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  1. Kunlun Nei Gung "100 Days" Support Thread

    Aaaaaaaaaand the ignorant becomes more so.
  2. Kunlun Nei Gung "100 Days" Support Thread

    How 'bout eliminating emissions from your keyboard for 100 days? Guaranteed benefits for the Forum.
  3. Kunlun Nei Gung "100 Days" Support Thread

    You, Cameron are a silly monkey. And based on what you've presented, IMO, an ignoramus of the highest caliber. Be that as it may, you have my sincere hopes of success with your stated undertaking. I respectfully request that you do the Forum the service of reporting the findings of your endeavor so that we may discern the relative benefits of it for ourselves. Kindly avoid hyperbole. Thanks. xeno
  4. There are only two questions which matter. IMO. 1. Have you, Jack Johnson, experienced spiritual evolution as a result of your practice? 2. If so, by what mechanism?
  5. Cameron, dear friend, pay attention to the words not the sender of them. Try thinking about the question for instance. Replying to it even.
  6. Does sharing for a fee make it more agreeable to those of you who object to those who share without one?
  7. mrs. x. crying said to me last night that what she fears most is that after death she won't know me. I told her that there is no me and there is no her, just the dream of you and me. There is only the Tao. And after death you will be re-awakened in the Tao. And know all. Including the dream of you and me. I reminded her of The Buddha's Remembering: "In recollection all former births passed before His eyes. Born in such a place, of such a name, and downwards to His present birth, so through hundreds, thousands, myriads, all His births and deaths He new." "So will you know." I told her. Then we made, ahem, something to remember
  8. What makes you think this? All of our sex is indeed divine! Best not to elaborate me thinks. In the abundance of water the fool is thirsty. - Bob Marley I miss him too. Truly, the greatest gift of all is great loss. The seeds of compassion and wisdom therein lie. The dual keys of agape which open the door of the mind to Nirvana. What makes you think this? Quite the opposite is the case. I turn away from the advances of woman other than my wife and make none to others than her. Except for, at the age of 20, having been dosed with LSD and seduced by a woman who'd been stalking me since high school, I've had sex with no one other than mrs. x., whom I met several months after the aforementioned incident. To be clear, I want no other woman than my wife. All good Lives within her. And brings it to fuller fruition in me. The most radiant flower of femininity. And I'm her honey bee! In my experience, she's truly extraordinary. rain, I wish not to tread where such is not invited and even more so wish not to offend...so delicately I say to you, attachment and possession without Love is toxic. Highly. Please think on this and please consider that a Man is one who embraces, not clings; nurtures, not possesses, the Woman in his Life. May your man learn to see the radiant flower that you are. Woman are blessed/cursed to be heart centered beings. The source of their radiance is also the source of great pain. It's quite astonishing to me that there is so little (read: no) information regarding female internal alchemy on TTB. In all candor, much of my interest in visiting TTB since discovering so little in the way of anecdotal information from others regarding CCO experiences has been focused on methods of female internal alchemy. mrs. x. practiced it for 5 or 6 years early in our lives together (long before she became mrs. x....we "shacked up" for 20 years first ). She followed all of the guidance in Chia's Cultivating Female Sexual Energy, even doing weighted kegel egg training, and was able to extend her period to ~60 days, but she never experienced her MCO, nor of course, the transcendental experiences that facility with it's manipulation allow. Once I became adept at ejaculation control, the motivation to continue her training in order to gain the pregnancy avoidance by means of fewer periods that it provided went away...I was providing the birth control. And so she stopped her training. In order to avoid salaciousness, I'll just say that she finds the sex, uh, satisfying. Slow, medium or fast, I know how to strum her strings. I pull my jing while 'engaged' and keep, ahem, 'struming' . Only on very rare occasions do I allow myself to ejaculate. I've learned not to bring my chi all the way to my crown while 'engaged' though, as the experience is tremendously draining to mrs. x. Anyhoo, she's never become pregnant, which is as we've intended, I've mastered male internal alchemy, the manifestations of which I think are fairly well presented in this (and sundry other) threads here on TTB...but what I REALLY want to know is how do women cultivate their sexual energy for spiritual purposes? mrs. x's experience indicates that Chia's female internal alchemy method is not a legitimate means of spiritual (awareness) opening. By all physical indicators she was achieving significant results, but the MCO didn't open for her. witch has talked some about tantra techniques facilitating heart chakra orgasms. Kundalini methods refer to heart chakra orgasms as well. These are not described in traditional Taoist internal alchemy (nor by Chia). Indeed, in accordance with either, one would need to traverse the entire governing channel and the crown center in order to bring chi to the heart. Is there a route more direct to the heart than via the governing channel (spine) available to women? Tantra? Kundalini? Something else? In short, what is female internal alchemy? What do you do rain? Any other female Bums kind enough to reply? Fascinating. How did this happen? Is it repeatable? Please share. I admire your acuity! Yes, you don't understand me! I'm very often misunderstood. Try as I may to avoid it. Funny that. Indeed. Be well upon your path. Please share what you can to help reduce my ignorance. With Thanks for your thoughtfulness. And Love. xeno
  9. I think it's described in this thread. If you think not, please tell me so.
  10. Kunlun Seminars

    I also think Trunk's comments were accurate and appropriate. Thanks Chris for your thoughtful comments and kindness in replying to my queries. I hope that the constructive portions of my comments are recognized. It's interesting how similar parts of your last post sound to posts that I've made. I sincerely hope that you're not subjected to the sort of derision that I was. I hope your fan base will serve as a shield! As I've come to learn from the comments of others, the spiritual evolutionary path that I walk is much harder to traverse and benefit from than I was aware. Although it's been wonderful for me and I think represents the greatest mechanism for awareness of enlightenment (using the ego subjugation definition of such) it's utility in the general case is severely limited if almost no one can experience it. It makes me very happy to learn of non-solicited endorsements of Kunlun. These don't happen unless something good was experienced. It really is wonderful that so many people are negotiating it so quickly and benefiting so much from it. I applaud you and Max for your efforts. And offer my simple encouragement to you all to continue doing so. You'll not receive any further difficult questions from me. Please continue to share what you think is useful with the Forum. I respectfully offer to you that personal experience with the method will be most valued, by some at least. Peace. xeno
  11. How did you not understand what I wrote? Allow me me to put it more plainly...the quality of an enlightenment experience is determined by the amount of of ego lost in the experience. Better now?
  12. Your posting of your post undermines your post bean! A true master you are indeed!
  13. An excellent distillation of enlightenment in that video, sean. Thanks. Paraphrasing..."it's the quality of the enlightenment experience that determines how well one will carry it into their life". Straight up.
  14. One knows one is enlightened when one is aware of of the self in the Tao.
  15. Kunlun Seminars

    On the basis of that statement, I strongly suggest that you need a new teacher. Critical thinking warrants not punishment except by the foolish, arrogant and otherwise misinformed. Quoting yourself? Such an unreasonable demand WOULD warrant a (term which you've presented)..."bitch-slap". In contrast, what I've asked for is simply supporting evidence, in terms of the systematics of the bodies which we occupy, for that which you claim. , silly man, no, you haven't. I've informed you otherwise. Apparently you choose to either ignore or disbelieve my informing. In either case, strongly suggest that you use the experience of my interaction with you to better develop the rational for the laying down of benjamins to experience that which you offer that your mission relies upon...so far that rational amounts to 'it's magic'. Mine is not the only critically thinking mind that your message will encounter. Perhaps your business model accounts for the 'loss' of critical thinkers such as myself, and relies rather on the fiscal contribution of 'other than critical thinkers' for success. If so I'll expect further dismissive replies (or none at all), if not, I'll look forward to informative replies. ...yes, it is. The traditional way that I've followed has not passed through magic. And I've shared it in detail with the Forum...no "it's so great but I can't tell you about it, you'll have to buy a ticket to the show" crap. Thus my question to you. I hope you see my questions as an opportunity as opposed to an inquisition. Your perception of said may be an indicator of your motives...I humbly offer. For you to consider. I have, which has rendered investigation of that which you hock unnecessary. It's for those that haven't for which I speak. Silly man, look to yourself. Do you want to hock magic or do you want to hock a physio-neuro-chemical ability? Learn of that of which you hock and the critical thinkers will be appeased. And attracted. Word up homie, ignorance don't sell. So wisen-up your self. Offered peacefully and as respectfully as I could. xeno
  16. Kunlun Seminars

    Much gratitude to the TBs all for shared insights. Yes, as Trunk has articulated, it's the mechanics of kunlun of which I'm curious. I don't believe in magic. Having established that, I agree with you mantra, much, indeed, in my experience and in accordance with all of the teachings that make sense to me, ALL of achieving enlightenment is accomplished in ridding one's self of "things", these things which I'll assume are "those things which are not needed" and (which are heretofore as of yet undefined...please take any opportunity to do so) irrespective of such, certainly encumber one with respect to attainment of said. A conundrum eh?. With apologies for the above convoluted paragraph, let me state my interest in this matter plainly...what is the mechanism by which kunlun facilitates enlightenment (or bliss, whatever that is)? Use as much neuro-chemical-mechanical-psychological rational as is appropriate. But use REAL terms. Not touchy feely bullshit. And don't insult your fellow TBs with crap like "You take the posture, activate the central channel, divine energy begins to expand and release the disharmonious, you unburden yourself from the mind and flow with feeling, then you enter emptiness. Swimming in the divine, revelations come." Concentrate on what I'm saying now...until you're able to describe HOW to "take" and "activate" and the HOW that doing so allows divine energy (and WHAT exactly makes the HOW of doing it divine?) and all the other undefined things that you're claiming, you're only embarrassing yourself. Speaking for only myself of course. I'll spare you descriptions of my concerns regarding your use of undefined terms like "flow with the feeling" and "swimming with the divine". If none has taught you the language skills sufficient to convey the content of those experiences which you claim, I'll help you to do so. But you'll have to start with use of informational words. I'm at your service. xeno
  17. Kunlun Seminars

    Thank you for answering my questions mantra. However, they are non-informational...what are the things that turn people into Eeyores? And HOW does smiling remove this as of yet undefined thing that turns people into Eeyores (that previously undefined thing "which is not needed")? Hopefully it's clear that your replies are non-answers. Indeed your replies prompt further questions... If smiling enlightens one, why should one pay to learn this? Is it a 'special' smile? The $300 smile? Suggest you try again. But with more thought. xeno
  18. Kunlun Seminars

    Me thinks that many mistake bliss (whatever that is..."feeling good"?) for enlightenment and that mikaelz knows not of which he speaks.
  19. Buddha speaks!

    Answer: in. Koan: With form, without form, everywhere, nowhere. What?
  20. Kunlun Seminars

    How refreshing...someone else to carry the kunlun hardsell is annoying torch. I'm tired of it...it's all yours syk. I find the salesmanship extremely distasteful. Word up kunlun hockers...do away with the exclamation points in your advertisements...it comes across as circus-ish. "This practice is said to be the fastest known path to enlightenment because it removes that which is not needed..." Said by who? What is "that which is not needed"? And HOW is it removed? Snake oil salesman describe your oil better. And answer my questions if you have any semblance of integrity.
  21. Mixing Practices

    Just read Cameron's posts, same dif. Sorry.
  22. The Term Enlightenment

    We're all enlightened. It's but the absence of recognition of such that renders us unenlightened. The ego is that which renders us so. It's the stripping away of one's ego, that which is born when we are, that grows with us and that many believe IS us, that encumbers one from discovering one's enlightenment. Harder said then done. It can be done. Long contemplative periods are a prerequisite as far as anyone can tell. For men, a short cut exists. A short cut after approximately 10 years of devoted practice. Distillation of jing to chi and opening of the crown center. I'd like to think that women have access to this way. I've not learned of such. In any case, the result of the great straight upward path is to short-circuit the sympathetic nervous system resulting in a state of awareness devoid of those systems served by the sympathetic nervous system, such as the cerebral cortex, thereby instantaneously removing ALL that constitutes one's learned (i.e frontal lobe, socialization, etc.) neural pathways, IOW, one's ego. The result of this instantaneous awareness of one's self devoid of one's ego is astonishing in a way that is more profound than can be conveyed in words. Awareness of every life form that one's cells have occupied. Awareness of the sameness with them. Awareness of the tremendous energy contained within the current form. Awareness of the import of using it in a controlled manner. The awareness of the majesty of the Tao is beyond my ability to describe. Nonetheless... So much more to say, yet so much more even to do. Be well along your path. xeno
  23. Mixing Practices

    Cool Bro, Thanks. But shoot, I'm lazy too, so my PM won't be sent until at least tomorrow .
  24. weight loss=penis growth?

    . Very well done Mal. What I meant is that I know a good bit about penis health and enlargement, but that it's a subject I choose not to discuss on this Forum. I will say that turbo is correct in both my experience and the commentary of Dr. Oz (on the Oprah Winfrey Show...so it must be right )...35 lbs weight loss = 1 inch penis length gain. I'll say just a bit more...weight loss length gain is functional, IOW it's insertable. Growth which relocates the end of the penis relative to one's skeleton is different. And which makes it thicker. And allows one to control ejaculation...SKF training develops 'em all.