Vanir Thunder Dojo Tan

To write this haiku. I gleefully imply meme; to set up the next!

Divide, Disseminate, Conquer Past, Present, Future.

Isness, objectiveness, subjectiveness? Paradigm Program Populace.

Is, is: Is? Is, is: Real?

if you inhale to your capacity while sitting, then, holding your breath, stand up and stretch up, and arc your back and stretch backwards, while compressing that air... You'll get a major head rush, an oxygen high, feel like one with the entire omniversal construct, and VERY possibly black out and fall down... which is why you definitely dont want to do this unless you have soft padding all around, especially behind you. It's not exactly something "safe" and i honestly dont know any consequences, but i wouldnt reccomend doing this often and definitely not alone. Treat "oxygen high" as if it could kill you in a split second, and what ever you do, under no circumstances, no matter what you think, never hyperventilate to achieve this.

hmm to be honest, i dont know what attracted me to the thread in the first place, but unbelievable what i learned coming in here: That I have been inadvertently constructing a Grimoire from bits and pieces of truths i've picked up in fiction, but mostly from scratch! I've not genuine intent to *"use"* any grimoires and hadnt been intent to "make one" in terms of what "it is" so much as in terms of what truth(s) it contains... Though i am aware that i've spoken to two guardian angels when i was quite young, i guess i am, or was, "a muggle" since i have never identified beings that i may have worked with or had unwittingly attracted... i simply have a keen perception of when truth is genuine or manipulated... And i can sense that there are abundant, if not opulent, truths sprinkled into all angles of mythology, mysticism, deism, and spirituality fiction, such as but not limited to The Matrix, Final Fantasy, The Legend of Zelda, Secret of Mana, Tales of Phantasia, What Dreams May Come, and Avatar (air bender or world of navi, take your pick they both have abundant truths!). Question, though... Is there really an invisible moon orbiting Mars in a perfectly synchronized orbit that keeps Mars in a perpetually "blood moon" view? Scary stuff... Edit: Seth, your daughter sounds adorable! n_n lucky you.

what was it, give a man a pony and he beats his depression for a day?

maybe not with the naked eye... but the parts are still there and in their own individual place! The Tao is the I, the parts are the We/us. it could be said, and without distinction: "We are." if you prefer.

thank god energy and mass are interchangeable! Imagine if energy were vastly finite, and we made it this far.... creating 2 particles could have been the end of all time!

can we stay on topic and discuss this in the thread you started for just this topic?

whew... still all quite very overwhelming... but its definitely a much more optimistic start than what i've had so far! I'll let y'all know when i can come up with a good list of veggies, but my goal is to plan this out real well while i prep the land and compost: To learn enough about permaculture and what combinations and patterns of plants will act as natural herbicides and pesticides, then grab those seeds first. After which, the garden should ideally contain corn, green beans, potatoes, tomatoes, jalapenos, cucumbers, and carrots. Im not sure what herbs are native to the Pacific Northwest, so im not sure what herbs i want to grow. Well, other than cannabis, but i doubt i could grow that and be left alone... lol

Occupy depression! fuck yeah! i like that! HAW! I'm not really sure of myself walking around on other peoples properties, asking for seeds OR work... but it's a start. I honestly am blind within my own life, and cannot see where to go. great advice, but i do not know HOW TO apply it.... seems crazy. well i KNOW im crazy, but i mean... shit... reading it and it sounds so simple, yet when i run it through my mind i realize.... i dont even know the first step. like at the synaptic level... i cannot even lift my foot, let alone take that first step... So confused... when it really shouldnt confuse me at all!

I disagree. Ponies are a distraction not a solution. Depression doesnt need more distractions from its root causes, that will only make the depression worse in the long run. Cultivating a garden and eating your own herbs and vegetables will cure depression, not just distract you from it. Humanure is just a means of self sufficiency and will provide you with a sense of accomplishment and even pride. So... at the end of the day, your distractions might be fun, but they are only more depressing for someone who lacks personal stability and security in their own life. Sure maybe not while they are enjoying a good episode, but every episode has the credits roll, every season comes to an end.. what happens when there are still depressed people but no new episodes? Pick a new distraction? Fine. how long can we keep ourselves distracted from the causes of our depression before we just flat out give up?

geeze, not bad for winging it! I categorized the 5 element system into 4 tiers of 20 elements... the heaviest elements, the lowest frequency, were poison, magma, body, tool/technology, and ice. The correlated patrons were C'thulu, [the] Salamander king- whom i have tennatively nicknamed Salamodo, Mind, [the] General Applicable Thought Equation CPU: G.A.T.E., and Wisp... The higher tiers of elements are represented by lower density-higher vibrational spirits. Mind is the patron of Body Soul is the patron of Mind Spirit is the patron of Soul And a great unnamable conglomerate spirit is the patron of spirit-fragments... The only spirits i am soundly comfortable discussing in detail... Cthulu scares me on his invisible moon behind Mars...

'kay... my budget is from Free to $0.00... Dont have any seeds anywhere either.

no, we the people are the fucking problem. WHY ARE WE NOT UNITING AND ENDING THIS PROBLEM? Your excuse is invalid. My excuse is invalid. Their excuses are invalid. OUR EXCUSES ARE INVALID. We dont need a world nation, we need millions of tribal nations. We dont need economics, we need families and clans. We dont need 99% of the crap we do in the name of "civilized progress" We dont need to sit here and bitch any more; we need to fight.

Honestly, i am wanting to start a garden out back but so utterly stupid that i dont know what i *can* do. I dont want to waste money preparing something i CANT do... it's frustrating. But first things first is preparing the small plot of land and uprooting all those nasty bramble vines... then i think i should be setting up a compost nearby... Not much room to work with but it should grow corn and potatoes Only *real* problem is my lack of any applicable experience short of weeding and harvesting.

a choice and you would stick to the suffering? That strikes me as stupid, cuz if i had a CHOICE, i'd remove the two evils from our plane of existence and let them fester in some bottom-pit of low-frequency discord.

cannabis tea has been so far the best high i ever did have, but it only worked once, and while it was "fresh" so to speak... I should try to perfect it so i am not smoking to get high

When americans wiped out native american culture, they also became the world economic leader. INEXCUSABLE.

im pretty sure violent and low vibration spirits are corporeal tricksters and not pure spirits...

Is my inner self. A questionable statement. Ah... What? Me worry?

I think it's alchemical; you cant get something out of nothing, and in the case of addiction, you cant lose something without a replacement... So what can i replace food, air, companionship, and free will with? Seems lioke i might want to be prepared for that D: Lol maybe i can find something to replace internet with...

I do deeply admire your conviction -K- I'm very proud of my mom for quitting cigarettes and beer. Though she'll drink occasionally, she isnt an alcoholic, and i am proud that she's expressed that much self control. It's inspiring Now if my dad had a brain, and an ounce of will power....

only problem is, second hand smoke is hard to quit, im not doing it to myself. and there is no understanding of reason or necessity, let alone any desire or intent to quit smoking pot. Frankly, being stoned makes it easier to "be" without attachment, or needing to "do something about" my life. If i COULD do something "about" my life, i probably wouldnt need to get stoned But when you're boxed in and there is no escape... you go inward and escape into the mind. So i know im crazy, but you'd think i was crazier if i tried to solve my problems at YOUR expense instead of just getting stoned.