Vanir Thunder Dojo Tan

the real nourishes quenching mind, body, and soul. Inanimate; lies.

not literally, all of it, mind you, but... • Intense heat- occasionally when I was younger, i'd get sever chills for a sudden, brief moment. and once in a long while I even still get overheated hands and/or feet for no apparent reason. ... aaaand sometimes brought on from blood pressure related aspects of smoking. • Kriyas and Mudras spontaneously occurring- in fact, this is how I got initiated in the cultivation and practices and seeking teachers thereof. never been taught, but the spontaneous yoga/qigong/taichi really opened up a whole world to me. • Awareness of Energy Flows through the body- not yet... not yet.... HOWEVER, I am quite aware of the energy flowing in my body, and "where it is" most times. but... not so much so that I have innate acupuncture/pressure understanding. • Disassociation and Feeling Separate From Oneself- Feelings that there is so much going on in and around my body that I am unable to mentally or physically comprehend. Im still "in my body" so to speak... I don't have any escapes. I just piss and moan on the internet • Near Death Experiences, Extreme Physical Symptoms- no. closest things are appendicitis and concussion. but I didn't experience anything. Acute abdominal pain for one, and waking up in a cat scan for the other • Huge Spiritual Shifts within a short period of time- Thanks, Konchog Uma. Starting up the Kuji In he shared with me really exemplified this one. Major intuition boost and clarity of thought and emotion. Until I stopped practicing every week; in the alchemical sense, I have a lot more to digest of my cultivation practices than I have need to engage in practice. • Extreme Personality Changes and Mental Imbalances- Mental imbalances. obviously. Well except the new members; hi new members! • Waves of Bliss, Spontaneous Orgasms, Feelings of Oneness- Bliss usually tapers off pretty quickly though. Spontaneous Orgasms are so familiar to me that I didn't know what they were until I read the karma sutra when I was 23. Feelings of oneness have been cultivated from the womb out; I am excruciatingly lucky (read as: no words are valid) to have had a mother teach me from the moment she knew she was pregnant until (forever) presently that: We all know in our hearts the truth between right and wrong. The idea brings instant feelings of oneness with all of omniversiality. although It leaves me wanting more... more...... interactivity with the omniverse (I still believe we've been castrated from omniversiality somehow, but that's another story) • Intense Back and Spine pain - Not intense or extreme, and not spiritually originating... I've slouched a lot of my life and may have scoliosis. This leads to the healing factor which I have applied to improve my mobility and functionality. with success. • Extreme Energy Fluctuations- feeling extremely energized, almost manic with insomniac tendencies to chronic fatigue issues with extreme body heaviness and depression... and not fun. • Digestive Issues & Vomiting- issues with nausea, limited ability to eat foods (except for bland, simple foods), bloating, diarrhea or constipation. - this one is actually new to me and only began showing signs as early as 3 years ago. all this last 2 weeks have been.... fucked up for me.... not eating... • Hormonal Imbalances • Inability to Function • Addictions • Individual Chakra Related Dysfunctions- I don't actually know for sure... I could be misreading some of my back pains, or it could just be scoliosis like I thought... hmm...

Well met, Walker!

Body-Mind-Heart sync Power, Wisdom, and Courage. Holy Trinity.

I knew a guy... "Bones"... I know his real name but swore to honor it; was homeless when we met, he's been homeless all his life, had brothers in Hawaii who tested their smack on him when he was a kid, got strung up on H and fucked his feet up falling down a fire escape. White guy, mind you. looks and acts very similar to the man in your video. Spirit is not bound to any single body.

You're welcome I knew the pit was the only valid place for at least one or two topics I've started...

I come to remove fictitious debt from human lifeways. I must be fighting against god, cuz I don't do what I came to do.

Drugs are manufactured, refined, and designed, not grown from the natural ground without human intervention... just FYI. OTHERWISE, you should be calling food, air, and water a drug in their own rights. Especially meat! Everyone has their own unique place where they fit into this world: As a storyteller and gamer, my place in this world is to create and share new stories with my peers, provide example of the correlation between fantasy and reality, and help secure recreation as the meaning of existence. To create is divine, to recreate is why.

Jesus, I thought all that shit was normal :\

WHAT. For singing? What is this, Afghanistan?

all things in moderation are to benefit, all things in excess are to harm. All individuals are unique and have their own individual tolerance thresholds for what is moderate and what is excessive. I've actually TRIED to lose my mind on weed - doesn't work. not for me. Closest I came was thinking I was hallucinating all of reality and my life; that I was just a brain being experimented on and already effectively dead. Hell, it would make a great sci-fi, dontcha think?

Why not? I can tell. why cant you? You and I are self evident, but perhaps I am not as adept as I thought.

It's certainly not easy to use "reverse psychology" in the realm of energic work. I've been struck by an individual while doing so, but had not succumbed to their anger. they later expressed incredulous admiration for the "genius of (my) intent", to which I felt rather awkward and out of place lol

You're not new here, are you? I have a personal practice forum under my former username (which got banned and couldn't be unbanned) Stoner Shadow Wolf. For the last decade or more, I have browsed SO-CALLED spiritual and philosophical forums, sharing my understandings of mutual exchange and free will. I have consistently expressed that in a society whose resources are centralized, no individual can be free, except as a contract with whom-so-ever controls the central resources... usually as an enforcer or some such title of lenience. That's why being a cop is so appealing - it comes with added benefits; benefits that would not, could not exist without monopoly of resource - and In the process screwing others over so that you may prosper. There is only balance, and if one must suffer, all will suffer in due time. You cannot drop a rock in the ocean and not expect it to affect the mountains. No matter how small or "negligible" an effect may be, it affects everyone across the globe - throughout all time and space. our ignorance factor is promoted and perpetuated by the civilized agenda; namely the progression of technological advancements and economic monopoly. You want a workable way of life that does not require government or currency? BE the change you want to see. MY philosophy is to keep it simple and never grow beyond your means to support. CIVILIZED philosophy is :"fuck you, im taking what I want and growing" and killing people for their land or food or water or other resources. AND YOU WANT WHAT FROM ME?! Plainly speaking, civilization is enslaving the human race, convincing "us" that we owe our lives "to the system" and/or have "civil duty" which we are obligated to carry out - to where no evidence suggests that we either owe or belong. Let me ask you plainly, then... do you WANT to be insignificant, a negligible statistic, and owe your entire life and environment to government agencies, businesses and corporations? is that what 300 million people WANT? LET ALONE NEED?!?!?!?!?!

just keep paying taxes. that will solve everything, paying taxes. and keeping money in banks. that's smart too. you'll fix the problem by continuing to do the same thing everyone else has done for the last 100 years. that will solve it. yup.

Humans demand Ragnarok; we want an apocalypse: It is only the NATURE OF CIUVILIZATION to destroy. not to create. that is HUMAN nature. Humans are, therefore, nothing more than resources for civilization to thrive upon. I honestly cant believe you people want to KEEP civilization. I cannot fathom why.

Choosy moms choose Jif Smooth, Chunky, and with Honey. Peanuts are legumes.

such as your response, ralis? Im calling BS on you after taking the time to passionately write all that out, you just spit out 20 letters and post? From what I read, those 'generalizations' are quite accurate with my observations as well.

TODAY, the phrase is a contradiction of terms, "American family"... It doesn't matter WHERE in the world you live, a GOOD FAMILY is that group of people who are bound by blood lineage, looking after each other, teaching each other, and sharing their experiences and abilities for the mutual prosperity of the family unit. Clans, communities, nations, these are all supposed to be extended families, but by the time you get past the clan/community level, you've breached your "monkey sphere" and engaged in an unnatural way of life. I've spent time on the streets and met a handful of great, decent, down to earth folks... it takes losing everything in order to realize our humanity... there is nothing I can do alone to wake YOU or anyone ELSE up. you have to face the loss of everything EXCEPT your life before you even CAN wake up. Some people realize this through meditation. some figure it out right away, others spend 10 years in a cave. But at the end of the day, "necessity" is reduced to "what I need in order to get what I want" and the whole human experience is wasted therefore.

personal accountability: its un-American. pay your taxes and shut up about the problems paying your taxes is causing.

I think that the monkeysphere contradicts civilized ways of life so much so as to call for pre-obsoletion of civilization and a reinstating of tribal 150-300 member communities. Honestly, life IS simple until the monkey mind thinks it can breach its monkeysphere... How about a complicated solution to a simple problem? Install "the mutual benefit of the world" into your monkeysphere. even if it takes up 125 out of 150 "persons" in the sphere, it effectively 'upgrades' the sphere to include the whole fucking world - so piss off "The mutual benefit of the world" is in MY monkeysphere. why the hell isn't it in yours?

"Yes, our brain rewards us for being closed-minded dicks." I laughed. so hard... haha and while science is proving that 150 is the social limit of humans, civilization is proving that science be damned and keep the dicks in charge.

The mind of the enlightened is not the problem, but the minds of the unenlightened; therefore it is not the self that must be changed once enlightenment is realized, for the necessary changes will have been made in order to find enlightenment. No, the changes now must take place socially. It is not the fault of the individual that enlightenment has become so suppressed by the social "norm" of frantic and hyped up material pursuit and value - to be forced t ochange oneself so drastically while the world around toils to suppress us further. It is not so much the individual who needs to heal their mind and become enlightened as it is the world around the individual which is in desperate need of healing, so that others may, themselves, reach enlightenment without irrational opposition.

Pure heartfelt intent has proven to be the best healing (and harming) power that I am in possession of. I have made predictions in the past which have come true, many being so overlooked as to be reduced to deja vu by the time of their passing. I have summoned at least one thunderstorm, and 5 rainstorms, summoned strong winds during the heat of the day, and successfully tempted unseasonable weather more than I can count. I cannot say with certainty the specific qualities of my abilities, but I know that others have reported sensing an exchange of energies between us; weather this is placebo or not, I cannot say.

Where do I sign up for "will testing"? cuz I can verify without a shadow of a doubt that I do possess free will. Free Will is not a continuously active power, like the breath, or heartbeat, but an act of employing conscious effort to a task. Honestly, is it really so hard to understand how people are capable of forming unique and individual opnions through independent experience, regardless of how alike two experiences may be? I'm certain there is an autonomy. DO NOT DOUBT IT A BIT! Humans can be just as autonomous as they can be willful. I think there is a certain amount of evidence to suggest that civilized and social paradigms are autonomous humanity, while music, art, and storytelling are purely creative and willful acts which have no masters but the artists themselves.