Vanir Thunder Dojo Tan

Even Owledge! I need some kind of skill. like artisticallyness. so icould do an owledge:; owledge with metal cross over

i take to heart a lot of crap MH says, so i think that puts me ahead of the next genertion in line HAW!

shhh dont answer, its how you(we) lose! QUICK RUUUUNNN!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

if "self" is not in its own possession it cannot be self; whatever is in possession and control is self.

what is mlp?

lol M%%%%R F%%%%%G Mummy's curse!

Romance seems futile? well... The sad fact is that: this is America. Oh yeah, there's more to that sad fact, it gets worse: In The United States of America, we are born, raised, and bred into a caste of helplessness. If you are helpless, feel helpless, and more importantly want to revoke the helplessness, you are "shown" that you need money. "We" are brainwashed into focusing so much on a fictitious financial reality, that we completely blind ourselves to true physical reality. Dating is not about love here in America, its about romance. Romance isn't about love or affection, it's about financial security and "testing" the waters to see if your "target" is sufficient in being capable, or to "take care of" you, because you have unwittingly willed yourself into a state of helplessness and need someone external to rely on... HOWEVER, the catch 22 is that we naturally seek people we can relate to. Likes attract, not opposites. We want to be able to relate to our mate, not oppose them. Since we've been bred into helplessness and thus seek other helpless people that we can relate to, we all too often wind up in unsuccessful relationships because we're both looking to the other for support. not emotional, but financial. Furthermore, the financially secure sector is focused on finances and doesnt understand their own emotional involvement in life and cannot offer comfort for the emotional needs, only financial ones; thus resulting in finances dominating over emotions, people becoming clinically depressed, and marriages failing repeatedly and consistently in the united states. What we wind up with is a massive stagnation of sexual and spiritual energies that sort of "sticks" to everyone that comes into contact with it, further sticking to others, and others moreover. NOW everyone is focused on sex and money. We are controlled.

i wish only to be useful unto myself and those that i care about. To that end, in and of itself, i do require intrinsic purpose... fulfilling this chosen purpose proves short the realm of possibility... Might be shifting toward success here in recent days... but i am reading "hopefulness" as "gullibility" as well at this point, yet still cant help but be full of hope that it works out favorably. Hope is not an expectation in this case but an acknowledged desire for a specific outcome, however without expectation or foreknowledge... just... wantfulness.

i think it is the very core reliance factor; we've no choice more often than not, and when we do have a choice, we cant pay our bills without money so the choice is irrelevant and thus deprived of any power to affect more important areas of life that are damnably tied to some form of standardized currency, making it almost impossible, and damn right illegal, to perform transactions outside of this medium! Thereby depriving us of our intrinsic humanity, the creative, living, breathing being that no longer has power to create naturally; bound by artificial, fictitious and financial, obligation. edit: "financial and fictitious" was backwards. also, comas.

in addition to suninmyeyes' post: the "us" is [a] 1-D. The pleonasm of a self perpetuating experiential amalgamation...

wow racists must be super smart to be able to do all that human-imitating-stuff with such incredibly small brains! We should research them more in their natural habitats!

i want to like your post again cat...

im just a bullshitter most the time though strange couple months for me to be honest

haha not as tangent as may seem; all things are connected to all other things, matter cannot be created or destroyed, only rearranged. In other words, we cant get rid of it. only rearrange it so that it doesnt change, but the contrast it casts does. "put it where its useful"

i disagree, it is an unnecessary placebo-crutch. call 1-800-bad-drug now! Seriously. what money does for a healthy and stable human being is turn them into a co-dependent and unstable being.

I am using this. rolling out with it. may i copy it and use it in the future? I hope to gently assist closed eyes opened...

Interests:Pepsi, Fanta, Mustard, Meat, Fresh apples, Females and Learning, Old Cartoons, That Feeling, Horse Stance

i keep thinking im seeing HNJT on here! LOL

I cannot be content without a soul mate by my side and a clear goal before my feet to pursue, together at times. I could be more content if i had no hopes left to cling to. I could be more content to fulfill the expectations put on me by others, rather than being unable to function as required by my peers in order to continue to occupy this space. I do not own anything in my life. so kindly, fuck you. i mean no offense, but i am quite offended. If something doesnt give, i'll snap. SOMEthing HAS to GIVE. i've got nothing to fulfill what is expected of me with. eventually that's going to cut closer, and closer, and closer, until i have to block. and the moment i block the external world, it ATTACKS me. so eventually, i will go on a rampage and harm others and possibly kill others and inevitably go down the cracks of obscurity, accomplish nothing. OR... Something gives, and i go on with the great sense of contentedness that i have sought, thus far in vain. So why cant i arrive at this so called harmonium? I dont watch TV. it's so senseless. if i want to watch something that senseless, at least let it be deliberate (animaniacs, search for the holy grail, monty python's flying circus, mel brooks in general, etc.). SAY! IF great power comes from letting go of hope, WHY are there POLICE engaging power against the wills of innocent victims? These police, i assume, are hoping to "catch the bad guy" arent they? so in other words, for the first time in my life, my fascination with life, death, mortality, and eternity are seen by me as the cause of all my goid damned motherfucking problems? im starting to believe you're on some acid. Not that it's a bad thing, but boy howdy! i cant see what you say you see. I cant even see you seeing it honestly, but im not calling you a liar either. just dont know, cant know. God damn myself? Free will, eternity, and such fascinating things are damning me? I dont think i can stomach that this early in the morning...

what happened on 2012 then???

so long as biological matter continues to decompose over the centuries, we will continue to have fossil fuel created under the earth's crust. We might deplete it completely, but if that happens, it would only be temporary. after a couple centuries, we'd have almost more than as much oil back in the earth as we'd taken out. As long as we aint takin' it out again after we deplete it *this* time. It's probably happened several times before, and PROBABLY linked to more of the prehistoric mysteries than not.

The movies are blatant fairy tales. Lies from "once upon a time" all the way till "happily ever after", regardless if it's disney princesses, dreamworks ogres, or B movie hilarity, only lies. Not that there arent *SOME* people who make it out that way, the lucky ones they are should KEEP IT TO THEMSELVES. False hope and unrealistic inspiration only lead to disappointment.

Don't do it, it aint natural. End of discussion.

so i can repeat my question: How?