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min 4:30 "So, Dave tell us about yourself, who are you?" uOrSRgUPumU
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Just practice zhang zhuang (embracing the tree) for 30 min a day and go fight in competitions (boxing, wrestling, judo or any system you like) and you will understand Taijiquan AFTERWARDS.
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Fifteen years ago I was practicing a Yi Jin Jing set which was supposed to build the energy of the body. At that time I had no idea about spiritual cultivation or Kundalini awakening, I was just interested in martial arts training and I was a beginner in Taichi. I was virgin and raised in a Catholic/Orthodox education even I was kind of skeptic and atheistic. I read spiritual books about Christianity and I accepted Jesus as my savior but I was very confused about the spiritual realm (maybe I still am). I was though a "philosophical taoist" since I read previously Dao De Jing and at that time I was convinced that Jesus was a taoist who teached the jews. Anyway, after two months of practice every evening about 30 minutes I started having buzzing in my ears but nothing else except I felt my overall energy of the body being depleted. This is a clear sign of Kundalini awakening though at that time I had no idea. I was sleeping less and was very fatigued and bored and almost wanted to abandon the practice but I wanted to complete 100 days of continuous practice every day to see what happens. One day in the afternoon I was laying down on my belly in my bed. I was just bored and had nothing to do and closed my eyes and begin to contemplate the darkness "before my eyes" which was actually inside my head. I was very aware and not a second lost my consciousness. Suddenly the buzzing in my ears triggered and a circular visor opened in the darkness of my visual field like an iris or like a photo camera diaphragm. I was like in a dark cinema room and contemplated an oval screen with a vivid scenery of a clear blue sky over an endless shining sea. I was so amazed about that experience that I felt myself sucked into the screen, I felt my soul exit the body (I felt all the sensations of slipping in the limbs) and entered the "other reality" completely through the screen. I was flying above the sea and I looked in all directions, I was in a completely 3D reality, plus the hearing and feeling the wind in my limbs and hair. All the sensations were like tenfold stronger than in "ordinary reality" and was amazed of the aliveness sensation, It was like this was the "real life" and the other was "the sleep". In the meantime I was thinking that I entered in the Heaven like a thief or illegal immigrant, I thought "why is this happening to me? what did I do to be allowed to enter this realm?" At that time I was convinced that you're not allowed to enter the "other realities" but just if you are "chosen". I was flying around over the ocean and was contemplating the way sun rays reflected into the ocean waves below me, until at some point I saw an island at the horizon. I approached the island and it was like a flat mountain or a high cliff, and landed on my belly like an aircraft on the flat surface of the cliff and stopped exactly at the edge of the cliff. It was about 300ft (100m) high and I was contemplating the beach below me and the way the waves stroked the sand and the rocks on the beach, when a shiny metallic reflection attracted my attention. I concentrated a bit to see what is the light and I saw that it was the sun reflecting into an oval disc shaped metallic object fallen into the shallow waters, and then I observed four little grey humans in the water around the metallic object, that were talking to each other trying to repair their ship. At the moment I realized this, I was amazed and I thought "Hey! then it is true, the E.T.s exists, I knew it!" At that time I read the "Blue Book report" and read some stories about the paleoastronomy and all I knew about the aliens were the "E.T." and " " movies but what I saw was totally different than my previous cultural heritage. I really saw greys aliens with big black eyes that were quarreling each other being beached on a isolated island in the middle of an unknown ocean. At some point one of them that looked like being the chief sensed my presence turned around and eye contacted me. I was not afraid and was quite curious about the interaction between me and the greys. But suddenly between me and the grey formed like a tunnel vision and I sensed that he telepathically scanned my mind and paralyzed my will. At that point I panicked and I sensed a very dangerous feeling about the situation and the urge to run, but I could not because I was trapped by the grey's mind. I was desperate and I really thought that was my end, they wanted to catch me for an unknown reason, years later I saw X-Files and read about the genetic manipulations of the greys on earth and what not, but at that time I had no idea. Then I felt myself pulled out of that telepathic link by some light being that appeared of nowhere and grab me by the behind my neck. I felt the light being very strong, it was like a god or like an light angel. The light being pulled me from the greys danger and throw me back into my body. I woke myself with a violent shock that shook my bed and a loud pop sound and feeling over my head in the Bai Hui area where my soul entered the body. I was amazed by that experience and totally changed my previous beliefs, and even more I continued to practice more enthusiastically. After a week or so, I was laying on my bed in the night and had another astral experience. I was laying face up, totally conscious and I felt again the buzz in my ears. I saw again that my visual field opened and above me I was seeing a beautiful white light sky far above and around me a twilight light like was an evening sky. Then I looked around and I found myself floating on a dark water, but what was curious was that the water was not transparent, it was totally opaque and black like ink, but had the feeling of water. I was contemplating the twilight white light sky above me and I felt the desire to go there but I felt it was not possible. At some point I felt a sensation that descended from between my eyes in the Conception meridian and when I looked to my own body I saw a white light substance that descended from neck down dividing my own body into two halves. I saw that my left half body was full of white light substance and the right half body was full of dark black substance. Amazingly I found out that the white substance was keeping me to float in the dark sea, while the dark substance was heavy and sunk. I was calmly contemplating my own body and the situation when I felt and saw several dark black hands coming from the under water that grab me from the right dark side of the body and pulled me down under in the dark abyss of the sea. At that point I entered into panic and I really thought that I was dying, and I began to cry "Help me!". My mother which was in another room heard me crying and came to me to wake up from my nightmare. It was very weird, I was totally aware that my body was on my bed, and heard my mother coming to my chamber but IN THE SAME TIME my soul (I) was pulled down into the abyss of the darkness waters by black hands that caught me and didn't want to let me go while I was fighting to escape. I was hopeless and I was sinking into the darkness when I saw a light ray that reached me and suddenly the darkness around me enlightened and again I felt the presence of that powerful light being that again grab me behind the neck like I was a little cat and pulled me and trow me again into my body. I woke up again in a violent shock entering my body and finding my mother beside the bed trying to wake me up from the nightmare. After those two escapades in the astral I never dream for several years, and I totally stopped any qigong exercises or any other form of yoga or meditation exception being Taichi practice. Recently I found some explanations in OBE books and other spiritual books, even books on internet that mix the aliens with the astral realm, but I am still confused about those "other realities", even today I am not sure what happened.
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Is the enlightenment only the realization that we live inside our heads? YNXDTgn-4WE UyyjU8fzEYU
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You can do it by yourself: http://www.facereading.cx/whichelement.htm To me it looks like a Metal-Fire face, with the metal element in excess, internal dryness except the kidney and liver which retain fluids (maybe because drinking too much but also because Fire controls the Metal and generate Water and the kidneys are overworked). Also I think he eats a lot of meat that imbalances even more the energy of the body which can be seen in the wrinkles that show the affected organs. Horizontal wrinkles on the front head are due to worries and grief (stress).
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Pure fantasy and stupidity... If you want to know more about esoteric Christianity read Gurdjieff
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Taoists Sexual Ability start to be recognised in social circles
Andrei replied to Pietro's topic in General Discussion
you forgot WLP - Wang Li Ping MC - Mantak Chia JL - Jenny Lamb SGF - Secret of the Golden Flower MCO - MicroCosmic Orbit KL - Kunlun or K word RP - Red Phoenix -
To me Jing means "body fluids" but your point of view is more profound an I believe being the correct one. Thank you again, that clarified the subject. This is another excellent alchemical way of enjoying life. No need to apologize because this is not tangent, it's right in the center of any alchemy i.e. balanced diet and understanding how our body work and what it needs.
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My alchemy: It may be some mistakes in these drawings but at the time I draw them I was unaware of them, anyhow this is how I did my alchemy a couple of years ago
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Thank you Taomeow for your comments. I have a question though, why do you consider this guy having a "severe jing depletion"? To me it looks like a typical "excess Yin/internal dampness" syndrome due to excess kidney Jing... you're right because of macrobiotics food. Also you're right usually this bags under eyes appear at some alcoholics (it is a sign of alcoholism) but I believe the real reason behind is due to much fluids intake (water) and too little (metabolic) fire or Qi, in that case you can say Qi deficiency or Yang deficiency. Also I believe this guy is on the contrary a "typical asian old guy" due to their food based on rice, mung beans, soy beans, fish and other food sources that restore Jing, which in their case is excessive because lack of cultivation of Yang energy, Qi circulation or as you say misunderstanding of Yin/Yang dynamics. I just wrote my thoughts, if I'm wrong I am here to learn and I will highly appreciate your answer. In my opinion "my alchemy" is resumed by this image that say everything about alchemy (thanks to Trunk for his site):
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Right, very valuable information Taomeow. But what can you tell about kidneys when the bags under eyes are like those of Michio Kushi as portrayed in the following doc? d2WKYTfy49M
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gWqI0U3pBdA reptilians, fishilians, acvilians, insectilians, gorillians they are all the same, they scare the shit out of people
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maybe we should replace the meaning of these words with "self programming" and "projecting the intention towards a goal"
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it seems an inflammation in this area not necessarily because over ejaculation but because of the sexual energy stagnation due to retention practice:
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Well it sounds like your cultivation gives results. You may have experiences that will change your beliefs. One thing is for sure, everything in the universe is subject to change.
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Hi Josh, I will not discuss the experiences of this guy if they are real or not. In my opinion any experience is real either it is in a dream state or awake state. How do you define awake and dream? I will make some comments about your dream experiences, and you take them whatever you like it or not. Taoist theory says that when Hun and Po are not harmonized they fight each other and during night Po dominates the Hun. Because of that Hun leaves the body and all the dreams during night are experiences of the Hun soul. All the OBE and lucid dreaming are experiences of the Hun soul and Shen together because they are conscious dreams. When one begins to cultivate (meditation, alchemy, prayer... whatever) the animal soul Po is tamed and the Hun no longer leaves the body but stays inside during the night. The alchemical process transform the Po energies in Hun energies. A sign that shows these processes are running is that the cultivator no longer have dreams, and if they are they rarely occur and usually these dreams are very spiritual insightful about his spiritual path. The symbols or the lessons of the dream are not for everybody but just for the person that dreams them, and anyone else have no clue about their meaning. But in the normal lucid dreaming there are some stories that are shared by various people and that shows that there is an "objective reality" out there regardless the subjective experiences of the dreamer in the real world or dream world. In my opinion DMT is just the chemical substance that open the gate. I personally don't believe the theory that all the experiences are chemical stimuli inside the brain, and we create them in the visual cortex. I do believe in souls and subtle energy bodies and subtle energy realms. By the way you make confusions between the physicist or mathematical dimensions and the so called "densities". The densities are worlds inside this world (with the same number of dimensions) but more subtle and of another energetic level.
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check this UOzQnw0grOo Budhism says that there is nothing that reincarnates (at least some Budhists). They say the being is made of aggregates that eventually dissolves into the ocean of existence. Which is partial true, partial in the sense that different aggregates dissolve in different span times, like Taoists and esoteric Christians say (some of them). Taoism says that there are five spirits of the five organs that compose the spiritual being: Hun, Shen, Yi, Po, Zhi. Hun is the Heavenly soul, actually there are three Huns (three souls or three kernels of soul) that in my understanding corresponds to the three brains / dantians: thinking, emotional and instinctual. You may say that past lives memories are recorded in these three souls or kernels of the soul. Also you may say that these information that comes from past experiences are very deep buried into the unconscious mind, or you may say that unconscious mind comes from these recordings. Shen is the conscious mind or the energy that nurture the conscious mind. Shen disappears in the moment of death because Shen is nurtured by Qi and Qi is disrupted in death; or unites with Hun to form the future heavenly soul which is also called the Yang soul. Yi and Zhi is the will that is made only in the physical being. I have not a clear understanding what are the differences between Yi and Zhi - apart from the fact that one is the spirit of the spleen and the other is the spirit of kidneys. I suppose Yi is the will that come from my own mind and my own energy body while Zhi is the will of life that comes from ancestral karma (energy of the parents). Po is an interesting soul, it is called animal soul and they say actually there are seven souls Po (or seven kernels of souls). In my understanding corresponds to the seven chackras/energy centers. Po is called also the Yin soul because it became the ghost that dwell on earth after the human being dies and the Yang soul split from the Yin soul. Ultimately the Yin soul (Po or the ghost) will dissolve but it may take several decades or maybe hundreds of years. The ghosts are inoffensive because they don't have neither Shen (mind) nor Yi (will) they are only "astral cadavers" or cadavers of Yin energy. The demons that may posses a body are a different kind of beings, they may be human souls that have a Po soul - Yin energy and a Shen and Yi through cultivation (wrong cultivation) but this is different than a regular ghost. For example Michael Winn says that all the five spirits reincarnates but in different beings so a human has five souls from different persons with different previous lives. I don't buy his theory because Shen and Yi are spiritual energies that are made only during conscious life and may be recorded as information for future generations as cultural and education heritage. Zhi is the spirit recorded through genes so it is passed over generations only from parents to siblings. Po is just a energy cadaver that dissolves into the earth energy or may be used by demons. So the only energy that can carry the information from life to life (memories) is the heavenly soul - Hun and probably Shen the conscious mind in case the human cultivated during lifetime on earth and died fully aware. In the case that cultivation was complete i.e. all Jing (generated by Zhi) was transformed into Qi, and all Qi (included the Qi generated by Po and Yi) was transformed into Shen that means there is no Yin soul that remains, in some cases there is no physical cadaver that remains on earth, then the human becomes immortal and/or a celestial being. In that case the being does not return in physical life but just by his own will. The Buddhists call such an immortal being a Buddha, while an immortal that returns on earth a Bodhisattva. Normal people that have an incomplete Hun soul return on earth not by their own will but because they are obliged to reincarnate and to make another recurrence of the life cycle. In this point there are two theories: the Hun soul may have also a limited span life and if it does not find a body embryo to nurture its existence and to recur the life will dissolve as everything else in this universe due to the entropic laws. The other theory like this guy (Alex Collier - contacted by "Andromedans" ) says that the Consciousness (intelligent information) is eternal and comes beyond this universe and this universe will pass but Consciousness (either the One Universal Mind or the Multitude of Conscious Individuals) will survive this universe and the following universes in the flow of the time. This is a very popular theory amongst New Agers and is very similar to the esoteric Christianity that says essentially the same thing. I may be wrong but this is my understanding how these things work. I am open to discutions.
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_g-rtp_dTgQ Alex Collier quotes: "everybody on the earth is from some place else" "we all come from another time and place" "my understanding is that all conscious spirit in this universe came through different black holes from other universes in time and space ... we're ancient, there is no age to us, we weren't created with the universe, we came through another universe through black holes to this place that we now call universe to continue to evolve"
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bump interesting informations about reptilians, orion group, reticulans(greys), pleiadans and andromedans: -xGMT18aytc agenda of the reticulans: UEZKFbH16Yo 2-jD32Jne6Q
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Hi Pietro, First of all I must tell you I have no master and I don't belong to any particular school. I am just a loner which experiments on myself and what I will say is my experience. I read Mantak's books and I tried to practice, I had some results, I did mistakes and that are my conclusions. Usually the qigong books and maybe some or majority of teachers teach the techniques but what they don't teach is for what type of man are designed the techniques, what kind of living style, what is the purpose of the technique and when to stop or what are the signs that shows you the technique achieved the results. So I suppose here comes the role of the master which have to supervise and to lead one on the path. Once I met a man who told me "hey you know? you should focus more on the heart and use more often the sound HA". At that time I knew that HA sound is related to heart but I had no idea what has to do with me. I always felt myself having a cold energy in my whole body and usually people perceived me as a cold person with a cold heart - phlegmatic psychological type. So I naturally was drawn to the Taoist practices of Taichi and to the sexual Taoist practices of Mantak Chia. What I achieved was a hot lower dantian and still a cold heart, with a lot of sexual problems and unresolved emotional problems. I searched the causes and I found out that my energetic structure was already imbalanced by the astrological influences (the Four pillars of destiny) and that the practice did even more imbalance. So I found out that 'energetically' I already have a natural tendency toward a cold heart, lungs and spleen-pancreas/stomach and a hot liver and kidneys. Now the Taoist practices of MC (MCO and stuff) are designed to draw the heat of the heart into the belly and to lift the cold of the kidneys up to the heart in order to "cool the heart". But that practice is for people with hot hearts and cool kidneys. Peoples with hot hearts usually have red faces, sometimes baldness and peoples with cold kidneys usually tend to keep water in the body and have fluid bags under the eyes. I observed that many Chinese seniors have fluid bags under the eyes and I knew that this is a sign of "Jing abundance in the kidneys" but I had no idea why and I was sure that this was due to the food and not some secret qigong, until I found out from Dr.Lin's site that the main reason is the soy products in their cooking. So, i believe that soy products (and not only soy but all kinds of beans, lentils especially "mung beans") replenish the kidney with Jing and cool down the energy of the body. But after some time the body can cool too much and especially in the winter one should warm up through warming foods and warming meditation which I believe and I experimented myself that is meditation on the heart in lotus or semi-lotus position. Also I found out that the posture itself warms the kidneys and allow a natural balance between heat of the heart and fluids of the kidneys. Also I observed that making these adjustments I have no longer nocturnal emissions even if I have nocturnal/morning erections or sexual dreams. So I believe that a very important thing is the chemical balance in the body/sexual organs more than the mind state or the meditation technique or whatever. I believe that the spiritual practice whatever it is should balance the individual taking into account the genetics, the astrology influences, the climate in which the individual lives, social environment, the life style, the food intake and everything else because all of them are related by respecting the 5 elements Taoist paradigm. I think even if you are single or in a relationship makes a very big difference in the energetics of the body, and the practice should differ accordingly. Just a final idea, for instance Mantak Chia advises for women to cultivate the energy in the heart when they have the period. I was wondering why, and I have found out that the natural mechanism in women trigger the period by heating up the womb. The more heated the ovaries the more blood flows. I think the same mechanism applies in case of men, the more heat in the kidney/sexual organs/prostate the more nocturnal emissions/precum leaking/ejaculation problems, which was confirmed by my experience and so many similar experiences I find on this forum. So I think sexual alchemy should be done with caution and with a full understanding of how the body of the individual works. I think people should be taught not only to build up/crystallize energy but also to disperse/dissolve it. It's like driving a car, it's not only acceleration, but also switching gears and using the breaks.
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what freeform said plus eat tofu and drink soymilk and meditate upon the heart instead of dantian what I observed was that I ejaculate when dantian is too hot and kidney lack of jing because of the hotness and all the jing evaporates. nocturnal ejaculation is a sign that there is too much Yang in dantian, so the solution is to cooldown. try it and you'll see that works. especially in the nights with full moon, when the energy of the night is too yang. also dont cool down too much especially in winter you can catch a cold, when you feel the energy is cold, stop eating tofu and meditate more upon the fire in the heart. is just a matter of tunning, to find a balance between Yin and Yang. (later edit) also, you can know the kidney state by the bags under the eyes, if you have sucked eyes and dark shades under the eyes that means too much Yang in the kidney, if you have bags with water under the eyes that means the kidney are full of jing/Yin. the best is not too much, not too little. everyone doing qigong exercises are doing too much thinking that the more practice the better, but that is not true, one should learn to stop the practice when the purpose of that particular practice is achieved or the limits of their organism does not allow further progression - which can be due to genetics. energy allways change, so the practice should change accordingly.
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Russians order Flight Changes, after Massive Magnetic Shift downs Airliners...
Andrei replied to froggie's topic in General Discussion
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Try soy milk in the shake, you will not notice any difference. It is better assimilate especially by those with AII blood group. Those with BIII should stay with the cow milk though.