Vanir Thunder Dojo Tan

I am reflecting; i am into "this" as "it" is into me.

a pendulum keeping the rhythm of the eternal heart beat; 1 of omniversal breath's expressions of 4 memes in breathing...

I'd be wrong not to mention my parents. I've had at least 6 Mom and dad; first and foremost mom. my first 2 parents mean the most. everyone after that has only helpped me see the many perspectives of reality and made up for small stuff mom and dad couldnt do n_n

so they're gonna cut down the numbers of Free people and expose our divisions. A people divided is falling. goodbye divisors, joeblast and ralis. as if you two were our own unique case in point here in our community. If there is truth in that report at any measure, then our communications will surely soon be rescinded. we're not yet united enough to protect and defend our Free Will.

? No one any more or less noteworthy than a homeless bum on the streets begging for alcohol(/money) or Albert Einstein.

omitted ranting

I am a follower of Free Will. It is the golden rule, it is our intrinsic birthright, it is the central core of all truths and rights, all wrongs and lies... Free Will to embrtace peace, or free will to embrace conflict. Free will to enslave the masses, free will to murder the masters. Free will to suffocate yourself, free will to breathe slowly from the feet. Free will to meditate, free will to deliberate. Free will to Love, Free will to Fear, Free will to fight, free will to flee, free will to live, and free will to die. Allow conflict its own space to breathe. Respire: Do not attempt to conspire. Breathe only for yourself, and allow the conflicting breaths of others their own space to live.

i cant help but love that. you arent gay, you're bi-curious LOL The funny part is: usually that is a reference to straight guys in the closet, but you're not straight by any measure it's awesome haha

Lately i have been dwelling heavily on "coming out" to my dad and his family, and letting them know i am a Transwoman... but it's stressing me out really badly because i am almost gaurenteedly going to engage in unwanted conflict. But the stress is on both sides agaisnt the middle... on one hand, I am sick and tired of lying to everyone all the time. I've been doing it my whole life because i am scared of how people will react and treat me after they learn who i am inside. I'm fed up with hiding in plain sight and being so wholly unexpressive as my own self, but as who i percieve they expect me to act like... Im sick of my fear, but on the other hand, i'm expecting a retaliation reaction from my dad and possibly his brother's christian wife. My uncle strikes me as someone who has keen perceptions and would surprise me more if he wasnt already suspicious than if he were plain shocked... But if things turn sour, i have nowhere else to turn if they decide to kick me out. It's gotten so bad that my stomach is physically affected. i threw up this morning and i cant stay off the toilet today. i need to resolve this 20 years ago when i was 7...

Exactly! We need only compliment one another by accentuating our desires. I desire to be a housewife, and have the freedom of time to dedicate to cooking, cleaning, gardening, and making a home out of a house... sadly... I cant get payed to be as such! I'm an incomplete half, so if i had a husband, we'd compliment one another. I'd support him supporting me supporting him supporting me... ... etc. edit: Oh, and i forgot about my writing!! I need a man who loves a good story lol and wants me to finish writing as much as i want me to finish haw!

I think i would make a decent housewife! ... and not by force so long as i had a large, spacious, and fully stocked, kitchen, i'd be almost perfectly forever content! of course cooking food only accounts for about 75% of my happiness... I still need some palce for gardening, campping, internet forums, and video games... among other things ;)

What is sadder still is the effect it has on men, and how an increasing many men are making better women than femininests! Masculine dominance and the promotion thereof strangles feminine and healing energies. We're looking at the resulting genocide of caring, compassionate, nurturing, giving, feminine qualities. Some of us still try to express something pure, but we can be counting on some upstart machismo alpha male wanting to shit on us.

likes attract. zombie americans love zombie movies.

i love how you two are fighting over the same woman. it's silly.

now that's a sign i would invest in...

Every time. Rules are simple: The scenario belongs to whom so ever posts, and they have 2 objectives and 2 objectives alone: 1. untangle the story riddle with a story answer 2. your answer must also be tangled, for the next person in line. This is kind of like "telephone" when you tell one person to "pass it on" until the last person in line gets the wrong message. The top half of the message will be the "solving problem" ¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯ overscores will line the end of the previous problem. The space in between is the only place you're allowed to "say" anything, such as, but not limited to hints and suggestions. underscores will denote the new problem. _________ The bottom will be the "problem solving" Every scenario that has a beginning also has an end, but every ending is also a new beginning. If it has always been this way, how did i start this thread?

listen to your stomach. eat with your belly, not your tongue. this is the way to love your food. Take care to hand-cultivate your food personally if possible by planting it, growing it, maintaining it, and harvesting it yourself, or taking care of the livestock as they were your own children or siblings. Butcher them yourself with the love and care you would apply if it were your own parent's wish that you consume their flesh. Love your food as it were your self, and your food will love you back.

the burning off of earth's atmosphere is the most beautiful spectacle in the skies... If CO2 is a coolant, then why does holding my breath make me hot and sweaty?

nice "case in point" as you skip two responses with that haiku, it is commendable, actually!

this topic is all blown to shit. he made no effort in conceling his riddle and went along to catch fish instead. ¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯¯ ____________________________ While fishing he noticed a polar bear battling a penguine and realized he was fucking lost as shit!

so far that's the first only good one i can say i'm able to truly admire... It genuinely captures the heart of the Unicorn; the Purity of Nature; gentle, firm, calming yet concerning... http://i.imgur.com/9uUFF.jpg

Problem is: I'm having to build it ground 0 with 0 funds.

want to help me build a balanced RPG? n_~ looking for an omniversal game, a new genre of game that combines Sim, Puzzle/Strategy, Role Playing, Physics, and Hard Core (FPS/War).

If 'it' cannot be; explained in a Haiku, then: "It" has no value.

is just recycled. First time is has recycled. Is recycles now.