Vanir Thunder Dojo Tan

What good is understanding what [all] we can DO with all of the universe, when all we NEED to do is eat, drink, pass waste, and sleep? We're blowing up atoms, simply because we CAN and because we THINK we can GAIN anything from UNDERSTANDING more than we NEED to EXPERIENCE... OR do i have to highlight those capitalized words, bold them, put underlines beneath them, slant them, and raise them to a font size of 7 just to make my point clear: that we are being retarded!!!

from my vastly limited understanding of energies and chi, i dont think it CAN be used for the benefit of society, only to the benefit of self, which ultimately serves to benefit society, but only on an individual basis Meaning we cant rely on society to take care of us, or blame others for our misdoings contrary to the desires of society Society is a trap, not a liberation.

OR you can find ME on facebook. "Hippie bud pepper" might find me exactly, but my name is Jonathon David. Honestly, i hate internet lol facebook is too complicated!!

good god: "" Recently, I have found that the Golden ratio found in the geometry of many sponatneous creations in the Nature, actually arise right in the core of atoms due to electrostatic reasons. "" I calculated teh fibonacci sequence to approx. 161 hundred quadrillion... the GMR is 1.61. OR am i confusing the GMR with a different ratio? The theory is that the lowest common denominator is the equivalent of all 100% whole of all of all of all of all of all (all of all = 1 piece of all). edit: I watched the video up to the "black and lit" lines. RETARDS! You'd need a slit that was WIDER THAN THE LASER in order to prevent REFLECTING AND REFRACTING, which results in wavelike patterns. GOOD GOD ARE SCIENTISTS IDIOTS OR WHAT?

We here at the Tao Bums, or the majority of us, thus, must all be Buddhas.

YEAAAAAHHHHHh..... that's what i was looking for. didnt see it. you dont show up in search results. http://www.facebook.com/search/?flt=1&q=Susan%20Carlson&o=2048#!/search/?post_form_id=093d526a9c6756ccdcea454777aa06f6&q=Susan%20Carlson%2C%20Denver%20CO&init=quick&ref=search_loaded

ARE you talking about a fictional character out of a 2000 year old story?!? IF he was real, i agree whole heatedly!! But i dont place my faith in the works of mankind (for example, THE BIBLE), but in the works of GOD (for example the UNIVERSE & NATURE).

i've NEVER taken classes. except minimal education in martial arts, a style of karate. 12 hours of lessons in 1 hour sessions over the course of 7 months. My skype is Deaf.Clam I misread who your first post was quoting :S

""Only when you let go of your identity and all attachments - is there no longer anything to be reborn or debts to be settled."" JUST be sure to do it AFTER your life has been lived. It's a long and lonely and painful journey that seeks to bind you and create [more] attachments otherwise.

The true tao of mickey D's Make the belly smart and the brain stupid Truly, mcdonnalds leave me feeling lethargic and lazy, uninspired, and lacking intuition. OR is that just me? The rainbow room: Biological warfare made "humane".

i dont have the mind to read all thoughts posted here... but i read about waves and particles. Wave, particle, ???, ???! We've only two halves of a whole cycle!! What else falls into the same classification group? Beams and fractals, perhaps? My mind is not scientific enough to com up with the other half of this equation right away.

Quoted For Truth. QFFT! LOL

OMG I AM - I N - L O V E - WITH THIS GUY!!! I saw this video before, and i seek the tutelage of such a master. I have nowhere to start T_T

Namaste!

:lol: :lol: I "neeeded" teh lcohol jsut to losen up and be honest with myself and others, but i havent consumed enough to be as honest as i need to be! This shakatipat must be affecting me somewhat, because i NEVER drink but to occasion of celibration. Like thanksgiving

Hm, perhaps i shopuld clarify. i am SO wholly poorly eloquent LOL "ineloquent" wasnt a word D: lol or my spell check needs to be updated Either way, what i meant was the fear itself can grip you. the fear of WHAT always changes, and for me, is something intangible and unidentifiable. I fear moving forward because i know not how to move forward, and the fear of making life worse for myself than it already is inhibits my forward-movement.

THANK you for isolating and quoting that! I doubt i would have fully comprehended his message as such unless you had! I feel like im in the same boat My tail doesnt wag anymore though, because of the neglect and abuse that is life. I am desperate to LIVE again...

Im verbally deaf What's they saying about the bottle? Also, for future reference, post some sort of transcript or essay on ALL fecking videos, for the convenience of the hearing impaired thank you!

im acting weird today. I NEVER drink alcohol, and i just stole two shots of rum from the freezer. Yesterday, i cleaned up the room a bit and moved things around cuz i was tired of listening to my dad bitch and yet do nothing. I feel rotten for doing it though, cuz he still sits on his computer 24/5 playing video games, then working his weekend long shift, coming home and doing nothing but play games. AND IM THE IRRESPONSIBLE one because i dont make any money! I HATE AMERICA. I need another drink. I posted this here, because i didnt think about it till JUST NOW, could it be the energies im recieving, trying to "reboot" my blueprints? Is alcohol necessary? well for me, right now.... it sure feels like it is! Gonna steal shot 3 in about 5 minutes. Im listening to all my video game remixes today. a HUGE playlist. most of it came from here: http://ocremix.org/ I have the complete Original soundtrack MP3s of Tales of Phantasia, and that music........ is GOD. No joke. You'd have to hear it to understand what i mean.... this is.... powerful stuff... so powerful... Like Bjork.... well maybe not THAT powerful, but still.... for VIDEO GAME MUSIC, this stuff is...... beyond exceptional. And on OCR, i have two albums, Kong in concert and Serious Monkey Business. DKC and DKC2 respectively. Rareware always did have great music. And for the more hardcore rageful side of my soul: http://www.carbohydrom.net/music.html Punk Rock Remix of Disney's Ducktales! NOTHING makes me smile better than that!

indeed! I almost believe this thread should be pinned, simply because of how greatly i value the gift of free will, and all the entertaining and insightful responses this one has gathered! Something i feel that we did not discuss sufficiently and will quote: It is the idea of respecting free will, as a law above all laws.... OR should i start a new thread?

oh yeah, just FYI, i suck at search engines. even face book. with a name and a location. I still wound up with 4 results. which one is you? i cant tell.

There is a certain great fear of loosing bondage and attachment. the embrace is exhilarating and the fear becomes a silly notion thereafter. And yet, it can still grip you as it ever had before, even more, if you ever stop embracing!

oops, sorry for double post, meant to edit this into my previous. Truly a testiment to focus and concentration, as well as oneness with your environment and compassion for other living beings... I need to embrace this... and i am blocked somehow... without a pointer of the way, an example to follow... i tend to stagnate.

Can words act out an example? Can text speak with the power of chi? Can you hug an emoticon? Make love to an idea? What i NEED, and what i HAVE are not beneficial to my progress or person.

No, awareness levels arent really universally detailed or linear, but what i speak is a mixture of terminology adopted from reading and research, combined with my direct experiences and observations. you're right, no one's communicating for a damn! "communication" is not about trading information and making any social progress, it's about gossip and boasting. At least that's how it is in my area. maybe all of america is like this, but i only know of Salisbury, North Carolina, Chicago, and Salem, Oregon, for sure. I observe greatly increased awareness in the country areas and hippie towns. Hawthorne in Portland is full of hightened awareness, but equally marred by infectious ignorance and arrogance. Last time i was up there, i was homeless, traveling with a more seasoned bum He said the place has deteriorated greatly, that there werent even half as many kind people out there as when he was last there a few years ago. The cities are getting funded to "clean up the homeless mess" and everyone's looking away and doing nothing, since it's a mess no one wants to touch or be involved with. <.< i gotta stop ranting like that. you can drop a pin and it'll set off a rant in me, i swear *sigh* Anyways, as i understand the first 5 levels of awareness, they are somewhat linear. We are born and become aware of individual self. We might advance and becoem aware that these people outside of our individual self are ALSO individual selves and not just extensions of our individual person. Later we might becoem aware that everything we are told and taught might not be fact, and could be guesswork, but tend to find comfort in our education and submission to authority-we dont want to be responsible for being wrong, so we still find comfort in beliefs, even though we might begin to question their validity. In teh fourth level of awareness, we undergo extreme scrutiny of the mind and it's reality. we generally resort to a scientific method of approach, and only believe what we can test, and even then, only after repeated tests and consistent results. In the fifth level of awareness, we realize that we can test the mind and it's universe all we want, but since it is our MIND that CREATES the universe, we recognize everything for the delusions they always ever were. At the 5'th level of awareness, we become aware that our individual self is as much individual from our perspective, as it is a part of a whole from an "outside" perspective, and learn that the "self" never was individual to us, or to anyone, but universally shared by the smallest particle of matter to the largest construction of matter and energy. We lose our usefulness to society and walk alone for whatever time it takes to encounter our soulmates, whom without, we are completely useless to our world, except as slaves, which we might refuse participation, or as Ideas, which might get ignored more often than not. After the avatar, we unite our individual self wholly with our reality of wholeness-self and begin to emulate it. From here, the levels of awareness are almost..... interchangeable. it would be nothing short of repeatedly redundant to detail the specifics of any level of awareness past Avatar.