Vanir Thunder Dojo Tan

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  1. It is not a choice; this must be

    Vanir Thunder Dojo Tan replied to Vanir Thunder Dojo Tan's topic in General Discussion

    what was that o_O

  2. Passive Aggressiveness On The Spiritual Path

    Vanir Thunder Dojo Tan replied to Harmonious Emptiness's topic in General Discussion

    is it always want? really? i can want to be a moon? i might not want to be what i am able to be at all or maybe accepting what i am for who i am is all it is, then, what does it matter if other people are gay or passive aggressive? what if it is not a choice or desire? a want? who wants to want?
  3. I wish only to be content with my being and forever pursue it, ungraspable. I would not waste my typing skills with this innane and ridiculous retort if i could have maintained contentedness just a day longer. Quietness of mind escapes me today. Come to think of it: what the fuck dude? WHO in the craziness of it all has any reason to create something that has no purpose? EVEN ART has a purpose! WHAT does humanity serve? There is no reason to make something that exists purely for the sake of existing, and i want no part in it.

  4. It is not a choice; this must be

    Vanir Thunder Dojo Tan replied to Vanir Thunder Dojo Tan's topic in General Discussion

    my personal dissatisfaction and disgust in my own behavior, thinking, acting, and believing... I have to believe it needs to exist, otherwise i sohuld commit suicide; not as a threat or to rouse the rabble as it were however. A serious consideration is taking place today. GOd how i hate days like these. Inevitable, they are. If i could stop them from happening, would it cause such a terrible imbalance? Is it really too much to ask? In spite of my realizing the words i type, i am in conflict with myself, perpetually night and day, sun, moon, earth, and sky. Cannot find stability cannot force stability cannot remain inactive in faith that stability will be found... continually fucking my life up by trying to fix it. no faith that i can fix it by not fixing it, no longer faith that it can ever be fixed... Couldn't hurt to just go psychotic and let all loose could it? After all, i am just misplaced.

  5. Passive Aggressiveness On The Spiritual Path

    Vanir Thunder Dojo Tan replied to Harmonious Emptiness's topic in General Discussion

    whats wrong with being passive-aggressive? Its not like being gay is a choice either... so it's okay to be gay but not passive aggressive?

  6. Haiku Chain

    Vanir Thunder Dojo Tan replied to Stigweard's topic in General Discussion

    but is full of drunken fools best to stay sober to preserve the hidden truths right before our eyes

  7. That moment of finally letting go and being completely alone

    Vanir Thunder Dojo Tan replied to Flolfolil's topic in General Discussion

    i wish i had, it might make life/death more appreciable to me, which it/they is not. nothing is precious except suffering, else there would be no suffering.

  8. Practice, lifestyle, and personal preference

    Vanir Thunder Dojo Tan replied to Vanir Thunder Dojo Tan's topic in Daoist Discussion

    "need" does not exist in the genuine meaning of the word itself. "Need" implies "cannot exist/continue/accomplish without" and because nothing NEEDS to exist, continue, or be accomplished, "need" is a hollow and meaningless trick-word. The "needs" we experience, psychologically, physically, emotionally, intellectually, do not matter, no matter how painful they are. And in the end, i only hate the experience of suffering and wish to divorce myself completely from that experience... except it is prerequisite to any-all experience(s). Sadly, suffering is the only one i am allowed to know today. And yesterday. Maybe tomorrow wont suck deity anus.

  9. Practice, lifestyle, and personal preference

    Vanir Thunder Dojo Tan replied to Vanir Thunder Dojo Tan's topic in Daoist Discussion

    for every paragraph i complete, one letter is understood; HUH? i dont get it.

  10. Practice, lifestyle, and personal preference

    Vanir Thunder Dojo Tan replied to Vanir Thunder Dojo Tan's topic in Daoist Discussion

    im starving, this isnt a restaurant, im not getting served, there's no food, the whole things is an illusion. Doesnt make the illusion any less unsavory.

  11. Practice, lifestyle, and personal preference

    Vanir Thunder Dojo Tan replied to Vanir Thunder Dojo Tan's topic in Daoist Discussion

    "let" implies its trying to do it for me. "it" is not.
  12. 9th posted a great one there... i like it. Sadly, ialso hate it. i hate the truth, i hate the experience, i hate the suffering, so full of hate am i toward the shituation; desiring only 0 and receiving only plus or minus infinity [away] from my objective.

  13. New Game

    Vanir Thunder Dojo Tan posted a topic in General Discussion

    *You* are located at the center of all of reality. you can travel anywhere within reality but it moves around you, not you move through it. thus you are always the locus of reality. The object of the game is to be anywhere but the center of reality for any period of time. So far, it looks like im the only losing at the moment!

  14. New Game

    Vanir Thunder Dojo Tan replied to Vanir Thunder Dojo Tan's topic in General Discussion

    i grew up playing snakes and ladders... never bet on it as a kid though...

  15. Haiku Chain

    Vanir Thunder Dojo Tan replied to Stigweard's topic in General Discussion

    Coasting; rolling. Soon. The tides; raising and falling Pulling toward the Moon.

  16. Descriptions and explanations of "The Now"

    Vanir Thunder Dojo Tan replied to Harmonious Emptiness's topic in General Discussion

    One-Dimensional self-contained-self-perpetuating "isness". Everything is "touching" everything else. every point has a line drawn to meet with every other point... every "moment" is intrinsically "now"ness... the whole of this construct is akin to a toroid or tesseract in so much that you can find lines, but all lines loop back upon themselves while offering branches to alter your course all throughout. Time is a toroid, the farthest point backwards in time you can go is the single moment that steps into the future. All points are the focal center for all energies; the Locus of Reality.
  17. "what is the purpose?" What is the purpose of 10,000 identical two sided "things" that do little more than exist and change "face" or side. 2^10,000 experiences. that is the purpose. Edit: calculator broke nevermind

  18. Practice, lifestyle, and personal preference

    Vanir Thunder Dojo Tan replied to Vanir Thunder Dojo Tan's topic in Daoist Discussion

    I love coffee. I love tea. I Love water. It's all the same to me. Except moose piss. Nicky turned some kids apple juice into moose piss (watching a movie)

  19. Compare Dan Tien to Chakra?

    Vanir Thunder Dojo Tan replied to Sloppy Zhang's topic in General Discussion

    ITS A TRAP!!

  20. Isn't this what all the commotion here is really about?

    Vanir Thunder Dojo Tan replied to Immortal4life's topic in The Rabbit Hole

    i know we all die, it's HOW that i am more fascinated. Like i siad, i am going to get killed; violence will be my undoing, sadly. But it will not be my initiation! I will defend myself. My sovereignty > your guns, badges, votes, laws, presidents; opinions

  21. Descriptions and explanations of "The Now"

    Vanir Thunder Dojo Tan replied to Harmonious Emptiness's topic in General Discussion

    it was "here and now" at the "time", not anymore.

  22. New, New game

    Vanir Thunder Dojo Tan posted a topic in The Rabbit Hole

    Finding the threads we want to use, create a solar system. Threads with huge amounts of views have higher gravity. Threads with more posts have more atmosphere. Topics themselves are planets. Likes generate life, and a post with more likes has a higher biodiversity-per-percent-of-total-posts. "Watchers": People who are following a topic are essentially the lords/ladies and deities of that thread/planet

  23. What are your interests?

    Vanir Thunder Dojo Tan replied to Phi92's topic in The Rabbit Hole

    T'ai Chi, Martial Arts, QiGong, Yoga... (The) All Encompassing Infinitissimal Omniversal Unity (theory) Taijiquan as i have seen it spelled came to me intrinsically one evening, a friday in july while i was in the bathroom... XD And i sort of stretched and rolled my body out to the living room and started a buttload of spontanious movements that were attempting to correct my spinal alignments and whatnot else? Martial arts have fascinated me since Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles was in its own infancy on TV in the '80's, and became more fascinating every time i was exposed to something new, all from TV; three ninjas, chuck norris, bruce lee documentaries, jet li movies, jackie chan, etc. Qi Gong / Chu Kung who knows if i will pronounce it correctly? i hope i am grasping it properly? Similar to tai chi i suppose but with less broad and elegant movements and displacements and more of the breathing and subtle coordinating? Give or take, my interest far exceeds my knowledge. Yoga. also somewhat with the tai chi. in the same night, spontaneity started, i believe, from the light stretching i was doing on the floor. ... then i had to pee. and i did. [The] AEIOU (Theory) All Encompassing Infinitesimal Omniversal Unit[y] theory that there is an omnicube which is both the basic building block of all existence, and sum total of all things that exist. an inspiring idea of perpetuation and experiential memecenters in the mind allowing eternalness from any venue.

  24. Expressing oneself creatively, How do you do it?

    Vanir Thunder Dojo Tan replied to skydog's topic in General Discussion

    http://www.moddb.com/members/hotnirvanajudotrend/addons + http://www.moddb.com/members/hotnirvanajudotrend/images

  25. Compare Dan Tien to Chakra?

    Vanir Thunder Dojo Tan replied to Sloppy Zhang's topic in General Discussion

    i've seen many channel, point, chakra, gate, and etc. descriptions. I will mush them up together and see what we get: ( * ) ¯Sky/celestial/shared chakra (&)-Spirit torus chakra (%)_Soul/person right above crown. vv__________________ U (#) Crown-Top of head. P ( o ) Third Eye - center of forehead P ($) Jade Pillow - Base of skull E (@) Thyroid - Neck R Dan Tien^ (not sure where???) <3 Heart (for some it's lust, the root, for others, their stomach, and those who think they are above others in their crown or voice, but there are yet still those who dwell in the heart of hearts) (Middle Dan Tien) (!) Solar Plexus - center of chest, below heart? (_) Spleen - spleenish area? (.) its a belly button! (Navel) (Lower Dan Tein) Sacrum (??????) (m)Root (sexy chakra) - base of spine?? (X)??? (x) ??? Earth Shared ( ) ?