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I was going to sleep and i imagined i did not have a body or a mind , I stayed a "witness" through the whole time , My entire body began to shake ,I was fighting to stay awake , the more awake i stayed the more stronger the vibrations got .. I felt my body shift to the right but after it went back to the body , when it went back to the body i realized i was dreaming , after i got lost into my fears and anger inside the dream . I woke up again , i tried going back to sleep and i felt my entire body shake. Right now i feel my lower chakra vibrate" I was awake the entire time , even while going to sleep , I want to know why my entire body felt vibrations? ohhhh man i wish i can conquer my fears, one day i will lol!!!!!! I was reading Tenzin Wangyal Rinpoche book on dream yoga , And it said nothing about strong vibrations . He just said to remain conscious while going to sleep . He says through strong practice i might attain "clear light dreams"

-I no longer have WILD lust , it is controlled , it is just like a little headache in my mind that i don't need to give in to it , It is a calm type of lust . -I don't have a big urge to be one with a woman , -i no longer get scared in my dreams , I see the frightening dream character with ease . -I feel positive and realize that all thoughts arise from me , including all the negative energies , they come and they go , I don't give in to them , i hope i continue to see positive results . What do you gentlemen think ?

I do not know why this is going on , Every time i feel bliss in meditation , perineum contracts and i feel semen coming out. I was just reading about qiqong and enlightenment and i felt my perineum contract , i went to urinate in a cup and a teaspoon of semen came out Is this normal? ....

but i was just reading a meditation book thinking about spiritual things and my perineum contracted this is not normal

I stopped doing jekels a long time ago , I just do Yoga Vajroli , Vajroli is when i you bring the penis and testicles upwards by tightening the lower abdominal muscles

well before i practiced semen retention, i never ejaculated, and i haven't masturbated in a week , I only did a few Penis jelgs and exercises an hour ago , but for a teaspoon of semen to come out an hour later while reading spiritual books makes me feel pathetic, I don't know if i should give up penis jelging(exercises)

yes but i haven't masturbated in a week

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-I have been meditating for 1 year but i felt the results this month -I meditate two times a day ( I surrender to myself , I just remain as "I AM" ) -i practice semen retention & Pranayama -i practice being myself all day with no attachments to anything , feelings thoughts and desires come and they go while I remain as "I AM" with no identification to anything -I have a SAVAGE job so i practice self discipline 11-12 hours a day , I let my anger come and I let it go , I let my "past karmic mind" come and i let it go , Im like the sky and my ego is like the clouds , (i dont want anybody to follow me im not a master ) So do not ask me questions on how to change your life,

I have lucid dreams everyday , They are not 100% lucid that's why i don't pay them too much attention . One time I decided to meditate in my dream and i realized something that gave me the chills , The sense of "being" in the dream is the same as the waking state . The sense of "I AM" is the same in both realms (this was my experience).... but, anyway I don't pay dreams to much attention , I look at experiencing and looking forward to a lucid dream as a weakness ,its some type of escape from life , I must make this waking dimension lucid rather than focusing on my dreams . So i no longer look into my dreams , i let them come and i let them go . By practicing meditation and non attachment i began to have lucid dreams daily. (I do not want anybody to follow my ways because I'm not a master yet )

lol its easy for me to be a saint in this room, but ill show how much of a saint i am in my physical day job. look at yours egos when ur suffering, that is the right time to meditate. everybody can play a saint in a pleasurable environment, but go ahead live through something harsh and see what type of saint you really are. hard times are perfect for meditation am i wrong?

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I have only learned one thing , and this came out of meditation and the help of books that infuleunced me :... "Always be conscious of yourself , Always be conscious in your dreams , never get attached to yourself, never get attached to your ego , never get attached to anything, instead watch everything like a movie .. Stop dreaming in this life because it will lead to your dreaming life . If you wanna know if your really conscious you must watch how conscious you are in your dreams, Escape your prison of fantasy , Instead live your life with consciousness , dont be attached to your pleasures because they keep you asleep ,You must strive to be awake and to have non attachment . There is no problem in this world, the problem in in ourselves , in the midst of war to have peace within is the greatest achievement wake up , escape fantasy! understand that external turmoil is necessary for self growth and inner realization , you must practice conscious living in times of trouble, this is my practice

i never had a demon on my back or a demon on my chest, but once or two times i felt fingers stroking my back when i was in sleep paralysis , It was 100% real , it was as if somebody was sitting next to me and stroking my back . also one of my spiritual friends had the same experience alot of times . Perhaps it is our own energy that is creating it , or it is a energetic being that is doing it . This is the main reason why im scared of astral projection . But im hoping from now on to free myself from this fear . The worst thing to do is feel the fear , instead you should just allow it to happen and cultivate courageous power . My worst experiences were when giving into the fear , instead i should of tapped into my inner power . When i was young i would awake at night and feel people in my room , i dont know if it was my own fear or if they were spirits . I had so many experiences like that when i was young . Once at night i felt a woman approach me and talk to me , I had courage to listen because i was sleeping next to my mom , .. My gnostic friend told me every time you masturbate , demons from the astral come and collect the semen , he said it was food for them . (he is a gnostic practitioner) (he believes that saving sexual energy will bring one to the astral plane) .

I have been doing alot of meditation focusing on the "I" , and i was reading something and it said , "Dont try to find what you are , but find what you are not" So i know i cant be just this body because this body has spontaneous movements, When i itch i scratch my self , after i thought about the mind , and i realized that how can i be just the mind? because when i meditate i can watch my thoughts .. then came the feeling that i am controlled by something else, Where do these thoughts come from? why do my thoughts feel so fake, but if i stay in silence im able to feel this emptiness that seems more realer then the voice in my head ....am i this emptiness? what is emptiness? does this emptiness watch the thoughts? is this emptiness consciousness ? how do i understand emptiness? Am i typing this? , or is it typing all by itself? wow im going to lose my fuken mind . If i continue to meditate on this emptiness that is silent will i reach "samadhi" ?

thank you very much , i really mean it , I have changed alot as a man , I am now more opened to life, and want to experience things, i realized that my "created imaginary character" only stops me from experiencing life, My only problem is that i might get bored of this stuff, So i realized spiritual friends are very important . i hope life keeps me strong so i can truthfully understand myself .

thanks

wow , what you said is so beautiful , let it come? ? lol i like that , thanx

im sorry i dont get it?

its located in the heart chakra , but i feel it on the back in my life side, slightly left from my spine ,it is slightly touching the spine but its more on the left side of my body . (its on the outside , i feel it in my skin ) When im doing pranayama i feel it when i think about philosphy i feel it when im playing with myself lol , i feel it what is this? when i was about to have an orgasm i felt it activate .

I want to know if you guys think this is truth There are two types of sexual energy , One goes downwards and one goes upwards . The one that goes downwards is attracted to the physical . The one that goes upwards is only focused on love . The more you focus on love the more the energy is focused on going upwards . If there is truth in this , do u know a master that speaks about this ?

I was thinking of ways of removing the energy from my head down to my body , so i finally got it!!! i felt and imagined my entire body going down , when i did that i felt electricity on the soles of my feet! , at first i thought it was the neighbors , so i continued practicing bringing my energy down to my feet , and i felt electricity on my feet!!! lol when i closed my eyes i saw flickering lights, what do u call this type of experience????

i spend about half an hour meditating , and i noticed my lower chin was shaking , and it is still shaking a bit , So i focused on moving the energy in circles, when it started moving in circles i tried to bring it down , but when it got to my neckt i felt like something was choking me , i tried to bring it down to my feet so i can take it out but its still stuck there... should i smile down to my throat ? or should i still try to push the negative energy down my feet?

thank you for all your posts.. i have a question , to relax the emotional blocks, should i show more love to people and myself? i have a problem with the heart , i find it hard to accept people and bring new people in my circle.