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'dead jing'???? wot is?!

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#6 is sometihng I get a lot of, Dhurkrod.

sounds great, James. good on ya, dude. xxx

well, this is a very interesting topic. Is that formulation your own, Darin? I am not naturally a classifier or a list maker, but I would find it fascinating to know what is going on, from the things that I feel. At the moment I tend to feel, in my stillness practise, as thought I am on the brink of a crashing orgasm,( no genital arousal) and a load of swirling soft heart energy and love and reverence. Intense heat and yet no sense of body. yesterday during this, water flowing out of my right ( closed) eye. In the night, I felt movement in my central channel - like knocking around, and a tingling in the third eye. These sensations brought me into wakefulness and I went straight back to sleep. I feel very soft in my energy, very very soft and vibrant. Yesterday a lot of crying spontaneously, which was a very generalised remorse for my fallen state. This is presumably all shen stuff... yet there are physical sensations and the eye streaming water.. Generally speaking I have very very hot hands and the centre of the soles of my feet is often a burning presence, too. Actually my energy is running very hot at the moment...I have no idea what that signifies, particularly. Looking at a sky full of stars the other night my hands ached with heavy heat. I guess we all feel these things, I just think of it as 'energy work' side effects, without knowing more than that.

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HA!! Drew is working in a subtle, sideways, spirit like way. It doesnt matter if our conscious mind doesnt get it. Slowly the wisdom will filter in, about how the universe is a sound. If you get caught up in fighting his transmission, you will miss it. As fort Drew's sexuality, well... he has his way with Shakti that is currently quite interesting. Drew, do you think you need to be relating to Shakti out there in the world, or do you think sometime you will work with the divine shakti that isnt embodied?

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that is very freaky. I think they got possessed by spirits.

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I'm really sorry this has happened to you, mjjbecker. I second what Trunk said. Block people! I mentioned before that I wonder if it would be a useful idea on the forum to have a required number of ( constructive and interesting!) posts by new members in an outer forum before they can send pm's or join the inner forum. I guess this requires quite hands - on moderating, though..

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How do you embed those instead of just link to them? i have been trying and trying and not succeeded.

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