he truely wanted, being revealed to him evermore being and becoming evermore here and now. And he knew why he was born in what appeared to be a great turmoil. Which was but the result of the slightest most minute of misunderstandings, that in comparison to the massive ever expanding well-being that was always at the back of that which he knew not only he was, but all being and becoming was being and becoming all of it evermore here and now, and so the misunderstandings were simply playful variations of human thought forms, from his point of view that was of such tremendous clarity and knowingness. That it was inevitable. And that everyone and everything would one day find out the ever expanding innocence of all being and becoming evermore here and now. The purity and inevitability of the greater allowed realisation. And he was free to play his part in helping everyone and anyone he so wished or desired to be brought into the realisation of their true nature being and becoming evermore here and now. And he did not even search but they came to him through the natural evolution of his every word thought deed or action and life conditions being and becoming evermore here and now. It is like he lived the ever evolving joyful playful play of resonances and harmonics that are of all higher consciousness' fractaling evermore perfectly into all being and becoming evermore here and now, for ever greater allowed realisation and expansion of consciousnessness into the moreness of being and becoming evermore here and now. He never tried to do anything, but somehow someway always managed to perfectly achieve everything, leaving nothing undone evermore here and now, in full co-creative harmony and alignment with the ever expanding source of all creation. His life became a conscious dream of tremendous co-creation and co-realisation. And he felt great appreciation for the steady improvement of every single new here and now moment of existance always perfectly being and becoming evermore here and now. That he nor anyone would ever run out of things to joyfully do and be and become evermore here and now. To fulfill his life purpose evermore here and now, to and through any and all things being and becoming evermore here and now as he was so allowing of all of it to be realised evermore naturally and effortlessly evermore being and becoming evermore here and now. He knew that war was not an eternal thing and so temporary that he would one day have to say goodbye to it. With a joyful and compassionate recognition of the value that it has all been and will be allowed to be and become evermore here and now. Through any and all beings and throughout any and all becomings evermore naturally and effortlessly and joyfully and freely here and now. He became a keen observer of the amazing story that is of humanity and its inevitable evolution into evermore greater allowed realisation towards all the improvement that has been realised throughout any and all conditional and valuable contrasting life experiences of tremendous ever expanding variety based on a stable foundational core stream of well-being that is at the basis of all of existence. And the perfection through which it expands evermore into greater heights of allowed realisation of being and becoming evermore here and now. As he found himself one day feeling down and heavy in a hostel room in the midst of village farms. He longed to return to his original place of tremendous freedom and joy and peace. He questioned himself why he returned here in complete forgetfulness of all that he was being and becoming evermore here and now. And simply meditated to find his eternal refuge of clarity and purity of mind and body and soul. And he came to know all of his conditions again from a higher point of view, now living a full conscious joyous life of being and becoming evermore here and now. In full harmony and alignment with the ever expanding source of all creation, at his back, there was nothing he could not be do or have. As he was joyfully being and becoming evermore here and now, throughout any and all of his conditional life experiences, that it seemed as tho he was existing here to the degree that people would be capable of allowing themselves to recognize him. And so those who did recognize him were always those who were caught off-guard, by his pure nature of being. And they would eventually live the reflection he offered them of their own true nature of being, and so he could co-create evermore with them. By allowing them to fulfill their own destiny of ever expading joyously allowed being and becoming evermore here and now, through the absolute path of least resistance that is of their evermore joyous endeavours of allowed co-creation and co-realisation, throughout any and all conditional life experiences of all the tremendous variety and ever expanding valuable uniqueness of all the individual personal beings that were coming to him for their evermore greater self allowed realisation. No one knew him, because he seemed to be everywhere and nowhere at the same time. He seemed to come and dissapear with the great ease. But most of all, he always blended in the most weird humorous and unexpected ways one could so imagine. That his very presence and even appearance exuded the very answers that all the beings of any given environment were calling for. As the ever evolving, never ending stream of answers upon ever expanding greater allowed heights of greater allowed realisations and deliberate conscious co-creations of great joys and greater joys and freedoms evermore being and becoming evermore here and now. He had lived so many lifes of service, that he only appeared as animals at some point, to help people let go of their fear of death, and their need for words to communicate with their own greater allowed realisation of their own ever expanding knowing of their own ever expanding greater allowed realisation of their own ever expanding greater non-physical consciousness. He became like an inter dimensional time traveler that bridged many a great deal of realities of time and space. Effortlessly moving in between, knowing always exactly what he needed to know when he needed to know it, to always be at the right place at the right time, always doing to exact thing that needed to be done. With such a great deal of ease, that it seemed like he was no longer a physical being. Those who tried to follow him could never get past the barrier of their own misunderstandings and simply gave up with tremendous awe of evermore greater allowed realisation for themselves. And never cared anymore what any human offered in terms of thought forms or words. As they themselves also became more unconditional beings pure awareness and ever expanding consciousness. Of evermore greater allowed realisation and knowing. Throughout any and all conditions, being and becoming evermore here and now, always regardless of any and all conditions, simply joyfully moving towards the evermore greater allowed realisation of evermore greater allowed co-creations of joyous being and becoming evermore here and now. Unconditional love is to all, from all, for all, as all, with all and for one and as one and with one, through all and one and one and all. Being and becoming evermore here and now as all was being and becoming evermore awakeningly and evermore refreshingly and replenishingly and naturally and effortlessly being and becoming evermore here and now. As words were no longer necessary for the teaching but the allowance through the knowing of the self allowed allowance to be do or have anything anyone so wishes to know and to be do or have or so want to be do or have, as they are already being and becoming the evermoreness of all of it evermore here and now, throughout any and all conditions, under any and all conditions, regardless of any and all conditions, evermore unconditionally and lovingly being and becoming as and of all that they truely are being and becoming evermore here and now. And the journey never ends, so joy is to all as joy is to one. Being and becoming evermore here and now. Effortlessly and naturally. And freely.

Walking in nature or riding bicycle to nature with all the always amazing new life to be conscious of. And all the always fresh new invigorating input for all of my senses, feel great inspiration. Rest. Peace. Joy. Freedom.

Wow thanks, thats amazing and allot.

Accepting is a great excersize. But allowing is even a greater one. Let go and allow, let go and allow, let go and allow. Like breathing in and out. Being the consciousness.

Me too. It's all about the perfect curvature of yin and yang. 69 Then keep spinnig around untill the bedsheets slam against the walls and drop to the floor. Raise the rpm by gradually raising the frequency and amplitude of the center, untill you smell bedsheet smoke. Then hold that frequency. The molten matras is incapable of penetrating the outer layer of the spinning 69 body. And so you fall through it like the top thin layer of orrange glowing water. So while spinning, you do make harmonic overtone sound, which filters your voice aswell, but it is still audible to those neighbours bellow you as you say hello while passing them by, straight into the underground, where all the rappers are arguing, about who gets to eat the rat first, while a first class soloist violin player stops playing a sad minor, as everyone looks on to you descending slowly in a perfectly unified 69 body spinning down into the soil of the earth underneath, straight into the abyss of the deep dark depth. The rappers look confused, around, and in to, the hole in their ground, and the violin soloist squeeks his greasy head and small mustache through the leggs of the rappers to see what the fuss is all about. They all look up, towards the shocked neighbours who speak the first words after a long silence: "... Holy... f<3k..."

I raise my right hand, from which a light emmits. The sonic boom scorches, and the wind blows the ash from the vessel. We are taken a drift, on a journey of ashes and rose petals. Towards the entanglement with the light blue light. From its the tendrils which touch, the green light emmerges. And a green plant arises. Bringing fresh new oxigen. A breath of fresh air. I take it all in. And cough out the remaining ashes. Breath it out unto the small tree now covered in ashes. I walk behind the blue tendrils of light into the darkness from whence it came. I see no further than a blinding light, a flash of white. I raise my right hand to cover my squinted eyes may I see what it is. I get shot in between my eyes, and fall to the ground. Shocked I wake up, a sting in my jaws, lying in a room that is bright. "Three! ...Two! ...One! ...Shock!" I become numb and am pulled back into the darkness whence I came from. A tendril of light now magentha in color. It reaches for a door knob, opens it and invites me inside. As I walk inside, an ocean of dark blue water emmerges from the windows and washes me dead cold awake. I see the blinding light of the sun shining above the green leafed trees blowing in the wind. A cowboy with a brown hat and a straw in his mouth and his left hand against his gun holster, walks towards me from a distance. Unseathes and blows my non-existing hat away. The cowbow is shocked, and looks up towards his own hat, holding his hand against it, dumbfounded he yells "How did you do that?!" I tell him, "Your hat was on your head this whole time!" He takes his pocketwatch and his jaws fall wide open. His face is absolutely petrified in place as he stares at his golden pocketwatch in his hands. His face slowly begins to turn stone grey, as he slowly and dryly says his last words "Thhis.. Hwhhole... Thhhhime..." His entire body turns into stone and small plants arises from its cracks. To complete process of petrification. His stone body keeps hardenning and eventually cracks and falls to grey broken pieces of remaining dust. Smoking hot under the sun. I see a demonhound blasting right through it at full sprinting speed to my left. I walk out the window and look into the distance. I see but darkness, as I look ahead. As I appear to be standing right up against a purple wall. "... So there is no distance here..." I look behind me to see why my audience is not laughing. I take out my gun, and aim it right at the camera. "keep it rolling! " the camera assistant whispers to the camera operator who rotates a lever to the side of the camera. I shoot the camera and in a quick spark blast the camera away to bits and pieces. There is but silence... The camera operator stares at his own, miraculously intact, hand, still holding the lever in between his fingers. "Why you little!... I will poke your eyes out!" He runs behind me, with his lever in his hands, as I run backstage to escape his wrath. Pulling aside the red curtains and holding on to my hat. The screen closes in a black circle. And a brown bunny appears out of it. "Well, that's it, folks! See you in another episode of The Holograaam!" The brown bunny takes a bite out of its radice, winks, salutes and dissapears. The screen closes up on black. White noise appears on the screen. I take off my goggles. "Holy mother of god..."

Yes we can make this more simple You exist You exist You exist You exist You exist You exist You exist

Yes wants to experience everything and also joyously does experience everything always. So when we look at something and create a perspective or thought about it that doesn't feel good to us emotionally, it means our source has a different perspective about it. Untill we feel very good then our perspective lines up with that of source. So imagine the power and value of your emotional guidance system. Through it you literally have acces to the intelligence and energy and consciousness of that which creates worlds. The Source of All Creation.

Or the source of all creation. Source Consciousness. The pure I am consciousness that is pure positive energy, ever expanding source of all creation of ever expanding allowance of ever expanding infinite intelligence, eternal wisdom and unconditional love, that we are inseperable extensions of it evermore being and becoming evermore here and now. That we can always feel our energy motional relativity to all of it also through our own ability to feel this energy motional relativitiy of our physical consciousness and our greater non-physical consciousness which always remains as our furthest most expanded state of being and becoming all that we want to be do or have, always for us, so that we can always feel our energy motional relativity to it as the moreness of our allowed alignment with it or less, as our emotional guidance system to simply allow our natural well-being and our natural pure knowing to be and become evermore joyously and freely here and now. It feels like this fits in nicely with this topic. 4:06 - 4:31 This is how I come into alignment with the source of all creation. "There comes a time when nothing on this planet is gonna be important to you." -Because you will discover that it all exists for joy.

EDIT: Courage can be a tremendous releasing of resistance to allow a greater state of alignment and also thus more aligned action. As you are talking about aligned action, that is also of love. I just wanted to add the rest to it. Just incase someone wants to know. So courage is not purely aligned action in the full blown sense of where the sage says the truth with gentle love and always at the right time and in the right place, with perfect timing and synchronisity. Courage however, It indicates that your greater non-physical consciousness of pure positive energy is flowing through the lens of your physical extension through energetic thought patterns of resistance indicated by the energy motional relativity between your physical consciousness and your greater non-physical consciousness, indicated by your ability to feel your emotion, as worry/fear that indicates the misalignment of the energy motional relativity of perspectives of your physical consciousness and your greater non-physical consciousness. So incase of fear, courage is a tremendous releasing of resistance, in the sense it feels emotionally better. Even just being angry and then even blaming, one can find relief from fear. But also being angry at oneself, understanding the flawed perspective of fear that one believes in the most flawed perspective possible for a human to believe that causes one to feel fear. So if you act out of this state of misaligned energy motional relativity, you do not change the energy motional relativity between you and You. You do not allow the alignment, through the action. That action can be used as a permission slip to allow the allowing but it is usually not the primary indicator. The action can represent alignment or misalignment, but you allow the alignment through thought or perspective alignment, that the action can be used as a permission slip to allow yourself to align your physical consciousness with your own greater non-physical consciousness. By using action as a permission slip to release resistance or release habbitually practiced energetic thought patterns of resistance. Such as taking a hike or meditating or doing yoga, to release practiced thought patterns of resistance, which then allow the naturally preffered and also naturally present alignment of your physical consciousness and your greater non-physical consciousness, indicated by the emotional relief that you feel that indicates a releasing of resistance or a greater state of allowing. But the art of allowing or releasing resistance is primarily a non-physical act of non-action. Like letting go. You do not do the letting go, you do not do the allowing, in the physical sense. You allow the letting go and you allow the allowing. And then you naturally allow the naturally preferred allignment of your physical and your greater non-physical consciousness, and you feel better, emotionally, as you allow for the gap of energy motional relativity between your physical consciousness and your greater non-physical consciousness to naturally and effortlessly come into alignment, automatically, as that is simply your natural state of being in non-contradicted non-resisted, purely allowed to be and become, joy and freedom of your natural being and becoming evermore here and now. So true aligned action and purely inspired and non-contradicted purely allowed to flow and be and become action always feels like joy, or whatever you wanna call that positive good feeling emotion which indicates your natural alignment of your physical and non-physical being, as a total blended and fully realised being of evermore becoming here and now. But in order to act in this state of being in full alignment, you do not have to do something to allow this kind of action to be expressed by you, you just have to feel better, emotionally, however you wanna do that, also through releasing self contradictory perspective, so that you can feel better, and then your actions will also naturally come more into alignment with your own greater non-physical consciousness, as your energy motional state of being more in alignment as you allow yourself to feel better naturally emotionally primarily first. But how you achieve your own natural alignment is not important, because it actually is your natural state of being, that you do not even have to do anything to allow the alignment to simply be allowed to be. You just have to stay present to your emotional guidance system, and simply no longer think in ways that feel bad, by simply letting go of those perspectives that feel bad, by also meditating or whatever you wanna do to release it, which happens also by simply focusing on something else, to release the thought of resistance. And then simply allow for the inspired action that feels simply naturally better, that is also aligned with your natural state of well-being, as your natural state of well-being feels naturally better to you, emotionally, always. So the primary intend is to always allow yourself to feel better. No matter what you do or how you do it is of no relevance. Because from your aligned state of being you simply can be do or have anything you want and you also know what you always want to be do or have. You simply know what you need to know when you need to know it, and what you don't know you know that you don't need to know it in the moment that you don't need to know it and when you do need to know it, you will simply know it in that moment that you do need to know it, and you know that. It is simply your natural state of being that you are allowing it to be and become evermore here and now also naturally and effortlessly and joyously expressed through you in whatever naturally preferred way you so wish, of joyous being and becoming evermore effortlessly and naturally allowed to be and become evermore freely / better feelingly, here and now. Using your ability to focus to allow yourself to feel better emotionally, which is also a non-physical act of non-action or allowance. In full allowed to flow and consciously allowed to be recognized and emotionally felt alignment of your physical consciousness and your greater non-physical consciousness being allowed to come into emotionally felt better feeling alignment. That you allow yourself to feel emotionally better. That is the true primary indicator of your ability to allow more, your natural allignment that allows for your natural well-being and inspiration and express your naturally allowed inspired action that always feels good / better emotionally, because you already feel good / better emotionally anyway. As again it is truely your natural state of being that is also naturally preferred always by your being.

This contrast is merely a function of your consciousness' ability to focus on the moreness of your being and becoming evermore here and now, in this environment of immense variety that is based on a steady stream and balance of well-being. If you zoom in the blackness of space you will just find more stars. Because again, it is simply a function of your consciousness' ability to focus on the moreness of your being and becoming. Yin yang is also not a duality but a trinity, it represents your natural state of alignment of physical and non-physical, converging, blending, aligning, that is indicated by the energy motional, emotional, state of joy, that is your natural state of well-being, that indicates the moreness of your allowed alignment of your physical consciousness and your greater non-physical consciousness. This alignment is naturally there if the one does not do anything to create the misalignment, hence the art of allowing, or releasing resistance, as meditation, as an universal tool / technique / permission slip, to do nothing and leave nothing undone. As it is said wei wu wei, an act of non-action. Of letting go and allowing your natural well-being. As you release resistance you feel emotional relief from negative emotion. As you allow, you feel the greater allowed and naturally preferred alignment of your physical and your greater non-physical consciousness as positive good feeling emotion, indicating your energy motional alignment of the relativity between your physical and your greater non-physical consciousness. This relativity is what is indicated by your emotional guidance system, to allow the two to come into natural preferred allignment, for the enjoyment of your natural state of well-being. That you call freedom and joy and knowledge and appreciation and empowerment and love health and well-being and life force, which is simply your natural state of being that you can always allow, by also paying attention to your emotional guidance system, so that you know when you create resistance, which is usually a non-physical act of creating energy motional resistance, by virtue of flowing your greater non-physical consciousness of pure positive energy through the lense of your physical extension through energetic thought patterns of resistance / discord. And as those thoughts are released, through meditation, or re-alignment of focus into the direction which feels emotionally better to allow the natural re-alignment of your physical perspective and consciousness with your own greater knowing of your own greater non-physical consciousness.