InfinityTruth

They're a good teaching of what NOT to be like. So uncompassionate. Even 'good' comes from what seems like the 'bad'. I still admire their ability to move forward despite everyone hating on them. I don't care what anyone says that is goddamn admirable, and most people wouldn't have a spine to do what they do. Even if it is for seemingly shitty causes, I admire it. I also see a ton of humanity in them when they actually show their interests outside of 'christianity'. Morethan in the average person. Even though they always deny it afterwards. These people just have hateful beliefs. Beliefs, thoughts and so on are not the person. If people are so insecure that they need this group's lovely perspective to tell them their relatives are in heaven, then they NEED to believe their relatives are in hell. These people are already 'mentally' in hell. Why would you listen to them when they say your relative is in hell? I bet they would say that 99% of people are going to hell. I'm not worried about their opinion. If my mom died tomorrow, and I got a call from fred phelps saying that my mom was in hell, I would probably laugh at them.

"ticking away of the moments that make up a dull day" hit me really hard. What if every single second we enjoyed our life? My god. Would that not be cool? A tough goal, but surely a noble goal. One that would make life the coolest thing in the world! I shall shee what comes of it. EDIT: I've never consciously tried to be excited/happy about anything...! WTF have I been??!?! I did not edit that. This thread is a fuckin liar! I always feel weird editing my posts lol. EDIT: My feeble attempt at being funny...

Nature insight. Tree, plants, animals, bugs. The only thing that is not 'alive' in nature is rocks, and even rocks when naturally (not placed) in nature give off a certain vibe. Everywhere you go in nature there is some kind of animal or bug. Individuality is prevailant and cherished. Her music is effortlessly unceasing day and night. Ever been in your house and thought it was just too eerily quiet? The sound of the walking dead. Joy and playfulness seem to be everywhere in nature despite 'fierce competition' as it is said. Dragonflies dance from lillypad to lillypad. Birds soar overhead while diving, swooshing and chirping merrily. Flowers of every color surround the prairie landscape. A splendor that is so effortless at being beautiful. I must have come on the right day that all the wildflowers are blooming. I feel like I was given an exclusive invite to mother nature's party that foolishly no other humans attended. In nature, I have never encountered zombie bickering, zombie gossip, zombie whining, or any of the negativity that seems to be so prevailant in a bored human society. No wonder nature is said to be such a powerful healant. I've walked out a happier/healed human. My day in nature.

I was thinking about how there's always someone you see as below you and someone you see as above you. I started feeling bad for the poor people I see as below me. Like wtf do I have to think like that, and what makes that so true? Then I realized that it's easy to kill the image you hold of yourself. It isn't true one way or another anyway. You just have to think of yourself as low importance. Like you are complete shit. There's nothing special about you. That sounds absolutely horrible. lol. The beauty about this though is that now you have nothing you have to defend or suffer from. Why suffer from an illusion anyway? You are completely free to be yourself. EDIT: Beware. This is not self pity, or beating the hell out of your self needlessly. It's just like humbling yourself when you feel too important.

**sighs** Did no one understand my joke in this thread title? And why do people keep taking me literally. ffs, I said "Kill yourself...importance." The ellipses is there to change the meaning of the whole title. I could have just said, "Kill your self importance," but that wouldn't have been a joke and not nearly as interesting a thread title. You're completely missing the point of this thread if you're worried about metaphorical violence toward the ego, lol. Not to pick on this quote, I've just seen a couple people complain about that.

I had an akashic record reading, where the psychic said I had had lives as far back as 15,000 years ago. All the way back to Atlantis. I didn't ask if that was old, but it's nothing compared to like 40,000 years and beyond. Old soul I think is attributed to being a part of planet earth for a long period of time and knowing the way it works here.

Welcome!

I like that! EDIT: I agree, it's ridiculous how stupid, and invasive humans are being to everything on the planet. This one kid had a saying how, "It's not within his right to kill even a bug." That spoke to me so much, ever since I've tried living by that. I have killed a couple of annoying ass flies, recently. I really tried my best to be fair with them, but the damn things just would not negotiate. Ah well, they were invading my space, I guess. Like a human invades a cobras space, haha.

lao tzu, and chuang tzu

It's comforting to know (I know the feeling) that your personal handcrafted hellhole was tailored by some supreme deity who has supreme power over you. That the actions on your part had nothing to do with what led up to where you find yourself. Why wouldn't that be comfortable? That gives up every bit of your own responsibility away and who wants that stuff? The problem with that is now you're completely stuck. Like you deserve to sit there and rot. I heard that karma for the most part isn't retribution though, like the west always thinks. It's more of an action-reaction type of thing. Like lets say I don't pay the light bill for the next 3 months. The reaction to that is going to be no lights. A type of immediate karma. That's why it pays to be on top of things. An akashic record reading can also help you find out your karma from past lives. Provided you get a good akashic record reading psychic. I had an excellent first reading done less than a month ago. My karma from past lives really had nothing to do with retribution. In fact, for me, it was seemingly the opposite of retribution. The psychic was telling me about my most recent life around WWII where I was living in holland and I pointed something out about hitler and what I thought about the nazis, and they sent me off to a concentration camp where I was killed. In an even earlier life in Rome I was pointing out the corruption of the catholic church (While christian)and they had me murdered. For doing seemingly good things, but because of those experiences, I'm a lot more reluctant to point things out. Karma(action-reaction). Which is true. I used to know the answer all the time in school, but I wouldn't say anything for some reason and I didn't know why. I said to myself it was because I was shy. It actually made me angry because I wanted to say something, but I couldn't bring myself to do it.

That's a girl bunny, the easter bunny is a boy

hell yeah it's easy. youtube it. Guided akashic records.

I was in a housefire once...that taught me that campfires are strictly an outdoor experience.

His name is a joke...lol. Lama lama lama lama lama. EDIT: Lol, I'll admit I didn't watch the video until now. Haha, that was hilarious! I liked how he was such a good sport about it, even though it didn't make any sense.

So like it only makes sense that what you knew in life was your personal truth. It was tailored by perspective individual circumstance and so on. Painfully obvious when high. Forgive me if that sounds dumb otherwise,

Thank you.

That's where I seen the hole in this logic. lol. It works great if you just think about what's right here. Idk.

At least twice a day but do it as much as you can. Truth is who you are on the deepest level. It's been covered so so so so so so so so so deeply by conditional programming and stuff. Express that self and let all other things fall away.

Hmmmm true. You don't need to express it to other people. Even easier to be genuine by yourself. No courage needed. Well, maybe a little initially. I understand though how it's hard to express yourself to other people of a different mindset. When I'm around other people on the rare occasion, I feel myself getting lost, having to play along with their very predictable ideals. Kind of a strange friendship though that I should have to hide myself, so that I can have friends.

B.K. Frantzis's tao of letting go. I've been working with it maybe...six times so far. Best drug that money can't buy, you seriously can't beat the feeling when you get a release. You feel less limited and it brings your perspective to a nice balance. Sedona method does something very similar.

Haha, I've heard about these guys on and off. It almost reminds me off someone who is trolling. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OxY9cbpRsBg http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4SOQesc3q_U

Makes me wonder why we're taught columbus was some kind of hero.

Twice now, while meditating I get a headache. The first time it lasted into the next day. I was worried I was going to have a 3 week headache. I don't know if it's to much air going to my brain or what. I seems to be connected to my breath. Like my breath is too rigid. Also, how do you breath relaxedly and still have long deep breaths. I'm having a hard time relaxing while at the same time, breathing deeply. When I'm relaxed my breath becomes more shallow

I get this too when I become still. EDIT: IF I'm paying attention. B.K. Frantzis talks about how you can actually control your bloodflow with practice. It interrupts my damn breathing though lol. All of a sudden I start feeling this very ood circular motion I have to move. My breathing and heartbeat are out of sync apparently when that happens.