goonis38

Hi my friend, To be honest I have felt a presence in my home for about a year now. And don't laugh but I ask to take those pics... Looks like they posed for me. That orb is full of electricity and has a face on it, looks like. I have seen those dust ones they are obvious... Those ones in the closet worried me... Mel

Thanks Mal you made that look so easy... It was interesting. I have felt a presence in my home for over year, and just decided to take these pics. Well I have had a house clearing of anything harmful hopefully. i don't mind a lonley spirit hanging out... Mel

Thank the Lord and for all your help, now I will know. Zoom in Guys and let me know what you think... Mel

http://s1102.photobucket.com/albums/g449/goonis38/ Ok let me see if this works, you know i even tryed replacing my pic for it. It said it was to big of a file. It was an idea though. This is the page on photobucket or they are posted there I guess... Sorry I tryed as hard as I can... Mel

Ok this stinking picture is on this forum in my attachments. This is what I get.... So hard to get one pic on here...

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Ok Thanks I will work on this... Mel

file:///var/folders/R7/R70i94InE+4RiosvvZQ0kU+++TI/-Tmp-/com.apple.mail.drag/IMG_0739.jpeg This is what I get when I copy and past. I have it on here even in my attachments... I know I'm a din dong... Any suggestions, These pics are worth it... Mel

Aaron, I think that was beautifully wrote. And I have thought something close to this before. This is kind of the same. I think it is good to stay "child like". And I believe this to be what you are saying... I try to do this, and look at people and life through those eyes. Not the jaded ones that life will try and give you later in life. A child loves all, trust all, and thinks about people and things in the most simplest of ways. "beautiful" and I agree. I have always said if life makes us hardened, we lose. And I'm not going to let it win. Hugs... take care Melanie[/color][/size][/size]

Lol Homosexual... But he could of been on to something in away. Because if what my friend wrote is true. We would be two parts of the same... This could start up some confusion in a person mind to say the least... Melanie

Hi there, Well I sure hope thats not true I'm only 40 and have a 9 year old that would be broken hearted. I almost lost my life this year in a car accident though. So we never know when our number is up... But I saw it as a child all the time also, and here I still stand. So that makes me feel a little better... But it is good to know each persons Idea of everything, because they sure are different... Live laugh and love... Melanie

Hi everyone I have it right here, I just don't know how to make the pic turn out, anyone... "HELP"... Mel

Hi there all, Well it's funny I used to smoke when I was younger and stay out late and it not effect me. Now at 40 don't even think about it. It would lay me up for a week. And it's also funny if your the one smoking you don't smell how bad you smell. But when you stop. wow you stink! and your cloths, and mouth. So yes it hurts us so much besides or insides... Glad I don't do that anymore... If I go drinking, I see people smoking. I want to also, It seems to go with drinking quite well... Melanie

I agree I always thought you are the kindest person, More for less moderation, and more people. And you seem to care about freedom of speech. So scary that you are stepping down... Moderation always pulls down a forum, I have seen it happen so many times... Your a sweet heart... Take care Melanie P.S. I remember when they started moderation on here, I made a thread about how it would hurt the forum. I hate this. It was much better without...

Wow... I had no idea tell I started reading the whole thread. That this had become such a big thing. Mal you are a good guy... No one else will do any better.... Moderation just sucks and always messes up forums.... If there is going to be moderation on this forum no one is going to do it better... When I first got here, I thought it was one of the special things about it, that is didn't have any moderation... There is no need for it. It always takes away from a forum... People are to thinned skinned these days. Can't go crying every time someone calls you a bad word, this is not the play ground." Good Lord"... And that is right on Mal " you can please some of the people some of the time, but not all the people all the time" Just tell them to get over it. You got a shit detail... Moderation stinks. But you don't... Your a good guy... Take care Melanie Not pleasing all of the people, all of the time, doesnt equate to fucking up. (If it did, then even Doris Day and Prince fucked up:o... see, it just cant be true..) Everyone here has a sense of humour, wide perspective, and compassion and knows how much hard work and time and heart you put into this place. Moderating is a controversial thing, always. Just like Moose have horns, moderating has controversy.

Rails, Didn't you know the valued member is me...lol Take care Melanie

Hi there, Wow... This is the best post I have seen in a long time, on any forum, it really cuts to the belly of it... I feel your pain, first off. I was just talking to my husband last night about this very subject. And it comes up in our house quite often... First off let me say. I am a good person so there is one, and you are a good person there is two. And there are more of us, but my mom always said " Good people are hard to get to know, while bad people are easy to get to know" So another wards we don't put ourselves out there to met as easily, as the bad ones. So it seems as if the whole world is full of shi**... Now with that being said I know just what you mean. When I was young I had a drug problem, I went to the preacher at the Church. I have went to most my life. For Love, and understanding. Maybe he would pray for me, or with me. Maybe tell me I wasn't this terrible person I thought I was, that I keeped punishing myself for some reason. So what did I get? Love, and understanding? No scorned, talked about around town. We live in a small town. They where mad at me. You are weak, and stupid, for this. Well yes I already knew that. Thats why I'm here trying to get some love, so I can forgive myself and move on. No!!! This is not what I got even from the Church... I still don't forget them, I forgive them.... But I see them for what they are.... Now next, I'm 40 this year. I was in terrible car accident, that wasn't my fault. A man ran a stop sign and hit me in my drivers side door. This is about three months now. Every air bag popped, all glass in my car busted out. The EMS lady said we thought you would be dead. Totaled my nice car, me and my husband have worked hard for, for thirteen years of marriage... I never got one phone call from my husbands family, to even say they where sorry, are you ok. And as far as that goes the man who hit me never came to see if I was ok, I had to go to him and say it's ok we all make mistakes, I'm glad we are alive... nothing from this man. And I may of received two phone calls, people that said they where sorry for me... And yes it is in all there faces... Some people love to see you loose nice things, be down on your luck. They hate you when you are up. And are glad when you are down. Even your own family, I told my husband mybe they wished me dead the way people act, sad for them, full of hate they are... "Happy Thanksgiving".... right! But here comes the good news my friend, There is good in the world. We are here and many others just like us. It stands to reason we can't be the only ones... So chin up, for me and you. We will keep buying a bum a hamburger if our heart pulls us to, and we have the extra cash... We will love when we can another, even if it is a hug.... We the sweet loving people of the world must stay sweet. And don't get hardened by these hartless creeps... So hugs and love to you... I am sorry you have been treated this way. And I know you feel for me. Because this is the way we are... Take care, Melanie

Hey Scotty, I use those every day while I meditate... And play relaxing music... "Disengage the eyes" that is a good way to put it... Mel

Hi Cloudhand, That is so right, that was something, I didn't think about it, like that. My mom is not very heathy right now. I can lose her any time... You are very right... People all over the world suffer more in one day, than I can in my whole life... So you make a not so beautiful important point, but one that needs to me made everything isn't beautiful and nice all the time... Thank you Mel

Hey there, Very good question... wow... I think it is the same but different for everyone... I can't speak of course for everyone, but myself... And the true "purpose of life?" for me is to be happy with the simple things, like baking cookies... Looking at a bird playing in the water... Looking into the face of my little girl and saying to myself wow, that is amazing... Now 98% of the time I am there, but for some reason there is this part that wants to go to Bath & Body and buy my way into my purpose in life...lol, Like thats going to do it... No the little things they are it for me, just need to hang on to those moments and make them who I am, not what others may want me to be. After all who are they anyways?.. My Grandma always said. "They didn't bring you into this world, and they most likley aren't going to take you out of it" Love it... Melanie

HI there, I haven't had it bad next to so many. My mom got sick and I lived in an orphanage for awhile. There have been other things but so many go through the same. Now I don't look at this stuff as suffering, I look at it as a lesson in life. When I first got to the orphanage. I was sitting next to a girl and we where talking about what had brought us there. I went first. I really felt bad for myself. I had the "victim mentality" So I told my story of my moms sickness, and the feeling of never being really wanted and here I am. I felt really bad for myself... Then she turned to me and told me her story, she said her dad, keep her baby sister locked in a room and starved and beat her and other things that are just so bad I don't want to go into them, her little sister died, and they CPS came and took them away. But big tears rolled down my face. And I hugged her. And I said to myself I will never feel sorry for myself again as long as I live. There is always a person with a worse story that ours. So I learned a big lesson that day, that has helped me throughout my life... They are life lessons. I am no victim... I will still turn a negative to a positive... Ok take care Melanie

Hi there, Wow, that is good to know. My husband has that and lots of people in our family. And they all like orange juice... Thanks i will pass that on... Melanie

Hi there, I am pretty new also, nice to met you... Well my Grandma was born in 1905, and raised me for the most part. Life was hard back then. She new how take a plant and boil it and make medicine, her own eye drops and everything. She came to this part of West Texas before it was settled. They came over in wagon's. She would show me this X on her leg where she stepped off the wagon and a rattle snake got her. They even made there own soup from pig fat, I believe she said. used wash boards or a rocks to wash there cloths... They worked hard. Had like 10 children, for hands to help with the cattle driving. Also she had her baby's by herself sometimes if there was no one to help... This is only two generations away... I don't want to ever have to live that way. I like room service, and all this pampering... At the same time I'm an Army brat, and if it came down to it. I wouldn't be totally helpless... Wow thats something to think about and as you say respect the people of the old days... They where very strong... Melanie

Hey there, I voted and it said I already voted. I haven't don't know...But cool... I tried... Mel

Hi there, Great to meet you... Melanie...