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Hi there, I am a 39 year old straight lady. Been married 13 years and have had other longterm boyfriends. It's funny it always seems long term. I never get a sexy one night stand...lol I have had girlfriend that liked me like that without me knowing, this is upsetting. I would rather know, and I wouldn't care. But I don't guess we would of been having sleep overs, and changing our cloths in front of one another. of course this was years ago now... I know one thing my brother was in the special forces for 25 years, and a snipper... And he has no children, and never been married and he is 51. I don't care if he or anyone else is gay. I love him just the same. And he is still a tuff guy to me. I just wish more people wouldn't be afraid to talk about it. This was a good idea for a thread. Lots of love... Melanie

Hi there, I was told by a friend, that is gone now... That when he would go on an OBE. That he would look at his self in the mirror and it was amazing. This is as you say. You look kind of like yourself, but more beautiful. He also told me, if I got the chance to look at my hands and feet. Do you know what he meant? I was also told there is a beautiful city built. And that there are people that look just like us, and higher beings, also. I have only got to go twice on my own and talk to two regular people, and i have to say they did just look like anyone you would see on the street. But there was someone there talking to a man I could not see. And the man I could see said to the other, I couldn't see. "Where did you get this one?" And it was said kinda funny.... I have to add. I have had a presence of something in my home for over a year now. I can smell it, and it has a smell of nothing I have ever smelled before. Not bad, not good. Just different... I have talked to it through pendulum work, which I don't mess with anymore. Long story. And he told me he is a fallen Angel, and that they take many brides, but only one queen. And I have been being watched ever since... Any ideas on any of this, I would sure appreciate it. There is more to the story. But i would feel better on a pm if you don't mind. If you do, anything you have to say would be greatly appreciated... I want to add. I brought attention to myself through a Ouija board a couple of years ago, when this all started. And I pray, and read my Bible. I seem to be drawn to this type of communication. Rather I wanted it or not. Because I got ride of that board, and all things, that have to do with that type of thing along time ago. And my body would go to the astral plain on it's own. I would wake up just vibrating, and watching myself from above, this is one of the reasons. I came looking to this site for some understanding... So anyways, If you might have some ideas for me... Thank you, and you can PM if you don't mind... Melanie

WOW... That was beautiful!!! Thank you... Mel

Hi there, Thank you... I don't have any bad intent that I know of... But have I sinned, sure. I try not to. But at last I have failed. I pick myself back up, and try and do better next time... Yes... I would say out of all your examples. Most likely it started with the Ouija board. Because I would go to astral plain without trying, wake up watching myself vibrating trying to enter astral plain, OBE. This is what got me interested in my couple of trips, I have went on. In wondering what was happening... But my body has seemed to shut itself down to any such things, so far... When I was taken to the astral plain the first time a year or so ago. I was sexually assaulted... Couldn't see anything, but it said "you belong to me now." I will never forget those words. Time went by, and I have tryed to forget that... I would run into people talking about there trips there, and how beautiful they where. So I figured it can't be all as bad as what had happened to me. And I have seen it. And it is not. But my body is not letting me go. Most likely protecting itself. since I didn't seem to see the danger the first time, I do now by the way... I do appreciate you making the point, it could not of been my fault, Just good intent, without the right knowledge. I believe this is right. I don't think beating myself up any more does serve any purpose, but maybe to help them out... Right? Thank you again... Melanie

Hi, Ok I will look for this, picklng salt... Home canning...That would be good to try... I would rather be bruised and released than held onto. I am not sure if I need this. But can't hurt... Thank you... I will let you know if something happens... Melanie P.S. I am happy for you they got off of your body, doesn't belong to them...

Thank you so much Matthew, You are so kind. I understand what you are saying. We go through these things for some reason to learn a lesson. It is strange how some people mess with these things and have no trouble, while others attract trouble from it. Like a mouth to a flame... Nothing has done anything towards me, in a long time. So lets hope, and pray, it stays that way. I do need to read, and pray, more... That is a cool a story about your daughter, mine has a little one "birthmark" on her backside. I think they are cute. Someone said to me they are Angel kisses. I don't know about that. But it is a sweet idea. But it is good not to be to big. So that helped... Hopefully all will stay calm, if not I might take you up on that pming... But so far so good... Take care Melanie

Hey, Thank you... I hate to think I could of hurt my little eight year old daughter by messing with that stupid Ouija Board. I was reading way after I threw it away. That I was to burn it, and put it in the ground. Lord they sale that thing at Toy's R"Us in bright pink for our daughters. You are right. I know you are. Because I have several other reasons that can confirm that you are. But I will keep them to me for now. But I wish, "I'm sorry" would work... To bad I was so stupid. I have a lot of company at least... Parker Brothers sales them like hot cakes... You know it makes me think... I wonder what the original intent of the original maker of that was. Must of not been good... Because my intent was good. I wanted to speak to my Angel, or Guide... No kidding. I even prayed first. I would never do anything evil on purpose... I will keep an eye out for these people you talk about. I can find things pretty good.. There are just so many lieing people that just want to take your money, it is sad... I was so fortunate to run into that one man at the Mall... Thank you, again... Melanie P.S. It is embarrassing to admite all this. So I do not make it up... Nothing has harmed me, to bad. I am a very positive person for the most part. And I do read and pray, I need to more... This has keeped things down. But I can smell them when they come around... Weird I know, can't see a thing. But have a good nose...

Hi there, I think this is true also... I believe with a good heart we can overcome in the way you say. With LOVE... Thank you Melanie

Hi there, This is strange you say this... I have just in this past year had problems with these pimple type places that will come up on my face, more like a bite it will never come to a head. It will leave a scare on my face, if I mess with it. I know this sounds just like anything anyone could have. But this is different. I have had beautiful skin my whole life clear no problem. I am 40 this coming year.... I don't know one goes away, one comes. And to be scaring my face. Not bad yet But if the problem keeps on, it could be sad for me... And I take very good care of myself. And am very clean, so it is not that. It is almost as a bite. If I mess with it. Way at the bottom. Is like a black stuff, not blood. But under the blood. I know this is gross sorry. But my pretty skin will be ruined by this, sad... At first face, then that stopped, then right shoulder, now face and chest. Only one at a time and then as soon as one clears up and it could take a month. Another comes... As far as moles. I was born with them. And my daughter has them too she is a little girl. They where on my neck, they have been removed a long time ago... I am no witch, but in the past. I messed with things that could of brought me problems. Like pendulum. And one time about two years ago Ouija board, just like one week. And in the trash it went. I have always been curious of this type of thing. But I have decided to not mess with it... I read my Bible and pray every day. And always have... I know this all sounds confussing. I guess i was. Now I just hope and pray my messing with that crap hasn't brought me a problem I can not get ride of... I will keep at my prayer, and reading. And stay away from that kind of thing... My be this can also help someone else as a reminder not to mess with these things. And save them, from the trouble I have brought on myself... I will try and live better, and do the best I can... Take care, Melanie

Hi there, This is good to know. I knew about salt baths but they don't seem to do the trick... I have had an attachment before. I think it hurts for them to be without a body in some cases if they are spiritual in nature, and thats why they do this. It seems that there are different types of attachments. I know at one time in my life I felt like something was hanging on my back, and I could just picture it like a monkey Demon. This oriental man at the mall, that gives massages saw me and insisted to work on my back. He got it. And when he was done, he wiped down my back like off you go. He told me I like you, so i guess he could see it, and helped me. I don't know why such things happen. I wasn't doing anything that I know of to make this happen, that I know off. So you say this one was attached at the back of the neck? It seems I have read something of this, but I can't remember. I am so glad you got it off, and i'm sorry you are bruised that is how hard it was hanging on. This is good to know... Thank you Melanie P.S. What type of salt did you use?

Hi there, ~Law Wheel and Gong~http://www.falundafa...ng/flg_2006.htm Thanks to a great friend... I have been given some very important information that is helping me understand myself, and help others... This is what this forum is all about. I have developed this "law wheel and protected myself, and given energy to others to help them... My third eye is not opened all the way yet. Because I can only see the wheel as a fan, right now, Instead of it's beautiful colors but I will meditate later and see for sure, but I will get there, growing at a steady speed. But my gong is not completely developed yet either... So I'm excited I'm on the right track, and I hope this information can be of some help to some of you... I have a good heart, and a loving, kind, nature. I say this because this is important to receive this gift... So if you do to. It should come naturally to you... If anyone wants all the information just let me know. I'm sure my friend doesn't mind. I should ask first though... But this can protect your energy, and even better you can help other's... Take care Melanie 1. The Law Wheel's Function "The Law Wheel of Falun Gong has the same nature as the universe, for it is a miniature of the universe. Cultivators of Falun Gong not only rapidly develop their supernatural abilities and gong potency, they also develop an incomparably powerful Law Wheel in a brief period of time. Once developed, a person's Law Wheel exists as a living, intelligent entity. It automatically spins ceaselessly in the practitioner's lower abdominal area, constantly absorbing and transforming energy from the universe and ultimately evolving the energy in the practitioner's innate body into gong. Thus the effect of "the Law refines the practitioner" is achieved. This means that the Law Wheel constantly refines the person even though he or she doesn't perform the exercises every minute. Internally, the Law Wheel offers salvation to oneself. It makes a person stronger and healthier, more intelligent and wise, and it protects the practitioner from deviation. It can also protect the cultivator from people with inferior character interfering with him. Externally, the Law Wheel can both heal sickness and eliminate evil for others, rectifying all abnormal conditions. The Law Wheel rotates continuously in the lower abdominal area, turning clockwise nine times and then counterclockwise nine times. When rotating clockwise, it vigorously takes in energy from the universe and that energy is very strong. Its rotational power becomes stronger as a person's gong potency rises. This is a state that can't be attained by deliberate attempts to pour qi into the top of the head. When rotating counterclockwise, it releases energy and provides salvation to all beings, rectifying abnormal conditions. People around the practitioner benefit. Of all theqigong practices taught in our country, Falun Gong is the first and only cultivation method that has achieved "the Law refines the practitioner. " The Law Wheel is most precious, you can't put a price on it. When my shifu passed the Law Wheel on to me, he told me that the Law Wheel shouldn't be passed on to anyone else, and that even those people who had cultivated for a thousand years or more might want to have it, but could not. The discipline could only be passed on to one person after a very, very long time, unlike those that are passed on to one person every few decades. The Law Wheel is thus extremely precious. It's still extremely precious even though we now make it public and have adjusted it to become less powerful. Cultivators who have acquired it are halfway through their cultivation. The only thing that remains is for you to improve your character, and then what awaits you are quite high levels. Of course, people who aren't predestined might stop after cultivating for a little while, and then the Law Wheel in them will cease to exist. Falun Gong is Buddhist qigong, but it far exceeds the scope of the Buddhist system: what we cultivate is the entire universe. In the past, Buddhist cultivation only taught Buddhist principles, while Daoist cultivation only taught Daoist principles. Neither one gave a full explanation of the universe from its fundamental level. The universe is similar to human beings in that it has its own nature, along with its material composition. Its nature can be summarized in three words: True, Kind, Tolerant (zhen, shan, ren).[2] Daoist cultivation focuses its understanding on the True part: telling the truth, doing truthful deeds, returning to one's original, true self, and finally becoming a true being. Buddhist cultivation focuses on the Kind part: developing great compassion, and offering salvation to all beings. Our discipline cultivates Truth, Kindness, and Tolerance simultaneously, and we directly adhere to the fundamental nature of the universe in our cultivation, ultimately assimilating with the universe. Falun Gong is a cultivation system of both mind and body. When a practitioner's gong potency and character have reached a certain level, he or she is bound to attain in this world both Enlightenment (the state of Unlocked Gong) and an indestructible body. In general, Falun Gong is divided into Triple-World-Law and Beyond-Triple-World-Law, which include many levels. I hope that all devoted practitioners will cultivate diligently, improve their character without letup, and manage to reach Spiritual Perfection. 2. The Law Wheel's Configuration The Law Wheel of Falun Gong is an intelligent, spinning body of high-energy matter. It rotates according to the laws of the vast universe's entire motion. In a sense, the Law Wheel is a miniature of the universe. In the center of the Law Wheel there is a Buddhist symbol of srivatsa, , (in Sanskrit, srivatsa means "the gathering of all good fortune" (to check [the Chinese term], look in the Ci Hai Dictionary)), which is the core of the Law Wheel. Its color is close to golden yellow, and its base color is bright red. The base color of the outer ring is orange. Four Taiji symbols[3] and four Buddhist srivatsas are placed alternately in eight spots. The Taiji that are red and black are of the Daoist system, while the Taiji that are red and blue are of the Great Anterior-Heaven Daoist system. The four small srivatsas are also golden yellow. The base color of the Law Wheel changes periodically from red, to orange, to yellow, green, blue, indigo, and violet. They are extraordinarily beautiful colors (refer to the color insert at the front of the book). The colors of the central srivatsa, , and the Taiji don't change. The srivatsas, , of different sizes rotate on their own, as does the Law Wheel. The Law Wheel is rooted in the universe. The universe is rotating, all galaxies are rotating, and so the Law Wheel is rotating as well. Those whose Third Eyes are at lower levels can see the Law Wheel spinning like a fan; those whose Third Eyes are at higher levels can see the whole image of the Law Wheel, which is incredibly beautiful and brilliant, and this encourages practitioners to more boldly forge ahead cultivating."

Yea I get ya Kate... In my life I deal with things this way. Maybe not a "grand theory" just away to deal in a positive manner... And not to much self pity... Take care Melanie

HI there everyone, I am new to the forum, and new to OBE. I have been given the basics to going about it, and had one good go at it the first time. This is how I was told to go about it. lie on you back very still, don't move a muscle. And start the energy flow from feet to top of head back and forth gradually gets faster. close your eyes, and when you start to see the images in head that come right before you fall asleep start imagining a spar bedroom, or another room you know every single detail about. I start at one end of the room and work my way around. Then you will fill your body start to vibrate slightly. Now here is the hard part, your body falls asleep, but your mind doesn't. This is your chance to visit the other astral plain. My friend that told me how to do this, said there is a whole city, with lots of people. And beings that are higher life forms. That we can't as humans even begin to understand. I have went once on my first try. Haven't been able to go again. I was in the room in my mind as i said and a woman came up in my face, long blonde hair, heavy set, scared me. So I went back to the room. Thats right not to my bed, where I was sleeping, isn't that amazing. Well I started around the room didn't take long, and again I see a man talking to another man, for some reason I can't see the second man. But the man I can see is kind of a Adam Sandler chubby brother type looking guy. And he looked at me and said to the other person. I couldn't see " where did you find this one?" So again I go back to my safe place my spar bedroom by the way. And I decide to go ahead and wake up. I get out of bed, it took exactly an hour for that. I e-mailed my friend to let him know. And back to bed I go, I look over at the clock and it said 11:11, which has been going on for most of my life that I remember. So I was like that figures, and went to sleep. But no matter how hard I try I can't have another OBE. First time dumb luck, or what? Anyone with any advise or knowledge. I would really appreciate it. By the way, I have had sleep paralysis, and waking up vibrating. Weeks and months before this experiment. So anyone, I would love any comments or ideas. I will be thankful... Melanie

Hi there, I am so sorry that was so scary. I am sure. I bet you jump while your falling asleep, don't you? I do that sometime and I have never fallen. I wonder about this. Do you think you might of been saved, by your Angel? This is not a typical story of an OBE. But just the same we are talking about something that is very new, and we don't know much about it yet... I am so glad you weren't hurt worse... Thank the good Lord... Wasn't your time to leave this Earth. I was in near fatal car accident, and was saved, I know... Wasn't my time. Things do slow down... But hey to answer your question. I have only been on two and they weren't for long. i talked to some people on the astral plain. But i was scared back to my safe room pretty fast. But i had no physical effects on my body afterwards. Besides the excitement of wow, I did it... Take care of your self Melanie

Hey there Scotty, This is what I think that it means we are on our life's right path... And possibly Your guides, or Angel, is sending you this message... Melanie

Hi there, I don't think that every time something happens good or bad we deserve it. But I believe there is a lesson in each thing... A negative can be turned into a positive if we try hard enough... And in some cases it is harder than others... But I have found it helpful in my life to try and look at what I can learn from even the bad things. The great things are candy along the way in life... The hard things, are the the things that hurt, but you learn a great deal... Melanie P.S. Deserve is a hard word.... I don't think I deserved for that man two months ago to come and hit me in my drivers side door, but I do believe I have learned a lesson. That material things can be replaced, but my life can not...

Hey there, I know that I started going to the astral plain and OBEing by myself without trying. And communicated with some higher beings. If you consider a Fallen Angel Higher... I also talked to people that looked just like anyone one the street... That really didn't have much to say... As for taking years to become good at something... I think it just depends on the person. One person could try and try, and never get any where. And yet another could just go without any effort at all. I knew nothing of any of this. I was being drawn toward my place in life... I was to be. Have a long way to go... But am going just the same... Melanie goldisheavy, on 16 October 2010 - 01:46 AM, said: Tummo is not that complicated. It's very boring and time consuming though. You can expect to spend years on it to get really good at it.

I think this post is awesome, and I have been to the spirit world talked to people. And fallen Angels, and higher beings. And I think you have great insight and am so happy you have come to our sight, we are so blessed to have you you.... Thanks for all the information Melanie

Hi Bindo, Well I personal believe anything to be possible, just about... I know I have levitated while meditating, just my arms but straight up, and then to lay back down softly on the bed... So why not someone way more advanced not to do so. Sure it could be real... I was sure I have commented on her bindo. Sorry I looked and couldn't find it, or i would of sooner... Melanie

Hi there, And welcome again... I read this the other day, when you first posted it, and didn't have time to reply... Wow... Great post, we are all going to love having you here. I know some of what you are saying to be true... I have only been trice, and have contacted my spirit guide, and Angel and had some visits from other people that are advanced at OBE, which i hope to be myself one day... But I have spoken to advanced people such as yourself and heard great beautiful story's... I was told as you say there are no words to explain the beauty of it... Still I have had people try. I heard of, if you look in a mirror your hands, and feet look cool... I have heard that you can go any where you like. Say you want to go lay on the grass in England... Lay in the sun. Or check out the moon. No problem... Awesome... Also i know by contacting my higher being, that I have been told that there are some beings that, may not always have the best intent in mind? Whats your thoughts on that? I have heard throwing yourself back into the vibrational state which gets you there. Will help in getting away from negative energies... But I am more concerned with the positive higher beings. Your insight in so awesome. I'm sure everyone is talking to you know... When you have time please PM me... Take care Melanie

Hey there, I agree with you all the way. I have contacted people. The thing is if you do it through your waking life. You have a chance, a very good big chance of picking up a bunch of low level lieing spirits... You would need to already be in contact with your spirit guide to help you find him. It is not impossible. But it needs to be done right and with protection. There are beings out there that if you start opening up yourself and home, they would love to come on in and give you a hard time at the very least... So as this poster said dream walking is great... And there is OBE, but you are going into the astral plain and you have the same problem with contacting low level spirits... So this poster has great advise and may can give you some pointers on dream walking. I have only done it by accident... I don't know how to go on my own account... But we would all love a lesson if you are up to it... Take care Melanie

Hi there, I don't think we should rule anything out. Do you ask for his guidance? Or try an get in touch with him? If so than yes this can for sure happen... But on the other hand, if you haven't tryed to communicate with him in anyway... Than I would say most likely not... But hey I don't think anyone knows for sure... That would be cool for him to contact you, but I believe you would have to be trying at first to contact him... Take care Melanie

Hi there, You are just the best... I just can't see why every one doesn't see it your way. I don't agree with everything everyone says either. But that was my point on my thread on PC-BS... People need to get a thicker skin, and it is a forum. Why moderate everything, we don't like to hear... I'm glad you always seem to have good old "common since". It is great to see... Take care Melanie P.S. Also for a moderator to be bragging she or he has the power to move something off topic if she pleases was wrong... Some people get a little power and let it go to there heads not sure, the one with the kitty and the moon...lol Freedom of speech man!!! This right here is what I am talking about give me a break... Is this for real... I believe this is just the kind of person that will be the problem overly moderating everything that is put out.. I remember now i was talked down to by this moderator that my speech that I choose to us wouldn't be good for children, and my students... I don't have students. And if someone is big enough to get on this forum. Well we can't hide them from the world can we... Taomeow Well, it's a discussion board methinks. The moment you manage to get Gauss to discuss anything, I will repent. In any event, it was merely a suggestion. I based it on the precedent established by Sean the Owner when handling Mak Tin Si's offerings. Taoist as they get, but found inappropriate in the shape and form presented (not a discussion but an advert or a sermon -- or rather a long series thereof in a succession.) Merely channeling Sean here...

Hi there, Well my mom has suffered from scitzafrenia (sorry I know I spelled that wrong, and I don't feel like looking it up...lol) Any how she started coming down with it in her 30s. And I have spoken to many doctors that have told me that it isn't passed down at all... I was worried to death this would get me, or my child also. And if I tell people this, I am judged, and looked down upon, and so is she. I see it in there faces. It is the general idea of people that this kind of thing is passed down. We have four children in our family. I'm the 40 year old baby...lol and I have 51 year old brother, and 52 year old sister, and 50 year old sister, none of us have it... Thank God... She would see monsters chasing her, tv's talking to her, voices and so on. It is so sad,...She pulled her own hair out with her hands, and through candle wax on the curtains to keep the demons out. We where very fortunate in the fact they found her the right medication... With most they never find it. And some give up and do there selfs in, being locked in a mind like that could be harder than one might think. My mom is 71 now and is still on her medication, and I wouldn't dare take her off of it. Now this is different than in some other type problems. Like I have suffered certain things like anxiety, or things of this nature. And I agree with you 100% the medical community needs to have a plane to get people living with out medication. They are very good at pushing it for these big money making corperations. And those doctors get there kick backs, and build there practices on the backs of middle America, and we are left with our selfs, and children on all this medication... Great thread... Melanie