Vanir Thunder Dojo Tan

pretty much everything BUT pity

I hate myself, take pride in myself, hit myself, love myself, stress myself the fuck out, but i never pity myself.

so this thread has nothing to do with spiritual quests, only the posting of pictures?

dude..... there is so much wrong with this.... i feel ill. You arent proud to be an american. you cant possibly be PROUD of this country or having been born here... I dont believe you are being honest when you say it. i think you're actually only saying it to save face... preserve an old ideal that, at the time was probably good... but today... a lie, at best... No... if you are proud to be an american.... you are essentially saying you are proud to sell out your constitution for african made american flags.

speak for yourself. I'm responding to zero's videos and expressing my perception of the fanatical davinci works. If mirror image transparency "exposes" davinci's secrets, then it needs to be tested and proven its not just a FLUKE.

lol you're transposing in a way i am not. I am worthy... but not many OTHER people see it. Least of all any potential partners. i dot need sex. i want sex. more to the point: I am invalidated because i am secure with myself without prerequisite. "normal" people REQUIRE "accomplishments" in order to feel valuable or "worthy". I am invalidated by these people because i have never feared my unworthiness; or moreover i dont fucking care how worthy YOU think i am or not, since I KNOW I AM! BTW, Worthy of what?

im just waiting for civilization to catch up with my perfection

you know, i never did buy that davinci thing.... im convinced you could do that with almost any picture blindly selected at random and get some kind of "profound significant image" by mirroring and overlapping... Fucking retarded, i did shit like that to my classmates using a prism and school pics

besides that, they are probably doing it solely to remove it

oh, i KNOW it. quite well... and if i stop an apply it, then nothing matters. But then again, if i stop and apply it, nothing matters. So..... its not getting me laid, and thinking about sex isnt helping... i stand by my statement fully.

OR you actually keep them well fed. Edit: i hate new pages, i was too late!

another member, another name. she doesnt post a whole lot but im sure you'll see her.

I guess this is why we dont see as much of you on the forum as we do me: You've got better things to do with your time

No..... that wasnt to suggest you condone slavery but that you look the other way in spite of america continuing it to this day. Im not proud to be ANY nationality, and i TAKE GRIEVOUS OFFENSE at anyone who DOES take pride in their religion, nationality, race, clique, or other group identity. YOU of all people should know better than that - or so i would have thought! IF ANYTHING in america deserves to take pride in it, it's the constitution - which has been desecrated by the way! No, i am proud of no nation, organization, sect, clique, group, or gang. Only pure spirits deserve my praise.

To not to. The best way to think of sex is to not think about sex.

someone in your neighborhood hates americanism and pride thereof... Frankly, im appalled you're trying to affix the flag of our slave drivers to your ride.. and a bit ashamed of you.

Dont we also have an Ashe that is a Skyler? Welcome! welcome!

i know a trevor who knows a roger... who also happens to be into the whole taoist/spiritual stuff! i feel like i already know you

I've always been MORE fascinated by magic once i understood how it worked!

1. America. it gets in the way of reality and holds you short of gunpoint expecting you to do things its way. 2. we're all here on TTB because we have literally nothing better to do with ourtime than be on the forum. We probably cant afford to do better than this, or lack the proper guidance to go someplace where we can accomplish better. Maybe we just plain lack knowledge of where else we even CAN bother to spend an effort learning... But most of all, americans are here to show off their intellectual elitism and "out philosophize" each other. I'm here because i hope to find a pointer of the way... a sign, a marker, a person, anything or anyone that can guide me to a tribal community that i dont have to think about the outside world ever again, ever have to worry about fraud, injustice, taxation, murder, or theft. never have to immerse myself in the sickness of civility... I am here in pursuit of a delusional hope that i could ever find contentment in this world, or a path to lead me there so i can engage myself on the proper path, rather than everything i've experienced thus far. Edit: added "or a path to lead me there so i can engage myself on the proper path, rather than everything i've experienced thus far"

Nintendo has been iconic in modeling my perceptions of the world. Much to the contrary of the stigma that videogames create delusional and dysfunctional people. Truth is, Videogames are perfectly mirroring spirituality. You, the player, are transposed spirit! You, the player, become you, the spirit, and your character becomes an extension of your will; your "new body". You go from being a spiritual spirit to a physical soul to a physical body to a spiritual body to a digital soul and finally a digital body!!! The transpositioning of reality is LITERALLY reflected via video games. Omniversality exposed! To top it all off, the translation of "Nintendo" is roughly "Leave luck to the heavens" or "to the gods" or something like that! Basically, it means "sometimes you just gotta roll the dice and take what you get" WHAT BETTER NAME FOR A GAME COMPANY THAN THAT?! Especially in context of THIS discussion, exposing the connection between spirituality and video gaming! The laws of physics... something we can never control, but can manipulate... Dice. we cannot control the outcome, we just manipulate them and hope for the best. It's your roll.

Since i cant clear the bold comment box, im putting in a comment and marking it as read, to see if that will clear the comment box! Is there a "mark entire forum as read" option? i need that, it would speed things up for me. Edit: It didnt work for one; the comment box is still hilighted like there are new posts in here - which there never have been until now! and it's still not cleared outside of the comment box. For two, i cant post replies. that's not a bad thing, im just curious if you cant apply that to the articles section as well

what in the FUCK did he do that to her for?!

worth ending; good luck. Guess im jsut too short sighted to know weather or not i am trapped in that particular cycle or not... the prospect is rather threatening. I've never distracted myself from death - fascinated - but from powerlessness. I've played videogames to maintain ignorance over my powerlessness over my own life. cuz it's either take control of a game, or take control of my life. And too many lives interfere with maintaining security over my own life - they'd have to be removed. but noooo, that's "wrong".

why not? we're all fucked. if it makes a difference, i wont shoot the bearer of bad news. but if it makes no difference, and we're all fucked anyway? Let me vent while im alive. We're all fucked, so why should i care if my venting hurts you? OR we could put our heads together... Please?