AЯAB

I have a big KILLUMINATI (it basically means kill the illuminati, or F*CK them.) Sticker on the bumper of my car. So far I haven't gotten killed or my car hasn't been damaged. I'm a bad ass.

I started smoking again and I've realized much of smoking is the way you breathe. Yes there is the nicotine, but there is just something blissful about it. It's a time to ponder things, and just let go. Do any bums here smoke and feel the same? Even during such an act as smoking, I believe you can realize the same things you would if you were meditating. It is all in the intent right, the body will wither away. My father says it is a type of yoga/meditation but not a good one.

Thanks everyone for posting and your suggestions. I looked up on the links you guys posted and I have to say, I don't really want to tell her to go listen to an 11 minute cd or something. I don't want to overwhelm her with a bunch of suggestions. I'm gonna keep scoping, gaining some more knowledge on all this before I say anything. Her diet is pretty good, and we workout all the time so I don't understand what clarity was saying. You're posts have always intrigued me, though I don't understand half of it XD.

One of my dear friends which is really close to me opened up and said how she has been getting really bad migraines and is on anxiety medication. She really doesn't enjoy taking the meds and the headaches wont go away. I already introduced her to concious breathing which is a practice she has been doing. She says it's helped a bit and has made her more relaxed. She doesn't go to sleep early at all, she tries to but for some reason she can't. On top of the concious breathing I lent her my becalm balls(still point inducers), hopefully those will help with the headaches. I know you bums are very knowledgable and I would like to increase my knowledge to pass it down to her. I love this girl so much and I will do anything for her. I wanted to introduce her to small universe(MCO) but I'm not that knowledgable on it yet or with other forms of moving energy/healing. If you guys want to give me shout, please do HOLLA AT YOUR BOY Thanks (I'm pretty sure there are bums or guests who visit here who have delt with one of the above, please dont be shy!!!!!)

This is one post I enjoyed reading in a long time, thank you.

hello my friends, long time no see. Life is good, not as confused as before but the confusion is still there XD. I have a very important question which I love to see your opinions on . TWIN FLAME/SOUL? Is there such thing? Do you guys know anything about this? Please do share as I would like to expand my knowledge (: Thanks.

I've had this thought for a while and I wanted to just put it out there. Did Buddha, Lao Tzu, or many other masters/prophets really do such practices? It sort of brings you into a new world to worry about things you didn't even think of before, but is it really necesarry. I always thought that when you truly attain union with source/tao/universe/god (whatever you want to call it) wouldn't everything already be fulfilled? I highly doubt that prophets such as Buddha or Muhammad even did such practices. It feels like it goes against source to try to manipulate what is already there. I don't know maybe this is my lazy way of looking at this LOL. When I first joined this forum I was interested in learning about qi gong(tai chi, internal alchemy) thinking this is what I need. I have great respect for taoist path, it is what opened up my fears to explore the spiritual and mystical. Kudo's to everyone putting the time in to doing all these practices!!!!!!!

I have found the newest most awesomest breakfast EVER! I've been having this for like 2 weeks everyday now and I still love it. Date and egg omlete or scrambled eggs with dates. So you take 3 dates(I use fresh plump ones from persian supermarkets, not the ones found at grocery store) take the pits out and chop them up. Put some butter or oil of choice in a pan and let it get hot. Add the dates in and let them sautee for a like 15 seconds than add 2 eggs. Depending on if I'm lazy or not I just scramble them up. I then eat that up with some whole grain pita bread. Maybe a banana or apple after if I'm still hungry. THAN A GLASS OF GREEN TEA . I still haven't had breakfast I'm gonna get on that now XD. Every bum should make this it tastes soooo awesome, it's a weird combination but once you have it you can't go back.

I don't know if you guys heard but creator of the video got arrested for public masterbation....WHAT DA FUQ?

Just finished watching this on youtube . Thanks for the link! Being iranian and able to speak farsi, this sort of brought me back to my ancesters days. Tears snuck there way out at some scenes, one to add on to my favourite movies list. THANKS AGAIN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mod squad, delete please THANK YOU

Godbless you harmonious (: . I already made the decision to stop taking the pre-workout, I didn't feel good plus I see it as sort of cheating. All I take now is hemp protein after I workout and a liquid multi in the morning. About the retention thing, I have a shitload of testosterone flowing through me haha(I'm 18 which makes it worse haha). I'm currently on day 38 of retention. HOWEVER! I have a question. Could you expand what you were talking about from before, about the falling asleep during sex increasing testosterone XD. My ex-booty call has been talking to me a lot lately. It's as if she knows I'm doing retention haha. Last time we did the whole booty call, no attachments...she got attached so I broke it off. She wants to do it again and she says it will be with no strings attached, just getting it in. She even said this "I would feel bad because I would only be using you for sex" <---WOW WTF...I didn't know woman like this existed hahahaha . So I'm kind of in a pickle, it's sort of like mind or body? I want to but at the same time I don't want to do it with someone I don't have feelings for. The physical attraction is there but I dunno....

When does the narwhal bacon?

soooo many smiley faces haha they connect into a triangle XD